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[ Wednesday, August 14, 2002 ]
i'm craving chocolate. but the only thing i can eat at the moment is what i'm eating right now, which is eggs over rice. it's actually pretty good once you add a few things to it. i have no choice ;_; my house has no food. and this only happens once in a lifetime! >_< hauuu... i feel for whoever doesn't have food at home. i didn't have any meat today. that could be bad.... i haven't had meat for the past few days now.. o_O; and this is like... normal. no wonder the iron content in my blood was 3 points below minimum requirement! >_<
i think i'll just be working all night on my pitas layout. i sketched it last night and i just finished cging. the person. ::CRY:: now i gotta do the background and add text and touch it up cuz i SUCK at shading ;_;
steph text messaged me on my cell around 10something in the morning. and i was wayyyyy too tired to even write back, so i just went back to sleep. i heard my mom open my door at 2something in the afternoon, and i have a feeling she wanted me to do something. damn her. oh well, she didn't wake me up. but she did stay there for a long moment, and i'm assuming it's because she couldn't believe i was still sleeping..;; and then michelle messaged me. so i just got up. =_= man.. waking up at 3 was never so hard...
tonikaku! the next time i update this pitas, it'll have a brand new layout! and knowing me, it won't be a very happy go lucky sugary one, yeah? like steph's? ^^;; i'm about 20% done with it. iei? not really =_= tonikaku, i'll be listening to drama cds while i work~ IEI! it's like cosplay only... not.... ^_^; mm... chocolate....
i woke up a little before noon and saw what time it was. i panicked and text messaged steph asking what time everyone was supposed to meet at her house for the party. well... turns out that i was only dreaming about being told that everyone was gunna hang out at her house. cuz apparently, i thought we were all supposed to be there at 11:30. i'm an idiot, yes i know. when she signed on, we were both confused as hell. quite funny. so i sat on my lazy ass for the rest of the afternoon, played piano, read some manga and finished drawing. iei.
then it was time for karaoke! me, steph, michelle, jack, kenji, lisa, pekkle, heidi, chris, reina, and later phi were all there to karaoke our lungs out. well... pekkle didn't sing. but the other guys did really well! good job, yo! everyone else sang, too... except phi.. i didn't see her singing, she might have.. but yeah. it was a lot of fun. steph brought food and drinks plus CAKE. we took lots of pictures and had a lot of laughs tehe.heh.heh.hehhhh... nde, steph opened her presents there, too~ sang duets with michelle and jack~ heidi was SUPPOSED to sing with me, but she always had michelle as her backup singer cuz she's so friggin SHY like that and you couldn't even hear her singing. bobo, you're a dork. but dood... it was fun. we stopped around 11 to go home cuz people have curfews. most of us.
well... it wasn't even 12 yet, and there was no way i wanted to be home earlier than i needed to be. so off i went to the park. michelle happened to be there, too. interesting..... it was kinda freaky at first cuz i couldn't see her, and i swung on the swing for a while before she came out from the other side of the playground. which was covered in shadow. and when i heard her footsteps, my body tensed and i was ready to beat her down. till i realized it was her. and not some random guy. i was jumpy for some reason. it wasn't nice.
i didn't even realize what time it was till i jumped off the swing after floating around in my own little world for a looong time... trying to sort inner conflicts out doesn't work too well when you're already feeling like you don't want to be alone. i still don't. but i kinda have no choice right now cuz i'm stuck at home and people have things to do tomorrow and yeah... i can't see anyone right now.. it's depressing. i wanna get outta here. again. or at least someone come over... dammit.. it's one of those nights when i just won't go to sleep simply cuz i don't want to be alone. how pathetic.
mellomelloooo.... mou iyaaaaa.... my placement test for college is on the 24th.. i thought it was on the 27th. how incredibly shitty. but i guess that's ok... i just miss 2 days of work =_=# and i need money. kussoo... i'm feeling kinda ew right now, too.. sat around reading manga for about 3 hours... this hobby's gunna be the death of my eyesight. i think the ramen last night is getting to me. i feel kinda sick... mebe i just need a shower and fresh air. i think that's what i'll do. i wonder if anyone's home...? tonikaku..
