Saturday, June 30, 2001
++ amei is listening to Can't Wait - Yuki and Yoo Seung Jun ++

Mmm, Cindy came over today. Heh, we watch Shinhwa Concert VCD. It's so much more fun to laugh and cry with oppa-deul with another person aite?

Oh...Cindy wanna say something?
-.0 Oh...she say she love her Wan-baby and he's a damn sex-god...Feels sorry for the future boy-friend. (oehahahah)
Her man tho..(oi shouldn't say that...get jumped by all the Dong Wan fans) Ok... [Her] (supposedly] Dongwan, is a hell sexy guy. Yo-Caro, she apologize to you, but you dun care right? You like Jin now? (or something...she's so intractable)

Anyways, Yuki is a Slag. (capital s). Who the hell is SHE to chuck eyes at Yoo Seung Jun, huh? (damn run over cat...) I don't like her. She is so damn fake. Like all those damn fake chicas at school. (insert bitter comments)

Need to finish d/l those shinhwa mp3s. (But not to worry, I will buy the album. Must support Shinhwa yah!)

amei got tanked at 04:17 p.m.

Saturday, June 30, 2001
++ amei is listening to Can't Wait - Yuki (Booo>.<) and Yoo Seung Jun ++

Blogging again. *sighs* I've got so much work to do, and fuck goddamnit, its the last week of school. NATURALLY we have an "LONG" English Lit essay due. Bruce Dawe is cool, but really, I hate analysing his, or anybody's poems. Poetry is just something I can't grasp. (Fuck you Horner...give ME a six and a half for my essay huh?)

Speaking of asshole teachers...I HATE YOU LUCERELLI-----(he's my physics teacher-yo..go figure) Me, Edwin and Vathsala come in like, 5 minutes late, and he tells us to get a late note, I was like...(???)
None, i say NONE of the other teachers care, he's the only goddamn asshole, no...ARSEHOLE to pick us up on it. I really think he hates me yeah. Like I was listening and paying attention and shit, when he pauses and says my name like i wasn't paying attention, or something. I was like.."DAMN MAN WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?!?"

Anyways, I got a B for physics

amei got tanked at 04:09 p.m.

Sunday, June 24, 2001
++ amei is listening to First Love - Utada Hikaru ++

Doesn't this just crack you up? Wannie in the corner *^^*
(credits to Orangebox's oekaki board.)

amei got tanked at 12:24 p.m.

Sunday, June 17, 2001
++ amei is listening to One Fine Day - YooSeungJun ++

http://board3.cgiworld.net/view.cgi?id=06oranges&now=1&jd=-1&ino=3805&tmp_no=3888
Is it just me or does Min Woo look like a tarantula died on his head...?

amei got tanked at 05:08 p.m.

Sunday, June 17, 2001
++ amei is listening to One Fine Day YooSeungJun ++

Oi oi...I shouldn't be blogging, not after I got my exam marks back. (gwahahaha 51% for IC) For those interested:
Intro Calculus: 51%
Physics: 69%
Chemistry: 91.5%
Human Biology: 78.5%
English Lit: 76.7%
Political and Legal Studies: 74.4%
I have to say I'm disappointed with those scores. But it didn't really come to me as a shock (except for physics) because I only crammed last minute. Making things worse, Caro is gonna drop out of orchestra...Yeah. School life is the pits recently.

Jocelyn got a blog! Go see, its got a PSH layout (which makes it all worth going to.) *sighs* My school exam timetable is hell sped. Everyone ELSE is off doing exams JUST when we finish...Leareth, Joce come baaaaaaaaaack here...I'm so lonely. (hahahaha) By the way, Jocelyn did you get my God Please Give Me More Time VCD's? And do you know anyone who has Beautiful Life, (because I want to watch again *whines*)

Eh, anyways, who says you can take eyezones in the bathroom...

*pause* I look like I'm about ten or something. Eh was mucking around with my new eyezone. I'm gonna take it to rockclimbing next week and photograph everyone *laugh*.

I *so* want a webcam...

Man, I'm tired again...Too much homework and boredom and sketching. Bleh, I hate drawing real life...

