..[[ a buncha quizzes ]]..
aright, apparently i mistaken about the whole thing with gary tho even if ghost wasn't encouraging me, i don't think what yusuke was saying was hinted unconsciously.. but whutever..
got these off gab's blog.. ^^
You are the Sophisticate Barbie! You like to dress up and surround yourself by beautiful people. This makes you feel important. You like things like getting your hair done, nails done, etc. Unless you're a guy, and then...well, you probably shouldn't be taking this quiz anyway.
Which car are you?
WEEEeeEee XD i'ma mercedes.. tho it woulda been nice to be a lexus --;;
took that *What Kpop group should you belong to?* too but the banner was too big so here's my result
WEEeeeEe ^__________^v i'm shinhwa haha arighteez, i think that's about it.. had a big big yakuza chat today XD fun fun tymz hehe.. we got everyone in there hehe.. 8 members baby ^__________^b arightee, that's it.. gotta rent Fight Club tomorrow ^^
... i yearned to live again Monday, July 22, 2002 02:26 a.m. ...
..[[ y'kno what i just noticed? ]]..
i was talking on the phone with trina and i was telling her about the whole gary thing..
i realized how awkward it musta been for him :P
i mean, he musta heard yusuke saying "why don't u hold his hand? why don't u touch him?" and therefore making the whole thing very awkward --;; i feel kinda sorry for him cuz i was just like "no!" but it wasn't cuz i wasn't open to getting to kno him, its just that that yusuke was kinda throwing me into the whole thing :P
and i realized i had been kinda like thinking only about my situation and not really thinking about what he musta been thinkin --;; poor gary
so anyway, yesh.. if all this somehow gets to gary, here's the overall message: i know things were awkward.. i'm sorrie --;; i'm still willing to get to kno u tho ^^;;
arightee, so that's pretty much it.. i was gonna write other crapola but i can't remember now :P
... i yearned to live again Sunday, July 21, 2002 09:23 p.m. ...
..[[ guess who's blogging again ]]..
okay, now the pin drops here..
i'll be short and sweet [well atleast i'll try]... i'm talking with ice right now and we're discussing the whole gary situation...and it made me realize something..
and i will say it right now
I AM SUPERFICIAL.
and this isn't even about gary, really.. i think this just applies to everything. I care about looks. I want my guy to be drop dead gorgeous and you know what? that might not happen but hey, i still find myself giving the cold shoulder to any guy that doesn't satisfy my visual needs... my god, i want a man that i wanna sink my teeth into.. that is SO damn superficial but damnit, its true! --;; y'kno, u'd think that sex would be the farthest thing from my mind since i haven't actually been in a bonafide relationship yet but HEY, IT'S STILL THERE. deargod.
idunno.. i cannot see myself with a guy that isn't atleast good-looking. He must be attractive to my eyes. Y'kno, i can sit there and say how much personality changes someone and that if i really feel for that person, they'll become more attractive to me.. god, i wish that applied to me. I WISH THAT I WOULDN'T GO AFTER SOME MUSCLE-RIDDEN POMPOUS JERK RATHER THAN A NOT-SO-BUFF GUY WHO PROBABLY HAS A PERSONALITY THAT FITS ME MORE...
don't get me wrong.. this isn't about gary.. u ask me, gary's not a bad-looking guy.. he's just really not my type.. as far as i kno right now..
but.... iunno. the physical aspect is just SO damn important to me.. and yes, i am THAT superficial. i don't care. I want a beautiful beautiful man with me at night. god, i'm gonna go to hell. --;; UGH *kicks herself*
y'kno what i figure? everyone hopes that their partner is good-looking, hell, even damn fine... but what i figure.. i've been waiting this long... i DESERVE someone good looking and once again.. this leads to the conclusion that i am a bonafide bitch.. YES.. --;; okay, i'm done. grill me as u please ^^;;
... i yearned to live again Sunday, July 21, 2002 04:21 a.m. ...
..[[ M U S T... B L O G... --;; ]]..
UGH, i get so damn lazy when i hafta blog about a lotta stuff :P
i'd just like to start out by saying that i am in a very very odd mood tonight.. O.o
Akma 27: Tai what do you see Akio's casual winter clothes being?
MisatoJaganshi: hmm....corderoy black baggy pants, white knitted sweater
*skip skip skip*
Akma 27: ummmmmm yeah i can do that
Filodiva19: bright pink snow suit
angeljunie23: LOL
Akma 27: LOL LOL
Filodiva19: OMG.. i'm SO weird tonight
angeljunie23: oh yes....so sexy akio
Akma 27: LOL yesh u are
Akma 27: yeah thats a turn on
angeljunie23: i was abt to say that^^;
Akma 27: ooooooo Akio in a big pink snow suit
Akma 27: RAR
i actually proposed a BRIGHT PINK SNOW SUIT.. --;; omg.. i think i'm going insane.. and then i went off on this whole tangent about yakuza lips.. like i started listing "toki-lips, miya-lips, tai-lips, akio-lips?" O.o i think there is something very wrong with me.. went on nitro too many times --;;
SO, yesh, let's start from the beginning.. i kinda got in trouble with my parents cuz they don't want me going home late all the time anymore.. so anyway, on friday, we were originally supposed to go over thomas's house and drink.. but thomas had work the next day.. so ghosto calls me up and says that thomas couldn't chill but she was staying over ray's house since his parents weren't over.. so i plan to meet up with them laterz at ray's... so i take a shower and what not and i blow dry my hair with it parted down the side rather than down the middle... so i get to ray's house.. i was actually really lucky finding it cuz all the power in his development was out so it was almost pitch... so i go into ray's house and none of the lights are working.. so we chill and we wait for kristine to call while sitting in the dark.. so finally she calls ray's cell and she's at blockbuster and she said that she was waiting for us to pick her up.. but we had thought she was gonna call. --;; so we meet up with her at denny's and we eat some food and diane and ray were total regs there.. so phil calls up and he joins us later with dean, jd, kelvin, and rich, and ...yah, that's it.. so yah, its me, kristine, yusuke, diane, ray, [a's girl.. shit, i always forget her name], A, phil, kelvin, rich, jd, and dean.. so we all eventually go over ray's house and we chill for while and look at some really fucked up pictures online --;; then the A and his girl left and the guys left.. so all the rest of us went to John Blake Rd. or something where its really scary or something and yusuke drove so he turned off his headlights and it was freaky.. --;; and we wanted to go into the development and play on the playground but ray was scared :P so we went back home and then we watched some videos on ray's compie.. he showed Yo! XD WEEEeEEEee.. hehe and eventually i left... so i woke up saturday morning around.. um.. damnit, my brain isn't functioning.. oh, around 9:20 or so.. and so kristine calls me at like 9:50 and says she's gonna leave in 40 minutes or so.. they don't end up coming till like 11:30 --;; so we get to sixflags around 12 and it was HOT AS HELL --;; so we were supposed to meet up with their friend gary from NY but we ended separating first.. so we went on Batman first then we met up with the others before going on nitro.. so kristine and yusuke had been telling me about gary before i met him and i figured he's prolly a nice guy or whutever.. i quote yusuke saying "yah, he's a sexy bitch.. u'll prolly fall in love with him" so i figure, hey, whutever.. but little did i kno.. --;; SO, we meet up with them... btw, don't u hate it when u can't find a single song u wanna listen to on winamp tho u have like over 400 mp3s? sorrie, random.. so anyway, there was gary, this tall asian guy that yusuke was telling me about.. and his friend Dan, an italian guy who we later found out looked a bit like Tom Cruise, and there were two couples... Angela and Jay [known for walking way too damn fast] and George and Suzanne.. so we hung with them.. we went on nitro and then they went on waterworks.. and then we went on nitro and then nitro again before leaving --;; after going on nitro, it seemed like all the rest of the coaster's sucked :P SO, i skipped the most important parts.. aright, so like i said, when i went to chill at ray's i had blowdried my hair to the side.. for some reason everyone thought it looked SO good on me.. diane and kristine kept saying i looked so cute and yusuke even mentioned it.. so i did it again for six flags.. and i was wearing this white camisole n what not and ghosto goes off on how she thought i was SO hot at ray's and that she was looking at me as i was walking in the six flags parking lot and she was thinking "damn, i'd tap that" O.o iunno, i think its weird that mucho-much of my friends have sexual tendencies towards me.. --;; SO, yesh.. she spent the entire day giving me sultry looks, slapping and groping my ass, biting me, and licking me and claiming that i was quote: "salty" O.o SO, i was violated by ghost every two seconds :P okay, so ready for #2? SO, remember how i said that "little did i know" when i mentioned how ghost and yusuke were describing gary... they were trying to set me up with him..... -_________________-;; don't get me wrong, i luv kristine and yusuke but.. i'm really not for set-ups.. i've been against them since freshman year and its like.. now they're trying to set me up with someone --;; i shoulda seen it coming when they first started talking about him to me.. so yusuke spent the whole time tell me to hold gary's hand and pulled me over to him and told me to touch him.. and even ghosto was encouraging me --;; iunno, i mean, i'm really not into set-ups in the first place and i had a feeling it was cuz i'm always hanging out with the couples and i don't have anyone and i thought it was a really sweet gesture or whutever but i really don't think that he's my type :P [sorrie, random break.. but i was in yakuza chat and i said told everyone that i had gone on nitro three times and that my brains were all jumbled and i said quote:" they're like..... ramyun noodles" --;; and to add on to that.. "but they don't have any hot water added to them yet" -________-;;.. i am NEVER going on nitro 3 times in a day AGAIN, i am acting SO weird] okay, back to gary... so yesh, he's around 6'1" or whutever and he's just one of those asian guys..kinda goofy looking but not in an unattractive way.. i mean, he was sweet or whutever and he was real shy in the beginning and then toward the end he started opening up.. but iunno.. despite the fact that i like dorky guys, iunno, i just didn't find anything very particular about him or anything.. and then when yusuke kept on insisting that i hold his hand and whutever, i kept thinking "i don't even know this guy".. --;; but he was nice, and he was really hyper.. he kept singing randomly or whutever and toward the end he was just friendly but iunno, i have a feeling that he's just really not my type.. i like dorky [i'm not saying dorky like dweeb but rather just like a bug-out] guys but iunno, i need some kinda hardcore sense in a guy too.. not just a mushball [i have this huge feeling that i'm being all too picky about guys but its just me] and.. yah.. and to add to it, i think the whole set-up thing just turned me off towards anything... it just.. iunno, i really don't like set-ups.. tho i really do think it was a sweet gesture on the behalf of yusuke and kristine and yah, i'll get to kno gary but only as friends.. iunno :P i'ma bitch --;;.. okay and lastly, like always [dun wanna sound vain but this is the way it goes] the black dudes were oogling me today --;; ghosto kept telling me about them and even yusuke noticed.. i was like --;; i really need to cover my ass more :P arightee.. so after six flags, we went back to my house and ate chinese food and then yusuke and kristine lounged on my couch cuz they had food coma.. and then they left and here i am blogging and chatting and having naughty situations with miya aka nozo --;; and i finally got out of the chat... miya has my handcuffs.. and do any of u understand a damn word i'm saying right now? of course u don't.. why do u even bother reading my blog?? O.O *kicks u* i'm out.. nitee ^_______^v
... i yearned to live again Sunday, July 21, 2002 02:25 a.m. ...
..[[ i found this quite interesting ]]..
took this of someone's blog.. iunno, where clique adorkable is.. i'm too lazy to get the link --;;
LOVE, LUST or MARRIAGE?
LOVE: When you write poems about your partner.
LUST: When all you write is your phone number.
MARRIAGE: When all you write is checks.
LOVE: When sex is called "making love".
LUST: When sex is called "doing it".
MARRIAGE: When you can't remember what you used to call it.
LOVE: When your eyes meet across a crowded room.
LUST: When your tongues meet across a crowded room.
MARRIAGE: When you lose your child in a crowded room.
LOVE: When your heart flutters every time you see them.
LUST: When your groin twitches every time you see them.
MARRIAGE: When your wallet empties every time you see them.
LOVE: When you argue over how many children to have.
LUST: When you argue over who gets the wet spot.
MARRIAGE: When you argue about money.
LOVE: When you have concern for your partner's feelings.
LUST: When you have concern for your partner's test results.
MARRIAGE: When you have concern for what's on TV.
LOVE: When nobody else matters.
LUST: When nobody else knows.
MARRIAGE: When everybody else matters and you don't care who knows.
LOVE: When you like to be seen in public with your partner.
LUST: When you like to see each other naked.
MARRIAGE: When you never see each other awake.
LOVE: When you share everything you own.
LUST: When you steal everything they own.
MARRIAGE: When the bank owns everything.
LOVE: When all the songs on the radio describe exactly how you feel.
LUST: When the song on the radio determines how you do it.
MARRIAGE: When you listen to talk radio.
LOVE: When your farewell is "I love you, darling."
LUST: When your farewell is "Same time next week?"
MARRIAGE: When your farewell is "Pick up some toilet paper."
TOO FUNNY -__________-;;
SO, yes let's see what did i do today? aright, so i went to sleep around 7 in the morning.. i really couldn't sleep.. i heard my mom and dad leaving for work and i had to take nyquil to fall asleep --;; i had to get up around 2 to meet up with toki at the mall at 4.. so i kept waking up before that.. i woke up like every 10 minutes.. so finally it was 2 and i took a shower and shoved my clothes into the dryer for a lil while and i blow dried my hair (i don't know why i'm telling you all these damn details) so yah, i get to woodbridge and i immediately stoge... i was killing for it.. i have such an oral fixation its sick.. so i stood outside and smokes and these thugs started following me around and i was like --;; so i get on the phone with toki and we meet up in front of hot topic.. then we go buy stoges.. i notice that way too many males were staring at us --;; so since we both have oral fixations, we decided to go get some candy but we ended up getting ice cream instead.. so we were walking around eating our icecream and we sit down on these benches cuz we wanna go into the morning glory store but we weren't sure if we could bring in food.. so we were sitting on a bench and these guys from the upper level started yelling at us.. they were like "HEY YOU!! WUSSUP... HEY! YOU! LOOK UP HERE!" and i was like --;; i hate stupid guys.. so then we go into the mgs and i buy a buncha photo albums and some pens.. and then we leave and we went to cvs and.. other places? i really forgot where.. oh yah, we took sticker pics and lez bought her friend b-day presents.. and then we went to pines where we played pool and i ran into this kid from filipino camp.. he recognized me.. i knew he looked familiar.. and then lez's friend emanuel came and he played pool wid us.. i bought a slice of pizza and that italian dude from a long time ago talked to me again --;; and we ate the yummy korean ice pops XD the phil and everyone else came to chill.. we played pool for a while and me n phil played 9-ball i actually like it a lot better than 8-ball.. there were so many ppl there... it was me, phil, ice, gina, kelvz, jd, mike, jason, jeremy, chomie, and rich.. so yah, we played for a while and i smoked like way too much.. --;; and then we left and a buncha really hot korean guys walked in --;; UGH *bites them* and then we went to a diner and then i came home.. so that was my day pretty much.. must fix all my pictures.. :P
... i yearned to live again Friday, July 19, 2002 12:58 a.m. ...