i'm strong! i can handle this! and it will pass, yes! tonikaku, tonight's mission is to have fun!!!
i'm actually getting progress made, dood. i'm figuring out college stuff. yay. and my cell phone bill this time was actually NORMAL O_O woohoo! no more initial fees or reactivation fees or crap crap crap like that. it's stuffy in this room. need air circulation. but it's too hot to open the window and even if i opened my door, no air would flow. this is a good way to get sick. ugh... so today's the start of my 3 day break from work. iei. tomorrow's steph's bday! and we go KARAOKE with lots of people and sing our lungs out till midnight, YAH! everyone better sing! ...and... i need to clean my room.... my warmups are semisticking to me and it feels kinda gross... i'm still in my pajama top <3 i may need to redye my hair. i dunno if i'll like dorm life. must... get... own... apartment... asap... noone updates their pitas anymore. but then again it's prolly cuz they have lives and they have things to do, unlike the no-life currently typing this up.
i'm feeling restless. i need to get out somewhere but i dunno where. i'll think about that later. need to sort inner self out. dunno what to draw. damn. at times like this, i turn to my piano. so i shall go and refresh myself with piano. iei. man.. i'm gunna miss that thing in college ;_;
it's funny how nowadays i always want to get outta the house as much as i can, as quickly as i can. before anyone starts bugging me. what bugs me a lot though, is that my mom called my cell while i was out to tell me not to bring anyone over "for a while" and "no sleepovers for a while". when i asked why, all she said was "because i just don't want you to". wtf is that? why all of a sudden? i think it has something to do with how michelle came over a bit ago and i went downstairs to answer the door while yelling "coming, babyyyyyy~~~~ <3" she got on my case about it later.
i didn't say anything about being bi. -_-; i wonder how my parents would take it? i'm pretty sure my dad would treat me different - like i was more of a guest than family. mom would get edgy everytime i had someone with me. brother, being the teenage guy he is, would say "thas nice" or "so?" but later on would start saying things like "that's so cool!" ...idiot men.... ::haa::
tonikaku! steph and i had work and we had the WEIRDEST DAY EVER ;_; for me, it was to the point of being BAD. we thought it was so weird that she wrote down a list of all the things that went wrong/were different. and.... it's a pretty long list.... o_O; yeah.... i dun have it so she'll prolly put it up on her pitas later. -_-;; tonikaku! i'm getting bugged here at home, so i'm gunna go somewhere and play~ byebye!
i actually felt like i got enough sleep last night! but i had a really weird dream! o_O; see, i was at home and there were some family friends with me. i was actually younger than i am now.. like... 13-14? but yeah, it's a cloudy day and the parents are scattered around the living room and backyard and stuff, and there are these sea creatures like fish and crabs and lobsters and penguins coming from somewhere, and a lot of them are dead X_X;; cuz they've been in the house for so long, yah? so the little 13-14 year old me decided to take the 2 crabs that were still alive (the big brown kinds that your mom steams and you all eat with cocktail sauce...;;) and i got a small net like those soccer ball nets and put the 2 crabs in there and it was off to the beach we went! well... there was something up with the ocean. i dunno what. but the crabs wouldn't go into the water and the atmosphere in general was just not normal... though i still dunno what was wrong. it was cool and windy. noone was on the beach. still a cloudy grey day. i dunno how i got there. and the waves were big. eh... thas all i remember.
k.... so i woke up and went to work. man... it was a painful day for my feet. nemukatta yooo ;_; and when the day finally ended, i was coming home down miljevich and noticed there were a LOT of cars parked. then... OMG!! olivia's bday party was TODAY and not YESTERDAY!! so i stopped by for a little while and watched them play mafia ^_^ yeah... i lost all sense of time this week. even forgot steph's bday thing was on tuesday -_-;; crap..................
