[[ Sunday, May 18, 2003 ]]
[[ 12:14 p.m. ]]
stole this from tina :D
Three things that make you laugh:
1. friends
2. when people do stupid things
3. my brother... he's funny ^^;;
Three things you love:
1. FOOD
2. CHOCO
3. my friends <3
Three things you plan to do before you die:
1. get married
2. go skydiving
3. write a popular manga
Three things that turn you on about the opposite sex:
1. smile :D
2. voice
3. cut bod *_*
Three things you say the most:
1. nya?
2. saa...
3. shiran..
Three bad habits you have:
1. procrastinating..... and procrastinating...
2. eating when i shouldn't be
3. leg shaking... you know how you're sitting and your leg(s) shake and you dun even realize it...
Three things that you wish you had:
1. my own place
2. money <3
3. less distance from here and sc
Three things you are thinking about right now:
1. i'm hungry...
2. my back hurts
3. aitai...;_;
Three drinks you regularly drink:
1. coffee
2. tea
3. juice
BASiCS
name : mirae cha
nicknames: i have lots of aka's, but noone calls me them :P
sex : f
birthday : march5
age : 19
star sign : fish
place of birth : san francisco
current residence : the nonexistent town of saratoga
hair color : some parts gold, some parts black..;;
eye color : dk brown
height : i say 5'6". phi says 5'4". unya?
writing hand : right
BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
do you bite your nails : no
can you roll your tongue: no
can you raise one eyebrow at a time : yah kinda
can you blow smoke rings : dun smoke
can you blow spit bubbles : ha?
can you cross your eyes : yah
can you flip your eyelids out : never tried o_O;
tattoos and where : none, but i like rikuo's tattoo *_*
piercings and where : ear lobes
do you make your bed daily : kinda have to since our house is on the market and needs to be clean -_-;;
CLOTHES
what goes on first bra or underwear : o_O;; hai??? eh... whichever happens to be closer?
which shoe goes on first : whichever shoe is closer...?
how much money is usually in your wallet : if i ever have cash, less than 20. card is good.
what jewelry do you wear 24/7 : either necklace or earrings..
whats sexiest on a guy : XD when he wears a button-up collar shirt with the top 2 buttons undone XD XD XD
whats sexiest on a gurl: i'll tell you what's NOT sexy. when their whole abdomen's spilling over their too-small pants. =_=#
would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great: rather be on time :D if i happen to look great, well then~ XD
FOOD
do you twirl your spagetti or cut it : twirlie twirlie~
how many cereals are in your cabinet : ... i dunno o_O;;
what utensils do you use eating pizza : utensils?! with pizza?!?!!?!
do you cook : ........................
GROOMiNG
how often do you brush your teeth : 2xday
how often do you shower/bathe : 1xday
how long do these showers last : 10-15 mins...
hair drying method: airdryyyy
do you paint your nails : nah..
MANNERS
do you swear : yah.. shouldn't do it so much though..
do you spit in public : no
do you pee in the shower: wha....? o_O;
iN + AROUND
the cd player : a burned cd sean made.. korean stuffs :D
person you talk most on the phone with : kien? ...i dunno... not really a phone person...
what color is your bedroom : white
do you use an alarm clock : cell phone..
have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : no
ever sunbathed in the nude : no
window seat or aisle : window
whats your sleeping position : nya? i just kinda pass out ^^;; dunno..
what kind of bed do you like : heidi always has nice beds *_*
in hot weather do you use a blanket : yah
do you snore : only if i'm deathly tired
do you sleepwalk : nope
do you talk in your sleep : nope
do you sleep with a stuffed animal : nope
how about the light on : NO
do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : usually mp3s
WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
were kissed or kissed someone : yesterday
watched bambi : ... back in the daaaaay~~ when i didn't know what divorce was
cried : a few weeks ago....?
talked on the phone : last night
read a book : a few weeks ago
punched someone : yesterday just playing around :P
THE FUTURE
where do you see yourself ten years from now: let's see... 29... married! and my husband has already retired me :D
who are you gonna be married to and where : shirannaaaa
how many kids do you want to have : 0
your jOb : mangaka? :D
future school : nyu? o_O;
FRIENDS
who is your best friend : can i have 3 or 4?
what friend makes you smile the most : michelle
friend that you miss the most : michelle
MUSiC
is music important to you : hell yeah
do you sing? : yah
what instruments do you play?: piano... poorly
what do you think of Eminem : he's ok
in your opinion, what band is the best of all time? : shiran..
