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[ Wednesday, May 22, 2002 ] [ 7:05 p.m. ] np: ....nanimo nai..... geh;;; i think my wrists died today x_X;; and i also have to talk to matt about english project later, but i think i'll talk to him tomorrow about it, since it's due on friday~ =D it was originally due monday, but the teacher's health is bad so we've been having a sub all week x_X;;; i got my psych presentation outta the way, too~ so i dun have to worry about my grade in that class anymore ^_^ iei! atooo... i'm hungry X_X; - things aren't always what they seem...
.......................................... ...calming down... will calm down.... i have a psychology final project to work on but i dun wanna do it here (here meaning home). but i can't exactly make a powerpoint presentation at someone else's house without taking over their computer, and most of my friends depend on their computer to be in front of them much like i do. and this sucks cuz i have nowhere to go, noone to talk to, and noone to keep me company. .....usually at times like this i'd turn straight to drama cds to keep me company, but i dun think it'll work at this moment in time. **ck. .... when i think about it, it sounds like i'm this irritable because the last episode of furuba wasn't working, huh? ..it's not like that =_=; i'm not THAT childish. i've just not been myself for the past week or two. don't ask me what's wrong because if i knew, i wouldn't be troubling myself over it, but i don't like knowing that there's something wrong and not knowing what that something is, so i'm irritable as a result. there's something wrong with me. i'm starting to get scared. - things aren't always what they seem...
the school is just getting around to telling my parents about my unexcused absences. kinda funny how it takes them so long to do it. =_= but if i don't get at least one of them cleared up, i'll get a saturday school x_X;; i dun wanna get up that early on a saturday!!! so i gotta talk to lux and tell him i was actually there on one of those days, cuz i remember skipping only ONE day, and not 2. well i'll get it cleared up tomorrow i guess. today was a fairly productive day, i must say. i got a bunch done for japanese project, some stuff for psych project, more progress on english project, and now i'm sitting here taking a break from all this schoolwork. i haven't even done the daily hw, but then again, when do i ever? heidi's over working on her english final project while i sit here typing away at pitas. but i was productive, too, so it's all good! i'm getting the urge to eat something though i'm not really hungry. oh, phi wrote a little bit of a story, and it sounds really good~ she has a knack for writing as far as i can tell, cuz it kept my attention unlike other written pieces. ^^ i really gotta get working on pekkle's costumes!! x_X;;; and my own, too!! GAH!! i need to find color pic reference for ::BEEEEEEEP::'s school uniform or some recognizable outfit! teheee~~~ whether i'm misao or ::beeeep::, i still have my pretty boy to glomp onto!! XD XD XD ok... my wrist's going bad on me again, so i'll go and get something to eat since i haven't really had a real meal since lunch >_< ja! - things aren't always what they seem...
i woke up a 9something cuz it was bright in my room. i though it was 11something cuz i heard my brother coming out of his room, but no. i started reading patriot games. gotta finish it by monday evening so i can work on the project all night. joy? not really. i went out to pick up kaijuu and pekkle for tea at qcup later, and came back to my house, where heidi picked us up to go to her piano recital. she did really well, and so did michelle darling~ <3 we came back to my house and had bread with dip and chicken~~ pekkle was being a limp doll while the 4 of us watched kodocha. it's not even 10 and i'm sleepy as hell... not that it's such a bad thing =_=; i need my sleep. ::haa:: nitenite - things aren't always what they seem...
there's a load of stress that i need to get off my shoulders before i go insane. x_X; there are 2 final projects due this week and AUGH!! ok... i'm ok... work was really tiring. i got nearly 12 hours of sleep, but i was still really sleepy the whole day. i dun think i overslept either cuz i lost sleep past few days. i dun get it... need money. i hope phi's having a good time at disneyland. and i need someone to force me to read patriot games for my project. i also need to start working on my psych final, dammit. must bring up grade in physics. must also bring up grade in trig. GAH!! and talking to my dad just irritates me now. it used to be fun just talking with him about random things, but now all he talks about is college. everything he says is linked to college somehow, and it's really boring and irritating to talk to him. mom, on the other hand, seems to have switched sides with dad and we're getting along really well. i'm enjoying it, actually. she said she'd make a shawl to go with my dress, even though i dun need one ^^;; - things aren't always what they seem...