just one more day of work and i'll be ok... it'll be 3 free days in a row! WOOHOOO!! but what to do those 3 days..? i have no idea... steph, you still gotta lemme know if your mom said ok to your going to LA with me, na?
nothing else to report...
ouSHA!!!! today (well... technically "yesterday" at this point) was a very good day! i took the day off to spend it with michelle and van~ (yeahyeah i took the day off so i'm a slacker but oh well that's none of anyone's business) and since he doesn't live around here and came to spend the weekend with a friend, michelle and i decided to show him to some hangouts and just chill since we all wanted to see each other. he was at a friend's house and i was supposed to go pick him up with the directions his friend gave him. man... those directions sucked! x_X; but... eventually... we found our way... and... yeah. FINALLY got there! after he chased my car for a bit cuz it seems that i TOTALLY passed the house LOL!! van! you sound like a girl when you run! LOL!! and YAY he paid for my gas~ XD so the three of us had dimsum for lunch, went to fantasia, floated around at valley fair, put makeup and body glitter on him (i never noticed but.... he looks.... quite nice with makeup on... o_O;;;;), went to golfland, played lotsa games, and we thought it'd be nice to relax at my house, but couldn't cuz mom was being a ::piiiiiiii:: so we got a video from blockbuster and crashed at michelle's to watch it. not before mellowmellowing in the park across her place, though. ^_^ KYAHAHAHAHA~ later on we sat in her living room and watched imposters.... which was an ok movie the ending had a funky twist o_O; michelle's parents ordered us pizza while she made ramen. LOL we ate both XD ALSO! we cut van's hair! XD XD XDDDDDDDDDD it was alllll bleached at ax, but it grew a lot since then so michelle and i decided it'd be fun to cut it~ XD it looks pretty good now! =D it was just a little trim... i guess he has to get used to it ^^; we hung around in the park a bit more, had some more laughs, and then it was time to go before i knew it x_X;;; ugh.. man.. SPEEEEEED from cupertino to waaaaay past highway 9 in.... 15 mins? something like that...;; TONIKAKU! it was interesting! van was freaking out cuz i was wearing my sunglasses at midnight. ^^;; i think he's afraid of my driving. nyuk nyuk~ he pushed aside his pride to tell us directly that he had a lot of fun, too! XD NYAHAHA~ <3 and i think i lost a lot of weight from laughing so much the whole day ^_^;
tomorrow be a bleak work day. saturday. ugh... the days roll by so quickly. and i'm still hella thirsty. YES VAN, HELLA! >_< use north cal language, dood! but yes. i shall ganbatte tomorrow! i've had my play for the while x_X; but.. right now.... i just need a drink and lots of sleep. 'yasumi!
chikushou... i didn't realize what time it was till i got outta the shower.... which was just now... so much crap to get done. college stuff came in - gotta take care of that soon. people to meet tomorrow plus olive's bday party, placement tests on aug27 in LA... dood.. this sucks. maa... ikka....
went out with michelle today~ tea, lunch, then golfland arcade! heidi met up with us a while later, and after some more games, we came back to my house to relax and i needed to pick up some stuff. we went to pick up pekkle after that and went to the mall for food and returning stuff. garururu... we came back to my house again, but spontaneously went to golfland AGAIN to play more games~ man... i'm so outta practice on ddr... and i'm so outta shape, too... my chest hurt like when you run too fast too much. not a good sign if you've only been playing 3 songs.
....... maa ikka~
WAHHHHHHHH~~ shopping with steph was UBER FUN!!! splurged lots of money, got lots of clothes, ate lots of food, and.... drove..... a lot....;;;;; yes, ANYWAY!! it was lots of fun!!! i have new clothes! i'm very happy! i wasn't very happy this morning when i had to go to the dentist, though =_=+ and they're making me go back sept4! kuso... but thas ok... shopping filled day! i was quite happy about that! XD nde, since the night's still young and i have no work tomorrow, i shall go to golfland! but i gotta see if my clothes are done being washed cuz it gets cold at night and i dun wanna go in shorts and tank. so i shall wait for my clothes to finish drying. and then i shall go to golfland. i shall play puzzle fighter!! and ddr!! oh yeah baby!! XD it's also pretty cool how i dun have to tell my parents when i'm leaving to go somewhere ^_^ cuz i have a cell and they trust me to be back by 12~ <3 iei!!! off i go!
