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[ Monday, July 22, 2002 ] [ 2:13 p.m. ]
dammit. i'm not even in college yet and i'm hating it already. i gotta go down to csla to take the ept/elm tests. this sucks. then again i guess it's not too bad cuz i get a look at the campus and the dorms, too. problem is, how the hell am i gunna get there when the test is at 8 in the morning?? spending the night somewhere sounds a bit iffy, but then again i dun wanna get up at 4am to catch a plane at 5 to get there at 6something and be stuck in traffic for who knows how long and then rush to take the test. GAH!! it's like sats only FARTHER! and MORE of a pain! i wonder how my parents are gunna take this...??? they're prolly gunna bitch at me so much i'll wanna do something stupid again. ::HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA:: someone help meeeeee.... ::sob::
i can hear my parents downstairs with their friends and they're all a bit buzzed on wine so now they're singing karaoke...;;; i hope this doesn't keep up for too long cuz i wanna sleep... but then again it's not like i have anything to do tomorrow, so i can sleep in as late as i want. work all day yesterday. ew. didn't like it. then today came.
i woke up around 8:30ish to get stuff for beach day. there was chaotic driving and shopping and getting people places and people getting to my place and yeah, after much running around and problems, we finally got things settled and were on our way to the beach. it was cloudy. till about 3ish. we played volleyball, dug up sandcrabs, had random food, and walked around the boardwalk a lot. i had a lot of fun, and didn't even notice i was a bit burned till i took my shower. X_x;; geh...
tonikaku, yes, i like the beach, and i really like it in the evening/night cuz it's quiet and there are waves and when there's a moon, it's even better. nice for thinking. until the thinking wears out down more than you'd like it to and you start getting tired. like what happened today. but it was still fun! mmm.. funnel caaake... i'm glad the day went well. even though we left the beach later than planned and didn't make it to obon festival, it's ok cuz we went yesterday and just being there for an hour was plennnnnty of time, so it's all good. not too disappointed, though i woulda liked to see philana wearing kimono and see her dancing around~ tehe~ michelle darling, i'm sorry we couldn't make it! ;_; i still love you!
...ok, i should stop typing before i do something stupid. then again, what else is new?
aa... i've definitely been pmsing the past week or so. just started rag today, and i'm grateful i notice at convenient times. ::fuu:: anyway... i've been getting these urges to draw stuff, but i never know what to draw. and i KNEW i was pmsing this past week cuz i just started my rag today.
someone smack me upside the head next time i like someone. or keep me away from anyone that has the potential to like me, yes? it seems like i always end up hurting them one way or another. i should stay out of relationships till i settle in life. ooh, that means like.. 40 years old or so, yah?
gomenne...
ta.....daima.................... ::collapse::
You are Yuuki Miaka You love food, boys, and hate studying. However, you are tying to make your family happy by tyring your hardest to do things that are too hard. Often, when things get really tough, you depend on your friends to bail you out. You trust in others to do what is best, even when they often dissappoint you. Your greatest need is loyalty, and it is also your greatest asset. Take the "What Magic Girl are you?" Quiz
uh... i'm like miaka. ironic how i REEEEEALLY don't like that girl, but hey, it's ok cuz i REEEEEALLY don't like myself either, so it works yah? the only things that are true in that thing is the first sentence - i love food, boys, and hate studying. i dunno about the other stuff though...
tonikaku i'm in the mood to draw something but not until i eat dinner.... starving.... ugh.... OH! i saw my uncle at work today! XD i hadn't seen him since christmas or something, so i was really happy~! aa... the smell of food.... =______=
WOOHOO i finished michelle's pitas layout! it was fun ^_^ and later on i gotta make my own~ and yeah, since i finished her layout, know what ELSE that means?? I FINISHED MY COMMISSION~ <3 kinda screwed it over, but it's still okke~ <3 aa... i have work tomorrow, huh? man.... at 9am... this sucks ;_; this means i can't sleep at 6. che... THAS OK! it's a weekday so all shall be okke! i shall go now. nitenite!
aa, such a sad song but i love it ^_^ i used to listen to practically nothing but rap when i was in middle school and stopped listening to it when high school started. i'm starting to like it again~ nde, i'm going out to watch lilo&stitch with people tonight. eh...;; first disney movie in a looooooooong time, yah? need coffee... gah...