man..... did i really have school today??? well, more like half a day. i skipped after lunch =_= i've been hella tired all day like something, some issue, some THING is straining on my mind/body and i dunno it. i went to kaijuu's and collapsed on her bed and pretty much fell asleep for about an hour or two and had the hardest time getting out of bed when she said it was time for me to take her to work. ::sigh:: mebe the iron content in my blood's getting lower? che, yeah right. maa... i'm sure i'll get better. pekkle, i dun have mono, it's ok. ^^;; i went shopping at valley fair and vallco looking for a shawl to go with my dress but i couldn't find any. though i DID get my makeup done by this one girl at macy's benefit counter and she took a long time but thas cuz she was playing around with the eyeshadow and trying different things. natural colors don't look good on me, so she tried blue. much better. i'll prolly end up having blue or silver makeup for prom. speaking of which, i have a date now~ man... sleepy as hell..... - things aren't always what they seem...
samishiii naaa.... i think all the time i've been spending shopping, hanging out, talking, and playing with people more than i usually do has left me weak to being alone. it only took less than a week to bring me down to being a helpless being. this sucks! so now i'm sitting here feeling like drawing something, but i dunno what. i need to work on body figures, so prolly a girl in a swimsuit x_X;; though i think my guy figures need waaaaaaaaaaaay more work than anything. i need a guy to model for me. =D bish! my mind's been on prom a lot lately. hmmm... i have the dress and accessories.. but i still need to figure out how i'm gunna do my hair, makeup, get a ride to/from prom, and i gotta get my bid too. i dunno if i wanna date though... i'm kinda content right now without one... i wonder what that means...? anyway......... i'm gunna... go make some progress on SOMETHING i have yet to figure out what... - things aren't always what they seem...
waaaaaa~~~ =D mom and dad came home this morning from hawaii~! they went straight to sleep while i went to take the econ test ^^;; i spontaneously went shopping with ting, irene, charlene, emily, and debbie at great mall. =D it was my first time there, and it was hella fun! there were a buncha stuff i wanted to buy but decided not to x_X;; i got home around 3:30 and by then my parents were eating and i bugged my mom to go to valley fair cuz i wanted to show her the dress i wanted from cache. she gave in a while later and we went XD she didn't like the dress =_=; but she DID buy me a purse and a pair of shoes =D iei!! oddly enough, she was in a really good mood i guess and she took me to great mall to get that dress ting brought me while we were there earlier o_O;; and she even encouraged me to get accessories!! O_O;; thas... unusual for my mom. and then she told me i could stay at the hotel too =D today's been a good day full of shopping~~ =D makes me very happyyyyyy~~~ now i just gotta figure out how i'm gunna get a ride x_X; - things aren't always what they seem...
wowwwwww ;_; i have't hung out with ting in such a long timmmmmme!!! we went prom dress shopping today and got sidetracked a lot ^_^ i got a pair of shorts along the way =_=;; but i found this one REALLY nice dress and i REALLY like it and it's at cache BUT! it's $260something ;;;;;_;;;;; but that dress is my new crush or something!! >_< at least the prom bid's cheap -_- i think i'll be taking a limo to the yacht with other people and i'll be going without a date which is totally fine with me and i'm gunna have fun! i will have fun! i must! ::sigh.. dress::... i might get my makeup done at the mall with ting, too~ she commented on how i've gotten girly... taking an interest in skirts and makeup and stuff ^^;; i had fun. =D somehow it was really refreshing~ atoooo.. i have another test tomorrow morning but after that i think i'll be going to the beach~ =D OR taking my mom to the mall to show her the dress ^^;; she's coming home at 8-9ish tomorrow morning. at the moment, i feel like sleeping cuz i was playing around with makeup and noticed that my eyes are kinda red. need sleep. and eyedrops. our house has like... no medical stuff like eyedrops, antihistamine, nothing. it's kinda sad ._. - things aren't always what they seem...
.... i really wanted to sleep till 9 but my brother came in and told me he needed a ride to school. GAH!!!! ok... well i came back and slept another 45 minutes ^^;;; and then it was BACK to school i go to take that damn econ test. i cleaned the house, too. well.. sorta... and later on i gotta go to japanese project meeting.
too much stuff going on!!! - things aren't always what they seem...
what would i do if...? another friend test, only i deleted the previous one. this one's based on what i would do in certain situations. i'm pretty predictable, so you all better do well on it!! >_< - things aren't always what they seem...