You're the FONT tag- some people ignore you, some people adore you. When you like someone, you like them a lot, but when you don't like them- watch out.
k, it was about 3something when i realized (in a panic) that i had work at 4:30. eh... was NOT happy about that. you can just ask pekkle and michelle how i was reacting. -_-; poor babies...
so i went to work...
and michelle came to see me~ XD she brought me pearl milk tea, too!! XD XD XD thank you beibiiii~ <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 so after seeing her, i genkied up a bit and i felt a bit more energetic ^_^ a few minutes later, heidi, jack, and pekkle came~~! though i have no idea why, i genkied up even more after seeing them~ <3 that got me through the rest of the 2 hours i had to survive.
nde, i went to pekkle's house where heidi and jack were playing video games. i have discovered puzzle fighter. it is officially a new addiction. GAAAAAH!!! so yeah~ tonight was the first time i played and i had a lot of fun~ a lot of beginner's luck, too...;;;;; nde, when i played heidi, our win-lose ratio was about 1-1. me vs jack was like... i won 1 out of 10 games or something -_-;;; with pekkle... i dunno.... o_O;; some weird things were happening when i played him...;;; i spent a coupla hours playing them ^_^ it was fuuuun~~ new addictions are scary. yep.
tomorrow? i have a friggin dentist appt -_-;; at 10 IN THE MORNING!! this is why i shouldn't let mom schedule my appts for me. after that i go pick up steph and we go shopping! gotta stop by work, bank, and post office before we even hit the mall though =_=;; che....
yes, i realize i contradict myself sometimes, but i guess that just shows that one, i can't make up my mind, or two, i'm just stupid. i think i'll go with the latter. anyway, michelle spent the night last night and we watched resident evil. she jumps so much...;;; it was amusing though~ then we just chatted till who knows when, but yeah.... i kinda fell asleep some time i dun even know when;;
as for today, i ran some errands and went to steph's to work on akg and we actually got progress made, dood!! so happyyyy----- dinner was hotpot! i couldn't eat that much for some reason, but that's ok! better for my weight to eat as little as possible, esp since we went out for icecream a little after that. but it was fun! and it was the first time i feared for my life from driving too slowly. but i wasn't the one driving. stephanie was. and it was scary. but she did a really good job considering it was only her first day. otsukare sama!
::haaaaaaa:: now i am to work on a picture for akg's main page. i told steph i wouldn't sleep till i finished it. that...may have been a really bad idea... but that's ok! mebe i'll get some thinking done. un.
OMG!!!!!! i was showering and i noticed that all of a sudden my hair smelled like cigarettes or something!!!!! O_O and it didn't go away after a bit so i took another shower! >_< IYAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!!!!!
k, it was the 4th day of work in a row, all 9 hour days, and after not working for even 2 days in a row for months and months, i got a bit sick of it and decided to leave early. so i did. tomorrow's day off. IEI~ but yeah, i met up with somyi, baron (sp?), dan, dave, kevin, phil for food at chili's~ phil had to go to church as soon as i got there, so kevin took her and he came back while i was getting acquainted with everyone else ^_^ dan and dave brought pictures from AX so kevin and i were flipping through those ^^; mannnnnnnnnnnnnnn i really wish we had some videos from this year ;_; au...
ok, so after "dinner" (we had verrrrrry little... kevin and somyi had water -_-) we chilled in the parking lot ^^;;;; phil called and after much nya-ing and nyo-ing, i went to pick her up and meet up with everyone else at golfland! even though she "doubted" she'd play anymore ddr... well... she did. a lot more. =_=;; all good... she's getting better and that makes her happy~ as long as she's happy---- =_=; atoooooo nanimonai! went to pick up steph from work and took kg of akg home. michelle's spending the night tonight! XD XD XD and tomorrow's working on akg site with kaijuu! XD XD later in the afternoon though ^^;; and wed is shopping! XD XD XD wow... it's still hella early....
GYAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! .................................................. i just remembered that an unknown number of people at work FRIGGIN SAW THE PAPAYA VIDEO!!!!!!! FACK!! O_O!!! and since i just watched it again a second ago, i just realized WHAT A BAD THING THAT MAY BE!!!!!!!!!!! ..................................................
GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA PHILANANOBAKAYAROUUUUUUU!!!!!
::stumble:: ...oh.. god... work kills... it wasn't that bad of a day though! for some reason even though i got up earlier than all my other days, i had more energy and i was in a good mood. it was such a strange feeling.... nde, phil gave me a copy of gouhou drug 2 and i was just reading through it~ actually made me laugh ^_^
schedule for this week:
oh yes... lovely week... UGH no -_- tonikaku! ray's coming to pick me up in a bit to go chill~ ^_^ iei! i be back!
usual pattern: went to work, came home. iei? no. but after work i went out with ray to argonaut elementary and hung around on their playground while just talking and catching up and stuff. it was quite nice~ i feel better about myself, thanks ray~ ^_^ ::chuu:: it's nice how i can be so open with him and not worry about being judged. i'm not saying that's how i feel about everyone else, but talking with him is different so... un... anyway... i've decided that however i feel is however i feel and if i want something, i will go after it with more gusto than before! and i'll be more persistent in getting it too. tehe~ he was like jack when he said "what makes you happy?" and "then find out!" ^^;; haihai, i will find out what makes me happy, but before that, i gotta settle down... tonikaku! i shall go to sleep since tomorrow is another full day of work. ::siiiigh::
dood... what a pissy day. i've got to be pmsing or something cuz i'm just ready to bite heads off and trying really hard not to. mom and brother have just been bitching and moaning and nagging about everything from circulating the air in my room to needing a ride to an internet room. leave me alone already. playing piano didn't help too much cuz mom still bitched. ::siiiigh:: going to pekkle's did make me feel better. michelle, phil, and heidi were there, too. kenji also showed up when us girls totally didn't expect it. we watched hackers, which was an ok movie. i fell asleep after that... we played this one vampire shooting game, too~ i forget what it's called, but we all did the little training part of the game, and it was frustrating but pretty fun, too. ok... i think i'll try getting some decent amount of sleep tonight. work straight till sunday. wonderful...
i finished watching the resident evil movie a little bit ago, and it's a good movie. not scary, kinda gross, but it's still good overall. i recommend, un.
yappari... i got no "spiritual cleansing" done at work. i was more than half asleep the whole time. i got a burst of energy when steph and i saw michelle at the tables in front of miyabi-tei. tokiko was being really nice today and she let ak go on break so we could hang with jello. yesha! this sucks. i have a sudden need to be hugged by someone, but that person is not here at the moment, so that makes things a bit difficult for me. che... well... i'm sure by the time they read this, it'll be a bit late and i won't be able to get my dakki, so i guess there's no point, yeh? i shall then draw my feelings out. and since i can't draw, it'll take a while. joy? no. not really.
tomorrow i hope to:
let's just see how productive i can be. oh yeah, steph, see if you can go to LA with me - make sure it's ok with your ryoushin, yah?