Okay, I copied the pose, (yes I am really not good at real life, too hard) but I guess I was remembering those people in s'pore who were drawing along the streets at night. *sighs* Sorry Min Woo, ah...Ruin your face so bad...

Hrm...Just wondering, In the Shinhwa concert VCD, does anyone know what that song is in Hye Sung's Music Drama Vid that came after Forbidden Love? (that's the theme from Love 2000)...Uh the one after the one that was after First Love...(blah am I making sense here?) I was trying to work it out, but it just escapes me...

Eheheh, listening to YSJ5...I don't care what other people say about One Fine Day, it is one of the *sweetest* songs ever, yea, its like, up there with First Love and One Love. Speaking of which there is this YooSeungJun lookalike in year nine<?> and I was telling two of my friends, they were both like "No way..." Jo was saying, ewww YooSeungJun is just TOO ugly to have a lookalike (insert my comment, oh yeah like Hoyoung isn't??) and Christina was saying no way because YooSeungJun is too "special" can have no lookalike. Hm, two different reasons, I found it pretty funny at the time. And that guy could afford FuBu jeans. (goddamnit why must I be so POOR)

Anyways...This blog is getting WAY too long. Better end the ramble, and get some Chemistry done. *dies*

amei got tanked at 04:32 p.m.

Friday, June 8, 2001
++ amei is listening to nothing...!!! ++

*stretch* Exams are finaly over! I thought they lasted forever. Huahaha, but I didn't blog on Wednesday, because, firstly I was too tired (stayed up all night studying for IC exam) and second, me and Caro went to watch Head Over Heels...(its movies like those that makes you wonder why you pay $7.50 to watch trash.) Anyways, Wednesday was for relaxing, I had to go to a freaking production rehearsal for some play on *federation* (would you believe) and got back from whatever whoop-whoop place it was being held at like, eleven something in the night. And I was meant to be realaxing

Argh...Half of my tiredness is my fault though...

I *hate* you Painter!!! (runs away crying) mmm. Its the coverboy of the blog, (not that you can tell anyways,) *laughs* I need to watch the Concert VCD again. Okay, shoot me, it was a bad pic to start off with. (there is always this one. (yes...lame ass, but the vid clip was so cute. RicJin pics oehehehehehehe)

Really, though, I have nothing to blog about. Hm yeah! Lez posted the sweetest WooDong fic on the ML. *dances happy circles* WooDong jjang! (I WOULD have responded except I'm a lurker *lurklurklurk*

Bah...blogging takes too long. I'm out of here. amei

amei got tanked at 05:36 p.m.

Sunday, May 20, 2001
++ amei is listening to track 10 of yooseungjun 5 ++

Well, it's crunch time now, only one more week until exams. Hah, I'm even typing properly now, that's how pressed I'm feeling, and yet...I'm getting no study done at ALL. Something always seems to come up. Like i got my Shinhwa Concert VCD the day before my Political and Legal Studies Topic Test, and my long English Lit essay. Now I'm at the computer, watching my brother play FFIX. (How lazy, I can't even be bothered playing it, I just sit and watch)

I'm not going to be on the net for the next three weeks, (well I'll TRY not to) because I'll be cramming. Cramming like hell. (Please, please someone help me.) So, no blog for three weeks T.T

ja-o until three then
amei.

amei got tanked at 11:25 p.m.

Sunday, May 13, 2001
++ amei is listening to the wars of the last wolves ++

im hell screwed. and what's more it's all maii fault.

i had so much schoolwork to get done, and what did i do? sit at the net, invite leareth over to watch petshop of horrors and gravitation with her. oh yeah...and some kpop (puhahahahah i WILL get u hooked on kpop leareth...*determination*) And naturally i got NO work done. oh fuck...i've got a political and legal studies essay i should be researching on..and what am i doing huh.

*sighs* its been such a fucking bad weekend. sometimes i wish everything would just be sucked in a black hole. but i guess imma not up to talking about it right now. im not gonna cut up maii wrists. i promised myself that there would be no suicide attempts this year.