good morning children. ok, so it's not morning, but it kinda feels like it to me considering i was woken up at 5 to go to mitsu to fill out an incident report for the broken door last night. i got home around 9ish this morning, and since i wasn't feeling too good, i collapsed right into bed. my brother woke me up at 12something to take him to a mother's day lunch for his friend since my mom's not here today. so i took him there, came back, and passed out in bed once again. then my phone woke me up at 5. thas pretty much my entire day. i talked with yaeko and chris-nii at kinos and miyabi for a little bit. now that i'm home, i gotta cope with my brother and his friend wrestling each other. dammit, my allergies are prolly gunna start acting up on me again. ::haa:: i'm pretty mellow right now. any stress that would usually cause chaos in my mind is for some reason not sinking in and i'm feeling pretty good right now~ k, time to get my next few days straightened out. i have an econ test tomorrow morning, free afternoon, a japanese project meeting that evening till late... nnn... tuesday is school and then movies at 5. hmm. wednesday is test in the morning again, but no school after that. iei~ - things aren't always what they seem...
i broke a window today. ^^;;; since gaki and heidi were so insistent on putting it in theres, might as well put it in my own, ne? ^^;;;; so yeah, i was pretty hyper and happy and i was frolicking down the hallway and i "opened" the door to the outside world~ and... the glass in the door kinda... shattered like rain and yeah.. it was really loud and it fell for a loooong time. o_O;; i went frolicking straight back to tom-boss and tom-aniki shouting "I'M ALIVE!!! I'M OK!! but the door's not". ^^;; chris nii-chan and some of the other workers from kinos and utsuwa saw what happened (sorta) and they kinda.... yeah... weren't feeling too safe about it. ^^;; i dun blame them. later i found that while i didn't have a scratch on me, my shirt had a big hole in the back and i found that at the arcade a while later o_O;;; koweeee.... nde, now i'm sitting here talking to whoever's reading this ^^;; it's almost 4 and yeah... i'm still up o_O; mezurashii naa!! but i have no school tomorrow so it's all good!! XD XD XD i hope everyone else is doing ok and not having glass rain on them when they try going through a door~ =D sonja! nitenite! - things aren't always what they seem...
wow, i never really realized how many bitter old hags work at mitsu. there's tokiko, who was always bitter about something, saiku who bitches at every person under 20, and now noriko. i went to mitsu to get some sweets and say hi to steph and phi, and noriko called me to the office and bitched at me about how she doesn't want me going to the store unless i'm working, how she doesn't want me wearing "that kinda clothes" (anything that shows shoulders or back) cuz it "stands out", and that she doesn't want me hanging around people there cuz i'm "disturbing them in their work". uhhhh those people were on break when i was talking to them. then she said that didn't matter. ok, if it didn't matter, why's she making such a big deal about it? and then she told me "go home!". all this was in japanese and she was using that really bossy way of talking. dude, if hags are gunna call me to the office to bitch at me about my clothes, that's incentive for me to quit. noriko's not the only one commenting whenever i wear something other than long pants and t-shirt. there should be a sign up front that says "extremely bitchy hags on duty: wear tank tops, shorts, skirts, and/or low necks at your own risk". cooling off... i went to really random places today. mall, mitsu, korean market, bookstore, beach, jiffy lube... i think thas it. i'm really craving a nice long conversation over coffee with an interesting person right about now. my inner self is in turmoil - i can practically see black chaos in my mind. it's not pleasant. my brother's stupid. he drove my dad's car again and he dosn't think i know. ::sigh:: idiot. i think he got the front bumper scratched, too. damn idiot. i can't keep quiet about this if he keeps fucking around. ok.... need something to calm me down..... - things aren't always what they seem...
WAAA!! MURAKIII!!! TSUZUKIIII!! yes, i'm ok. the rest of yesterday was ok until around 9something. went to mitsu to get some drinks, and i ran into eric again~ o_O really weird timing~! we ended up talking for quite a while and then went to pekkle's to drop off a cd and we talked for a bit. and yeah, i kinda missed out on japanese project cuz of some mixups and now ben and heidi are mad at me, and possibly derrick. maa ikka. so today i skipped school after 3rd period cuz i was getting unbelievably restless. so i figured i could skip since it's a friday and the tests were yesterday and nothing important was happening in any of my classes. iei~ so i cruised down a lotta streets and went shopping at random places and felt good~ got some shumai and pear juice and was very happy~~~ i wonder if i'm going out anywhere tonight? i know steph'll prolly bite my head off if i don't go see her at work;; ooh! i wanna go clubbing~~!! just to see what they're like and see if i like them =P ah! pekkle!! i figured out how to attach the kogepan cell phone thing onto my phone! i'll show you next time! =D - things aren't always what they seem...