DO YOU LIKE
pop music : yah
rock music : un
punk music : betsunii
rap music : hai
hip-Hop/RB : yesh
country : no
jazz : maa...
classical : kinda...
what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about : ....
last word : byebye~
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Saturday, May 17, 2003 ]]
[[ 8:16 a.m. ]]
it's 8:16am. yes, i naturally woke up just a few minutes ago. i dreamt all night. long time no see, jack~ and pekkle, too~ come to think of it, just the whole akg group... kyaha~~ so yah, i'm like.. a fallen angel or something kinda like ceres who came to earth for some reason and i'm hurt so i can't go home so i'm stuck on earth till my wings heal or something like that, and dahoon pretty much takes care of me the whole time and when i'm with my akg friends, dahoon and jack kinda have sparks going between them. ....... not THOSE kinda sparks, but the kind that says "i really don't like you"..... o_O; somewhere about halfway through the story i tell dahoon that i'm not really human and he looks at me like o_O; when i show him my wings (which can be hidden like yue's :D) i dunno.... weird dream.....;; what time did i sleep last night...? o_o; i remember feeling like crap cuz i was sore all over and had a sore throat and it was cold no matter what i did x_X; I FEEL BETTER THOUGH! HAHAHAHA!! .......
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Friday, May 16, 2003 ]]
[[ 11:49 p.m. ]]
wow work never went by so slowly.... even so it was different today cuz i drove to blossom hill to get bags cuz our store was running really low. a nice half hour or so of not dealing with customers :D i went to lunch right after that. olive happened to come by while i was in the back eating >_< sorry olive!! i would've called you but my phone was at home ;_; nde, after work i went straight to sc to raid dahoon's anime XD sankyuu hanii!! while the cds were burning, we produced 4 frisbees :D i dissected 2 of them~ glitter...... *_* nde! dahoon, elo, sean, and i went to pink godzilla for dinner~ sushiii... <3 now it's time to binge on anime! XD kyuu~~ <3
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Thursday, May 15, 2003 ]]
[[ 4:25 p.m. ]]
in santa cruz~ okaerinasai to lisaaaaa!! hope you get time to play this time :D ato.. i actually watched chobits last night/this morning. didn't sleep till 8 or so, and then was woken up around 11 =_=;; 3 hours of sleep doesn't do too much good for you when you actually need your rest, yah? but thas ok.. i'm kinda sorta catching up on my anime lag. all i gotta say on that topic is... the manga's better. so yeh, i ended up spending the night here at oakes instead of heidi's place cuz i wanted to chill here for a while and she was sick and wanted to go back and all that stuff.. there's never an uninteresting night at oakes =_= i'm just blabbing.. what a pointless update...
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Tuesday, May 13, 2003 ]]
[[ 9:35 a.m. ]]
ugh... very very good thing happened, but so did very very bad things. i went to the beach with a bunch of people and we were all swimming and having a good time. it was night =_=;; the waves were big and it was lots of fun~~ i notice this guy, he's kinda cute, so we're racing each other and stuff.. and when we're all done, we go to the shopping center and he's carrying me around on his back ^^; dunno why..;; and there's a dance somewhere in a hotel, so we go look for that and spend a few hours there. eh.... i saw daniel there. the guy i liked for a looooong time waaaay back when. we hung out and it was like the good ol' days again and i'm liking him again... but he likes me too!!!! XD XD KYAHAHAHAHA!!!! so it's all good! he came with other people so i meet them, and they're staying at the hotel so we chill in their rooms. he has a room with some other people, but they weren't back yet so we just kinda raid the sofa bed and it was surprisingly soft and comfy o_o he talked about how we could hang out more and do this and that, and eventually we fell asleep... when we wake up, there's mail for me.. o_O; mail...?? i look at it and it's an arrest warrant for not taking care of my traffic ticket within 21 days, and i get mad cuz everytime i called the system, it said there was nothing on file so i pulled out the citation and the number was different. which meant i'd been putting in the wrong number this whole time and it really was in the file. aww shit...
then i woke up. ::BA:: tto.. look at the time. still 9. good. go back to sleep. can't. this sucks. shower...