oh yah, that commission last night went pretty well and now all i gotta do is finish coloring it, but colored pencils don't look too great when you're trying to make colors dark -_- yappa markers and wet media's the best for that kinda stuff, neee... but yeah, kinda wish my BLACK MARKERS ::COUGHHEIDICOUGH:: didn't die on me cuz i could DEFINITELY use them right now. =_=+ thas ok.... i'll manage somehow.. yeah... tonikaku! i'm gunna go out and pick people up and it's off we go to the eigakan! sonja!
feet.... hurting.... in pain..... ow.... i don't like work x_X; but at the same time, i do... and it sucks how it's so hot nowadays cuz i wanna leave my hair down since i've never been able to do it till now (cuz now it's MANAGEABLE) and it sticks to my neck when it gets hot ;_; but it's being really nice to me right now =D soft and straight and flat XD geh.... stressing for some reason but i dunno why... i have a buncha little things that are really adding up weight on my shoulders... crap. will do commission tonight. michelle's layout tomorrow night. and i must work work work work.... to get money... ::siiiigh::
...aa... too much happening in a span of 36 hours.. i stayed at steph's house friday night, yah? and then went to work yesterday which was.... a REALLY LONG DAY considering i hadn't worked for 2 weeks or so. =_= it took some getting used to again. i had a bad day. got pissed at tom-aniki cuz he wouldn't help me when salvador (came to visit) and tried to lock me in the big freezer in the back and in the process touched me in places i didn't like being touched, probably unintentionally. i shoulda hit him harder. tonikaku it was all good after work cuz kg, heidi, michelle, pekkle, kenji, chris, and lee all came over to watch furuba on the big screen, and we had good laughs. michelle, heidi, and pekkle ended up spending the night. we finished furuba (michelle, don't cry anymore ;_; it's ok) and then went to sleep. morning was interesting cuz i only got 3-4 hours before the alarm went off and woke me up, so i called in to work to say i'd be there a bit late since i needed some more sleep and needed to clean up a bit. everyone else woke up a bit after that and we all had a bit of fun torturing pekkle. ^_^ pekkle, gomenne if you're still hurting or traumatized. it's about 1ish right now. i start at 2:30. iei mebe i can start at 1:30 instead if i'm ready woot. k... off i go...
nemu... work tomorrow. grapes are good =D and i remembered why i don't like pork =_=;;; ato wa.... watermelons can be kinky and people like to pet me. ^^;;; it's ok sonny, don't get too jealous now ^_^
michelle and i went swimming today and after seeing her in a swimsuit, it makes me wanna stick to one-pieces ;_; she has like... NO FAT!?!?!?!?!? WTH!!!!! anyway... after that, we sat around in my room and played this one really funny game where you choose to be a guy or girl who wants to screw a guy or girl (you choose that, too), and you go around collecting condoms (or whatever else). michelle and i chose to be a guy who wanted to screw a guy ^_^ guess who came up with that? tonikaku! yeah, we went around naked collecting condoms, and viagra made you invincible to baddies and alcohol made you drunk and you lost points, but we didn't care about points ^_^;;; so after 6 levels, there was this one fugly guy waiting for you at a throne or something.. OH WAIT it was a bed ^^;;;; so yeah, the picture dimmed like mad and you could see silhouettes of things bouncing on the bed and stuff crashing into other things and people screaming and moaning o_o;;; you could see things flying outta the bed too x_x;;; after that you could choose to screw again "in a different position" or quit the game x_X;;; that was interesting... funny as hell...
ok... work tomorrow.. must sleep ^_^ er... at least attempt to do so considering i've been sleeping at 4-5am the past few days and sleeping in till 2-3pm... heh;;; nitenite!
phi and i were working on INTERNAL, our collab manga, ever since we woke up and went out for tea. by then it was 2something cuz we slept a lot ^^;; felt nice... we needed the old notes she wrote down somewhere in a sketch book eons back, and when we went back to her house to dig through her boxes to look for it.... well.... we couldn't find it. and it was hot. and her garage smelled REALLY strongly (gr?) of medicine, and it lingered in my hair x_X;; man... strong stuff... but anyway, yeah, since she had me drive all the way over there and help her look through boxes in hella hot weather, she took me out to icecream ^_^ iei~ <3 and there we sat for about 2 hours just working on INTERNAL on her laptop. we made progress! XD as for character designs, nothing new. i wanna stick with the old ones for akira. the concept sketches turned out to be more like drawings, where i'd actually wanna ink and color them o_O; akira and chirin were the first to come to mind, so i sketched them in attire they wouldn't normally wear.. but it was interesting...