today was a shitty day. first off, there was a trig test. that sucked shit cuz i dunno if i used the right formulas. then there was the physics test, and that sucked even more cuz i couldn't complete a single problem outta the entire 4 pages, and i didn't even touch the last page. i'm getting a 10% on that thing, tops. i'm not exaggerating, either. i felt like crying. lunch went ok cuz kazuto went with me to get jamba, even though he already had his own lunch. i'm screwing over in all my classes. i went straight to rop but didn't even get outta the car. i messaged steph, she came out with pekkle (who went home), and she and i went to valley fair to eat and i wanted to shop. we both bought a shirt. well..mine's a halter, but yeah. going out with her made me feel better, so i don't think i'll be crying anytime soon. the thought of going to de anza because of my grades came into my head a bit ago. my parents would kill me. and i don't wanna stay here. i have 3 grades to bring up like mad, and the fact that it's almost the end of the semester isn't helping. maa, it IS my own fault for getting full blown senioritis at the beginning of the semester, so i guess it's pretty stupid of me to complain. i'll shutup now. - things aren't always what they seem...
i'm a bit ira2 shiteru today cuz it wasn't the typical day and i just finished my rag last night so my hormones are leveling themselves out and i'm having mood swings. i got sent home from school. to make a long story short, there was a bug flying around in my 1st period class and my body was reacting to it really fast and really bad so the nurse showed the vice principle who nearly freaked out so she had the nurse put some cream on my many bites, gave me some sudafed, and then sent me home to take a shower. naturally, i took my sweet sweet time at home and it was past the middle of 2nd period when i got back. i have counted 6 bites from the 2 minutes i was sitting in class. i went to the office after i noticed quite a FEW spots were itching, and not just my neck. that was my morning. i was getting frustrated cuz throughout the 2nd half of the day, i was trying to think of a good storyline for aisanai kokoro (unloving heart), my assassin manga, and everytime i get a good idea, someone/something interrupts me and when i get back to it, i totally forget what i was thinking about, and it's coming along reeeeeeal slow. it makes me feel worse when i leave 3rd and 6th period totally alone, but thas just something i need to get used to again. yes, she is frustrating me at this point because i don't know what the hell is going on. she's totally not talking to me (lunch that day was more me-olivia convo than me-her). i don't know why, either, so i'm just gunna let everything go, move on with life, and flow with the water~ don't~ care~ anymore~ note to her if she happens to be reading: dear, you know you can talk to me whenever you want, though the previous statements may intimidate you. if we have one of those heart2heart talks and get things straightened out, i'm sure things'll be alll okke. but if you don't want to, that's fine, too. everyone went to get matboard, so michelle was the only one i talked to at rop until everyone got back. it was a loooong 1 hour. took the highway home. nice. i don't know how school's gunna turn out. i'm 80% sure i'm not going to senior prom. i don't know if ax'll be fun. i don't know if i can burn all these cds by the time graduation rolls around. i dunno if i can get all my cosplay done. i need money. i need to order my cap and gown. i need to clean my room, clean the kitchen, eat some dinner, go to the econ video, and do good on the trig and physics tests tomorrow. dammit. i'm not enjoying life at the moment. - things aren't always what they seem...
my brother's an idiot in thinking that he can go driving my dad's car without my noticing it. i heard the car start downstairs and i had no idea what was going on so i went down and i saw my brother in the car. he tried to cover for himself in so many ways and he's one of those people where you can see right through them when they lie. kinda like someone else i know. wehh.... feeling a little too mellow for my own good... mebe it's the lack of music? or lack of movement? i dunno, but i'm getting sleepy and depressingly mellow. aiyaaa, what's happening to meeeee???? thinking of anything grade or college related stresses me out and rop is actually turning into a bit of a workload. i'm not liking things right now. crap it. - things aren't always what they seem...
i borrowed a buncha kaijuu's drama cds and man... i'm loving it. i feel like there are other people in the room and it's like the tv keeping me company, only less distracting cuz i dun have anything to turn to look at. i remember falling asleep to a drama last summer, and it was really nice~ nyeee... i have practically zero hw tonight, so all's cool. akg and pekkle went to q-cup after rop. i went to kaijuu's house for a bit and then ran some errands. nyehe~ ^^ oh~ i also worked on akg a bit, though i still gotta draw the graphics for the main page. gaki, i'm not redrawing the contacts pic -_-; - things aren't always what they seem...