..[[ a couple more tests ]]..
which asian are you?
Made by Cherry
yay, i'm korean O.o LOL
what's your inner flower?
[c] s u g a r d
e w
i got the same thing as ghosto.. i tried taking it over again so i get something different cuz i dun like getting the same thing as other ppl --;;
literally nothing happened today besides trina calling me and telling how much she DOESN'T like UT :P that sux.. i wanted to pull her through the phone cuz she really wasn't having a fun tym there --;; hopefully she can transfer wherever after her first semester :P hrm... that's it.. its hot in here
... i yearned to live again Wednesday, July 17, 2002 11:14 p.m. ...
..[[ a crapload of quizzes here ]]..
brace urselvez.. a lot:
you're high art. you're about lesbians and heroin and take place in new york. how trendy.
take the which prettie movie are you? quiz, a product of the
slinkstercool community.hrm.. not too good.. --;; lesbians aren't my thing :P
well that's good tymz.. ^^
Created by Vurui!
that'd be kinda weird if i got like blond or something --;;
Take the What Kind of Chinese Food Are You? test!
hrm.. well i dun really think i'm that naive but whutever :P
that's good tymz ^^ i like yellow roses
Click Here To Find Out Which Symbol You Are
WEEEEe rain XD i likie rain
Which Lilo & Stitch Character Are YOU?
Find out now! Only from the Quiz Junkie
O.o i'm that massive alien dude --;;
Which Final Fantasy Character Could YOU Be Having Sex With?
Find out now! Only from the Quiz Junkie
funnie.. i dun remember him --;;
Intuition. Insight. Emotions. Feelings.
Take the quiz.
water! yaaayyy ^_^b
My bumper sticker reads:
Yes, you.
Take the quiz.
lol that's too funny
aright, so here's the deal.. i woke up around 2 today when trina calls me from her orienation in TX so we talked for forever and i told her about staying over thomas's n what not... then ghost calls my cellie and she was bored so i get them both on three-way.. so we were all talking n ghost says that her n yusuke finally told each other that they were more than just friends XD *hUGGLZ to ghosto* hehe.. so then trina had to go.. i talked to ghost for a lil while longer and then my mom tells me to vacuum the house --;; so i did... mayn, i was so tired cuz i'm sick and i was hot.. and the vacuuming was so blah.. so i get online and i'm like talking to toki and then because i'm having the rag i got all depressed talking about how i wish i had an object of affection --;; i was listening to an old mp3 i had of Danny n Teddy rapping with HOney Family and DBace and i realized how much i missed swooning over him and how i missed hearing his voice.. i was just really blah and i was debating on whether or not i should go to the gym but since i was feeling all stupie, i decided to go to work it all off.. so i did my work out.. my parents followed afterward cuz my mom wants to join the gym.. so i worked out.. there's another cute filipino guy at the gym... if i see him again i'll introduce myself.. but whutever.. i exerted myself out on every machine and on the cardio machine so i worked off all my worries.. thank god.. then i went back home and i went online.. i made with plans to go with faith to the beach today (its around 4AM right now and i really should sleep --;; cuz i hafta get up around 10 or so) and then tai invited everyone into a chat.. i got to meet someone named coolette aka dami? no idea who she is but she's a friend of tai's.. and then i met nozomi aka miya XD she's a sweetie n she wants to get busy wid akio.. yah, we'll make jo jealous, miya ^^;; my chinese basket has ur name on it hehe.. hrm, so then we chatted for a while which was super-much the fun tymz and then here i am blogging and posting up all these tests :P hrm.. me thinx that's it haha gotta sleep.. damn, i'm hot --;;
... i yearned to live again Wednesday, July 17, 2002 03:37 a.m. ...
..[[ grrrrRRrRrrrrRrRrrr.. ]]..
okay must start out by venting about the newly posted chapter of Fate.. personally, i think Jo is being a super-spoiled brat and he's acting like he has PMS.. "no one loves me.. everyone treats me like a baby.. nah nah nah nah" PLEASE... ur a yakuza and in no way does that characterize bitchy.. not to mention that he is being super cold to akio FOR NO REASON.. just cuz akio doesn't wanna end up dead, jo thinks its okay to be a total jackass to him... yah, blow up in his face since he's worried about u.. i think akio was hurt from all that.. and after he pulled all that shit, i hope Akio doesn't so as give him the time of day.. being a whiny spoiled brat is a definite turn-off..
oh and to add on, i think its totally unfair that toki won't fuck jia anymore just cuz he's married to Lotus.. "loyalty by law" right.. he's just angry that jia married a woman.. think about how jia must feel.. he's being denied the love of his life just cuz he signed a contract to expand his empire.. and while jia can go off and fuck whoever.. tsu, or any girl.. n toki doesn't give a flying fuck, jia conducts business and all of a sudden, toki cares and can't touch him.. UGH.. touchie yakuza..
okay, after reading that chapter, my quasi-good mood has turned slightly sour.. UGH *kicks jo*
SO, layout of... everything. well since friday, lotta crap happened.. i ended up traveling all over the state of NJ.. SO, let's start from the beginning. Friday, we planned on going to Exit again since it was Ladies Night... Trina was leaving for orientation in Texas at 9 in the morning on Saturday. so i visited her for a little while at her house and i ate pizza and we bugged out for a lil while.. then i met up with ghost, diane, n ray at woodbridge mall so that we could straight to ice's house after.. ghost n diane were supposed to take image shot pictures but they ended up not.. oh well whutever.. we got to take some normal pictures in the parking lot anyway.. SO, then we drove to ice's house. WEeEe, that was fun.. we were both like speeding and weaving in and out of cars n what not hehe.. fun tymz.. so we get there and then we call yusuke and he says that thomas hadn't gotten back to him about exit.. SO, he calls back a lil while later and says that thomas didn't feel like going cuz he had been drinking a lil.. so we skipped out on the whole Exit idea.. i wasn't too upset.. i was kinda relieved cuz i didn't have the flyer anyway and i woulda had to pay to get in.. so anyway, we called up phil and told to hit us up at dean's house.. so he came and we chilled for a while.. i was kinda worried cuz instead of telling my mom that i was gonna go clubbing, i told her i was sleeping over govan's house.. SO, since we weren't going to be out till like 9AM, i wasn't sure whether or not i was gonna have a place to stay.. but luckily, yusuke said that thomas had a place near edison since he's transfering to rutgers new brunswick.. SO, we would crash at his apartment rather than yusuke's or thomas's which was like 10 minutes away from NY.. SO, we went down to pines and played a couple of games.. i played good the first game and then after that it got all crappy :P it was me, phil, thomas, yusuke, ghost, kelvin, ice, rich and this girl gina.. super fun tymz.. so after we finished playing pool, me, ghost, yusuke, thomas, phil, n ice went to thomas's apartment to drink a lil.. so we got there and hung out on his retractable lawn furniture (he had just moved in so there wasn't much to lay on).. we took shots once in a while [like every 10 minutes or so] but they were a lil bigger than shots.. and none of us had eaten since like 7 or 8 and it was pretty much already 1AM.. so we got pretty buzzed... we turned the lights off and my keychain had a blue blinking light and we danced around like idiots.. it was fun haha.. we stood out on the balcony and we were looking at these lights from a building and there were two red lights above a white one and then phil or someone goes "that looks like mickey mouse!" and then we all start yelling really loud about how it was mickey mouse or suttin.. and then dean took a piss off the balcony.. it was pretty crazy.. so eventually phil n dean left.. phil only drank one shot so he was fine.. and dean, i think he was more wasted than he claimed he was.. so the booze started wearing off after a while cuz we only had 4 shots since it was all thomas had with him at the time.. yusuke was saying how he shoulda brought his box of heinikens and thomas said he had more booze at home but he didn't bring it.. a few more shots and i think we woulda been gone.. so kristine a yusuke fell asleep on the sleeping bag on the floor and me and thomas shared the bed.. we went to sleep around 5AM.. we woke up like 2 hours later tho cuz the sun was up and i think everyone was damn hungry.. i remember i'd wake up and thomas was like "are you okay?" and i was like "yah.." and then he went back to sleep.. i kept getting up and blowing my nose in the bathroom cuz i was feeling a bit sick.. and then i'd lie back down in the bed where thomas was and he'd throw the blanket over me.. awwwww ^^ so sweet.. so i fell in and out of sleep and i saw yusuke waking up and then he'd go back to sleep and then finally yusuke goes "what time is it?" and i told him it was around 7:30AM and everyone ended up waking up.. so we talked for a while about how thomas should get darker curtains cuz the sun was just pouring into the room which made it really hard to sleep.. then we went back to sleep for a little while before getting up again.. we couldn't take showers at thomas's place cuz he had no shampoo.. SO, i decided to let them come over my place to take showers but first, we'd go eat since we were all starving.. SO, we left thomas's house and we get onto Rt 18.. three separate cars.. kristine's in the front.. [i actually knew exactly where we were.. we were right by college ave] so anyway, we get near east brunswick and that's when the traffic starts... three separate cars trying to follow each other on traffic-filled route 18 is NOT GOOD. we all got separated and i think that kristine and yusuke stayed together for a while but i got stuck all the way back.. i couldn't even see yusuke's maxima anymore.. i was actually amazingly lucky that i got back to them.. we eventually all got back into consecutive order.. ghost, yusuke n thomas, and then me... so we went to IHOP on route 9 and ate.. it felt good to eat tho i was surprised i couldn't finished my pigs in blankets [sausages rolled up in pancakes].. so i went home first.. route9 was a total bitch.. so i took the quasi-long way home... i got home like 20 minutes later and i said hi to my dad.. he bought the whole sleeping-over-govan's house thing and then the three arrived a few minutes later... so they showered up in my house and then we made plans to go to the beach.. LOL, it is fun watching bois eat korean ice pops.. they're not like normal ice pops.., not the plastic rectangular shaped ones but rather they're long and tube-like and they have round tips and they have grooves in the middle.. its kinda erotic watching ppl eating them O.o LOL WEEEeeEee hehe, gotta bring those to thomas's on friday hehe.. they're addictive. i keep eating them.. --;; but that's also cuz i have an oral fixation.. SO, yes, we drove or rather i drove to belmar beach.. i wasn't sure what i was doing at first but i eventually got there so it was good tymz and we had the hardest time finding parking so i parked in between two driveways.. it was a tiny space and i don't really think it was a parking space which made me worry if i would get a parking ticket or not.. so we walked on the beach for a while and played in the water. i made a sand turtle named thomas haha and we sat on thomas's american flag towel that was small --;; the four of us had to squeeze on there.. it was kinda cold so we all huddled together.. we watched some guys on those mini-surfboards and then we made fun of some fat kid with his crack showing --;; we're mean.. --;; so we got like really cold and we went to dunkin donuts.. we bought coffee and some donuts. i bought a bagel.. me n thomas woulda ordered the same thing.. WEEeeEee bff! XD so yesh, there were many hot men at the belmar beach.. very nice.. no asians tho.. like 2 --;; but good-looking men none-the-less... at any rate, we stayed there a bit longer and played with some ladies' dogs that were so sweet.. and we headed back to my house.. we wanted to watch a movie so we rented at blockbuster.. yusuke drove.. so we got there and bummed around for forever... we couldn't find anything till like a second before we were gonna leave, i asked if everyone saw The Others and they said that had.. but they wouldn't mind seeing it again... SO, we rented that on DVD.. got back to my house and watched it.. ugh.. i got so scared --;; and everyone laughed when i jumped -- but then i got blankets for everyone and i hugged my BU bear for protection hehe.. SO, the movie was great.. hehe me likie.. so then after that we all went to applebees and ordered a buncha appetizers.. man, thomas ordered so much stuff --;; and he could barely finish his meal so he had to package it all up.. awww, poor thomas --;; he was so braindead the whole day.. so yah, after that, i went home and watched tv then i went to bed.. SO, let's list where i had gone in the span of two days [friday & saturday]:
- start at home
- woodbridge mall [diane, ghost, n ray]
- bloomfield, dean's house [met up with phil n yusuke]
- edison, pines [play pool with every1]
- piscataway, thomas's apartment [drinking n slept over]
- marlboro, IHOP [eating late lunch]
- freehold, my house [showering and plans for beach]
- belmar, Belmar Beach [duh]
- freehold, my house [looking for movies]
- freehold, blockbuster [renting movie]
- freehold, my house [watching the others]
- marlboro, applebees [late night dinner]
- freehold, finally back home again [sleep]
YES, this is ALL the places i went on saturday --;;
SO! onto sunday..
my mom and dad woke me up around 11 to go to church but naturally, i didn't respond.. i hate church and the last thing i wanted to do was get up early to go to it.. so, i slept in.. then they went to go see a movie.. they asked me to go but by the time i got up, they had left.. SO, i ate the rest of my buffalo wings and they eventually came back.. turns out that it was actually their 27th anniversary and that's why they were doing so much stuff.. so we wanted to go to a japanese food restaurant.. so my dad calls john and he needs boxes.. turns out that he's moving out of the apartment and he's either gonna be moving into the house.. or he's moving to virginia.. *sigh* i dunno what i'll do if john moves to virginia.. its already bad enough having him in edison.. and i hope he stays at home for mom and dad's sake.. if he goes to VA, they'll have lost both of us.. but at the same time.. iunno.. i'm just gonna sad about the whole thing.. so we went to a japanese food place called kyoto.. i didn't really like it all that much.. it was okay, i guess but it wasn't all that.. so that was sunday night... so today, i woke up around 2 or so.. got up, ate, took a shower and did a lil body work [redid my toenail polish and such] and then i went to the gym.. as i was gathering my stuff, i realized i had no idea where my bag was... after retracingall my steps, i realized i had left it in applebees.. so i stuffed all my gym stuff into my new triple5soul bag and left for applebees which was on the way to the gym.. so i get there and it was bit crowded and i ask the girl about my bag.. so then this guy tell me "do you think you could come back at another time?" and i'm standing there with this look on my face that says "what? are u serious?" but me being a nice person, i agreed to it since i had my license and my money and phone and everything.. so i went to the gym.. it actually felt pretty good working out tho my body felt so tired cuz i'm sick.. so i text govan so i could ask her if i could stop by to pick up my BU sweater since her manager took the tag thingy of it and it turned out she was at applebees with tony, keith, and vanessa.. so i tell her i was going there anyway to pick up my bag and i meet them there.. so i asked the girl about my bag and she goes and looks for it for me.. and she's like "did someone tell you to come back?" and i was like "yah" and she was like "omg, i can't believe they did that" and i was thinking "thank you.. atleast someone else here thought that was a bit dumb" SO, i hung out with the three and i ordered dessert and finished vanessa's fajitas haha and then we went back to govan's house to watch Harry Potter.. Keith had to go home.. so we watched harry potter in govan's basement and tony and govan have read all four books --;; so they went on and on about it during the movie.. vanessa had to go cuz she had to go to blockbuster and so the three of us watched the rest of the movie and then we went into the special features and found the sorcerer's stone XD good tymz hehe... then me n tony went home.. SO, that was pretty much all the events of tonight..
