Oh yeah, added Tim to the links. *point* Go visit, he's got a Lulu layout. (That's all the encouragement you fanboys/girls need.) Anyways, is he stalking you for any particular reason. I seem to remember you saying that he definately wasn't straight. Anyways, just remember, don't bend over when you're around him eh? *grin grin*

I seem to like the same shows and get the same marks as Gayboy. Should I be worried?

What a long and boring afterthought.

Go visit Tim.

There is no Wet Canvas Option. Which means everything will be... *real-like*. Apparently this came after a lot of people wanted more improvements on Painter 6.0's(and all previous Painters ) traditional system of Wet Canvas, which was described by many artists as "simplistic" and "too unreal". So now there is this new, totally radical system, where everything is real. It's all very complicated stuff; the menus would boggle even the most experienced RPG'er, and truth to tell, I don't even know where to start. The watercolours *build* over each other. How to describe. Like as if you had dried the canvas already, and then started painting over it. That kind of layering. And there's no way in sight to get the wet canvas system back. (I'm still not sure about this, if someone can prove me wrong, pleas mail me.

However do not despair so, for my saviour, otherwise known as Matt, at Pixelally.com, has scripted a brush which imitates the old system. (It's called "Matt's Old Water Color Brush", those of you who are downloading it). It's great stuff for incompetents like me. I feel like the universal order has been restored again.

Not that I begrudge Painter users the right to want a more realistic median, but I have to wonder; if these people want a system that imitates traditional medians so badly, why don't they just do it traditionally, by hand? If they have the resources to buy Painter 7.0 (not talking pirated copies here are we?), surely it is possible to scrimp up the money to buy real paints etc? I don't know, its just a thought from someone who is abysmal with tradtional medians.

*hugs brushes*

I have Painter 7. Suck my balls!!!
Klang, thou art my holy place. Many drawings to come!

But first, must study for physics. *wanders off to suck balls*

Yanno, I feel like drawing something gay. Just thought you'd might like to know...

I'm supposed to be studying...

But I was reading this...
OMG you have that manga too? How many books have you got, because I only bought one and two, and it stops at a fucking cliffhanger. Want. To. Know. What. Happens. -.-" I love it. The art is all reversed, (it took me forever to figure this out) and very taiwanese, (yes yes, I did mistake it for a taiwanese manga when I bought it). It has the most beautiful covers. I'll scan them in sometime. Actually it's pretty ironic that all the pin ups are all of the two boys looking all happy and peaceful, but in the story, it's all a----ngst. And the english used at the beach was pretty funny. But yes, if anyone is listening, I really reccomend this one. Yeah.

Btw is anyone interested in buying calenders from Wings Symphonia? Just wondering, because I think the girls are planning already. As long as I don't have to wear a dunce cap with feathers mind you.

No anaesthetic.
My toe is throbbing.

*throb throb*

I'm going to have my ingrown toenail cut out. Fuck me if they don't use anaesthetic...

Actually I should stop these one-liners.

I have an IQ of 112. Fuck you Mr Mcguire.

The date of the MAC 2002 Cosplay is Sunday the 21st of December. Hope to see everyone there.

From experience, I know that some things just hurt so much, talking doesn't help at all. Although it may not sound healthy, for some people, it's better for them to just retreat and deal with it themselves. That's why I tend to distance myself from people who are hurt or troubled. I know what I say probably won't make up for it, that it's just me being self absorbed again, for not thinking that not all people are like me. But it truly didn't occur to me that maybe all you really wanted was some help, support, maybe even a little bit of love. An inadequate apology, for all I've done, and all I've not done.

On an entirely unrelated topic, Whitecat I'm glad you liked it. And sure you can post it. *lol* Actually, I was wondering if I could post it at my site...Bah, what am I saying. And the fluff-fic totally made my day. Loved it^10. That's not much feedback, but, there it is. *waves Triple Strike flags* I love those two together, they are so, well, cute! And happy, and bouncy and non-angsty. Yanno, I always thought of Alan as all experienced in the ways of, yah, him being 27 and a fith child. But he's not. He's embarrasingly sweet. Gotta love him. *prays* V-Day chapter come quickly! Any TS updates come quickly...