i got my hair dyed today. michelle and heidi bleached and dyed it for me this morning, and it makes me quite happy, yep~ they did a good job considering it was their first time...;; though honestly, i was pretty worried throughout the whole process. but all turned out well~ thanks guys, luv ya! michelle brought over this dream dictionary she had and...... it's funny to flip through. their interpretation of dreams is just..... weird. i like jack's version better ^^;; speaking of which, i went to return his videos to him since i kept them for a year or something...;; i ended up falling asleep at his house;; and then we went to get food and picked up pekkle to go watch austin powers. it was funny, but it coulda been better;;
at the moment, i feel as if i killed my emotions again. but i guess i can figure things out tomorrow at work... assuming i don't collapse from brain overuse... my computer's being an ass. my mouse won't work for some reason. but it's ok cuz i'm gunna back all the important stuff up onto cd and pekkle's gunna reformat my comp to windows2k. woohoo~ hopefully my d-drive will work again and i'll be able to read foreign languages on the net....;;; and hopefully the hd will shut down properly instead of sitting there like a dumb shit when i tell it to shut down. i need aol again... shit... my idiot brother borrowed my aol cd and he apparently trashed it cuz he "didn't know i still needed it". !#@%#% ...come to think of it, my computer has a lot of problems... i wonder why...?
OH YEAH i forgot to mention; i've been having a lot of dreams that have to do with water. the ocean in particular. it's weird cuz whenever the ocean's in a dream, it always gets violent. i had a dream last night where people were having a good time on this one beach, and there were lots of sea animals in the water but the next thing i know, it's as if there's a tidal wave coming and the water all went out to nowhere for a long time, and it started coming back in waves. well.. they were normal for a while, but they got bigger and faster and i was in this restaurant type place with a bunch of people and it had a view of the sea and the waves kept coming higher and eventually hit the windows. nde, the 2nd time it hit the windows, water started coming through the bottom of walls cuz there was supposedly a vent of some sort down there. i remember water hitting my feet...;; dun remember much after that;;;
anyway... yeah that was pointless... is it ironic in any way that i love beaches and the ocean?
sakuranbo no tennensui drink. that's what the label says on the 1.5L bottle next to me. but it's full of water instead of the nice drink called sakuranbo... anyway! i went to my cousin phil's wedding reception yesterday! i was thinking of wearing a nice top and skirt, but... somehow i ended up wearing the dress i wore to prom - which wasn't too terrible... but i still felt overdressed. mebe cuz everyone else my age was wearing more casual stuff, but oh well. i passed for 20. so it didn't matter. we were all in the middle of the boonies of sacramento, and it was HOT! even at 10pm it was 90something degrees out! god i really didn't do well in that weather. wearing a dk blue dress. ew.... nde... for some reason i was really really tired, so i just went straight to bed when i got home. work. joy. i got 10 hours of sleep or so, but it felt like 5. grr... the day went by real slow... i had lunch at roundtables with steph, john, and roy, and then went to 31 baskin robbins for a cappuccino blast, and i think i ate a lot more than i thought cuz i couldn't even finish the drink. i felt sick...;; and i'm still not hungry.
nde... i made a sad attempt at trying to get stuff sorted out in my head, but as usual... it took up too much energy and i needed a 2nd dose of coffee in the middle of the day. i only got more ideas into my head, being the idiot i am. and those ideas bring up more feelings that i don't really need atm. GAAAAAH!!! i need to stop before i say something stupid. TONIKAKU, tomorrow i have no work~ iei! i dun wanna just vegetate like i always do, either... grr... what to do... ideas, anyone?
yes, i'm aware of the time, and i have a wedding reception to go to at 2:00pm in sacramento today. i just found out yesterday evening. it's getting light out, but not as light as usual cuz it's cloudy. and i can't sleep for some reason. my legs are feeling really shittily restless, and if i don't keep stretching them, it's like the feeling's gunna kill me. i have to take michelle home at 10something, too. it's gunna kill me to wake up.... but yeah, a lot actually happened yesterday. i woke up a little before 2, yah? nde, i went out with michelle to get tea and a scanner cuz the one she got the other day was missing some parts. well... the one she got today just didn't work with her computer. so i suggested getting the bulky but actually decent one i have right now. and she let me borrow her sheet music, too~~ XD (.......how weird i hear someone walking around right now...;;) so yeah, we decided to come to my house cuz she had a new pitas picture she drew and wanted to color via cg. and...... on the way home....... the picture kinda flew out the window. literally. it flew out the car window, and she and i were both like O_O!!!!!! she was like "OMFG!!!!!!" while i was like ".....that did NOT just happen...". it was a really nice picture, too! but she still had the rough sketch at home so we went to go pick that up so she could redraw it ^^;;;
i spent a few hours playing mario rpg again;; she got some of her pitas picture colored, but then my computer screwed over like mad... i think she gave up for the night. makes me want win2k... had some ramen, played more rpg, chatted, and chatted some more. iei~ she fell asleep. i couldn't sleep cuz it was hot and my legs were gunna kill something. i think this is due to excess energy. chikusho...