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Sunday, May 11, 2003 ]]
[[ 4:57 p.m. ]]
woot! done with pic for mom! i kinda like how it came out. iei for special effect brushes! >_< it's all framed and set to go. geh....

=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Sunday, May 11, 2003 ]]
[[ 11:37 a.m. ]]
iei for 9 hours dreams?! or at least what felt like 9 hours...? it was all a jumble of living in an apartment with some people, being in a hotel, being chased by the police because of my little plastic airplane thas clipped to my air vents in the car just cuz it blinks red lights whenever a phone call comes in, going random places i dun even remember anymore, and just stuff in the general that i didn't really get. speaking of which, i'm reminded of a dream i had a long time ago. there was a huge hotel and there were glass elevators that went all along one whole side of the building, and it was sunset and really pretty, and someone took me to a tower kinda like tokyo tower or the eiffel tower or something, and we were going up the elevator and looking at the sunset and it was all love2... yeah random, i know.
so it's mother's day today and i'm supposed to get something for my mom. i just dunno what to get her cuz flowers die within a week and she doesn't really like anything in general. so hard to please =_= i'm trying to draw something for her but my hand just won't work with me to make anything decent for a mom... ugh... time for more dream dwelling.. i want my illust... ;_;
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Friday, May 9, 2003 ]]
[[ 11:15 p.m. ]]
i had a really whacked out dream last night that sean and i were engaged o_O; i tied a sheer fabric ribbon around his finger as a promise. it was... odd....;; and then today i was proposed to >_< lol! funny (yet very nice) people~ twas a busy day with much driving and i killed my gas tank. i should really get some of that fuel efficiency. yesh... and tomorrow i'm going to sacramento! ieiiii all my cousins are gunna be there! once again, i forgot that mother's day is this sunday. the irony just drips off the walls. why? cuz i work at hallmark. a constant reminder of any and every holiday you could possibly celebrate =_=; forgetting valentine's, mother's day, etc. someone shoot me if i forget father's day.... and IEEEEEIII to lisa for getting your layout finished!! it's just bootiful!! :D and you! have fun in vegas! come to think of it, i've never been there before... what's there to do? .... thanks to kien for showing the plan today~ sorry i was asleep when you came in and then had to leave soon after you finished ;_; curfews suck, but that's ok! i won't have one soon cuz i'll hopefully be moved out by the end of the month... uh.. yes.. i'm gunna go to bed since i feel kinda sickly right now. oyasumiiii~
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Wednesday, May 7, 2003 ]]
[[ 9:28 p.m. ]]
SEEEEFU!! mission spend-the-night-at-santa-cruz-and-make-it-on-time-to-work-the-next-morning ACCOMPLISHED! ::haa:: left brother at home, trusting him for one night to keep the house clean since there are gunna be people looking at it the next day. so i trusted him. and headed off to santa cruz, even though i didn't really feel like it, but i knew just being there with people would be good for me, so off i went. met patrick from heidi's work, and then we went to the beach for a little while and just spaced out. it was high tide so i stared at the waves for a good while *_* they were big... <3 and then we went to late night dining hall where i re-met alex. hadn't seen him for a long time. heidi likes to make fun of the weirdest things... o_O;; i wanted to go to oakes and make a surprise visit to the guys, which we ended up doing. all of them were like "O_O whoa! hi!" except dahoon, who was sleeping. he woke up pretty quick though ^^;; so heidi and i just chilled there for a while before we went back to cowell and slept. *_* mm.. i like her bed.. and i had a weird dream, but it was pretty nice. now, if only i could remember what it was.
i started my trek to hallmark around 10, stopped by my house real quick to wash up and make sure the house was in order, and then continued my way to work. it was a long day. long, yet, not. i find myself having fun with ribbon and making things all pretty for mother's day and stuff a lot. OH! and i had fast food for the first time in a looooong time *_* aa.. fries... ::drool::...