... i yearned to live again Tuesday, July 16, 2002 02:05 a.m. ...
..[[ the ying and the yang ]]..
well, u can say today had its ups and down.. i woke up around 12 which is damn early and i went to, u'll never guess where, THE MALL. Dear God, who in their right mind goes to the mall by themselves? obviously, I do. But atleast I didn't go to just walk around aimlessly like most 12-year-olds do. I walked in with a huge Abercrombie bag which happens to be good tymz cuz it has buff half-naked men on it frollicking around in the water with two gray sweatshirts in it.. on belongs to my dear friend Govan that I was returning back to her and the second was the sweatshirt I had bought from Boston University that which the girl that rung me up at the Barnes N Nobles forgot to take off the damn sensor tag. SO, i was walking around with what looked like stolen merchandise. Yay for me. So i met up with her by accident actually and we walked around and ate some food and saw some really really hot asian guys. *drool* i think it was Free-Beer-For-Any-Hot-Asian-Guy-Day at the mall.. it was good tymz. So anyway, she got it untagged for me but i hafta pick it up from her house tomorrow. I bought an AE shirt and a Triple5Soul bag.. that was good tymz. Bought face wash and nailpolish remover.. whoopdeedoo! YES, i am GOD. no, i'm not. SO ANYWAY, tried to find glasses at New YOrk and Company that matched the ones that I broke (had to have been the fifth pair in the last 2 months) but there was none there. Went home. Found out that Ray and Diane had thrown out all the flyers to exit SO, i will end up paying to get into Ladies NIght --;; *kicks the flyer for disappearing* i was most disturbed when i found i couldn't find my wallet. But luckily, Rae called me around 3 hours ago at around 1:30AM and told me that he found it. GOOD TYMZ! thank god, my check card was in there... and a crapload of pictures that i couldn't replace T.T *sigh*
so that was my day.. was supposed to visit trina but didn't.. hrm, watched Three Musketeers and the Patriot. Always a good tym.
AND, i wrote an AkioXJia lemon. For those of you who don't know, AKio n Jia are two characters in toki's fic 36 Moons or more currently Fate. Go check out the yakuza blog if your're interested..
WARNING there is yaoi content [interaction between two males] so if u are offended by that sort of thing, please refrain from reading. Its quite graphic. I don't feel a need to hear ppl complain about why they're homophobic. I personally don't care what you think. I just want feedback from those who might actually enjoy it.
SO! if u read, please do leave a comment in my tagboard.
and i do believe that's the end of it.
... i yearned to live again Friday, July 12, 2002 03:53 a.m. ...
..[[ survey! ]]..
01. i hurt: my lower abs everytime i laugh.. --;;
02. i love: myself.. cuz i am THE Akio! :Þ XD
03. i hate: not having a webcam :P
04. i cry: during really sad moves *COUGH-I-Am-Sam-last-night-COUGH*
05. i fear: becoming paralyzed from the neck down
06. i hope: i can find a flyer for Ladies Night @ Exit :P
07. i sadden: when i'm feeling truly alone
08. i feel: sniffly.. :P
09. i kill: anyone that gets in my way
10. i talk: a crapload.. *yawn* excuse me..
11. i listen: very well actually.. i think it's one of my best traits..
12. i break: dance? nah, i wish
13. i see: a damn compie screen
14. i smell: air?
15. i taste: some nasty taste in my mouth
16. i work: on my jiaXAkio fic XD
17. i remember: freshmen year when everyone got along the best
18. i hold: my gir dollie
19. i hide: my stoges and my flavored condoms :P
20. i pray: but i don't believe in god
21. i walk: to my fridge and back
22. i drive: as fast as i fucking can
23. i read: lez's cool-ass ficz haha
24. i burn: my old gradeschool pictures
25. i breathe: once again, air?
26. i play: with the idea of drawing fanart for the yakuza
27. i miss: all my school friends
28. i touch: my keyboard
29. i want: to make easy mac
30. i wish: my room wasn't all the way upstairs
31. i know: that i am one sexy bitch
32. i said: that i would rule the world one day.. but as long as i'm disgustingly rich, i don't give a fuck
33. i dream: of bad things happening and sometimes i forget that it didn't happen in real life
34. i have: to find a damn flyer for Exit and buy facewash :P
36. i fall: in my dreams sometimes.. some scary shit, man
37. i wait: until i find someone that keeps my attention for more than 2 hours
38. i need: some damn affection *sigh*
39. i live: for myself
40. i die: hopefully very satisfied with my life
sorrie, guys.. lame answers but i'm tired :P gotta go to the mall tomorrow.. --;; i hate going to the mall by myself.. must got to visit govan and to check if they have flyers at Bang-bang and to buy facewash and possibly a shirt to wear on friday.. so that's that..
went over trina's house today.. bugged out over the korean channel and watching "Blow".. took a few webcam pics n just hung out.. gave her a gir doll for her b-day.. hrm, might go over her place again tomorrow.. we'll see.. went to the gym on monday.. damn, my muscles are aching --;; saw gym guy for a second.. yay, he's still alive.. nother cute filipino guy at my gym.. tall too.. should talk to him.. SO, yesh, i believe that's it.. off to make easy mac and watch some TV
... i yearned to live again Thursday, July 11, 2002 02:02 a.m. ...
..[[ GT = Good Tymz ]]..
SO, i have decided that i have a serious serious oral fixation.. i constantly need to have something in my mouth O.o lol SHUTTUP! so yah, i made my mom buy these korean ice pops that i first tried like freshman year when my korean friend Mona gave them to us at her going-away party.. so yah, i already ate two and a half O.o and these things are long and.. roundish.. --;; LOL
so anyway, yesh, we'll start from the beginning..
SO, friday..
let's see.. i woke up around 12PM or so cuz my mom wanted me to clean the basement... so i started or whutever but my aunt from michigan actually told my mom that she should use a swifter sweeper so i had to wait till they got the wet sheets before cleaning the basement... SO, eventually, i did and my cousins from VA came over... marissa and andrew chilled with me for a lil while and we went to the mall and we actually saw nikkie deli, tony, and brito there.. they were about to see minority report.. i bought the big big plush of gir too ^^ so i showed it to them.. then we headed home... i kept getting calls from a lotta ppl cuz we were going clubbing but trina's mom said no so me n diane went to go beg her to go.. trina was convinced that she wouldn't let her but she's always really negative about what her parents will say so we went over there anyway.. so we begged her mom and after talking for a while she finally let her go.. so diane came back with me to the house and we put on make up and then austin n dale came.. then rae came and we finally left for phil's house around 11 tho we were supposed to be there around 11:30 :P so we got there and phil wasn't there --;; so we were waiting outside dean's house with other ppl.. kristine's friends andy, thomas, eric, and yusuke... so finally phil comes n says he can't go. :P so we go to exit.. we got there around 1:15 or something.. we bought tickets from guy that was selling them.. we were kinda iffy about it cuz they coulda been bogus.. but luckily we made it in.. we payed for them.. so we got it.. man, it was so packed.. so we grabbed each other's hands and walked through to the bathroom cuz almost everyone had to go (me n trina didnt).. so we headed to the trance floor after coming from the bathroom.. it was SO hot down there.. mayn, the second we got onto the floor, i was already drenched.. so we danced around for half and hour and we stopped cuz ray was getting dizzy.. so we took a lil break.. then we went back to the trance floor again.. but ray got dizzy again.. so they left while me, ghost, n trina, and eric stayed while andy and thomas went to rave on the stage.. i hear they're really good.. so yah, there was some not-bad-looking asian guy in a wifebeater standing behind trina and i think he wanted her to dance with him or something but she didn't take it on to him or whutever.. so he somehow got to the other side of the group and was standing behind me i guess expecting me to dance with him.. but i didn't take to him either tho he wasn't bad looking.. oh wellz.. so eventually we left again cuz it was too damn hot.. the music was jumping.. iunno, trance usually gets me bored after like 10 minutes but it was actually really pumping there.. afterwards, ghosto n trina said that there were a lott ppl like dancing around our circle or something kinda pretending they were part of our group O.o i didn't even notice.. --;; i was too caught up in the music hehe.. oh! and this really dorky looking chinese guy started dancing with ghosto.. so she dances with him and suddenly, he grabs onto her and starts like tossing her back and forth and all i could see was her hair just flying around.. i was like O.O me n andy just looked at each other like "whu?".. finally he let her go and she kinda rushed away..i was like --;; at first he tried to dance with trina and then after with me --;; so yah, after we left again we went past the reggae/hiphop room and got some water and soda to cool us off in the lounge... it felt mad nice in there.. it was all cold outside so the cold air felt nice... after we chilled for a bit, we went back to the hiphop room and started dancing.. so at first it was all cool..i could dance with everyone better cuz there was more space and i just dance better to hiphop than trance.. so we're all dancing n shtuff.. and i see all these guys behind me and i'm not really thinking of much anything.. suddenly, we were all surrounded by guys.. i just remember some guy grabbing my waist and i started grinding with him.. i remember seeing our whole group looking at me like "go christine!" so i danced with him.. he was a white guy with a tight t-shirt and these curved stripes on it.. so after i was done or whutever.. i was like "okay, that's over" and i noticed everyone else had a couple of partners.. trina was dancing with guys and so was ghosto.. so i see the same white guy come up to me and starts dancing with me from the front.. and i'm like "oh okay.. he's back for more" then someone else grabs me and dances behind me.. so i was just dancing with them or whutever.. no big deal.. i just got tired after a while.. so i stopped dancing with them and then this asian guy with cool hair that was topless and was wearing jean shorts started dancing with me from the front and then some other guy was dancing with me from the back.. i have no idea what he looked like.. --;; so yah, i was getting really really tired.. my quads were aching so i stopped and i sat down.. and then i saw ghosto dancing with some guys and i just smiled at her getting the ass XD so she eventually stops and i tell her to come to me and i hugged her around the waist from the back.. i was sitting down, she was standing up.. then this really really amazingly hot white guy comes up to us and then he points at me with two fingers and motions me to come dance wit him.. i was up in like a split second dancing with him haha.. but i couldn't perform so well cuz i was still sore --;; but still... he was HOT and i was dancing with him hahaha.. so we eventually stopped and then two seconds later, some other guy grabs me from behind to dance so i just gave up and started dancing with him... then that same asian guy with the jean shorts came back and started dancing in front of me.. so i was damn tired.. my quads were aching like friggin hell.. i thought it was gonna cry... so then i feel the guy behind me, he was like rubbing his face on my back and his hand started creeping down my waist and between my legs so i pulled his hand away and he kept going down there so i pulled his hand away again and then i felt his other hand going up my shirt.. so i just stopped and walked away cuz yah, that's just too much or whutever.. so i sat down and everyone was like "are you okay?" cuz eric had come over and was like "are you okay?" cuz he wanted to make sure that the guys weren't going too far.. he had come over a couple of times.. and at the time, it was okay.. there was no uneeded gropage but when it started,i just walked away.. so i sat down and ray rubbed away some of my make up under my eye and i think everyone thought i was crying i was getting felt up.. i was like O.o i was kinda like "hey, i got felt up" not really crying about it :P so i decided to keep it down a lil.. a lotta guys kept coming over but eric and thomas would make sure they didn't come near us.. i remember making eye contact with some guy that had seen my dancing with another guy and he came over cuz he saw me n trina.. so i sat down or whutever cuz i knew he came over to dance with us.. so he stood next to us and i was like O.o i tried to get trina to dance in front of me cuz she was kinda standing next to him (i didn't want her dancing with him either) so i pulled her to dance in front of me but he stepped on her shoelace LOL so she couldn't move... so he finally got off and she sat down next to me to fix it... he FINALLY left.. and then i started bugging out with everyone.. that was fun.. then we went upstairs where u could watch the ppl in the hiphop room dancing from upstairs.. so we went up there and all leaned against the railing and watched.. i saw everyone was leaning on the railing to my right and i didn't see eric so i turned around and he was there standing behind me i guess making sure that no guys came up behind us or something.. so we watched the ppl downstairs.. n then eric came up next to me at the railing and started dancing and starting swaying his hips side to side and he hit mine so i started doing the same thing lol he made me laugh.. then a spanish song came on and me n trina were doing salsa in the corner but everyone turned and looked at us hahaha so we stopped cuz we were embarassed... LOL.. so we went back downstairs and we started dancing again weeEEeeEeee. hehe diane n kristine gave me n trina lapdances.. n kristine was being mad horny hahaha then she started freaking me or whutever. and i was like XD *covers her face* so i went over to her and did this booty mood in front of her.. so everyone was like "oooohhhhhhh!!" hahaha so then eric was like "hey, what about me?" so i did it to him too haha.. oh and so thomas is a real cutie, right? he's SO baby cute.. like kawaiiX100000000 hahaha so we named him togepi cuz he's so cute n he was just kinda dancing a lil so me n trina were like "let's attack hye sung" (we started calling him hye sung cuz he kinda looked a lil like him) so all four of us were freaking him and eric's like "mayn.. what about me?" :P hrm, so yah, the ray really wanted to go home cuz he wasn't feeling too good.. so we left.. so i told thomas, andy n eric to go to my party.. n they said they would.. yaayyyy ^^ so yah, we went home and bugged out for a while.. kristine n diane fell asleep around 7:30 or something.. me n trina didn't fall asleep till like 9.. --;; my mom made me go upstairs with trina and we tried to wake up diane n kristine.. we threw hair things and peanuts at them but they still didn't wake up --;; LOL so then we went upstairs and talked for a while before deciding to go to sleep.... then the next day, i drove trina home and ghosto stayed.. ppl started coming in around 6.. the party was okay.. it wasn't that great i guess because we had just been to a club and it was like "um... dinky lil basement?" --;; but hey, y'kno.. not my fault LOL i had fun chilling with ppl.. faith got to roll down the hill with my friends.. but she had sunburn --;; poor faith-luv.. :P trina fell asleep.. i have austin a lapdance and according to dale it was really good and he was surprised --;; n andy n eric came with their friends dave, mike, and adrian... yusuke came too.. so we all chilled.. awww, they're cool hehe.. eric gives good huggz ^^ supposed to go clubbing again on friday.. WEEEEEeeeEee.. ladiez night.. free admission XD lalala.. arighteez well.. i kno i forgot a lotta really important shit.. but hey, i'm halfdead n what not --;; that's it...hehe
... i yearned to live again Monday, July 8, 2002 02:27 a.m. ...