i planned on being asleep by now, but i guess my body thought otherwise. i tried sleeping around 9, but it didn't work. =_=; i was sleepy, too, but the heat kept me up. i went shopping and i didn't even plan on it. i was driving and the next thing i knew, i was at valley fair. i got 2 tops, though~ one's yellow. o_O;; i've never worn yellow. and if i have, it's beyond memory formation. after mall, i went to mitsu to find that i was scheduled for work at 3:30 till 8:30. WHAT THE HELL?!?! NOONE TOLD ME!!! i got pretty irritated and talked it out with mike so all was good, i didn't have to work, iei! but i DID get some junk food while i was there. shrimp chips, pocky, more shrimp chips, fruit jellies, 2 bottles of drinks... i think thas it... then i came home for lunch. i chatted with my mom for a bit while sitting in the backyard and playing with the dogs. she listened to my cell phone tones and told me that koreans call their old and bulky cell phones "refrigerators". i thought that was pretty funny ^^ had a really big lunch/dinner, so i'm not hungry. watched some anime and actually read for english. emotions for today were on a pretty steady track. though mellowness went way up there at the mall, i was feeling pretty good~ right now? my throat feels like crap. but it's all good, whatever. i'm actually feeling quite apathetic right now. i wonder if thas a bad thing? maa, not like it matters. - things aren't always what they seem...
my voice died on me today. i cashiered for about an hour without saying a single word to any customers. most of them don't really seem to care whether cashiers talk to them or not. others look at you with a face that says either "she must be one of those mute and dumb people" or "oh, the poor thing can't talk". ::haa:: i'm definitely not doing too well health-wise nowadays. what else at work? got the chobits 'let me be with you' single, had 2 of those fruit jelly cups, udon for lunch, nii-chan asked me to another movie, matt gave me a new cellphone case, and after work, akg and heidi talked about how to die and leave a pretty corpse, ax stuff, and what kinda icecream people liked. fun. killed my voice even more though. now i'm gunna sit here and think depressing thoughts because i thrive off angst. nite. - things aren't always what they seem...
i didn't even realize what time it was until i opened the "add an entry" window. =_=;; yeah, i lost track of time again. thas what, the 5th time today? anyway, i got outta school and mike and kazuto took me out to tea! XD then went to see kaijuu and gaki at work~ i ended up staying for more than 3 hours. talking with yaeko, hanging out with tom and matt and helping phi and steph bag their groceries =D i was invited to go watch spiderman with yaeko and her friend, but i ended up not going. tom and buddha tried to get me to go to dinner with them, but i wasn't hungry either =_=; and it seems that my voice traded itself in for a cough. though now my voice is totally gone and it's worse than steph's on the day before a karaoke. so technically it wasn't really a tradeoff. i was jipped =_=; i got home around 9, and then left soon to drop off phi's copics at her house. then i went to pekkle's to talk to him for a bit. i'm still there. heh; so yeah. i dunno when i'm gunna get home. and i dunno if my parents'll get mad at me, but for the moment, i don't really care. talking is a good thing, yes it is. and i'm just gunna... yeah. water flows within the stream. =D quote by clow ^_^ - things aren't always what they seem...
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i think i pissed some people off today with my inability to talk. oh well. i could talk a little bit during lunch, but after that, my throat died on me again and i can barely swallow.
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i tried donating blood yesterday and i was rejected cuz i the iron content in my blood's too low. their minimum requirement was 12.5, my level was 9.5. my temperature was also a bit on the high side, 99.5degrees. i thought i was healthy. i guess not. oh well, thas not a concern for me right now. i watched episodes 1-6 of strawberry on the shortcake yesterday. japanese drama. pretty good~ - things aren't always what they seem...