i am one confused little girl here. x_X;
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Tuesday, May 6, 2003 ]]
[[ 9:36 a.m. ]]
once again, someone was trying to save me in my dreams. and there was the most beautiful ocean i'd ever seen!! *_* hiro, dad, and some other lady was there and we were standing at the edge of a cliff looking at the ocean during sunset. the waves were huge down there *_* and when we went home where there was a bbq or something, and i tried to escape and hiro came with me. weird stuff..... dun get it.. got caught, which is when we dashed outta there in another car. ...... interesting...
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Sunday, May 4, 2003 ]]
[[ 7:46 p.m. ]]
i slept well. had quite a nice dream~ i was being held ransom and there was a guy that was trying to save me and it was all a big dramatic manga <3 i cried a lot in it. i dunno why. that big house where lots of weird things happen and there are lots of secret passageways in the walls and stuff was in there, too. hauuu... bishi... <3
so i went to b&n and did the unthinkable. i sat down for 4 hours and read "memoirs of a geisha" by arnold golden or something...? it's a pretty good book~ couldn't go home just then so i went to starbucks, where i ran into mike and happened to meet ben. we chilled for a bit, mike had to split so ben and i went to the mall to pass time, and then i came home feeling kinda sick. i hadn't eaten in 30 hours... that really sucked... but i'm feeling better now! i think i'll work on my gallery now :D
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Saturday, May 3, 2003 ]]
[[ 10:49 p.m. ]]
the day started off with my getting kicked outta the house. not cuz we got into a fight or anything, but cuz weekends are for open house, meaning people will freely walk in and out from 12-4. or 6. one of the two. apparently we're not supposed to be here. so i went out and ran some errands, and then went to dan's place to chill and play some video games while jon finished with his schedule and came over. we went to the great mall, had lunch at another shopping center, then came back and played doa volleyball and doa3. throughout the entire day, we talked about girls, covering every aspect you could possibly imagine, from personal preference to what's considered sexy to anything and everything else. it was really funny listening to them ^^;; i tried on a few things, got a new shirt :D and my head started hurting from staring at the tv screen for so long when we got back to play video games. and here i am, staring at another screen, which isn't doing me any good, but that's totally okke!
satoshi! omae kyou kuru to ittadarou?? doushitan?? and heidi and kien, i really wanted to go over but my hate for driving highways overkilled my yearning to go T_T i'm sorry!! i still love you!! speaking of which, i was proposed to tonight o_O; you know who you are! save that question for someone special!! >_< phiiiii!!! don't overdo the ddr stuff, man! i dunno whether to be happy for you or worry! >_< muri sunna! kaijuu! watch over her ;_; AND YOU!! take care of yourself this weekend cuz i can't do anything from here.
MINNA NI CHUU!!
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Friday, May 2, 2003 ]]
[[ 8:28 a.m. ]]
ok so yesterday i thought i was scheduled for work at 10. i went in and cindy was all confused, but she let me work anyway :D i have work today at 10. i think i got a job at sushi boat, though i dun really wanna work there for $6.75 an hour. must look elsewhere. starbucks.. *_* free coffeeeee... *___*
OH GOD!!!! i was just reminded of that freaky-ass doll that jack was showing me last night!! what the hell!! i fuckin hate dolls!!! dood, i hate kids in general, and most things that take on little kid form is FREAKY. have you noticed?? like DOLLS?? clowns are freaky as hell, too! ::shudderrrrerererererr::
i had a dream my mom was bitching at me for watching anime at normal volume. said it was too loud. .....;;; not cool. OH! i drew last night! ieiii~ naru from love hina~ nyahaha~

=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Thursday, May 1, 2003 ]]
[[ 8:25 a.m. ]]
holy mother of jesus i had one of the freakiest dreams! X_X i was going about my everyday life and driving mom around for some reason, going places where weird things happened, and dood, my teeth were all screwed up! o_o like.. one was missing and the others weren't even in the right places and i was like GYAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! ............ not cool... it always takes me a moment to realize it's a dream when it's one of those teeth-screwed-over dreams.... i dunno why... ::sweat:: i dun think the fact that i'm drinking coffee i made helps, either... coffee made by me = 1.5 spoons coffee mix, 2 spoons sugar, 1 spoon condensed milk, all into 1 little cup. and these are really rounded spoonfuls... hadn't made coffee for a while so i forgot how much of what to put in. goodbye to healthy bones =_=
aa... i'm lagging in the cosplay and anime watching section of my hobbies.... haven't seen anything new beyond... beyond... uh.. i think the newest thing i watched was a couple eps of ghost in the shell at pekkle's. and the newest thing before that was prolly furuba. .... ::haaaa:: that's ok... i can catch up later. tonikaku, for me right now, moving out is my motivation for everything!! find full time work! find roommate! IKKUZOOOO!!