..[[ survey here ]]..
stole this from aoki's and lez's blogs :
What's on your bedside table?
a lamp, some pics of 1tym n shinhwa (no not for nightly viewing but because they're just there) and.. iunno, i think a lil basket with random stuff in it like a nailclipper or hair elastics :P
What's the geekiest part of your music collection?
all my backstreet boys albums cuz i used to be a raging hormonal bsb fan --;;
What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
leftovers, really.. anything that's in there that i find appetizing..
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
i think it was actually Armaggedon or something.. where millions of people get killed... i couldn't stop crying.. i think i was just really emotional too
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
i'd get rid of my stretch marks.. they're so annoying --;;
Do you have a completely irrational fear? not that i know of :P
i really have no idea actually
Do you ever have to beg?
i did just recently to get trina out clubbing
Do you have too many love interests? none actually.. that's sick, right?
Do you know anyone famous?
not really.. my friend has an aunt that's a famous porn star ^^;;
Describe your bed:
has a pinkish fake marble wooden frame.. the matress is kinda stiff.. hrm, forgot what my sheets look like.. but it has a linen on it.. and on the headboard, i have a tissue box cover that looks like a couch with two piyo-piyo's sitting on it with blue and pink sleeping caps.. its cute ^^
Spontaneous or plan?
depends really.. most things are spontaneous but there are some things that require planning
Who should play you in a movie about your life?
i really have no idea.. i can't think of anyone
Do you know how to play poker?
yah.. not very good at it and i don't understand how ppl can be good at it.. :P but allg
What do you carry with you at all times?
lipgloss or some kind of chapstick, my phone, my wallet, my license, my keys [usually]
How do you drive?
i speed like its my job. tho i have to admit that i've been slowing down lately... lotta cops out.. :P
What do you miss most about being little?
i miss not caring about anything
Are you happy with your given name?
not at all.. that's why like two ppl call me by it
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for a year?
as much as it would take to rent a helicopter and a plane for a year so i could travel to where my friends are so i could talk to them since i couldn't online.. and also to hire a group of personel to go out and buy the things i that i would be able to from home
What color is your bedroom?
its white and the furniture is very pink.. yuck
What was the last song you were listening to?
still listening to In Hyung by Shin Hye Sung and Lee Ji Hoon
Have you ever been in a school play?
definitely... i dun even rememeber how many i was in
Have you ever been in love?
sad to say, no
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
most of the time i'm pretty good about myself.. there are times tho when i doubt myself
Have you ever done any illegal drugs?
nopers
Do you think you're cute?
not really :P
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
yah but not too nice.. don't like letting ppl walk all over me n take advantage cuz i'm a nice person
and that's pretty much it.. *rar* i hafta blog about clubbing and my party but i really don't feel like it
... i yearned to live again Sunday, July 7, 2002 08:49 p.m. ...
..[[ random quiz ]]..
yesh, so much to blog about but too tired.. gonna sleep after this :
What Was Your PastLife?
well... that proves it.. i'ma bitch :P gonna go hug my gir now ^^
... i yearned to live again Sunday, July 7, 2002 03:27 a.m. ...
..[[ survey! ]]..
1. What's your name: Christine.. what's urs?
2. What do you wish your name was, instead: Alyssa? actually i'm not sure anymore.. :P i actually wish my name was akio.. its so much cooler XD
3. How are you: i'm aightz, i guess.. :P
4. Would you ever eat sushi?: yesh, i do regularly actually ^^
5. Would you ever eat sushi off a naked body?: it really depends on the body..
6. Have you considered homosexuality?: nah.. no girliez for me
7. What's your sexual preference?: men, guys, males, boys.. yesh ^^
8. What were you in a past life?: a fucking lama.. iunno
9. I punch you. Quick, what do you do?: take out my glock and empty my clip out on ur sorrie ass before flipping out my butterfly knife and cutting out ur tongue to send to ur family..
10. When confronted with Britney Spears, you...?: take out a gas can and a lighter
11. What's your favorite coffee?: white chocolate mocha
12. What's your political perspective?: "money can change everything" ~Jet Li 'Romeo Must Die'
13. Are you my Angel?: ur angel of death
14. Do you consider yourself a poet?: eh.. somewhat.. haven't written in 012 [forever]
15. What do you wanna be when you grow up?: *sigh* i've answered this so many times but i will again... a disgustingly rich successful business woman with numerous concubines..
16. There's a naked man in your living room. What do you do?: "ask him what the fuck he’s doin in my living room all naked!" <~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHA.. i luv that, jia ^^
17. How stupid do you think you are?: *looks around* u talking to me?
18. How stupid do other people think you are?: they think i'm a fucking genius
19. Who the hell do you think you are?: ur death wish
20. Is the Wonder bra good or bad?: what, so so wonderbras have some kind of moral significance now?
21. What's your favorite fruit?: cherries ^^
22. Can you feel the love tonight?: first of all, its not night, second of all, fuck u
23. On a nude beach, you would...?: leave.. there's usually only really fat ugly old ppl there
24. Make up a story with yourself, a bridge, and a rabbit: "Once upon a time in a land far , far away…I was standing on a bridge and this rabbit came up to me and was all like, “Hey what’s up??” And I was all like, “OH SHIT! A TALKIN RABBIT!!” The End." <~~~ HAHAHAHAHHA, jia, u kill me girl ^^;;
25. What do you think about contemporary art?: i think some of it is just papers stolen from kindergarten art class...
26. Do you like being naked?: sure.. just not around ppl :P
27. If we had proof god didn't exist, what would happen?: the world would end. :P
28. Do you enjoy cheeze whiz?: enjoy? what's to enjoy? how about LIKE cheez wiz? u trying to sound all intelligent? dumb, survey..
29. What's your position on virginity?: u steppin? :P
30. On civil unions: wtf are those?
31. On RuPaul: has no junk (according to what i've seen in But I'm A Cheerleader)
32. On mosquito bites: nasty motherfuckers
33. On bad sitcoms: they're.......bad? :P
34. On Fran Drescher: who's that? (yes, i am serious)
35. Are you left handed or right handed?: right-ey
36. Are you smart?: yesh i am..
37. What's your middle name?: Anne.. how lame is that?
38. How many personalities do you have?: one.. mine.
39. How many piercing do you have?: one in each ear
40. What was your first word?: iunno, i was a fucking baby
41. Are you superstitious?: nah
42. Do you read your horoscope?: sometimes
43. Do you believe in that stuff?: not really
44. Can you do a cartwheel?: nah..i used to be able to tho
45. Do you have contact lenses?: yesh i do... wish i had blue ones to wear tonight
46. Do you have a retainer or braces?: neither right now.. had both before
47. Can you drive?: yesh.. with a need for speed
48. Do you snore?: yup, really softly tho.. marko said it was cute ^^
49. Do you drool in your sleep?: if i'm sleeping really deeply
50. Do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?: dip my finger in water n then wet it
51. Do you keep a journal?: what do u call what i posted this damn survey on?
52. Do you like onions?: it depends with what...
53. Do you like cotton candy?: yesh'm.. yummy *licks lips*
54. What instruments can you play?: piano... n that's it LOL
55. Do you like to dance?: absolutely.. i do it randomly..
56. Do you like to sing?: oh yesh.. had fun singing at marko's house the other day ^^
57. Are you any good at it?: marko seems to think so hehe
58. Do you like to talk on the phone?: with certain ppl
59. Do you like where you live?: eh.. its okie.. good for families with young kids
60. Are you organized?: at first i am.. then i get lazy
61. Do you sleep with socks on?: no, i can't.. it bothers me
62. Are you shy?: depends really.. sometimes i'm super out-going and other times i'm just like in the corner..
63. Do you talk to yourself?: lol yah.. i think i scare my parents O.o
64. Are you a morning person?: absolutely not..
65. Are you a virgin?: yah.. no shame
66. Are you proud of that?: yes
67. Do you believe in reincarnation?: nah.. no second chances.. take life by the hand and enjoy it while u can
68. Do you believe in God?: nopers
69. Do you believe in ghosts? : nopers
70. Do you believe in bigfoot?: not really
71. How old do you wish you were?: 21..
72. What will you name your daughter?: alyssa, Jene, Gina
73. Son?: Austin, Danilo
74. Have you ever thought you were gonna die?: i AM gonna die :P
75. Where do you wanna go?: clubbing and to college :P
lalalaaaa... weEEeee, stole that off jia's blog.. ^^ u can see i loved some her responses n i couldn't think of any that could match hers :P allg
so yah, supposed to go clubbing today *crosses fingers* hopefully everything pulls through... i have a feeling that if we don't do it today, it might not get done at all.. usually, when k2c puts off something, it never happens until like 3 years later *COUGHk2cimageshotsCOUGH* :P but yah, hopefully everything works out...
hrm, i think that's it.. gonna go eat something...
... i yearned to live again Friday, July 5, 2002 03:52 p.m. ...
..[[ hrm.. yesh ]]..
well, its the fourth of july and while everyone's out having big get togethers and partying and drinking and watching tv and have their bbq's i'm here taking online quizzes...
i dunno, i never really thought much of the 4th of july.. one of my parents was usually working... it was pretty much like any other day.. i don't think i've ever seen fireworks on the fourth of july.. but i'm not sitting here weeping over it like its some intimate thing everyone is so supposed to experience... personally, i really don't care.. very introverted of me, right? :P
on the light side of things, i received many presents recently ^^
~ on the top is my BU bear, a cute white plush bear that i bought from the Barnes N Nobles.. it has lil holes in the hood for its ears ^^ it was mucho kawaii (love how i use spanish n japanese in the same phrase ^^;;)
~ on the bottom left is the stitch dollie chomie bought for me.. ^^v i had told her that i wanted on after we were gushing over Lilo n Stitch.. so i show up to pines n she gives it to me ^^ good tymz hehe
~ on the bottom right is the stitch dollie toki-chu gave me ^__________^b WEEeeEeee.. lookie, he's playing the guitar in his elvis-esque suit ^^v stitch is sucha ladiez man.. jux like akio haha
oh and here's a giraffe keychain i bought from the six flags outlet...
it was DAMN expensive.. .50 --;; but it was just too kawaii.. had to buy it hehehe
yah, so i took a bajillion tests stolen from trina's blog and gab's blog...
brace urself.. there's a lot ^^;;
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People think you're nice, because you're calm, friendly and has a great smile. But that nice exterior hides the heart of a manipulator. The end for you will justify the means, and you have the brains to run a successful company, play puppetry behind the scenes, and still be its number one main attraction. You sly, devious dog, you. |
hrm... that's a good thing right? hehe
What type of Bishounen are you? Find out at artificial-soul.net by Rin.
i took this test again.. besides i like the jpg better this time ^^;;.. introverted but attractive.. yup, that's me
what's your cowboy bebop theme song?
once again all about the alone-ness but hey atleast i'm free *shrug*
not that is definitely good tymz.. all the good stuff ^^
Click here to take the test! Congratulations, you sweetheart. You enjoy wild popularity because of your sweetness and your caring nature. Selfless and sensitive, you care deeply about others and you worry sometimes about what others think about you. But people everywhere love you, so that's okay.
got the same thing is trina.. ^^ bff!
what's your battle cry? | mewing.net | merchandise!
meep? O.o MEEEEEEPPPPPP!! hehe
Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You?
well this is good news in a sense but i'm also a guy.. should i be worried O.o
What's Your Style? Find out @ She's Crafty
You're a true nature chick who loves the outdoors. Because you're always running from activity to activity, you have zero time for a full, fussy face of makeup. Instead, you want to be able to hop out of the shower, pull your hair into a ponytail, slap on some sunscreen, and go. Just make sure that your laid-back, all-things-natural attitude doesn't lead to you become lazy -even on-the-go girls need to glam themselves up sometimes!
yay, that's good tymz.. ^^
take the butt quiz.
and go to mewing.net. why not visit the site of someone who made a quiz about butts?
ew O.o bubble butt? EWWWWwwwWww atleast i'm good stuff tho --;;
What WB drama are you?
and that is DEFINITELY good times XD WEeeEEeee..
aright, and now for some real blogging...
let's see.. so i got home from going to the doctor and getting a TB test done... hopefully i'm not positive.. that would suck royally.. :P then me n my mom spent like 2 hours at the asian food market where i bought that cool marble soda thingie n candies n icing filled cookie koalas.. ^^ then we stopped by joyce leslie cuz i wanted to buy a bikini.. i have to the conclusion that having big breasts really really really REALLY sucks... i can't find ONE bikini that fits my top.. --;; so yah, then when we got home, i chatted with the yakuza n then phil calls me n tells me its marko's last day n that he's having ppl over to go swimming... so he cons me into going tho it was around 9PM already.. so we meet up at pines n then drive to marko's after they play a few games of 9-ball.. we get there.. the guys (mike, phil, aldo) jump into the pool and marko was on the phone for a while... i finally went in.. i was kinda bleh about going in. i hate wearing bathing suits... i'm way too self-conscious... so i got in and then marko goes in right after... so we swim around for a while just playing around... having fun.. the stars were out.. i liked looking at them while laying on the floaty thing... then we got out and sang old songs.. marko freaked out whenever i sang trills.. he was like "AHHH!!" i was like O.o then we chilled in his basement for a while.. mike n aldo fell asleep... they had been trying to figure how to dance like ginuwine in the I Need A Girl second part video.. --;; they looked funnie :P so yah, then we eventually left after taking a few pics.. we stopped at 711 n then phil dropped me off at home.. my mom got pissed that i came home around 5AM.. not my fault.. phil had driven me to marko's house... n he practically fell asleep... besides, we left for marko's house late anyway... :P but she was still bitchy about it.. *sigh* oh well whutever.. aright, i gotta go eat dinner or else my mom's gonna have a cow :P leave me a msg if u luv me ^^
... i yearned to live again Thursday, July 4, 2002 08:09 p.m. ...