oh, people should keep in mind that i would not make a good housewife. i was chopping onions at 2something cuz i was hungry, yah? and ::PIIIIIIIIIIII:: i cut my finger. yeah, it kinda hurt, but all's good, but still, i dun think getting your finger cut while you're cooking is a good idea when you're married and making food for more than just one person.... IEI no marriage worries~ <3 k, i have no idea where that came from. it's 4am, i'm tired, been drawing for a long time now, and yeah... kinda grouchy. -_- three depressing people have been talking to me all night, and i'm not too thrilled about their pessimism and self-bashing, so i'm pretty irritable atm. not like they'd care... makes me wonder why they'd talk to me of all people if they're depressed. =_=+ someone help meeeee....
aa yes, the wonderful feeling of waking up to someone playing with your hair. almost all of our furuba group went to pekkle's to watch furuba~ ^_^ i got my usual corner of the couch, and toward the end, i kinda started falling asleep on and off, and michelle likes to play with me hair, see, and i woke up to that, and it felt really nice~ XD ...ok, i think i'll shutup now. tonikaku... it's late, hot, and yeah... getting sleepy... sonja!
nakitsukare. it pretty much means being tired from crying. in case you haven't noticed, crying drains your energy like crazy, though it may not seem like it at first, but you definitely feel the effects after a few hours. dad was bitching about college again and when he kept asking me questions that involved my opinion, i didn't say anything, i just sat there quiet. he said "if you're gunna have that kind of attitude toward your parents and brother, then i don't think you have the right to live in this house. you should get out. what do you think?" at that moment, i had the biggest urge to just scream at him 'i WOULD but even if i TRIED you wouldn't friggin LET ME and i'd rather leave and when you say things like that, it makes me wanna leave even MORE". but no. i didn't. instead, i just straight out told him "i don't feel like telling you what i think" and when he asked "why not?", i kinda broke down really bad and... yeah... finally got out the fact that it's clear that mom and dad don't allow me to express myself when i'm angry or sad or frustrated or anything that isn't happy, cuz when i'm not happy, they think i have an attitude problem, and if my opinions differ from theirs, they'll get mad and hit me or yell at me because they think it's "rude", which makes me not like them even more, and that just made me cry even harder. they just got bitchier after that, told me what i said what always stupid, and yeah... that was like, the fourth time i was told that i was stupid that day, by my parents alone, and other people told me the night before that i was stupid, too, so yeah. i guess i must be. both parents already told me i can't do anything right, too. wow i'm one hell of a failure, aren't i?
after crying for a while, i went to take a shower and even then i still had a hard time controlling myself. i realized i'm actually an incredibly weak baby hiding behind an intimidating and energetic front, cry really easily, and my self esteem snaps like twigs. i cry when i'm being apologized to by the people i care about, when being hugged when i'm down, when i'm missing someone... dude, i'm just one big nakimushi. vulnerable, yes. great. i am now exposed to the whole world. kill me now.
i had a looong conversation with (almost) everyone that went to ax our little groupie, and yeah, i cried half the night cuz i felt really shitty about what i did at ax. they forgave me, though i dunno about philana, who lectured me for about half an hour to 45 minutes. thas ok, i haven't had a lecture from her for a long time so it was kinda refreshing. on top of that, i have my parents bugging the hell outta me cuz of college crap and they just keep repeating everything they say, and it's really starting to make me go a bit crazy. for some reason i got the idea of going anemic so they'd lighten up on the school issue and at the moment, it seemed like the only thing that i could somewhat control my parents with - my health, and it's not like they can force me to eat. well... don't worry cuz that's just an idea that occurred to me. i'm eating fine, all good, no worries, yah?
TONIKAKU!!! whoa i'm suddenly hyper and happy and yeah... i think the sugar from the cappuccino blast is getting to me just now... OH YEAH i got the straightening iron that phil has and i'm so happy now cuz i don't have to depend on her to use it! >_< i was seriously considering asking her if i could use it tonight after my shower X_X;;; geez that woulda sucked... but don't worry phil! i have my own now! XD we can both be happy fruity together!!!!!!