Er, seems my site is getting pimped round school. This is very disturbing, having RL people I don't neccesarily like reading my blog. But I'm glad a few of you complemented my design. ^^ Love n peace yah?

Is it just me or is the script of Empire Strikes Back so much *better* than the (ugh, Attack of the Clones). Han, if Leia ever ditches you, there's always me.

Fuck, fuck, I'm burdened with so much schoolwork. FUCK BIVARIATE DATA! Magnets can go to hell in a hanbasket too. Same to our entire political system.
*stomps off cussing*

So many things just go wrong.

I won't be drawing for a while, but I'll still be around on the net and all.

Whitecat surprise type thing in your mail.

And here I thought that I was the only one that thought the Fitz/Fool pair is feasable.

Gayboy, you make me so proud. Nice performance. Those puntzy year Eleven homophobes got learned.
They wanted your ass...X)

Dearest Timothy don't blame iinet's mistakes on me. XD And if it weren't for me you wouldn't even KNOW about Macross Plus so there. That gives me the right to have it, so I'll be borrowing it, if only to listen to Yoko Kanno's godly work. Nice layout btw, you gotta teach me how to do that background thing. *_*

Gotta fly, it smells like a hospital in here.

Because jellicles can and jellicles do....

Am reading Lazarus Child. I likes it. Strangly enough, considering everyone seems to be partial to him, Ray gives me the heebie jeebies. No idea why. The happy-happy/angst maybe? I want to draw him and Osiris regardless. Considers sending a torrent of abuse/fanmail toWhitecat You've finished LC#8, and not posted it? Fie! XD...

Cats is showing now all you in Australia, ABC. And there's David Bowie interview on channel 9, 6.30.

Oooh...Grizabella is singing. Its so painful to watch her dancing in some memory forgotten waltz. When I was at the show that scene really touched me. I know it's just a musical but.. *shrugs*

I hate myself. I've become an elitist ADSL fucker.

But it's so fast!!!

I lied about the art links. There aren't any.
Hang on. Here we go.Tatagh.org. This site has beautiful art, and the webmaster in my opinion is one of the best artists out there. Only 20 years old I think? I love the lips. Pouty full lips! Very unconventional, beautiful style of drawing. I love it.

This cracks me up.

Has anyone got a PAL version of Suiko I can molest for the next few weeks?

...is what we'll need after the government has finished deregulating our universities. Yes, privatisation for all, promote the free market. And then a Ben Hur will rise from the masses and free the plebeians from grasp of the Howard regime. Fuck you. And fuck the States if they support this proposal.

On an entirely different note, Love Wolf is back up.

*Mwahahahahahaah* I FINALLY have Heathen! David Bowie! *squeals and rolls around* Mine mine mine mine etc. I like Cactus. I haven't finished the CD yet, but so far its really good... heh. MINE

This site rocks. More art links soon. ^^

My English Literature and Physics Tertiary Entrance Exam are on the same day.
And why can't the Japanese boards have more kanji in them? 0.o
Why can't my scanner scan my pictures?
My brain seems not to be functioning properly
It's freezing down here.
Bah.

This is just beautiful.
(I am once again converted to SiriusxRemus)
Must, draw pic...

Damn I had this neat and nifty entry all typed up and my computer stalls on me. Blah blah. Anyways, just finished watching Robin Hood Prince of Thieves, which is all in all, quite a decent movie. I know I said I was going to stop all the slashiness, but did anyone else think that the reunion scene with Kevin Costner and Christian Slater seemed awfully...gay?

Moving on now, just wondering, was the reason people question why I named my site Thirdstrike was because of Whitecat's (who's work I adore and love) Triple Strike? Actually, I didn't know. Yes, it is now official that my shading well and truly looks weird. Eye is squished, expression is off, and like I said the expression is weird.