..[[ here goes ]]..
WEEEEEeeeEEEeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! ^___________________________^v
hehe, aright today was a pretty good day hehe
arightee, so i woke up today around 12.. i thought i was gonna wake up earlier cuz i needed to start cleaning.. my party's on saturday so... yah..
so i started cleaning.. i made a lil invite for my party.. i'd post it on here but random ppl will know my address and phone number so that's a no-no :P
but yah, so my mom starts lecturing me that i wasn't helping but i was really just making my invite n trying to send them out.. :P then i cleaned my room which looks quite heavenly right now... tho i can't find a damn thing :P *sigh* so yah, the my mom was being really sympathetic.. i think she felt bad about something.. iunno but she was offering me all this stuff.. i think she thinks i'm depressed or something.. which i am but not... :P hrm, so then govan called me up n said that ppl were getting together.. so i cleaned the bathroom n then i showered n left.. i got to govan's around 9.. tony n deli were there.. so we hung out for a lil while.. govan got my decorated MD's ^___________^ they're jjang (the best).. n stickers for my planner hehe.. (she totally knows me haha) so then we head to tuesdays n meet up with egan.. omg, i haven't seen that kid in forever.. --;; so we ate dinner n whut not.. tony n deli left to see jeff n denise n brito.. n then we headed back to govan's.. i was in egan's car talking to him when phil calls n says that they're going to pines.. n told me to meet up with them there... so we get to govan's place.. we chill for a hot second then egan leaves to go to brito's.. he gave me a big hug n picked me up off the ground.. i was like -________-;; i hit him so he would put me down.. *kicks egan* so we chilled for a lil while longer.. govan showed me pics of her new hottie (a japanese soccer player).. n kim showed me her hot korean actor.. yaayyyyyy my friends like asian guys XD WEEEeeeEeee. i explained to them what bishounen were..hopefully they use that word now hahaha..
aright, so then i leave for pines.. i got there around 11:45.. i woulda gotten there faster but there's a crapload of cops on the road nowadays n even egan with a radar detector got a ticket so i'm trying to be careful.. :P so i get there.. everyone's there.. i see chomie, kelvin, marko, n mike.. i give them kisses.. i wondered where phil was cuz he was the one who told me to come... he was at another table :P so i say hi to them... so chomie has the doll from Lilo n Stitch n i'm like "WEEEeeEeeee!!" so i was running around with the doll and i REALLY wanted to smoke but i was wearing govan's hoodie :P didn't want it to wreak of smoky-ness.. --;; so chomie gives me a box and what was it? A STITCH PLUSHIE!!!!!!! ^________________________^ i just kept on screaming... OMG, i was SO happy.. so i freaked out about my stitch dollie hehe, mayn if i had a webcam, i'd take a pic of it hehehe but i dun --;; n tony told me there are zim dolliez at Hot Topic at our mall so BWEEEeEeeeeeEeee ^_________^ hehe, arighteez, so yah, we played pool.. marko was being nice.. talking to me more.. i had to borrow his short so i could smoke cuz i didn't wanna walk around in my tanktop n i didn't wanna smoke in govan's hoodie so i borrowed his enyce shirt.. it was really big on me :P but yah.. worked efficiently ^^ i slapped kelvin's ass once when he was shooting and marko was like "whoa!" LOL.. not a big deal.. i always touch kelvin's ass.. cute korean dudes with girls.. they kept looking at me which was good tymz...atleast i think they were looking at me.. this guy that was working with Mr. Lee kept looking at me.. i felt odd.. :P but yah... weeee, i liked marko's shirt.. i wanted to keep it but i took it off when he was leaving.. and i while i was taking it off he was like "oh oh oh, uh oh" cuz i was like stripping.. n i handed it to him n i was like "yah, u kno u want it" LOL i have sucha big head sometimes :P then the black dude norman was like "uh oh, a super-model over here" i was like --;; of course, black dudes.. SO, yah, then i went home hehe.. WEeeeEeeee...
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! XD tai-tai wrote me an AkioXjo XD ^________________________________^ YES, it was good times.. i read it over three times hahaha... *HUGGLZ TO MY TAI-TAI* luv u sweetz hehehe..
n yah... i'm chatting with ice n chomie now... we're talking about sex.. good tymz... XD arightee, that's it :P
... i yearned to live again Wednesday, July 3, 2002 02:58 a.m. ...
..[[ lalala ]]..
What's Your Love Style?
took this one again...
Monou Fuuma Formerly kind and a good friend, you've become a rather twisted person, with a love for blood and tears. But that's okay, because you're far more interesting, and your sadistic personality leads to loads of yaoi fun. You've also got a soft side, and occasionally decide to show it. Being able to sense people's wishes comes in handy too. You're generally pretty easy going, despite being a very obvious teenage sadist. Take the "Which Dragon Of Earth Are You!" test! by Maduin & Kira |
and a survey:
Alphabet Survey
A - Age: 18.. damn, i'm a youngin --;;
B - Best Quality: not sure.. i'm fucking perfect XD
C - Choice of Meat: 100% Grade A Beef babeh *bite*
D- Dream Date: that ends with wild fucking up the wazoo
E- Exciting Adventure: that i had? that i want? u gotta make these surveys clearer, bitch *glocks ur dumb ass*
F- Favorite Food: hrm.. pizza hut.. yah.. :P
G - Greatest Accomplishment: just being myself cuz i'm so great
H - Happiest Day: um.. iunno? damn u!
I- Interests: nekkid bishounen running around and occasionally fucking each other
K - Kool - Aid: wtf kinda question is this?
L- Love: loveless love-making... bla bla bla bla bla *dunno japanese*
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: my hundreds of pics
N - Name: Christine (god, that's so lame).. akio sounds better
O - Outfit you love: anything i look damn sexy in.. wait, that's everything.
P - Pizza Topping: mushroom.. don't cringe, fuckers!
Q - Question asked to you the most: "why do u look so sad?".. n my initial thought is "because ur talking to me, u ugly fucker"
R - Requested Song on the Radio: um.. what?
S - Sport to Watch: b-ball.. me likie
T - Television Show: Whose Line Is It Anyway, any HBO series show..
U - Your Favorite Movie: Dead Poets Society
W- Winter: i like it... yaayyyy, snow! ^^
Y - Year Born: 84 Z - Zodiac Sign: capricorn... us stubborn arrogant and dominating-ass cappiez.. --;;
well, gonna hit u up with another survey some other time.. that was one super-bitch-ass-long so i didn't wanna do it.. i'm tired.. :P i'll blog tomorrow.. hopefully faith's going shopping with me n my mom *yawn*
oh shit, forgot to write that i FINALLY got ass from baby-chu YYAAaaaAaaAaaaYYYyYyYyyyyy!! ^__________^b *heppi togepi sound* BrreeEeeeeeeeEEEeeEEEE!! hehehe, my lil baby-chu all softly moaning, his innocence brandished on my eager lips.. YES haha.. of course aoki threatened me with a whole clip-full but i somehow managed to escape.. hey, i told him to tell me to stop... so hah! :P still waiting on toki to draw that akioXjo.. n tai-tai to write hers --;; shit, ppl are waiting for me to write mine :P OH, hey jia got a theme song.. bweeeee "big pimpin" babeh.. hehe, oh and i found the perfect theme song for jo when we find one.. its called Cash, Cash Mo Money or something ghetto like that :P perfect perfect lyrics for him.. dunno if aoki found one yet.. u best find one girl.. then i can make my official yakuza cd hehe
arightee, so after chatting with the yakuza (which always makes me smile).. i headed out around 1AM to go play pool with everyone... SHIT, i can't find my keys --;; i kno i brought them into the van with me but i can't find them and i KNO i didn't take them out in north carolina.. --;; i dunno where they are and its freaking me out.. i hope my parents kno.. ><;; arightee, so went to pines.. it was me, kelvin, ice, chomie, marko, mike, n phil.. we played a couple of games.. me n marko lost to kelvin n mike.. i'm telling you.. mike friggin plays like the drunken boxing.. he plays better when he's drunk, man :P "drunken billiards".. so yah, then everyone went to chomi's (except ice n kelvz) n i headed home cuz my parents didn't even kno i had left :P thank god they didn't wake up...
arightee, well that's it for now.. hope my blog works soon --;; payce!
... i yearned to live again Monday, July 1, 2002 02:59 a.m. ...
..[[ um yah hehe ]]..
arighteez, so that blah stage has passed, thank god.. :P so friday, i was supposed to wake up quasi-early to leave around 12 for virginia.. got there around.. iunno :P like 10 or something.. went online and then i watched andrew play Metal Gear II XD AHHHH!! Raiden is a hottie hehehehe.. he gets nekkie too n he runs around like that hahaha.. GOOD TYMZ ^________________^;; arightee, hrm.. so i didn't sleep at all friday night.. we left the house around 6 to head to north carolina.. i spent the time sleeping.. i dun remember the trip there at all besides pulling into the front of the house.. i got out all discombobulated.. ate lunch then took a shower.. then we took a lil quasi-tour of north carolina looking at the houses that my aunt might buy.. they were all real nice.. but my parents said that she should just stay where she is now.. so then we came back and ate really really good bbq and did some karaoke.. i got bored after a while n then i went to sleep.. woke up around 9AM and we took the trip back.. it really wasn't that bad.. was supposed to go to marko's house to chill or something but phil or kelvin or whutever didn't call me back so i guess those plans are nixed? :P allg.. yaayyyy, i'm chatting with my yakuza ^_______^v hehe, arighteez, i'll blog tomorrow.. supposed to go shopping with faith or something.. :P
... i yearned to live again Sunday, June 30, 2002 10:54 p.m. ...
..[[ random test, yay ]]..
hey, i'm in virginia.. chilling with my cousin andrew.. he's eating chicken from Wendy's... i told him we don't have chicken at our wendy's... but that's not even that relevant..
here's a test..lalalala :
Yatouji Satsuki You're obviously a very intellegent person, but you probably have an ego to go with it. If you cool down your ego you'd be easier to get along with. You're probably very bored all the time, but if you gave people a chance things would be different for you. Take the "Which Dragon Of Earth Are You!" test! by Maduin & Kira |
So, kelvin IM's me from my phone and he's like "marko's back... we're going to his bbq" and i was in the car sleeping.. so he keeps on IMing me saying "answer me.. u kno u wanna go to the bbq... answer me damnit" and i'm all sleeping and not having any idea that he's talking to me :P *kicks kelviN* jux cuz i used to like marko or whutever.. *sigh* so yah, we stopped over here and we're leaving tomorrow at 6 to go all the way to north carolina :P... DAMNIT, my brother's domain is down again *kicks him* aright, that it.. :P
... i yearned to live again Friday, June 28, 2002 10:25 p.m. ...
..[[ i can't sleep ]]..
okay, whatever is in this blog entry is meant to stay in this blog entry.. i've been restraining myself from saying what i really feel and whoever reads this, try to keep the publicizing to a minimum cuz these are my personal thoughts and aren't meant for some eyes to see
i'm just really really tired of being alone..
there's one thing that i really really really hate... and its being depressed because of a guy.. at the moment that i become sad because of a guy, i immediately feel like one of those dumb girls that concentrate their life's purpose on finding a boyfriend they can be dependent on. but yah, it has to be the worst feeling cuz i feel so dumb. --;; i guess where that rhetorical little situation spawned from was that marko (the marine dude that i used to like) is here for a bit while he swears in for his citizenship.. its been a while since i've seen him... like mebbe a couple of weeks before prom or so.. i remember being kinda sad when he left n whutever... i saw him tonight (as i blogged before) and it made all those dumb unwanted girly-i-need-a-boyfriend feelings come back.. UGH, i really just wanna kick myself... i wasn't even acting like myself.. i remember seeing mel n myra n thinking that i was dressed like sucha bum n they were all dressed up nice n whutever.. n i just felt really awkward. i really didn't know what to do with myself.. and i think i was acting kinda cold to marko.. like i shoulda given him a hug when i said hi or something.. n when he was talking to me, i didn't really say much.. blah whutever..
but anyway, yah, i keep thinking about it n i really just wanna kick myself for it... y'kno, i haven't had a boyfriend and i was handling fine and then i see all these couples and how they tend to fight over stupid things and i think that i'm better off without a boyfriend but then i meet someone i'm remotely interested in and it SUX.. iunno, i think i just need some kind of more-than-friend affection.. nothing like erotic.. just like mebbe holding hands or meaningful hugs... y'kno, i really haven't been held in that way that guys hold girls.. n its like.. my body is aching for it.. i can feel it in my skin and it kills.. *sigh* iunno...
it just really aggravates me that its bothering me... :P
well... hopefully i'll get to chill with him again before he leaves.. it kinda sux that i didn't really talk to him or whutever... mebbe... if not, then i guess that's that.. --;;
... i yearned to live again Friday, June 28, 2002 04:19 a.m. ...