ANYWAYS. something cheered me up this weekend.
WOOWANNIE LIVES
(i say that far too much...) huahahah doesn't it look like a prom dance or something, the expression on wannie's face ish so...dreamy. (no caro he ain't stoned)
huahahahahahaha and their cheeks are like mashed together...(yeah leareth this is maii favourite pairing. cute huh?) minu's expression tho...-.- isn't he just photogenic?

tt really brightened maii two days. and the fact tt i got maii kpop videos from X. ^^ AND i should be getting maii concert vcd's next week. (if not, ill just give up all hope and declare it lost...) its not so bad. i guess i just gotta focus on the positive points of maii life, and try not to get dragged down too much by the bad wot?

amei got tanked at 06:31 p.m.

Wednesday, May 9, 2001
++ amei is listening to some leon song..... ++

Name: AMEI
Origins: From the Ancient Egyptian root meaning "Constant Masturbator"
Characteristics: amei drives over old ladies at intersections.
Personality: amei wants to be an EC dancer.
Natural: amei likes sheep a great deal.
Emotional: amei shouldn't get riled up...
Character: amei isn't fond of thinking.
Physical: amei punches like a little girl.
Mental: amei is rude and disruptive.
Motivation: amei thinks they're God.

courtesy of the namegame...0.0

amei got tanked at 09:28 p.m.

Wednesday, May 9, 2001
++ amei is listening to Big Spender ++

*coughs*
haven't been blogging in *ages*... i dunno, everything seems to take so much effort nowadays.

today was the day i found out i failed maii intro calculus test, but the funny thing is, i don't really care that much anymore. depressed, yes. suicidal, no. i think i went through all my "stress problems" last year. hohoho, i snuck a glance at maii school med card..."abnormally high levels of stress". have to say i was a bit shocked at that. i thought everyone goes through the whole adolocent period of angst at one stage or the other. *shrugs* maybe i just copped it worse then most.

anyways...i d/l some sound clips from one wish forum. euk, i didn't realise that minu's voice was so...deep...-.- (but then he was trying to tell a ghost story so maybe it was exaggerated...*sighs* even so...he's still hell sechshii. mmm...checking out the new ivy pics (sorry...didn't upload them) *bwahahahahahah*

woowannie lives!!!!

i was getting a bit worried, since all the minjin fans and all the minshyung fans were getting *their* service yo...-.- guess the woowannie (or woodong, whatever shakes your chain) just had to wait and watch...^^ good things come to those who wait...

speaking of which...im just waiting to be beaten up rite now. it was all a little innocent fun and games on tour rite. this guy dissed me, i dissed his ex gf rite? (ok ok, maybe i shouldn't have brought her into it) BUT...he goes and TELLS her what i said. (nothing major to me) however she happened to take it personally. and now she wants to slap me. (she could probably break maii arm if she wanted, she's such a man. no, really...) ANYWAYS. the point of that was, maybe i should try and control maii mouth a bit more, i have this weird blunt tendancy to get straight to the point, and as we all know, in senior high, that won't fucking do, will it?

i hate school life. i hate social standings. im going thru that whiny anti-world stage...huah i better stop before i get depress again, and try to cut up maii wrists.

and Awakening better have a happy ending. or i might find a cliff in perth somehow and jump off it. (Damnit minwoo, remember!! remember!!! u LOVE him) *runs off crying* maybe i shouldn't get so involved in these gfics...

amei got tanked at 08:46 p.m.

Saturday, April 28, 2001
++ amei is listening to creep ++

fuck oedipus rex.

nz was great, albiet uneventful. the usual tourist-sched was taken to extremes, and i didn't get a single free moment, (damn them). Naturally now, ive got two weeks of work to catch up on in two days, needless to say, imma well and truly fucked.

oh well, i had given up on tertiary education anyways.

fuck oedipus rex.

amei got tanked at 12:59 p.m.

Tuesday, April 17, 2001
++ amei is listening to dragula ++

it was my 16 birthday party last nite. we sang, (karaoke), we danced (ddr), we drank (soft drink -.-) and it was great. yea. imma 16...well i was 16 seven days ago, but petty quibbling does noone guut. i got a survival kit for nz, which consisted of a scarf, beanie, various sweets/bandaids, chocolate, chicken run video...the thought that counts, and really, i did enjoy them ^^

speaking of which, i managed to do a deal with Leareth. If she doesn't finish maii sango fic by the time i come back from nz, she has to finish that one, AND write me another one. knowing how slack she is, i think i can count on getting two. that really made maii day, considering how talented she is...^^

i was reading mako's shinhwa fic land of shame. its great stuff. i know it sounds blase when i say it like this, but really its very, very good...poor minu...shit. i get way too involved...anyways, she writes minu great. (although i do sincerely hope maii man isn't really like that...-.-)

i better start packing...onli one day to nz...

amei got tanked at 01:03 p.m.