WARNING: REALLY LONG ENTRY! nde! it was time to GET UP AND GO TO FANIMEEEEE!!! i got up at 9 and got ready and stuff. but. kaijuu, being the dork she is, actually GOT UP at 9:55, and needed time to get ready. =_=;; picked up gaki and then pekkle and then it was back to kaijuu's house. dropped by the atm at the bank (where people looked at me funny - i was dressed in my misao costume. for those who dunno, it's a ninja outfit. you can only imagine what people'd think if they saw a ninja walking around a bank). since gaki's and pekkle's stomachs were about to eat themselves, we got food, and then off to the convention center we go!! everyone ditched me to go meet up with some other people while i stood in the registration line by myself. i was ok with it, until the 2 white guys in front of me and 2 white guys behind me started commenting on practically every cosplayer that walked by. one of them took a picture of a yui and yue, but he had no idea who they were or what anime they were from. all 4 of them were around me criticizing cosplayers, and i was there in my misao outfit (with jacket over it) thinking stop stop please shutup!!! ;_;. ::haa:: so finally i got outta the line and went to find everyone~ kaijuu was in the masq so she had rehearsal at 6, but until then, we had 7 hours to burn. gaki, pekkle, and i went to the exhibit hall. it was really small...;;; i kinda forget when lee got into the picture (sorry lee! ;_;) but he was there before i knew it. ^^; i got some yaoi doujin, and gaki and pekkle were bored outta their minds cuz they had already gone on friday. i felt bad, but for some reason they refused to go off on their own. kenji was there, too~ XD finally after about an hour or so, we got outta there and kaijuu met up with us. next thing i know, we're in su-chan's room and she's not in there, but someone else is. 2 guys. one's kevin and the other's ahmed, and he was in bed cuz he wasn't feeling well. i went into the bathroom to fix my hair and costume, and when i come back out, they were both in bed together and it looked KOIBITO DOUSHI!!! O_O i was pretty entertained talking with them and watching them act like lovers ^_____^ very fun~~ there were a few other people that came in and they flipped through my doujin. =P lalala, other stuff happened, and LUNCHTIME!! everyone went to watch this one movie and kaijuu and i went to togo's down the street. the whole time we were eating i was having fun talking to her and watching anji, soujiro, and saitou taking pictures of each other in fighting poses. ^^ they looked at me funny when i walked outta togos. thas when i started walking faster. i didn't wanna get involved in their picture taking x_X;;; lalala even more things happened, and then we were all in the masquerade green room~ only THIS year it was a DIFFERENT room and it was about 4 times as big as last year's room and the sound quality for the tv was a lot better, too!! XD ahmed and keving and su-chan and their friends as well as a ton of other people were in there just hanging out while waiting for the masq to start. a lot of the entries were really good! XD KAIJUU ALSO DID A GREAT JOB!! (even though she fell ._.) i'd say the most interesting part of the day was when i was in my search-for-my-wallet-and-keys panic. o_O;; THAT was scary! i couldn't find them anywhere!! i searched kaijuu's and pekkle's and my own bags for them, but they weren't there, so i went out to look for su-chan's friend who has the key to their room. =_=; what else could i do?? while i was looking for her, i bumped into nick, who would come with me to the room to see if anyone was there since if you didn't have a room key, gaurds wouldn't let you onto the elevators. THAT sucked like hell. nick and i stopped by the bathrooms for a bit cuz he was sweating and had to clean up. we were leaving the hallway when i saw these 2 girls behind me and whispering to each other and pointing at me. walk a little faster. then i hear "ooooh!" behind me. i turn around and they both come up to me and put out their arms and ask "can we have a hug??" ....excuse me??;;; "cuz your costume's so cuuute!!" ......;;;;;;; uhhh sure.... "yaaay!! ::GLOMP!!::" O_O;;;; "thank youuu!! ::runs off:: ................ ANYWAY!! noone was in the room. that sucked. went back downstairs and ran into kevin and some of his friends. we talked a bit and then they left while nick and i just hung around in the lobby. i was worried as hell x_X; a guy walked up to me looking a bit unsure of himself... ...yes? "...do i know you?" ....uhh, i dun think so.. do i know YOU? "i dunno... are you amy?" .....o_O;; ha? no... "oh...! sorry, you look like someone i know ::stare::" ....haa... i'm not amy though ^^;;; sorry "that's ok, sorry." made introductios, chatted a bit, etc, so thas how i met eric~ nick's friend came and we talked for a bit. fiona walked by and thas when i glomped onto her saying hello~ we had a good laugh just totally goofing off in front of the cameras. then she dragged me over to another group of people where i recognized eric. i was in a semi-headlock. a bunch people there stared at me. "amy??? hi!!" ...i'm not amy ^^;;; "fiona: she's not amy. doesn't she really look like her, though?? this is mirae!" hi...;;; "hiiii" "eric: see, you DO look like amy" but i'm not amy i'm sorry i'm not her!! ::sob:: "fiona: thas ok!" so we hang out there for a bit. after all that chaos (i'm explaining it in a way that things don't sound as hectic as they really were), i headed back up to the green room for masq. kaijuu called and told me that my wallet and keys were in her bag and with her at that moment. ::PHEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:: ;_; masq ended a while later and we all watched photo shoots. a bit before heading home, phi and i hung around in the lobby while everyone else was doing their own thing. a few more photographers came by and asked for our