.... i need to calm down... this is turning into that one night at the hotel when i got really freaky with everything and everyone... o_o;; that musta been annoying, GOMENNASAAAAAAI!!! I APOLOGIZE FOR INCONVENIENCING EVERYONE GOMENNASAAAAAIIIII!!!! .... i'm not ritsu, really...
::looking through new artbooks and various manga at girls::
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::sob:: i miss my long hair ;_;
oh my friggin god. ax this year was like no other! o_O;; i was pissing people off and people pissing me off and we saw really scary cosplayers and i bumped into watsuki-sama and got all my shopping done on the first day and met lots of new people and got all my cosplay done and had ramen and udon and junk food like no other and akg plus heidi pekkle kevin michelle lisa WON MASQUERADE and we karaoked till 6something in the morning and had friggin good food on the way home but was cramped outta my mind in the back....!!! ::breeeeeeeeeeeeathe:: overall, it was really really fun! >_< i can't tell everything right now cuz i'm in my brother's room typing this up cuz the phone jack's broken so we have to get a new 100ft cord that goes from his room to mine. ::haa:: so i'll give you a not-so-wonderfully-detailed-possibly-out-of-chronological-order-but-to-the-best-of-my-memory documentary soon ^_^ you know me and my memory... it just sucks. =_=;;
tonikaku... after getting home around 11 something and going to sleep around 12something, i woke up at 3something and i feel really good! gunna listen to my new cds while cleaning my room like a madman and unpacking a hurricane~ don't worry, i spent less than 0 shopping this year. that's the least i've ever spent at ax O_O; and connie, i'm really sorry but i didn't sell any art at ax cuz it woulda cost more money to put stuff up and wait in line and get space x_X;; gomenne... i can sell it on ebay for you if you want, yah? though i'm sure you can do that yourself, too ^^; ato... nnn.... oh yah! i was supposed to clean my room, huh? and food... sadly.... sounds really good right about now... AUGH!!! THAT STEAK BETTER NOT HAVE RAISED MY STANDARDS OF FOOD!!!!!!! >_<
wow. it's time to go to ax in about 2 hours. woohoo!! for some reason it hasn't really hit yet, but yeah... i'm at pekkle's house with heidi, who should be sleeping cuz her eyes are red as hell, but she can't cuz there's so much computer noise and sewing machine noise and just noise in general, so it kinda sucks for her to be sleeping right now. a bit irritating how she won't listen, but oh well... there are last minute complications and yeah... kinda sucks cuz phi can't find her rikku and i gotta go out with heidi to see if it's in my room. ::haa:: omae hontou ni gaki da.
anyway... i'll prolly be getting an hour of sleep if even that much, and kevin should be here to pick us up at around 6ish, yah? k... tired.. have stuff to do still... gotta finish subaru jacket at ax, as well as kagura. damn. damn sleeves. ::piiiiiiiiii::
on a happier note, i'm determined to have fun at ax! >_< it's always fun, and with 9 people all stuffed into a suite, i'm sure it'll be plenty of fun ^_^ gotta love video cameras, yah? i be back sunday night! =D byebye~ <3
i was supposed to get up at 9 or so and go out shopping for stuff with steph, but at 3am, i decided i'd like to sleep in till noon and messaged her about it. phil was supposed to come but i dunno if she's sleeping now or what. can't really do any shopping till i get my ortho appt over with, anyway.
still feeling drained... how am i gunna survive this ax trip...? well i kinda like how the busy schedule thing works out cuz then i don't get too excited about ax being in n days. i'll have tons of stuff to do to prepare for it, and then PAH it'll be right in my face! ......come to think of it, i should prolly start packing stuff, huh...? ::haaaa:: what to pack for food what to pack for food... mebe i can get the hookup at mitsu for snacks? that'd be nice... mebe i can live off snacks the whole time i'm there...? like akg did the past 3 years we went...? i'd kill myself off pocky and tea. iei.
oh, btw... pekkle wanted me to stick this in.
i got about 2 hours of sleep this morning just talking to people and getting auron's sword template and yuna's staff head template done. i got outta bed around 8something, took a shower, and then went to get my hair cut. i decided really early this morning that i'd like an image change for once. so lee took me to drop off templates at pekkle's, get my hair done, and then lunch. i still have a lot of getting used to this hair...;; and i swear to god, my timing is cursedly coincidental, cuz i always end up doing something similar to heidi and i swear i don't have any intention of doing that. oh well. i'll be getting my hair dyed either blue or purple after ax. iei. so yeah, i came home and started feeling lonely and tired and needed sleep, but i couldn't cuz my mom was friggin vacuuming the entire house. and she just happened to be in my room at the time, and not only that, she was bitching about a lotta crap. so i called pekkle to chat, and ended up going over there to nap. i slept like a rock...