sleeping 12 hours after not sleeping much for a few days does bad things to your stomach. i was woken up 3 times. but i will restrain my frustrations and let it out another day. whoa random thought. i wonder if people in middle school still have notebooks? you know, when 2 people write to each other in 1 notebook, yah? i had a bunch of them;; heidi and stephanie being 2. heidi always kept ours for about 2 weeks before she wrote back -_- stephanie, i still remember the yue and double strapped bra drawing you stuck in ours LOL! i dunno if guys ever did them though.. prolly not... k... i reminisce a lot about middle school life a lot nowadays. i dun like it. hopefully it's just a phase... i had another dream where something happened, but the only thing i can remember is so.... trivial? allll of my toga hangouts were at my house and there was someone in our kitchen making dinner for everyone.. philana and i were preparing for it like it was prom or something. i dunno what philana wore. i had a yellow dress. pretty... but only cuz it was a dream? phil was a famous artist. not manga type, but fine art. there were GUYS that friggin came into the girls CHANGING ROOM to deliver mail. one of them was mr. sheehy. ew. another was a guy about 12-13 years old. ew. fanmail, etc. it was supposedly dinnertime, and we somehow got back to my house. nde, the cook lady asked me to tell everyone to get out of the pool cuz if they don't, they'll take forever getting ready and by then the food would be bad. well... people wouldn't get out of the pool. i went over to the side door and there were some people there so i climbed onto it and we chatted. then i saw everyone leaving from the front door. uh, wha? for some reason dinner didn't work out so we were all gunna go to a restaurant. apparently, i was going. told mom i was leaving, and he was putting a bunch of sandwiches into a container looking lonely. i felt bad but i left anyway..;;; mr nicoles came out to lecture us about something. dood, he came straight out of the wall like a friggin ghost! anyway.. later phil and i were at an assembly thingie, and there was a really big picture of the 3 knights from rayearth taped onto a whiteboard, and phil was drawing under it. uh.. it later transformed itself into a fineart piece;;; and she made more fans there...;;; i dun remember anything else of the dream. something happened but my brain seems to be blocking it out. and it was important too, dammit.
i'm ok. i'm going on a date with michelle in a bit <3 aa..tea...
.... dammit... i hate trying to sleep in this house. i swear noone ever wants me to sleep, and it's not the first time i've said that, either. 10something in the MORNING, my brother had friends over when he isn't supposed to, and they're yelling in the room with loud music. wtf. what's the point in having music if you can't even hear yourself over it?! even after i told him to keep it down, he just said shutup and turned it up louder. THAT pissed me off. it's NOT a cool way to wake up. and unless i get some more sleep today, i'm gunna be grouchy. not like i like this. i set up the super nintendo that we (amazingly) still have. i didn't even know it till someone pointed it out a little while back. and mario rpg was still stuck into it. YESHA!!! i'd been wanting to play for a really long time, too... so i finally got it hooked up in my room and i spent a few hours playing. i think i slept around 5something. it was pretty light outside. x_X and then i lounged in bed for a while playing rpg again till a little bit ago.