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Wednesday, April 30, 2003 ]]
[[ 7:33 p.m. ]]
::haaaaaaa:: my dad had another one of those "talks" with me earlier. naturally, i got pissed, but i did some net-surfing for a while. weird how stuff like researching jobs and places to live could calm me down... i lost my appetite twice today, and lost the urge to draw even though inspiration had hit me like a train just minutes before. i put up a commission on ebay, though! that's about the only productive thing i got done...
work at 10 tomorrow, dad's kicking me out of the house by 9 and it kinda bugs me how he's telling me to get a job and support myself and all that, but at the same time, he's not doing anything to find a job himself. for about 6 hours he goes to the bookstore, goes hiking in the mountains or works out at the gym. he hasn't even gone back to LA where his apartment is for more than a month, hasn't gone to the real estate school he was talking about, and doesn't do anything but watch tv and eat when he's at home. i dun get it... as for mom, we haven't said more than 3 words since i got back. and apparently while i was gone, jinho's been studying in the afternoon and evening. kinda reminds me of me when i was forced to do crap like that in junior year and almost put a hole in the wall.
tonikaku, mom just came in, and ... somehow it made me feel better. i can tell she's really trying to be pleasant. told me i didn't have to leave by 9. woot-ness. i just need to get it through my dad's thick skull that i am NOT a morning person. ok i should really stop here before i say something i'll regret...
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Monday, April 28, 2003 ]]
[[ 10:40 p.m. ]]
... things... just don't stay consistent in my household. my parents just can't make up their minds or something, cuz one minute we're putting up the house for sale, and the next thing i know, we're not moving until my high school junior brother finishes his senior year. what. the hell. MAKE UP YOUR MINDS, DAMMIT!! the divorce, the moving, the apartment down south!! GEEZ!!!! ..... i'm stressing out a little bit right now... when mirae's stressed for extended periods of time, she gets sick. i think... i need a nice long hot shower and a good night's sleep... yes...
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Monday, April 28, 2003 ]]
[[ 5:06 p.m. ]]
i'm home.
dad and jinho were here, i came in as quiet as i could and went to the living room. my brother saw me in the doorway. dad turned around, stared for a moment, and then broke out into a smile "HEY MIRAE!!!" and he got up and hugged me like gyuuuuuu. twas a tearful reunion (on my dad's part) and he was really happy to see me. no yelling or anything. twas good yesh <3 mom's at work. dunno when she'll be back. my room feels foreign, but i'm guessing it's cuz jello and i cleaned it out real good right before we dashed outta here almost 2 weeks ago. the walls are nekkid. and the ceiling feels really low. but it's good to be back.
i went through a lot while i was out. learned a lot of stuff, and it did me good. i thank those who called to check up on me. sorry for making you guys worry... i'm especially grateful to my former temp caretakers. ^_^ love you guys so much <3 oh, my dad gives thanks to those who let me stay with them, and says he wants to return the favor in any way possible someday. :D i kinda wanna document my time out cuz lotsa stuff happened, but i dun think i have the brain capacity to do that.....