..[[ shoot me in the face ]]..
i REALLY REALLY don't wanna go tomorrow...
-_______________-;; friggin- *kicks something* --
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sigh* ok, bye
... i yearned to live again Friday, June 28, 2002 02:08 a.m. ...
..[[ yaayyyy, rat burgers! ]]..
*ahem* SO, today was pretty eventful, i'd hafta say.. so i woke up around 12 (i actually woke up earlier for no apparent reason) i was having some really odd smut dreams O.o blah, i dun remember what they are now.. --;; but yah, so i woke up around 12 n called toki-chu like she told me to to wake her up to see if her dad had returned with the car.. so i called her, turned out he wasn't back so she was like "i'll call u when he gets here" so like the lazy bum that i am, i went back to sleep --;; so i keep falling in and out of sleep and finally toki-chu calls me up at like 2:30 n says that her dad came home... SO, me being all bummed out since i had to leave right away and i didn't have time to shower.. (i hadn't showered since yesterday morning and that was before i was all sweaty and nasty at six flags and before i had been to the gym).. so i was feeling quite nasty but i had my new pants on so i wasn't feeling too too bad.. :P SO, yah, i met up with toki-chu around 3:20 or so n we walked around for a second before heading to the hair place where she was getting her hair done like the real toki-chu.. (black with bleached bangs).. so we stayed n talked forever while she got her hair cut n dyed.. i had to leave around 4:45 tho cuz i had a dentist appointment.. so i left for the dentist.. i actually got there okay n on time :P i got my teeth cleaned which sucked cuz i had going to the dentist --;; *kicks the dentist* but yah, so i got them cleaned.. no cavities yaayyyy ^^ hehe hrm, so then i went back to menlo expecting toki to be done with getting her hair done since i had been gone for a good 45 minutes.. :P she was still in the salon... --;; so the lady blow dried her hair and that was that.. TADAH! instant toki ^___^b hehe, i was so excited about it.. it looked so good ^^v so yah, then we walked around.. toki bought me a lil stitch dollie XD its in an elvis suit with a guitar XD pwuahahahaa hehehe, so that was good times.. n then i bought to bikinis from old navy for bucks each.. sad thing is, i think i'll hafta return them --;; *sigh* i swear to god that i hate having breasts.. i dun fit in anything.. SO, yah, then i bought ice cream n then we left cuz toki-chu's mom didn't want her driving in the rain so instead of going to pines with me, she had to go home --;; blah, so yah, oh! LOL, we were walking (well duh) n there was this black dude that was passing and he goes "damn, she is beautiful, hello" to me as he walks by and i was like --;; n toki's like "HAH! he totally stole ur face!" n i was still like --;; *sigh* only black guys.. that's it.. WHY ME??? ><;; oh n i met toki's friend steve who worked at the cineplex..he was mad funny.. he stole all these scratch-n-win cards from work :P n also these neutrogena face wipes --;; haha, we gave me n toki some.. in return, i gave him a pepsi that i was carrying around in my bag O.o i took it out and i was like "hrm.. u want this?" and he was like contemplating n he was like "iunno, its prolly warm." n then he touches it n he;s like "nope, its cold" so he's like "sure, i'll take it" LOL.. funny kid ^^ n before he left, he goes "thanks for the soda!" hehehe hrm, sooooo yah! so after that whole mess, i went home.. i had asked phil to go to pines yesterday so he was like "sure" i had originally asked ice but he didn't end up going :P so phil said that marko invited him to chili's (which actually ended up being chi-chi's) to go to some kinda dance thing or some other... so, i meet up with him at pines n then we go to chi-chi's.. turns out u weren't allowed to go into the "dance thing" unless u were 21 n older... :P so we kind sat around outside for a while contemplating on what to do.. then we went to UNO to get something to eat.. so it was a lotta ppl.. like 15 of us.. i didn't know anyone besides marko, phil, mel n myra.. so we kinda just sat there or whutever.. i was kinda bored.. phil was kinda bleh for some reason.. so me n him decided to skip out n go to pines.. i told marko n said bye to mel n myra then we left.. we played pool for a while.. i won two games but only cuz phil was letting me place the ball wherever when he scratched n also cuz he was taking it easy on me.. n also he scratched when he got the eight ball in.. :P oh, he bought me white castle which explains the title "yaayyyy, rat burgers!" cuz my brother used to call them rat burgers tho we both ate the microwavable ones.. --;; so yah, supposedly this black dude was looking at me :P oh, n ew, there was this korean couple at the table next to me.. n the guy was like yelling at his girl giving her lessons on how to play pool... it was like "dang, give her a break... just let her learn to play on her own".. --;; i wanted to kick him (tho he was cute).. n of course Mr. Lee says "anyounghaesayo" to me ^^ pwuahaha hehe.. fun tymz.. after we played a couple of games, we left n now here i am blogging.. :P *sigh* its been a hectic day.. thank god i love driving or else it would have been a painful day.. ><;; mayn, i gotta leave in 10 hours for north carolina which will take another 12 hours to get to --;; *sigh* n i'm kinda bleh cuz marko's having a bbq tomorrow but i can't go since i'm going to NC.. also, allison remuzzi is having a graduation party.. n i can't go to that either... UGH *kicks going to nC* bleh.. *sigh* i would ask my parents to stay but its kinda last minute now... n they prolly won't let me since i'll be home alone n since the reason why we're going to NC is cuz of something with my godmother who hasn't seen me in forever.. :P but it kinda sux cuz there's gonna be a lotta ppl in the van or something.. *double sigh* i gotta get my friggin clothes ready.. i dun even kno what to bring... --;; i'm not even that sure of why we're going in the first place so i'm kinda in the dark --;; ARGGGG... okay, i'm done...
random test:
i'm a blusher. what type of make up are you?
quiz made by muna.
Are you NASTY or NICE?
Quiz made by Angela
and lastly...
tadah! that's it! :P leave a message :P
... i yearned to live again Friday, June 28, 2002 01:13 a.m. ...
..[[ *tilts head to side n blinks twice* ]]..
you can say that i really had no idea what to make the title of this entry :P aright, so here's the deal, today i woke up around 12 when trina called me n told me to meet up with her at six flags.. so i got ready n stuff... left around 2:30 or something (yes, i get ready that slow) got there around 3.. paid for a ticket.. i was gonna get a season pass but it turned out to be dollars rather than --;; so much money.. i could buy eight pairs of pants from the Delia's outlet with that (soon the be explained). But, yah, i met up with trina, alfred, ara, clarissa, and eliza.. OMG.. it was SO FRIGGIN HOT. --;; I was outside for mebbe 10 minutes and i was sweating more than if i were in a sauna.. it was SO bad --;; n i was wearing jeans too --;; so yah, we went on rides.. we went on medusa, then on the log flume, then on batman.. i think that's it O.o i didn't really have that much time to go around since i got there at like 3 and they were leaving at 5 :P SO, yah, we hung around and bugged out and talked about shtuff.. it was fun.. there weren't any hot guys --;; it made the experience a lot less enjoyable.. there was one cute dude but he was just huggable.. not necessarily tappable.. :P.. SO, yah.. then trina's mom cam and took everyone but me n trina home.. i had to fetch my car... so me n trina went to the six flags outlets.. i bought TEN DOLLAR PANTS AND JEANS FROM DELIA'S XD bWEEEeEeeEeeee ^^ lalala, hehe. i'm all excited cuz i actually have clothes now.. or yah, so then these hicks hit on me n trina.. it wasn't good tymz --;; then i drove trina back to her house n now here i am ^^
y'kno what i figured? i figured that most asian guys aren't sexually appealing to me.. (well atleast, most filipino guys).. here's part of me n toki's convo:
Filodiva19: aw, i saw one cute dude at sixflags
Filodiva19: but he was baby-cute.. i wanted to hug him
Akma 27: awwwwwww
Filodiva19: i think i tend to find a lot more of those kinds of asian guys rather than just sexually appealing ones
Akma 27: hehehe i love guys that look baby cute
Akma 27: lol I was about to say baby-chu
Filodiva19: only once in a while do i find an asian guy that i'd really like to fuck dry
Akma 27: lol
Filodiva19: namely gym guy
Akma 27: lol true true
Filodiva19: whose perfect perfect ass i haven't seen in FOREVER --;;
Akma 27: erf how stinky
i find this to be a sort of trend... i dun really find filipino guys physically attractive unless they're tall and buff.. and that's like 1 in 50.. --;; (namely gym guy once again).. i find most korean guys despite how skinny n short they are to be hot.. i think its the eyes, really.. :P i lyk guys with chinky eyes XD
hrm.. yah, bWEEeEeeee. i helped toki-chu write a shower scene with jo n akio XD AHHHH!!! can't wait till that goes up hehe ^^;; lalalalaaaaa..
oh yah, so i went to the gym.. nothing eventful happened.. a not-so-attractive personal trainer said hi to me.. i mean, he's not bad looking.. he's buff but i dun like his hair --;; if he shaved his head, i'd prolly think he was hot.. :P ...
oh hey, found out marko is back till july 4th.. aw, i hope i get to chill with that kid before he leaves again... n hrm.. yah i have to go to the dentist tomorrow --;; *kicks the dentist* i HATE going to the dentist. but i get to chill with toki-chu ^^ n mebbe hit pines with ice n phil... we'll see.. arighteez, thats it hehe..
... i yearned to live again Wednesday, June 26, 2002 11:11 p.m. ...
..[[ y'kno what i think? ]]..
i think that's there's really not enough porn on cable tv anymore.. I was up around 4AM last night watching late night television and i only saw ONE instance of porn... ONE.. what the hell is wrong with the world today? is it so involved in the internet that they can't air porn movies anymore?? how depressing..
tho there was something interesting... But I'm A Cheerleader was on HBO last night and then later on that night, there was another comedic movie about a girl and her homosexual tendencies... i thought it was kinda odd that there were two different movies based on the formalities of homosexuality.. :P so anyway, yah hehe..
oh! yah, me n tai-tai were chatting n she was like "do u think jo has wet dreams of akio?" n i was like "who doesn't?" LOL. then we talked about how miya may be giving him that gentle loving and they "make love" or whutever.. but with Akio.. well, that's an all-out fuck fest right there.. i mean, miya n jo were both virgins before fucking.. what do they kno about delivering pleasure?? :P n then tai asks me if akio has a porno collection... i figure yes, he does have one because most women find watching porn while fucking arousing.. (tho i personally wouldn't apply unless it was yaoi porn) but yah, i figure akio has an extensive collection of pornography.. good tymz ^^ *sigh* what i would give to have akio's money.. :P arightee, well.. here's a survey:
Shurvey
Full Name: Christine Anne Monica Enciso (why do all these surveys seem to start out the same?? :P )
Birthday: 1.19.84
Religion: atheist
Nickname(s): tin-tin, kateena-kateena, tin-teena, akio, teru-chu, phoenix, c2, ading.. um yah.. the others on my previous survey --;;
Hair style: long black.. need to something to it tho
Eye Color: dark dark brown.. (i think they look REALLY dark cuz everyone i kno has light colored eyes or contacts)
Hair Color: black :P i still have roots froma while ago
Zodiac Sign: capz (capricorn ^^)
Status: a sexy single.. come n get it
Favorites
Animals: tigerz ^__________^ i'm a white tiger n teddy's an orange tiger XD
Sport: i like volleyball..
Color: orange, green, chrome, burgundy, black
Song: THE DOOM SONG! XD
Band(s)/Singer(s): ALicia Keys, Aaliyah, LS, Shinhwa
Singers: look above
Quote: um.. too much thinking involved
Flower: GODDAMN THESE SAME QUESTIONS IN EVERY SURVEY --;; okay, white roses, sampaguitas..
Scent: blah
Movies: blee
Holiday: bloo
Season: sorrie, was too lazy to answer those damn questions that had been on every other survey i have filled out in the past month
Author(s): i lyk stephen king
Girly Questions
Do you wear makeup?: not really.. tho i did everyday at orientation. i think its gonna be the norm once i hit college (then again, i could possibly just be lazy n not)
Do you pluck your eyebrows?: yesh i do :P
Do you look for personality or looks?: well first-off, its looks.. but if they turn out to be a jerk, its either i'll still want his ass profusely or i'll be disgusted by him
Perfect boy: iunno.. blurb
Pointless
How many rings before you answer the phone: as long as it takes to get to wherever the phone is, check the caller id, and figure out whether or not i should answer it
Future plans: possibly GA tomorrow... :P we'll see tho.. hafta go with toki-chu to get her hair done.. n then hit the beach n Jersey Gardens with Faith... n the dentist on thursday
Do you sleep with stuffies?: nah.. i'm happy with my body pillow ^^
Do you want kids: oh yesh.. ur gonna see the lil devil-incarnate mini-me's running around like all hell broke loose ^^;;
Are you popular: figuratively speaking, yes..
Are you pretty: i like to think that i am.. but i'm definitely very sexy
Do you have your own phone line?: no but i do have a cellphone
Do you get along with your family?: pretty much yah
Do you...
Do drugs: nothing hardcore.. i smoke n drink sometimes
Eat meat: meat is GOD.... okay, no its not but i need it
Insomnia: well sleeping around 5AM everyday... does that mean yes?