it's funny how i woke up with this funny feeling that i dreamt something important, but i can't remember what. how annoying... i got some internal conflicting stuff straightened out, but i can't figure out what it is - though i do feel a bit better... dood, this is kinda creepy... but nice in a way..? man.. need sleep. f*ck. gardeners just came for the neighbors. ::SIIIIIIIIGH::
aa... it was a fun-filled day. jack, heidi, pekkle, and i went to frisko to hang out. i drove. dammit. but it's ok cuz they paid for gas and parking~ lunch was at fisherman's wharf. FOLLOW THAT CRAB!! and we went to the aquarium!! XD i have a thing for aquariums and oceans and beaches and yeah... i'm a fish... then it was off to metreon and japantown!! well... we were supposed to go to japantown after that, but the directions we were given were kinda screwed over, and by then everyone was pretty tired so while jack, heidi, and pekkle fell asleep, i decided it'd be a good time to go home. where we rented movies. and watched at pekkles house while eating baja fresh. WOOHOO~ vanilla sky's a really good movie! it made me think... but i still liked it!
tonikaku, today made me realize that i'm kinda like someone else i know in the sense that i don't like seeing pda. i dunno when i turned like this either... kinda discomforting. must fix this. grr... i think someone got a taste of what it's like to wake me up the wrong way. i think i was kinda mellow today though. (i fell asleep after the movie. driving for what felt like 3 hours or so doesn't make you feel too good) and i had that really anxious feeling like when you just can't settle down and you're restless the entire time i was driving home. it really sucked. but thas ok... though the feeling just came back to me like... right now. @#%^#$....
eh... i just read michelle's pitas and i know what's going on with one person, but i got lost when she said "to either person". o_O; MICHELLE NO UWAKI MONOOOOO!!! but yeah... there's that i can't clear up, and then there's stuff with other people i can't seem to straighten out in my head. man, if only i could read minds. life would be so much easier. but yeah, tomorrow... er... later today rather, will hopefully leave me some time to think things out since i'll hopefully be going to frisko~ staring at things from high places is nice, and i like to meander in my own thoughts while i do that. mebe sip on coffee or tea while i'm at it. aaa, thad be niiiice.... =________= ....and then watching some movies after that sounds good too... aa, vegetating... nice calm routine...
WAHOO!! michelle came over and we just had a fun time playing around with my tablet ^_^ can you believe it?! she's never used photoshop or painter before!! O_O;; SHOKKU!! and she didn't know what a tablet was?!?!?!? o_O; kowaa... but yeah, i introduced her to mine today and we had fun making furuba parady drawings XD XD XD i might post them up later...? tehe~ she got a new scanner too, and OH i forgot i was supposed to set it up for her, but she has taiko so i guess it's ok till later tonight ^^; michelle darling~ dun worry, if you're stumped, i'll do it for you, yah? XD
OH YEAH i just came up with an idea~ i'll keep my own little artbook collection thingy~ with my real drawings, i'll have the date, side comment notes, and what it was used for~ =D like the footnotes in the back of illusto! XD yeah.... i'm getting excited over something so trivial, but i'm in a good mood right now! XD must be my pms...? o_O; TONIKAKU! ::sings:: EGAO DE ITAIIIII~~~~ ^_^ from love hina! HWA!
wohoo~ i sold a commission for 20 on ebay ^_^ iei~ man.. i have a headache... and i spent nearly all day on this layout cuz of those quizzes listed down on the side. imaging was fun, though. i think my headache's from staring at the screen for so long. aa, i'm in such a mellow mood... the sunburn from the beach yesterday is starting to heal already. though i wish we had some aloe at home cuz we ran out. dad uses it so much. grr... thank god i don't peel very much if i do at all...
i talked to dad about going to la to take tests, and he said he'd drive me down there and we'd stay at a hotel.... uhh... come to think of it, i dunno if i like the idea of staying at a hotel with my dad. DON'T get nasty ideas. sick people. but yeah, we'd look around the town a bit, check out the campus, dorms, and then drive back up home. i'll be leaving for la on the 26th, coming back up on the 27th. iei?
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