Actually I've been itching to do some HP art since I came across Oresama Game Which has an absolutly fantastic Sirius/Lupin pic here
*bows down* We are not worthy.

Another I am not worthy of. Illustration from BND I had the link to this site, but then it vanished. Here, here, here, and here all have beautiful art.

I love Gary Ruddell. Traditional media. You are Godeth.

Looked up a few Doujinshi on Ebay.
I want Langrangian Points Although I've never heard of the circle, I've heard lots of good stuff about Rinko Sakura. While I'm on this, I wouldn't mind these either. Fuck it, I would like this too. Me and Final Fantasy yaoi don't usually mix, but this one is just too yummy to pass up. I expect the bids to go higher any minute. *begins to cry* Jecht and Auron. *cries harder*

And, well, sorry if I came off sounding whiny last entry It was unintentional. I'm grateful that you pimp me so. Really. Almost grateful enough to finish that Alec/Seregil (copyright Lyn Flewelling who is also God-eth) pic I promised. :) Have fun at e anime thing tomorrow...0.o

*hums the opening of Robin Hood, (yanno, that tapestry theme)*

Oh yes. Thank you for scaring the bejesus out of me with your Vagrant Story fics. (Does that sound wrong? Vagrant Story fics...) They were, by the way, bloody brilliant too.

Yes I do read you blog. I think its cool. Why do you ask?

Thanks to my online pimp I am becoming overburdened with link exchange requests. I don't know, I'm starting to get sick of updating one picture and about twenty million links. Problem is, Thirdstrike has only been up for a couple of months and already I'm thinking of taking it down. This ain't good. Not even my Taikoubou Shrine, (which is well and truly crossed off the "to do" list) had been graced with such a short attention span.

You had the familiy-interrupting-my-Queer-as-Folk-session too huh? My father came in a little later than that. I got to see the full make out session, with the whole Michael gropes Brian's crotch, only to switch channels when my father walks in. 0.o*!* Drug use and homosexual loving. He just looked at me and said that I didn't need to change channels, and he accepted whatever programs I watch. *buries face in hands*.

I *abhor* Justin right now. Poor Mickey. And yes, Brian does need a Big Kick in the Ass (oooh, capitals), for ignoring our brunette like that, or just a reality check in general. Yes, if you haven't worked out by now, Michael is my favourite character in QaF, probably because he's just begging to be squished.

Anyways, I'm attempting to become more straight, since I seem to be called abnormal from *all* corners of the sphere. My bro brought his friend over, and we watched Fushigi Yuugi (don't ask), and when I made some snerky remark about Nagako and his whip, (just one mind you), she looked at me all grossed out and told me I was so abnormal.

Even my taste of music(!!!) When I bemoaned that I didn't get the Heathen, and everyone was like, what's that? I told them it's the latest David Bowie CD, and one of my friends said "ewwww, who wants to buy THAT?"
Me for starters dearie.
Is there something *wrong* with that? Because the way you said it, it sounded like there was.

Sorry. Where was I. Ah yes, being called abnormal. My brother finished the Nightrunner series in like 3 days. Geez. Then he came to my room and griped about the ending. It was like deja vu. I had exactly the same convo with Leareth about a week ago. He enjoyed it though, despite complaints about the "large number of gayboys" in the book. He admitted later that yes, Seregil *was* bi, and so was Alec. Heh. My brother is cool. Most of the time.

Aw fuck it, who cares. I am pretty abnormal. Except liking David Bowie.
Millions of other people do. Why can't I? XD

Must away now, Kenny's spurious sounding party awaits.

Thirdstrike updated.

It's actually quite ironic, that I'm listening to "My Best's Friend's Wedding" soundtrack, whilst looking up Queer as Folk synopsis(es). Am heavily into Brian and Michael. *nods* They are the cutest/angstiest most adorable couple. *gushes* Nope, forget the blond kid, he squicks me. His current clingyness gives me the heebie jeebies. Which is unusual, because, as seen from my taste in previous couplings, I favour the blond, girlish, innocent kiddies. So, I'm quite surprised that I don't like Brian and Justin as a couple.
Leareth says its a sign I'm growing up.