almost 4pm, i was woken up by multiple pokings on my leg =_= trying to figure out auron's sword wasn't fun cuz tap plastics wouldnt be able to do a great job, not to mention it'd cost 0+. ouch.....;; and it was friggin hot! heidi finally got home from taiwan later in the afternoon. she went over, i went out to dinner with lee and kevin, and we spontaneously decided we'd like to go to the beach~ <3 iei! we drove around for a loooong time trying to find a place to park, and when we finally found a place, we were in a place i didn't recognize, though the other two knew it. heh;;; funny people ^_^ nde, i fell asleep on the ride home. i had so much stuff weighing on my mind, so listening to them joke around really made me laugh. ^^ felt good...
on the way home, mom bitched. damn that woman, if she'd left my "curfew" at 12, there'd be no bitching, there'd be no problem. i had to drop off the ffx artbook at pekkle's, and she fuckin brought in my study habits into the damn argument. "if only you could study better like the way you're planning for ax, you stupid girl". that just pissed me off and i slammed the door, got into my car, and sped off. i think i almost ran over my brother's friend when i did that. i don't care. so yeah... got the book dropped off, and i saw phil, pekkle, and heidi made some progress on props~ made me happy, tehe... an eventful yet not so productive day has ended, i'm tired as hell, and i'd like some sleep. tomorrow shall be skit practice and subaru jacket work work work! plus yuna helpstuff on the side. ::haa:: come to think of it, i should prolly start thinking about what to pack for ax...
two jumbojacks.... dood, ever since my rag finished, my appetite's been coming back slowly but steadily. i lost about 9lbs, but i swear they'll be back. =_=; phi and steph are still at uci, and heidi was supposed to be back today but she had plane problems so she won't be back till tomorrow. poor baby! come back to meee!! ;_; tonikaku... yeah, kagura's still stuck at whatever percent, and subaru's the same. geh.... cherries... i want fruit!
lee came and picked me up when i started feeling like i'd go crazy if i stayed here much longer. we went to this park place where there was a dam and river and a buncha people fishing and there was a trail and we just went for a walk and everything, but we took another trail and that thing took forever to get off of x_X; feet hurt like crap. but it was fun~ i got my exercise, too~ ato was dinner. more chinese food i've never had before, but it was good! =D and then it was off to vista point! winding roads in the mountains at 50+mph is FUN, DOOD! XD thrilling, yah! and hella nice view of practically the whole bay~! must go speed driving again sometime! XD XD now that i'm feeling a bit better and relaxed some, i shall do cosplay tomorrow and be productive cuz phi and steph are at uci and kinda can't work on sewing as well as up here. with that said, i think i will go to bed now X_x; nitenite.
i've been strangely unproductive the past couple of days, but i guess that's ok cuz yesterday i got boots for kagura. today i'll sew the white stripe onto the skirt, and work on subaru coat. iei. cherries are good.
so. kg and kevin all went down to uci, eh? greeeeeat... they're gunna have a nice time getting cosplay done. ganbareeeee--- man i'm getting really really full from these cherries. i think i'll stop eating them now.
kagura - 90%
phil went to get her ears pierced today. her mom's funny. everything was done after a while. before all that, i went shopping for kagura boots. iei for vallco. and green milk tea w/ pearls. and shopping. dammit i spent money on clothes today. 2 skirts and overalls. 50 bucks. f*ck. ok... off to talk to people to try feeling a bit more human.
i'm losing track of time a lot nowadays.... mebe i should stop sleeping till noon. =_= lots of driving around can really screw with your energy level. lots of cosplaying can make you irritable. and to those of you who are pretty much having your costumes made for you: APPRECIATE IT!! "i don't know how" is something that really gets to me, cuz akg started cosplay from scratch, too, and we had no friggin idea how to do it but we learned! "i don't have time" is another story.
