Sunday, November 28, 2004

01:38 p.m.

falling into a-drain?

Of course, i'd be your sweetheart..

In retrospect, i wish i'd said that instead. But i guess a 'yes' is good enough, ay?

:)

Friday, November 26, 2004

09:40 p.m.

Developmental Psychology

i was just about to complete my set of notes on "Parenting Style" as part of my revision for tomorrow morning's paper when this sudden urge to blog hit me.

can i just take one moment to mention that i'm rather pleased with my revision for tomorrow's paper? yes i totally am and no, i'm not kidding. i've never felt this prepared before. for now, things are looking pretty good but i shan't be complacent. i'm in desperate need for a grade A for this paper since i screwed my project essay pretty bad, plus my test marks weren't exactly impressive. at the risk of sounding like a big ass showoff, i'm just gonna say this: throw me any questions tmrw and i'm gonna find a way to tackle it. and i say that with a determined face and gritted teeth. hmph.

gee, naj.

pardon me, i just felt like gearing myself up for tmrw's paper. it's funny how, just two days ago, i didn't feel like the exams are here (even after my first 2 papers) and only today did it finally sink in. now, that explains why i didn't fall asleep at all while studying in the library today, when it's usually a norm that i take at least 1 nap, which is at least 10 minutes long.

at the back of my mind, something is telling me it's probably due to the can of nescafe that i downed. but let's just assume it was sheer determination and discipline that kept me awake, yeah.

my thoughts have pretty much incoherent lately (so pray for my essays tmrw). right now, there's another thought ringing in my head and it's telling me i have to stop typing and continue with my revision instead.

that's exactly what i'm gonna do. oh, tmrw afternoon would be a lovely time to do some grocery shopping. besides, my poor fridge needs some stocking up. anyone? (note: this is a rhetorical question)

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

02:00 p.m.

and i said, "damn, this is too good to be true."

Gary Jules is playing on my player right now. good music to listen to on a sleepy wednesday afternoon. everything's perfect and peaceful..

except that i have another paper in exactly 3 hours! bummer. Cognitive paper this morning wasn't too good. One of the essays i did was mostly made up of bullshit, creating my own version of the theories that seemed relevant to the question. baahh.

on a brighter note, in a few hours time, i can safely say i'm halfway through my finals even though i only started this morning. i guess 2 papers in one day ain't that bad eh?

and nah, i'm not really trying to console myself. the upcoming paper at 5 won't be as bad. 50 MCQs, open book.. how bad can it get? it'll prolly be tedious though, furiously and frantically flipping through the text and the glossary, looking for the right answers to the questions. jeez. just please don't give me thinking computing questions, it'll totally kill.

okay, i shan't be too complacent and slack all afternoon. i never really had much luck with MCQs unless i know the answers (and if you haven't already noticed, that's kinda duh). so what if it's an open book exam, i'm in no luck when it comes to scoring MCQs. none. no tikam luck. nothing.

and because of that, i shall read up them boring computing lecture notes, hoping for a certain twist of fate and that for once, just once, MCQs and me agree.

yawn. g'day, world.

"..this warm fuzzy feeling.."

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

08:06 p.m.

Swooned

i can't stop smiling.

okay naj, focus. i have a stinking cognitive psych paper in about 12 hrs time. gonna make me a cuppa hot coffee, followed by some express reading on the language chapter. wish me luck cos i'll need truckloads of it.

and i'm still smiling.

:)

Sunday, November 21, 2004

10:34 a.m.

=)

you're sucha sucker, naj. jeez.

anyhoos, i've been posting one/two/sometimes 3 liners entries lately (if any). it's funny how others blog more during the exam period and i don't. i wish i could say it's because i've been busy studying....

well, i have been studying! of course that includes falling asleep in the library and a bit of stoning. hey, i'm only normal, yeah?

bleah. trying to finish up my teh, after which ill go catch the 10:53am bus to the lib.

lalala.
ciao!

Thursday, November 18, 2004

10:43 p.m.

Why?

I don't know.

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

08:41 p.m.

I'm Good.

Could it be that..

Nah, it can't be.
's too good to be true.

Then again, i've always been right, haven't i? My intuition has never failed me, even when things seemed uncertain.

*ponders*

Nah.
If it is indeed true, that'd be awesome. but it isn't, yeah?

really, don't bother, Naj.

Thursday, November 4, 2004

01:00 p.m.

hmm.

attraction to one, a jelly soft spot for another.
not that i can choose any, but still.

hahaha.
this is funny.

******

so bush won. sigh. is it just me or is there some strange sense of foreboding in the air? it seems like reason doesn't have any effect on them americans.

oh, how i hate that man.

ah, i'm just fucking annoyed with the damn election results la. a friend just told me that his lecturer hates bush. why, no surprise there, huh. any educated and well-read person with common sense and reason would know kerry's a better choice.

i'm gonna say no more.
good luck, america. good luck, world.