Heaven forbid.

Then again, how can you not adore the lovable loser Michael? Geez Brian get a clue.

Went to Garbo today. Watched MIB II. Waste of money. Am not happy with the prospect of going to Garbo again tomorrow. I hate to sound like I'm whining, but why do I always have to go shopping for other peoples' presents when you have about twenty other people who can do it, people who *can* drive, or have parents that have the time to cart them to and fro. I don't know. I'm sick of being so dependant on my parents for transport. Not to mention that the public transport system here sucks hole.

Plus, I actually want to get some real hard *work* done, these holidays. So far I've done shit all, and got a shitty ass report, 4 A's, 2 B's. Which may sound okay, but my percentages are all really really low, like, mid 70's. I am so fucked, seriously I'm *not* going to get into physiotherapy this way. Unfortunatly this is the only routine I know. Study your brains out, and still get shitter than people that don't. Rock Lee, you are an inspiration to the untalented all over the world. Thank you.

Yeah, I will get around to updating my site soon.
Meanwhile, I got this done.

Till then.

I can't type with these fake nails...

Haaaaa, four hours till my graduation ball! I so excitedQ! My hands however still smell of hemp.

*clacks away at the key board*

Thanks for the offer of the hair dye, but I managed to get it dyed black again, praise be, although I do believe hibiscus red is a pretty interesting look...0.0""

Your absoulutly right in your assessment of Big Brother. Blah I despise that show. QaF though, mmmm uncensored healthy goodness. *lol* We've got to get toghter on Monday nights or something. Btw I bought Luck in the Shadows last night, so hopefully, *fingers crossed* I can actually start that pic I promised so long ago. (Although I wouldn't get my hopes up, as its less likely it will be good enough for colouring, than it is you finishing my 39 fic. *coughs*)
Oh yeah! I'll take lots and lots of piccies, so you can see me in all my mushroom glory.

Hrm, if any of you guys are planning to go to the S'pore convention, I'm told the date has been moved, because the venue at Suntec is booked. So the alternate dates are either the 7th/Dec or 21/Dec. If its the 7th I can't make it, so I'm opting for the 21st.

The M'sia cosplay is tenativly dated at 14th/15th, although I'm not realy sure.

Ooh, this person is watching Summer Snow. Aiee, it's a really good drama, even if the story is a bit simplistic it's very touching. Heh too compicate storyline make my head spin. Which reminds me, I haven't been watching any japanese drama at all, except for that last one about 4 guys in a cake shop. I still want to watch that korean/japanese one, Friends, even if it DOES have the skank queen Kyoko Fukada in there. *blargh*

Congratulations on finishing FF7! Woot, that is one of the best Square games, although I am seriously digging(!) FF6 and Chrono Cross at the moment. FF7 really does have its moments, one of them being the total disgust you feel when Emerald Weapon just shudders and turns red and fades away, just like any NORMAL BOSS! After *all* that effort, you think at least he could break up into little bits and float away or something, like Ozma, (who also shit me off, and FF9 was good until the last disc, but the ending made up for it. JitaGa!) Seriously, have you got FF6? If you haven't, get FF6, its damn brilliant. 0.0

This ends the social blog.

Now I'm gonna go to the toilet to work out how to wipe my arse without lodging a fake nail up my anus.

And Here I thought I was the only person in the whole of Perth who watched Queer As Folk. Nice to know I'm wrong. Mind you it was kind of fun, joining in the conversation about Big Brother, with, "Yes, I quite enjoyed that shot of Brian taking off his G-string." XD

I'm off to hibernate

Just got back from watching Arcadia if you couldn't tell.
*warning* incoherant gushing...