pictures. kaijuu came back to us. gaki pointed out a guy named justin who was dressed in a really really nice kimono-type costume. (honestly, i dunno what the cosplay was cuz i'm dumb). gaki said "he's a pretty guy". guy with pretty face = mirae running over to see. kaijuu knew him and went to say hi. i "joined" her. ^_^ he's cool~~~ XD oh yeah! we ran into renee, too~ it was time to go home and we were all pretty tired and slightly irritable and mellow and yeah. i spent the night at kaijuu's house and this morning we went back to fanime before 12. spent a short while there cuz kaijuu needed to return some things and pick up some stuff, and then we went shopping for about an hour. lee was there, too! ^_^ on our way home, we went to togos and then i dropped her off. lunch. food. yum. then it was off to work. i was pretty dead by the time i got there at 4:30. later on a guy got into line with this one girl (so what else is new?) but this time it was different cuz he looked at me for a longer moment than usual. .... ok... w/e... wait, he DOES look a bit familiar though... hmmmmm..... he might be that guy from fanime..... naah just my mind playing tricks on me~ un! a few seconds pass. "....are you amy?" ..... you mistook me for her yesterday! >_< "oh, i'm sorry, but i swear you two look so much alike! mirae, right?" o_O yeah~ nn, eric? "yeah" ^_^ waaaii!! we chatted while i finished his transaction and then he left. =P that little fanime thrill woke me up and i was suddenly in a good mood ^^; work ended and i came home. =D now i'm sitting here typing this up and currently karekano's on the tv. i'm kinda hungry. curry. IEI!! XD so i'm gunna go to sleep soon after handling a few email/ebay stuff, shower, and then i go to sleep since i have school tomorrow ;;;;;_;;;; IYADAAAAA!!!! but yeah. -_-;; not like i can do anything about it so yeah. BYEBYE minna! XD genki de! ps: NO HOMEWORK TONIGHT!! HYEAAAA BABYYYYY!! XD XD - things aren't always what they seem...
ngeh.... i have work in a few minutes and yesterday was a test of endurance. x_x; but it was fun! after school i went to rop, ne? nde, kaijuu and pekkle and i went to get tea and chicken and some snacks for mirae's field trip today in japanese~ so after all that i took pekkle home and went to kaijuu's house to do hw and help her with cosplay, which sadly, i ended up not being able to do ;_; phi came over later and we went out to go shopping for her cosplay stuff. ::weh:: got pekkle again, too. nde we went to a few places looking for gloves, ne, but stores don't have normal gloves anymore cuz it's summer =_=;;; dinner was mcd's, so we took that to steph's house to eat. stayed till 10something, took pekkle home, and then phi came over so we could get working on her costume so she could wear it today. ~_~ sleeves are a pain in the @$$. field trip today! it was fun! =D my japanese class went to villa montalvo and hakone gardens where we had bento ^_^ good stuff~ i drove my own car as opposed to the rest of the class (minus 3 other people), and it was nice not being crammed into a van. ^^;;; nde, after school, jon called and we hung out for a while~ =D i hadn't seen him in so long and yeah! it's so cool to be able to talk to him so freely about a buncha things, and really funny how he reacts when i act "not-so-innocent" ^^;; so now that i have to go to work, i shall be back later. and since tomorrow's fanime and i didn't know that and i thought it was NEXT weekend, looks like i'll have to ditch out on work tomorrow o_O;;; TOM-BOSS, YURUSHITEEEEEE!!! ;_; ok... time to go! XD - things aren't always what they seem...
::fueee:: first off, i woke up this morning at 7 and struggled to try getting to school on time. after i got jamba juice. yep, it's spring fling week, and closed campus during lunch, which means noone's allowed to leave campus. which means i should take my own food to school this week. yeah. got my "breakfast", and got to school at 7:55, which is when it usually starts. well... i noticed the parking lot was really empty for that time of morning, and when i got outta my car, it hit me. it's wednesday. and i totally knew that, but i COMPLETELY blanked out on the fact that we have tutorials on wednesdays. which means school don't start till 8:35. damn. what was i gunna do for half an hour?!?!! luckily, stan was there so we just talked for a while in the library. it was quite nice. i had asked my mom before i left for school to drop off a lunch for me at school since i wasn't allowed to leave campus. i went to the office to pick it up, and instead of a sandwich from home, i found a whole bigmac meal waiting for me! O_o MAMA, ARIGATOUUUUU!!!!! nathan interrogated me: "how did you get that?!" ..my mom got it for me..;; "............oh. lucky bastard" ^^;; that was interesting. nde, i had an ortho appt so i got there, and right after that, i just went straight to the mall to go shopping. didn't feel like going home and had nothing else to do. nah, didnt get any clothes or anything, BUT i DID get a new CELL PHONE!! XD XD XD lovely little nokia~~ i watched anime for a while and before i knew it, it was 9. and what REALLY bugs me is that my D drive ISN'T WORKING!! i stick a cd in there and it tells me to 'please insert a cd', KUSOOOOOO!!!!!!!! and i think i'm supposed to try to install a driver into the comp, but i dunno how to do that, not to mention i dun even know if thas what i'm supposed to do for sure! GAH!!! how am i gunna burn cds if i dun have both my drives working?! >_< i'm at the peak of pms. haven't started my rag yet, though i prolly will in the next 2 days. and i'm sure noone needed to know that, but thas the only way to explain my mood swings, NEEEEEEEE!!! ok..... will...calm down. i have a physics test tomorrow that i need to study for, but i think i'll do it during the first 3 periods of the day. =_=;; nitenite minna... - things aren't always what they seem...