Sleep Alot: yesh.. around 12 hours
Eat sushi: like its my job ^^
Bake: only if its that instant stuff
Preferences
Hot or Cold: cold.. i'm a winter/fall girl
Lace or Satin: satin baby.. yum
Blue or Red: red ^^
New or Old: new
Rain or Snow: snow.. yucky rain
Give or recieve: both XD
Wool or Cotton: cotton.. wool is itchy --;;
Rose or Daisy: rose.. daisies are too damn happy :P
Private school or public school: hrm.. well i went to private but i think i definitely should have gone to public
Chocolate Milk or White Milk: it really depends on my mood.. tho right now, i'd hafta say chocolate
Celcius or faerenheit: celcius, tho i don't go by it.. but its SO much easier.. damn americans! *kicks them*
Spring or Fall: fall.. yummy, one of my fave seasons ^^
Math or Art: oof, that's a hard one... --;;
One pillow or two: 5 XD
Dogs or Cats: um.. i like both, really ^^
Adidas or Nike: Nike! iunno, either one :P
Coke or Pepsi: pepsi than coke.. diet coke than diet pepsi
Oranges or Apples: oranges! XD actually, i eat apples more but i like oranges more cuz of teddy :P
Deaf or Blind: hrm.. deaf.. i'd rather see than hear
Pool or hottub: sauna XD hrm, both, i say!
Blonde or Brunette: hrm.. unimportant?
Guys or Girls: guys.. men! males! YESH!
Tall or short: tall.. cuz i'm tall :P
TV or Radio: mp3 player ^^
Personal Stance on...
Homosexuality: "*celebration* I think I celebrate homosexuality more then most homosexuals ^^;;;" <== haha, same here, toki-chu ^^ same here! well, i'd hafta say gay sex between men is good tymz.. now between girlz.. i don't condemn it but i don't necessarily find it appealing
Brand names: dun mind them as long as i don't look like a walking billboard
Abortion: look in the previous survey :P
Religion: eh.. humans need it to survive
Animal Rights: for it.. just not about to picket in front of a burger king
Love at first sight: hrm.. i really dun have any feelings on it *shrug*
God: non-existent? :P
Aliens: "there's gotta be other life...everyone here is fuckin STUPID" <===== PWUAHAHAHAHAHA.. amen, sister! XD
Horoscopes: they're fun to take ^^
Transvestites: hrm well.. i guess that have their reasons
Pop music: still like korean pop... american pop irritates me tho :P
Rap: depends.. i like it if it has meaning.. if its all about ass and pimping, then no
80's music: me <=== child of the 80's n early 90's.. YES
Punk: i lykie most of the time... ^^ tho i think that some punk kids are really just trying to hard to be different..
Quick Addition
what's the prettiest instrument?: any kind of string instrument.. including piano ^^
what's the prettiest part of the body?: "that curve on a guy's torso...kinda hard to explain it's just fun though XD" <== i agree toki-chu.. i also love the line of muscle along the the width of a guy's shoulders in the back.. drooool
biggest fault: In humanity: "The masses rule...and the masses are morons" <=== amen sister In me: i dun have enough confidence in myself sometimes
biggest fears: Having someone die when u could have done something to prevent it
Do you live in the moment?: mostly.. but when it comes to gym guy... no --;;
Obsession: yaoi, my blog, n gym guy? :P
looking forward to: GOING TO FRIGGIN COLLEGE.. UGH!
Favourite weather: sunny but windy so its not too hot ^^
aright, that ended super-abruptly ^^;; allg.. bWEeEeeee, i'm talking to our don (Jia) lalalaaaa, talking about awkward n lanky tall asian girls O.o :P oh well hehe... hrm, let's see so nothing really interesting happened today.. i didn't do anything... i FRIGGIN NEED SOMETHING TO DO DAMNIT.. *sigh* oh, i saved all the pics off my picturetrail to make my own album... hopefully i'll be able to work on that.. :P n let's see.. might go to six flags tomorrow.. gonna get a season pass.. its like 80 bucks or something.. --;; gotta ask my parents for money tomorrow morning ... DAMN MY BORED ASS.. *sigh*
random thought: i need ass.
*takes a bow* YES, U ALL LOVE ME! leave a damn msg --;;
... i yearned to live again Wednesday, June 26, 2002 01:44 a.m. ...
..[[ took that bad boy anime quiz again ]]..
i was actually taking it cuz i wanted to see what the caption for one i got said but i ended up getting a different person --;;..
You're most like laid back bounty hunter. You're the cool headed Spike. Not much gets to you...seemingly. You hold some inner pain, but you keep it hidden as best as you can. Inner pain or not, you are incredibly bad-ass
Find out what anime bad boy you are.
aright, i think this one seems a lot more like me anyway :P hrm, so yah, i'm bored.. i should go the gym but i'm too lazy so i think i'm jux gonna do some exercises here in the house --;; gonna work on my blog too... i've made those lil menu thingies above my entries but the only one that works is my profile n that's not even done --;; ARG.. arightee, off to do my shtuff! ^^
... i yearned to live again Tuesday, June 25, 2002 08:08 p.m. ...
..[[ eating sushi.. strawberry shortcake to follow ]]..
y'kno, i wonder how in all this time that i haven't been working out and i've been eating like crap, i've only gained one pound.. its crazed :P SO, yesh, i bought sushi tonight after my exertions at the gym.. (wonderful, right? eating right after the gym :P) n i bought a lil plastic container of strawberry shortcake.. it looks yummy.. ^^ SO ANYWAY.. yah, austin gave me the lyrics to his and dale's spoof on Brown Eyed Girl AGAIN. :P so here they are:
hey, where did we go
nights at the diner
broccoli balls and
we were all minors
laughing and a-spazzing out now
tripping and a-bugging
in the heart of your south central
with our hearts, our hearts a-thumpin' for you,
our brown-eyed girls
you're, our brown-eyed girls
whatever happened
to dance battles at parties
143 and funmania
and me dropping my car keys
prancing in the basement, dancing
posing for the mirror
who would've known that
watchung would bring us nearer to you,
our brown-eyed girls
you're, our brown-eyed girls
do you remember when
we used to sing?
sha la la la la la la la la la la ti da
sha la la la la la la la la la la ti da
la ti da
hehe, it was for me n trina.. it has a buncha inside jokes in stuff in it! AWWwwWwww.. kawaaiiiii!! (cute)
so yah, i went to the gym for the first time today in FOREVER. worked out like usual. It was tiring :P i'm so outta shape. I was hoping i'd see gym guy but he wasn't there --;; gotta talk to him before i leave ^^;; arightee, well that seems to be all that happened today.
oh, austin told me to mention that he cried when he saw Lion King in the theater in '94 O.o iunno :P haha..
gonna go finish my sushi n peruse other blogz now.. ta ta!
oh hey, decided to add the scan of the stix pix me, ghost, trina took at the movies before seeing lilo n stitch ^^
okie, that's it! baaaiiii!
... i yearned to live again Monday, June 24, 2002 11:14 p.m. ...
..[[ surrrrvvveeyyyyyyy ^^ ]]..
TIME STARTED: 6:03 PM
***A LITTLE ABOUT YOU***
FULL NAME: Christine Anne Monica Enciso ^^ *with honors* hehehe
BIRTHDAY: 1.19.84
AGE: 18.. *sigh* legal newbie
BORN: Edison NJ
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? death and losing those i luv :P
DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES? yesh i do ^^ contacts
YOUR PERFECT MAN/WOMAN:hrm.. that's a hard one :P dunno yet hehe
DO YOU LIKE YOURSELF? most of the tym yesh
EMBARRASSING MOMENT: When i said testicles in front of my family instead of tentacles --;;
YOUR BEST/GOOD FRIENDS: faith, trina, LNC, SFG, yakuza ^^
PERSON IN YOUR FAMILY: huh? lol if ur asking who's my favorite? i guess my gay cousin David ^^
***FAVE STUFF***
ICE-CREAM: cookie dough n plain vanilla
DINNER: hrm.. easy mac hahahaha lol iunno, anything really.. depends on my mood
VEGETABLE: i like water chestnuts *are those even veggies? O.o* n brocolli
FAST FOOD: Wendy's rocks ^___^
MEAT: i like beef yum
BEVERAGE: diet coke with lemon has become my new fave ^^
MOVIE: Dead Poets Society.. i cry EVERY TIME T.T
Show: Six Feet Under, Whose Line Is It Anyway
TALK SHOW: eh.. i dun watch them :P
ACTRESS: i like Cameron Diaz n Nicole Kidman, Winona's good too.. they should stop busting on her ass for stealing
Actor: bweeee, i like kevin spacey too ^^ hrm, brad pitt yah lol
BANDS: dun have a fave band.. i like listening to LS now tho n i still like Linkin Park
SINGER: Alicia Keys (tho i dun really like her new song) n Aaliyah *bless her soul*
PLACE TO VISIT: the philippines *sigh* NYC, anywhere where there's pretty bishies *japan, korea*
COLOURS: orange@ ^^ chrome n forest green
JEWELRY: dun wear jewelry.. dun think i have a fave :P
SPORTS: b-ball, tennis, VOLLEYBALL BABY
NUMBER: 137 n 64
ANIMAL: tigers XD TEEDDDDYYYY haha n mike lapinig
FLOWER: sampaguitas, white roses
BRAND OF SHOES: doesn't matter as long as their comfy
PERFUME/COLOGNE: Cashmere Mist, Good Life. for guys Armani de Agua (something like that)
CAREER: some kinda covert agent, or a disgustingly rich business woman with numerous concubines ^^;;
***HAVE YOU EVER***
LOVED SOMEBODY SO MUCH IT MADE YOU CRY? nah..
DRANK ALCOHOL? yesh i have
SMOKED? yuppers.. at trina's party
RAN AWAY FROM HOME? nopers..
BROKEN A BONE? no --;; *knock on wood*
SKINNY DIPPED? O.O noooo
PLAYED STRIP POKER? nopers
PLAYED TRUTH OR DARE? who hasn't?
FLASHED SOMEONE? nah.. tho i remember when govan flashed everyone in the parking lot hahaa
MOONED SOMEONE? no, that's just.. odd.. tho i have stuck my butt in someone's face *but clothed*
KISSED SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW? naw :P
BEEN IN A PHYSICAL FIGHT? nah
RODE IN A POLICE CAR? nopers.. not yet XD
BEEN ON A PLANE? yesh i have
COME CLOSE TO DYING? hrm.. not really... minor car things
CHEATED ON YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER? nopers :P
BEEN IN A SAUNA? yesh.. hrm, mebbe i'll go to the one at my gym today
BEEN IN A HOT TUB? oh yesh XD~
SWAM IN THE OCEAN? yesh i have
***WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT***
ABORTION? eh.. i'm pro-choice but i think that if they're minors, they should have parental consent
CLASSICAL? rocks man..
SOAP OPERAS? they're funny to watch cuz they're so dumb
THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? no one.. i bummed it off toki's blog
AIRPLANES? "well its big and its white and it looks like a big tylenol!" ~Airplane!
AMUSEMENT PARKS? their fun as long as u go with the right people
***WHAT IS***
YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM? hrm.. dun have one :P
YOUR BEDROOM LIKE? covered in clothes --;;
SECRET CRUSH? dun have one actually
YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION? my planner n ALLL my pics, n my comp ^^;;
***ARE YOU A***
GOOD STUDENT? yah.. could be better tho
GOOD ACTOR/ACTRESS? eh.. i'm not really that sure LOL
GOOD DANCER? yah i guess... according to Elvis (a guy named Elvis), i am
******ANY******
STITCHES? u have a huge-ass scar on my heel from falling off a bike.. i got stitches then :P
BLOODY NOSE? i get them once in a while.. i got them all the time before tho
CANCER? no.. *knock on wood again*
SURGERY? nopers.. i'm scared of surgery
SOMEONE BESIDES YOUR FAMILY SAY THEY LOVE YOU? yup ^^
SOMEONE PUNCH YOU? hrm.. jux playfully
***DO YOU***
WET THE BED? um, no
COLLECT ANYTHING? hrm.... this question requires too mucht thinking
LIKE TO SING? yesh'm
LIKE TO SHOP? yah but sometimes i'm not in the mood
LIKE TO PARTY? oh yesh
GET IN TROUBLE A LOT? for stupid things
EAT A LIVE HAMSTER FOR A MILLION DOLLARS? *blech* no
GO TO A HANSON CONCERT IF YOU HAD A FREE TICKET? LOLOL noway.. i'd prolly sell it to some dumb girl that would pay too much for it
GET ANYTHING PIERCED? jux my ears-es
KILL SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW FOR 15 BILLION DOLLARS? sure y not
ANYONE OFFERED YOU A SMALL PART IN A MOVIE WOULD YOU ACCEPT? it really depends... i have to be ass naked then no
HOW LONG WAS YOUR LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? ....
WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? tin-tin, tin-teena, kateena-kateena, akio, teru-chu, phoenix, "enciso", ading, c2
WHO DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON? a hottie at my gym.. that i plan on seeing later on today ^_____________^
TIME FINISHED: 6:26 PM
hrm...yah, gonna hit u up with another survey laterz..
... i yearned to live again Monday, June 24, 2002 06:02 p.m. ...
..[[ arg squared ]]..
aright, so i had written out this whole long thing and then i lost it...we'll start from the beginning again.