It was really good, much better than the that production of Antigone (which I am afraid to admit was the last play I saw) Did anyone else think that the guy who played Septimus was a spunk or is that just me. Hrm, he reminded me a lot of a certain Mr Darcy, and it didn't help that the play was set in Derbyshire. Actually, come to think of it, Thomasina=Elizabeth, Bernard=Mr Collins, Lady Croom=Mrs Bennet, well, the list goes on.

The physics just kind of boggled me though. Straight over my head. It would have helped if we were doing nuclear physics, but all we are doing right now is fucking torques.

Anyways back to the play. Septimus was a spunk, Valentine wasn't bad, Choloe was a ho, Thomasina was adorable towards the end, Bernard was a shit, and I didn't get the purpose of Gus in the play. No, really. I don't get him. Maybe someone can explain the genius of Stoppard that I seem to have missed. But Septimus was a spunk.

Also, my hair is bright yellow. Like the same colour as this page. I have a ball in a week. Someone shoot me

Or at least lend me some hair dye...

Flattery gets you everywhere.

Art site Third Strike updated for your viewing pleasure.

Worship me. *lol*

Well. It's my last day of freedom.
I'm spending it by watching my brother play Final Fantasy 6, (which I bought). 16 bit rocks my world. I can see Kelfka's pixelated little face, hear his digital squeal of laughter. FF6 owns me.

*pimps out Motor Ace's "Carry On"*

A classic story of love, hate, and high adventure.
More like a lecture on generalising...

It was my godfather's girlfriend's birthday today, and naturally it was held in a restaurant at Northbridge. The place was crawling with Asians.

On the way up and down that goddamn Northbridge carpark there were god knows how many gay ass cars squealing as if the world was going to end, that very moment.
(ah lian/ah beng count: 12)

Anyways, as I considered the dire need for Asian men with penises (sp?), I walked past what *used* to be Choi's Inn, a very nice eating place, I would recommend it, if it hadn't turned into a LAN parlour. You guessed it in one.
Counterstrike.
(ah lian/ah beng count: 728!!! j/k, approx 53 )

I won't dwell on that part of my topic. As we walked past Choi's Inn, I saw the bright and flashing lights of Update City. Yes, here we go. This place, for those of you who have had the good fortune of never visiting this area of Perth, is filled with bubble tea containers. The epitome of asianization. Thus I was not in a good mood when I walked in the restaurant. (Too many Asians you see)
(ah lian/ah beng count: approx 53 )

Walked into restaurant. Crabs looked nice
(ah lian/ah beng count: approx 68)

Anyways seating arrangements were so that I was seated with the adolescents (note this is a very generalised term). I was thinking Oh God...I am spending the night with a bunch of Indonesians. And they really were. Asian/Indos. As Asian as you can get. Dyed hair, mobile phones, the works. (It didn't help that the chick and her boyfriend were sipping bubble tea.)
(ah lian/ah beng count: approx 68+4=72)

We talked about stuff, me, her boyfriend, the little brother and the older brother (read, pimpable guy. I could make lots of money out of him), ate food, ate cake, (I drank Chardonnay), and went home.

Here comes the gist of the problem. I liked them. I really liked them. I didn't think tonight was a waste of time. They were cool people, something I never would have expected. I admit I am racist. I also generalise. Tonight taught me that I can be wrong too, that I shouldn't judge people, by the way the look, act, or how Asian/ American/ Irish/ Australian/ ofxggulasfj they may seem. Because usually that is a facade. It's also greedy and hypocritical of me to demand other people to see what is the true me. Because what I present to the world is a facade too. I can say with confidence that only a few people really understand me.

So really, upon consideration, I've been foolish, even stupid in my customary "classification system" of people, objects that really cannot be classified at all.

I guess tonight was a realisation of sorts.
As I trudged back to the car, I resolved never to jump to conclusions again. Crossed my heart, hope to die, stick a needle in my eye, and will never judge a book by its cover.
It might last until Wednesday.

But try it anyways. Who knows, you might be the better for it.

(ah lian/ah beng count: X)