::haa:: with that, i'll be leaving for santa cruz tonight for a tidbit. ^^;;;; but yeah... i feel like eating something... and then i gotta wrap a big box. and then i gotta unpack. i think i shall happily do the laundry tonight <3
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Saturday, April 26, 2003 ]]
[[ 1:35 p.m. ]]
this be mirae checking in from san francisco.
ikiteimasu.
i'm doing fine but i think i'm about ready to go home soon. soon meaning monday i guess...;; i ran away from home about a week an half ago and been staying at a couple friends' houses. had a nice break from parents, and yesh.. i will be going back to the nest in which i was brought up in, so no worries. i know whatever i say isn't going to justify how stupid i've been, so i dun think i'll be saying anything. ...the "g" button's disfuctional on this laptop o_O; .... . . .......... i dunno what to say...
i hate driving in sf. SLFJS;LFJS;LFJS;LF CRAP GG!!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Thursday, April 17, 2003 ]]
[[ 4:18 p.m. ]]
mmyes... many things to get done, many things to think about. i had one of those "talks" with my dad again, about what i'm doing with my life, and once again, parents try to put restraints on me. bullshit ones like "bed by 11, up by 8" piss me off the most. and the paternal unit's stupidity is unbelievable. dun even have the energy to vent anymore. i feel better. things are... not really settled, in fact they might get worse, but sometimes things gotta get worse to get better, right? yeah i'm not making any sense here cuz i'm just kinda rambling on and on right now. spacing out half way and this is turning more into a free write more than anything. poke. not going to brad duncan, instead, i must find full time work and a place in which i can take refuge and think. yes... must not think too hard otherwise i might twist my head into angles in which it shouldn't be going. lack of sleep and overabundance of tears isn't helping, either. i must look like shit. time to change me clothing. 48 minutes!!!
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Tuesday, April 15, 2003 ]]
[[ 4:11 p.m. ]]
......work is a good frequent reminder of how much i -strongly- dislike kids. it's even worse when the women bring 3 at a time. and -all- of them are crying/screaming/whining about one thing or another. and they're all touching shit and messing up what you've been organizing and sorting out for the past 4 hours. !#@^$%&* i should've just called in sick and played with michelle... i'm sorry beibi.. after i eat this, i'm gunna go over to pekkle's and keep my mind off the iya na mono.
i am suddenly overcome by a feeling of *hearts* for everyone. my food doesn't feel like it's gunna stay down....;;
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Sunday, April 13, 2003 ]]
[[ 9:43 p.m. ]]
hamyuuuuu twas a loverly reunion with beibi coming home for the week~ heidi was there, too, and we all squee-ed until we could squee no more, and then went out to meet up with the brs~ arcaded, and then went to get tea, where my hair was ruffled beyond words. the fact that it was wet from the rain didn't help my situation any either, but thas ok ^^;;; so my two darlings spent the night at my house, and i kinda passed out with michelle and heidi's voices putting me to sleep. i woke up on and off at random times cuz heidi was on the phone, and i remember trying my best not to yell at her... o_O;
OH! i had this dream before going to leadership that i was going on a bus and everything, and last night, i had that same dream, only there was a 2nd sequence where we were going again, and i didn't tell my parents that i was gunna be gone for the weekend so after i'm already on the minibus with everyone in there, i call home on my cell and tell my parents i won't be there. i remember kien was sitting behind me and he was like "o_O you didn't tell your parents??" nope.
us 3 headed off to the sakura matsuri in sf once we were all up. it was fun~ till it started raining. and i got hungry. and we were going to santa cruz and there was an accident on 17 where a car was flipped (lord only knows how that happened) and traffic was pretty much stopped for a good 10-15 minutes. came home and went out to dinner with family right after that. brother's 17th bday dinner at benihana. twas good, but boring. there was this one white lady there that was really loud and kinda conceited and not very polite. it bugged. she was giving scott (our host) a hard time. long time no see!
the feeling of a full belly really makes you sleepy after a while.