uGYAAAAA!!!!! everyone's home nowwww!! ;_; ureshiii!! nde! gaki got me the lovely copics and x card binder XD XD arigatouuuu!!! i already stuck the cards in there XD ato, pekkle had this reeeeeeally nice necklace, and i switched the one i was wearing with his and he didn't even notice~ XD i still have it on and i just noticed when i got home o_O;;; it was an accident, i swear!!!! ...speaking of accidents, it seems my little gaki and pretty boy had gotten into one after school. stupid juniors rear-ended her car. and also speaking of which, i was taking pekkle home this evening and there were these 2 white guys on the side of the road on the way to pekkle's house, and one of them pointed to the middle of the road as if a kid was there or something, and i stopped real fast cuz i thought i was gunna hit something. turns out that dood was being an idiot and f*ckin with my mind. i'd like to kick him in the nads REAL hard. so yeah, i went to gaki's house and it was fun~ and i had a few heart attacks just looking at what she bought while she was waaaaaay over on the other side of this rock we call earth. i LIKE some of the stuff she bought! come to think of it, i forgot to ask her if she had any money left when she came home...;;; pekkle apparently didn't. ;;; i hear he's pretty good at the ufo doll machines, though, and that a lot of his money went to getting gaki and michelle their dolls x_X; my poor pretty boy... i haven't heard from kaijuu yet cuz she was sleeping while i was at gaki's house. i guess that could be expected of her x_X; i wonder if she has major jet-lag? i thought i had a crapload of hw tonight, but it turns out that i don't...;;; i'm not complaining though~! XD as for the rest of the day, not much happened. i was in a pretty good mood today for some reason - i think it's all pms, though ;;; THAS OK! ah! i picked up my paycheck~ money is slowwwwly building up in my bank account for ax. veeeerrrry slowwwwwlyyyyy.... - things aren't always what they seem...
i found a new way to be as lazy as can be! since both my mouse and keyboard are wireless, i can fall asleep watching anime on my computer if i want and not have to worry about anything like waking up in the middle of the night cuz of the light from the monitor! i found a way for myself to comfortably watch a show while lying in bed and being able to control the computer and have my monitor turn off after a while. XD it's quite nice~ and i wake up to music, too. =D gotta love it! yes, i've become that much lazier~ kazue and i went out for my lunch break yesterday during work. i gotta remember to pay her back $2 asap. but yeah, we went to q-cup, got a drink and chicken, and it's funny how i was full off of that for the rest of the day. o_O; tom-aniki, buddha, heidi, and i were supposed to go out to dinner, but i wasn't hungry and heidi wasn't picking up her cellphone, so we ended up not going, though i think tom and buddha went anyway. i had work from 12-4, and chatted with yaeko for an hour afterwards. she told me about japan while i listened and ached to go there even more. ;_; we went to the bookstore and i got may's asuka and wings. ^_^ nii-chan was there today, too~ nde, came home, did some ebay stuff, and then went out to dinner with tom-boss, tom-aniki, heidi, and roy. we went to the italian restaurant on prospect and heidi and i had fun kicking roy and tom everytime they were being idiots ^_^ overall, dinner was pretty fun~ heidi and i split a choco dessert... which seemed to have a bit of alcohol in it. ...heidi got a little weird, but i think it was also the effect of the loaf of bread she had earlier o_o;; as for me, i'm screwed cuz i have hw to do but i haven't even started. ^^;;; i guess i'll do it all the due periods. ^^; speaking of periods, i think i'm pmsing. my moods have been going up and down and yeah;;; it's kinda scary. o_o;; i'm not mellow, but the energy level just goes waaaaay out there sometimes. so watch out yo. AAAH!!! minnaaa kaette kurundaaaaaaa ;;;;_;;;;;; steph, phi, pekkle, michellie, they're all coming back hoooome!!! yattooooo ;;;;_;;;;; i miss them so much! it's a bit early, but OKAERINASAI!! ^_^ - things aren't always what they seem...
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