i FINALLY started sewing stuff together after 2 days of getting so frustrated that i gave up on kagura's green dress that i started from scratch on her yellow one. why now? cuz one, the first half of the green dress was fine, but i HATE. MAKING. FORM-FITTING. OUTFITS. and second, cuz someone else took over my sewing machine for the past 2 days. ::haa:: i've spent 3-4 hours working on the new pleated skirt, and now i'm almost done. just gotta make a simple long sleeved top, now. i still dunno if i like how the skirt came out so far. oh well.. it'll be on stage so it doesn't matter. i wonder if i should make a kyoneko backpack...?
i'm stressed. and my sleeping patterns are screwed over, not to mention considerably shorter than normal. yes, ax likes to play with my health. i think i'm coming down with a cold or something, cuz i'm getting a cough. it'd SUCK LIKE HELL if i were sick at ax so i'm trying my best to eat decently and get a reasonable amount of sleep. but that's kinda hard when you don't have an appetite and lose track of time. stress ----> irritability. i'm sure some people have noticed already, i'm not really in the best of moods while i cosplay unless something makes me happy. i can actually only think of one thing that'll keep me happy, but it's not gunna happen so no point in asking, yah?
my room is currently in a state of chaos. actually, chaos would be an understatement. if you try walking around, you risk hurting yourself on fatass beads, needles, pins, tape dispenser, bottles, thread spools, pens, and hidden furniture. =_=;; you can't really see much of the carpet cuz there's seriously a rug of thread. red thread. cuz SOMEONE was having fun trimming a certain ffx chara's coat =_= ..wow i just realized that i have a ton of pins on my desk. where i am currently having ramen. i wonder if i'll be able to sleep in my bed tonight? o_O; i wanna document this room before i clean it up. OH YEAH there's fruit downstairs!!! XD XD XD yAHOOOOOO!!!
HO FRIGGIN GAWD!!!!!!!! i just saw the NEW-IMPROVED-DAMN-HOT-100000X-SEXIER-THAN-BEFORE-NOW-SO-OBVIOUSLY-SEME SAKURAZUKAMORI!!!!!!!! O_O GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! tears are coming to my eyes T_T anyway ::uru:: after seeing kg's new layouts, i'm feeling a bit... insired? is that the word? i dunno. either way, i look back to my own layout and think aa, so boring is i... MAA, IKKA! XD XD KYAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
i just started my rag today so i'm kinda happy now that i won't be AS irritable for the next few days, but then after THAT, it's like WHOA WATCH IT for about another week! KYAHAHAHAH!!!! XD .... this is one of those moments when my moods are really good and i'm happy and i could jump off the walls if i wanted to! XD i think i'll go for a drive! to mitsu! to see my darling kaijuu! and then it's off to phi's! to cosplay! like crazy!! KYAHAHAHAHA!!! i have the strongest most sudden and annoying urge to just GLOMP someone. hmmmmmmmmmmm i think it'll have to be whoever happens to be in my way at the moment the urge restrikes. >D KYAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! sore ja! i'm gunna go clean my room and be productive and get some of my energy out playing piano and then draw for commission and then COSPLAY COSPLAY COSPLAY!!! O_O UWAAAAAAAA!!!!!!
ok, i woke up around 5something yesterday afternoon and got about 12+ hours of sleep. i went to mitsu, pekkle's, and then off to watch minority report with pekkle and jack at 1 in the morning. that was fun~~ nde, we got back to jack's house around 4:30am and i fell asleep watching pekkle play resident evil2 while jack fixed his cs. that was 5something in the morning. jack woke me up to ask when the alarm should be set up for, and then i couldn't go back to sleep after that x_X;;; DAMMIT i slept for 30-50 minutes, and i couldn't get back to sleep for some reason even though i was tired as hell! GAH!!! it was REALLY annoying.. and i had work at 11:30, too. ::haaaa:: well... time slowly went by, it slowly turned into 11, and i left jack's and off i went to work. where i died.
today was just the longest friggin day, and standing the whole time didn't help. moods went back and forth and i felt the way i felt at fanime2K1. ~_~ not cool... either way, i'm pmsing, and i'm running on less than an hour of sleep and VERY little food. don't irritate me. =_=
 You're Yuzuki! You're quiet, but that doesn't mean that wheels aren't turning behind those pretty eyes of yours. While you're not as 'emotional' as others, there's no doubt that you entertain feelings of, perhaps, a more refined calibre. While you're expected (or programmed) to act a certain way, sometimes you surprise. And there's no doubt about it - you're loved. Which Chobits Character Are You? quiz by Neru
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