Monday, April 16, 2001
++ amei is listening to spybreak! ++

i suck hole at ddr

this is so random, but i feel like writing a shinhwa fluff fic. Just because...hmm minu the sexless virgin...hye sung the play boy? eric who is NOT a gangsta? Man maii head is hurting thinking about it

maii bro is playing ronin blade...some guy jus carked it. pleasant stuff this is

two more days to new zealand...and i haven't packed yet.

amei got tanked at 02:32 p.m.

Sunday, April 15, 2001
++ amei is listening to Big Shots:Summit Revival ++

*yawn*
morning everyone...
how sad, i be blogging twice...

i was digging around in maii old files...and found one of maii old drawings!!! *sigh* it brings back memories, when i don't have a tablet. now i do have one...i do jack all

anyways, why can't i get into the shinhwa forums?!? i need minu now!
*amei settles for watching the mv collection*
*amei drools puddles*
hah i love how they zoom in on minu's tummy (flabs). Go go minu! but you'd think they'd put dongwan somewhere in the front, so all the people can go ooooooooh at his abs (or in caro's case salivate -.-) can't wait for maii concert vcd to come...damnit why does australia have to be such a hole.

but its maii hole.

3 days till new zealand

amei got tanked at 12:52 a.m.

Saturday, April 14, 2001
++ amei is listening to YO! ++

*sighs*
i bought a pair of super flares from atelier, but now im wondering if its worth $95.I dunno why i bought it, when usually i wear hip hop...

other than that it was a pretty good day, made up with my friend...lol, he's such a bitch sometimes, didn't even know what he did wrong. insensitive pig. yeah YOU! *huh*

arghhhhhh i need my gfic fixes...there are some really good ones at the moment, but the only problem is they get me hooked and i'm impatient for the next chapter. *sighs again* I wish i could have mad writing skills. Speaking of which... Leareth!!! yah YOU!!! hurry and finish my sango fic! *gets beaten up*

oh yeah..4 more days till new zealand...

amei got tanked at 09:04 p.m.

Friday, April 13, 2001
++ amei is listening to one love ++

weck...i'm not used to blogging...i didn't get to finish this thing in time for maii birthday. damn i'm such a slacker...

faded ink's first layout features kim dongwan of shinhwa!!! psh, caro, i hope you're heppi now i make a layout with ur man on it...i really wanted to make a minu layout, but I couldn't find a nice picture I could use, so I have to use this person who is close to him ^^**

hrm, maii bro and his friend are watching transformers movie...cartoons back then were hell gut. theyre onli at the bit where the autobots get their arses kicked..(arghh optimus prime! NO HE CAN'T DIE! OPTIMUS PRIME IS FOREVER!!)

heh...onli five more days till i go to new zealand...with the old prune...(gawd)

amei got tanked at 07:45 p.m.

+Name:amei
+Sign: Aries
+asl: 16/F/Australia
+ethnic?: Chinese
+Religion?: agnositic
+Hobbies: psx, drawing, manga,
+I listen to: Kpop, Jrock, Jpop, Cpop, Romantic
+ICQ: #17119891
+Mail me: amei@utena.org

+Current Obsession:
Lee Minwoo and Shinhwa

+Kpop???: Shinhwa, Koyote, Yooseungjun, 1TYM, Baby VOX, ftts, s#harp,
+Jrock???: Malice Mizer, Luna Sea, Larku
+manga/anime: Yami no Matsuei, Saiyuuki, Hikaru no Go, Shaman King, Naruto

+Disassociate with :
hairy balls of lint, changing the toilet paper, empty toothpaste tubes, scrags, the monkeys, AzIAnZ (any and those who type in sticky caps inclusive)