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Friday, April 11, 2003 ]]
[[ 12:06 a.m. ]]
aaa.. the feeling of coming home after a long day. comforting, yet, not, when you know you gotta get up the next morning earlier than the typical noon time to go to work. a job. geh.... so after my own job today (i think i should make my goal to not break anything for a week) i went straight over to kien's for counseling. thanks kien! :D for many things~ and then there was the board plan which went pretty well, too. picked up starter kit from riki's, and now i'm sitting here totally ready to go to bed to wake up at 9.
i can't wait till this weekend!! beibi's coming home, bbq, and sakura matsuriiii~~ looks like i'm gunna be spending a lot of time in sf this weekend....;; and beibi! you shall come with me! <3
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Thursday, April 10, 2003 ]]
[[ 11:13 a.m. ]]
i am reminded of why i don't like answering the phone. =_= realtors keep calling for the house wondering if they can come see the house and crap, and this one lady who called isn't exactly the most cheerful person in the world was talking like i did something wrong just cuz she didn't get to see the house yesterday. uh, sorry, i'm not the owner of the house. i just live here. =_=+ THE SPA'S FIXED!!! ouji's barking like mad. i have work at 12 and food is good.
i had the weirdest dream that made absolutely no sense. a few of my business group people and i were in sf and we were getting on busses, something about being separated into groups and susan WAS on my bus wearing a white gown o_O but then her sister came and had some fries with her and susan went onto the other bus...;;; next thing i know, i'm in someone's room, it's pretty big and has comp to the left, fat entertainment system straight ahead, kinda like pekkle's place, only there wasn't as much stuff around. nde, pekkle and his little brother (????) were sent off somewhere and their dad was on a business trip and he was this really manly kinda scarylooking guy in a hakama, and i was taking over for the dad and made a video that told pekkle and his brother to clean up the place and not do anything stupid. there was a mario game there that i'd never seen before. and jack and lee were playing a game on the computer, but i dunno when they got there....;; i gyuuu-ed onto jack and it was like back in the day.... i think i miss him. and then there was a good looong time of just trying to get back to sleep after that, cuz there was the dog barking and gardeners coming in with their loudass equipment, phone ringing and all that crap.. and i was just trying to get to sleep in between all that but couldn't really. when i first checked the clock, it was 9something, but i checked it again a long while later and it was 9:30ish?? so i was either dreaming (which didn't feel like i slept anyway) or my brain's just really bad at tracking time in the morning.
i dun wanna be home while all these people i dunno are going i and out. che.. should clean up a bit and head off to work early. GWAYAHHHHH!!! what to do about tonight!! i need to get riki's cd back from lee, figure out if i have to go to sc, and go to dinner in sf as soon as i get off work, and things CLASH!!! ;laskjf ;klsai i think it's heidi's curse to me. when something involves her, plans seem to clash. a lot. chikishou... and i dun even know what to do about this weekend, dammit!!
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=
[[ Wednesday, April 9, 2003 ]]
[[ 11:00 p.m. ]]
GAH!!! 3 days for 1 picture is... a little too long for me x_X; but i like how it came out, just a "tad" bit of photoshop work, killed my hand and all that crap, but it's ok! ieeeeeiii~~ i'm so glad you like it~~ ureshii desu <3 oh, and the reason the girl on the right looks familiar is cuz i sketched kotori kinda similar to that pose and hair and all that in rop last year. at least... i think thas why... besides, all the people i draw look alike so she prolly looks like all the other 50million girls i've drawn >_<
dood, i went out to breakfast. with mom. does anyone else find that odd other than me? breakfast. with mom. it definitely felt weird, but still kinda nice... she doesn't like the idea of my private franchising, which i expected. we kinda sorta bonded and talked about family stuff. and i taught her some of those how-to-handle-your-teenager skills~ that was from 9-12;; we sat in a cafe for 3 hours. i had work after that, so off i went, lost track of time and worked 20 mins over. thas ok. i have a big project moving hella frames and stuff tomorrow~ ieiiii something to do~ alicia and i are racing each other in the charms contest. nde, i get home and check my phone and since i forgot it at home, i had 3 missed calls;; and then 3 more calls came in since then. nanka.. i've been talking on the phone a lot lately. i kinda like it (even though reception sucks ass around here) cuz people like... counsel with me~ i feel so special~~ XD UWA! gotta get cd from lee before the gates of curfew close. expect 2 new drawings in the near future!!
=yume wo shikkari tsukamatte=