SO, yes, to explain as to why I haven't blogged since tuesday (it is now sunday), I went to boston university on Wednesday for orientation. me and my parents packed into the van and left the house around 12PM. The traffic on the way there was simply horrific. It took us almost 7 hours to get there --;; we got there a little past 7 and as i was walking in to sign up, the SA (student advisor) tells me that I should leave my stuff in the lobby and go to the meeting that had started already. So they tell me to go down the hallway and I had a pretty good idea of warren towers since I had been there during the open house. But since I was still unsure and I must have had that look on my face, they asked one of the other SA's to take me to it. So this lil filipino guy takes me there. he wasn't bad looking. His teeth were kinda eh but lol that's allg. So he asks me my name and where I was from. So i get to the meeting and everyone's walking around trying to find SA's with the same birthday month they have. that was kinda really gay and it was amazingly hot in that room. SO, then after that, they explained that they'd be taking the kids out on city trips. I picked a trip to this place called Newbury St. where there was supposed to be a jazz festival. So i signed up there and then stuck some stuff in my bag into my pillow before leaving. I met a few asian girls. CHinese, one filipino. They were way too overly nice. THey were really boisterous in that kind of annoying way. :P so anyway, I got separated from them once we split up into our lil groups. So i hung out with a black girl from jersey and another girl from mass. THey were roomies so yah. We walked around and we went to the mall. LOL out of all the things to do in boston, we go to the mall --;; i felt kinda dumb but i didn't wanna wander off by myself. :P so then i bought some stoges n i was chilling having one like a few minutes before we had to head back to BU.. so the SA of my group goes up to me and he's like "hey, how you doing?" and i'm like "i'm good" and he asks me where I was from and i told him Jersey. Iunno, the tone he was using seemed like he was trying to pick me up. i was like "eh". He was this black dude witha fro and a denim outfit like Craig David's. He actually wasn't that bad looking. So we went back to Warren and I went up to my room. At first, I didn't have a roomie, so I went to the bathroom and I came back and this girl that i saw was getting a room after me ended up being my roomie. Turns out she was korean and she was from Ft. Lee. Her name was debra. :P SO, yah, we chilled for a while.. talked about how a lotta the girls at orientation seemed really air-heady --;; it was fun. Then we went to check if there was a comp lab. There was but it was DAMN SMALL. SO we went there and signed up for our e-mail n went online for a lil while. Then we came back upstairs. So i went to bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth. WHen I was there, there was a chinese girl named Daisy in the bathroom who lent me her toothpaste. She had just come in from cali and missed the whole first day. So i went back to my room and me and my roomie talked about Shinhwa. We were chilling at the comp lab (where a cute korean dude was working) and she saw the chibi shinhwa pic i had in my wallet since i was looking for my temporary ID card. she was like "you like shinhwa???" LOL.. so we bugged out about shinhwa. LOL, aw, she's a sweetie. So i woke up SO early the next morning. I tooka shower then I headed to the cafeteria for breakfast. I grabbed some food and then some coffee and i sat down with that girl Daisy and her roomie from Texas who's name was also Christine. So we ate and then we headed to the morse auditorium for our first meet up. THey announced everyone's state and everyone screamed for theirs. Then they sorted us into groups after all the SA's introduced themselves. The black dude that was my SA for the city trip's name was Chris and he was from QUeens :P so yah, i was in group 83 and i headed out with the other SMG (School of Management) kids. my SA's name was Jill. So we headed over to SMG where i introduced myself to everyone. I met Sandya, Carolyn, Adrian, Stacy, and Heather. They were cool. So after a briefing on everything, we headed over to the tsai center to take the BUWA (a writing assessment) There was this girl named Tatiana. She was black and from Boston. OMG, she was crazy LOL. she was talking about how she was on birth control and that she was so glad she didn't have a period. So we took the test and then we did some other crap. I don't even remember what it was. :P we went to eat lunch and then we heard a buncha lectures n what not. Then we had dinner at this bbq thingie.. it was okay, i guess :P Then a buncha the ppl from 83 went to Barnes N Nobles to look at stuff. Then went to see the sketch comedy by the SA's. It was so cute cuz the girls did Pink and the boys did NSync. THey spoofed off SNL, Dawson's Creek, Lord of the Rings, Save By The Bell, Grease and a bunch more. It was real cute. Then they "a dance" :P it was really wack tho so me n sandya went to go play pool but all the tables were taken up. SO we went back to the dorms n chilled. We got free t-shirts. That SA chris walked passed me n sandya and he was like "hey jersey" he called me "jersey" --;; i was like "great. just like coyote ugly" SO, yah, then i went to sleep. Then the next morning we had to get up all early again. I was so tired from walking around the whole day the day before. But I had to get up anyway. So i met up with the rest of the SMG kids at the cafeteria. We headed over to SMG and registered for our classes. then we took our ID pictures. Then we went to a computer briefing lecture where we learned how to access our SMG.net accounts n stuff. Then I went back to my dorm n i saw debra and asked for her sn n e-mail before I left. I went to the closing thing and then we left after buying a buncha BU stuff. then we drove like forever the way home. My parents really liked BU. When i got home and went online to blog and read fate and to tell everyone about what happened, my dad got all pissed that I was online late. So he starts yelling at me about how I stay up after midnight all the time and that I'm gonna do it in college. So he DISABLES MY CABLE MODEM. UGH, i was SO mad. GRRRRR, so then the next day is trina's party. I made her a cardboard heart with a buncha pics of everyone on it. and i bought her a BU plush dog that says "SOmeboday from Boston University loves me" on its pink shirt. OH! i bought the CUTEST bear from BU. It has a hoodie on it that has holes in it for the ears to stick out XD SO, yah, then i left being all pissed and my dad was pissed too. So I went to trina's. It was fun. i saw a million ppl from forever ago and we got to bug out. I had to sing Happy birthday for Trina. and apparently i sounded really good. And then Austin N Dale did a spoof of Brown Eyed Girl and stuck a buncha inside jokes in it. it was SO cute. XD mayn, i made him type out the lyrics but i closed the window --;; i post them later i guess. But yah, it was SO funny. SO then a buncha ppl went to trina's and we bugged out there. We took a buncha webcam pics n we talked about random things in her comp room. THen after all the guys left, we watched a show on baby tigers and the entire time we were all like XD awwwww, so cute!!! LOL, then we finally went to sleep around 7.. we got up at around 12 and ate bagels and then later some pizza. Then we went to my house before going to see Lilo N Stitch. OMG, that was the CUTEST MOVIE EVER. I am definitely buying that the second it comes out on DVD. ^_________^ oh yah, i got pics back from graduation and they turned out really cute hehe. I'll scan when i get them back from trina --;; and i think that's it. I'm too lazy to go into too much detail. --;; XD
oh hey, if u see that lil box thing on the side, its a message box. Leave a message!!! ^_____^ arighteez, that's really it. *muah*
holup!!! tests ^______________^:
Whats Your Sexual Personality?
this quiz was made by Val
Total slaughter....total slaughter...
Find out what anime bad boy you are.
LOLOLOLOL.. look at this:
from Koznik's Inferno (a flash animation).
Find out what secondary animated character you are.
The crazy girl in the shadows. What you do best is attract boys and drink sakai. In fact, you probably have a hang-over right now.
Find out what anime girl you are.
Ooooo Shiney! You are that glittering thing that is currently attracting the majority of people...or if you aren't then try selling yourself in bulk. You are a good listener, and store more information than your predecessor. That new guy on the block is starting to make you nervous though...damn dvd-r's
What Random Object From Ydoc Nameloc's Room Are You?
how odd O.o
So cool...so under-appreciated
Find out what anime character cliche you are.
... and lastly.
Pretty Boy! Popular with the ladies, and sometimes even the guys. You don't put a lot of effort in your appearance, but you always end up looking quite attractive. You could have any sexual preference.
Find out what anime character cliche you are.
aright, that's it forreal ^__________^
... i yearned to live again Sunday, June 23, 2002 10:19 p.m. ...
..[[ arg ]]..
i was gonna blog about my BU orientation but my dad's being an ass so i'm just gonna put up a couple of quizzes..
cold.. or are you?
Find out what bishonen you are.
... i yearned to live again Saturday, June 22, 2002 01:52 a.m. ...
..[[ 3AM and craving pizza bagels ]]..
damn me for not having any patience.. i'm waiting for my oven to preheat so i can eat some pizza bagels and YES, it is 3 AM --;;
aright, so hot imports night (HIN).. let's see, so i get home from MK around 6AM.. my mom actually left for work before i got home... it was crazed... SO, i text my brother and tell him to call me 20 minutes before he leaves the house so i could be ready by the time he gets here.. i went to sleep around 6:30, 7.. my dad wakes me up at like 9 and he's like "did u call jeff and michelle?" and i was like "what?" so i thought my cousins Jeff and Michelle were coming to pick me up rather than my brother... so i call him and stuff.. and yah, so i go back to sleep (after a good 10 minutes).. so my brother finally calls around 11 or so... so we drop my applebees and eat lunch and then we head to AC.. mayn, the drive took forever.. traffic was horrific... so we finally get there.. we walk around and look at the cars n shit... dayem, they were nice... i swear, when i get rich, i'm gonna supe up my CARS and enroll them into hot imports and have fucking MALE MODELS so that the girls have someone to pose with.. so yah, i was wearing hoochie shit like most girls that go do... i was wearing like a nice shirt n pants.. so i walked around with my brother and my cousins and my cousin's girlfriend... took a bajillion pictures.. my brother bought me a keychain.. its blue and it lights up and it says HIN on it ^___________^ i'm sucha brat --;; oh well lol.. so yah, i eventually met up with dean.. but when i lost him a buncha times, i walked around by myself and a buncha black dudes hit on me.. i was like --;; grrRRRrrr.. not bad LOL... surrounded by a buncha girls who get paid to wear bikinis and be as slutty as they can and i still manage to get hit on.. good tymz ^^ SO, yah, lotta hot hot guys there. wow... next time i go, i'll wear something a lil sexier.. mebbe i'll catch their eye better ^^ SO, yah we eventually caught up with phil, kelvin, chris, mike, n chomi... since my brother high-tailed home, i had to catch a ride with them.. along with dean... so we walked on the boardwalk and ate dinner.. had ice cream.. it was good tymz... the car ride home was crazy.. i saw in the front with ice, phil driving.. the rest squeezed in the back... we sang most of the way then we started this whole big argument about religion.. --;; lol poor chomi got all pissed.. she and mike were prolly the only christians in the car... but hey, i didn't try to argue.. i just sat there thinking "wow, they are really loud" but poor chomi was about to slaughter everyone --;; i just kinda looked out the window and looked for shooting stars (yesh, i'm a sap at times too) *sigh*.. we got to my house around 4AM.. O.o this seems to be a trend... so i woke up today around 3.. watched Cast Away.. then i was gonna go to the gym but i forgot my sneakers O.o so i went to CVS before picking up trina and then heading back to my house.. i showed her the 36 Moons drawings and a few yaoi illustrations XD then we watched From Hell and i drove her home and here i am blogging and waiting for my pizza bagels to cool ^^ hrm, gonna go to toki's tomorrow ^______________^ yay, i finally get to see her room n isht :P arightee, well that's it..
... i yearned to live again Tuesday, June 18, 2002 02:58 a.m. ...
..[[ *yawn* ]]..
check it out! i'ma pear-shaped bunny bat!
 You are Q-chan aka. Sofu D |
i actually think that's kinda funny... lol so anyway, yah, this weekend... friday.. so i had to get around 10AM to pick up my cousin from the philippines cuz my mom is so determined to get her to chill with me.. but yah, we met up with her..she's prety cool.. y'kno, fob but hey, she's from the phil, i can't really expect her not be... so i hung out with her.. we went to ruby tuesday and ate lunch then we walked around woodbridge.. we bought clothes from Jones New York.. she's sweet tho, i wouldn't mind chilling with her again.. so then i was supposed to meet up with ghost at bridgewater but there was traffic on the way home and i ended up getting home at 6:30, around 2 hours after i was supposed to meet up with her --;; so yah, blah.. things were difficult cuz ghosto doesn't have a cellphone --;; so anyway, yah, we were supposed to chill at toki-chu's house but she ended up going to see star wars a bit later than she thought she was going to.. so ghost calls me and we plan on meeting up at menlo since we had to go there to meet up with jun.. so we go to menlo and i look for pants (i didn't have any luck finding the ones i wanted tho --;;) so then jun finally gets out of work around 10 and we go to her house and get ready to head to MK (a korean club in NYC) so we leave her house around midnight.. we get to the city by 1AM.. so it takes ghost like forever to parallel park.. it was SO funny.. people were laughing at us.. and it was FREEZING outside --;; oh well.. so then we got to the club and it was kinda small or whutever and of course full of korean people... so we danced n shit.. it was fun, i got to dance with my ghosto n jun.. LOL, it was really fun just looking at some of the guys and saying how they couldn't dance --;; i swear, even the gurlz.. i was like O.o *sigh* oh well lol.. so jun gets ass of course (well kinda) a guy starts dancing with her and i'm like "woo! go jun" and then jun's friend (i forgot his name already.. i think its pat) danced with his.. he was like "come on!" and he kept pulling me onto the dance floor and i was like "noooOoooo.. i'm tired!" and so i danced with him a couple of times.. and when we were sitting on the side some random guy was like "why aren't you dancing?" i was like O.o and then he pulls me onto the dancefloor and he's like "come on! dance!" and i was like --;; it seemed to be the trend for the night.. random guys being like "why aren't you dancing??" --;; so anyway, yah, it was cool ^^ i have ghosto a lapdance.. but it was short :P anyway, so yah, the car ride home was fun ^^ and we went to dunkin donuts for a second.. and headed home.. arightee, i'll blog about HIN next tym.. gotta get ready for mass --;;
... i yearned to live again Sunday, June 16, 2002 04:01 p.m. ...
..[[ tests tests tests ]]..
got these from trina's blog:
i'm a pup.what kinda pet are you?
quiz made by muna.
and here:
I'm Marge, who are you? by Lexi
check it out! i'm a black rugrat!! BWEEEEE!!!
I'm suzie, who are you? by Dru & Lexi
You are a true bookworm and dream of a life better than the simple, quiet one you lead now. Your good looks can attract the town jerks, but you manage to ignore them most of the time. Sometimes you feel like you're surrounded by idiots. So what are you waiting for? You don't need your father to be kidnapped to get out and see the world. Although you can be stubborn, you're also very compassionate and see beyond people's façades.
Which of the Disney Princesses are you?
lalala, i'm a lion
Take the What animal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz
What Kind Of Pokemon Are You?
um yah.. i'm a group of pokemon
that's good tymz ^_______________^
and i do believe that's it hehe.. --;; a lotta lotta tests.. mayn, i'm supposed to do so much shit tomorrow.. agh! aright... gonna bounce
... i yearned to live again Friday, June 14, 2002 01:26 a.m. ...
..[[ well its official ]]..
i'm akio ^^
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Play on Playa! Your anthem in Brain by N.E.R.D for obvious reasons! You're high
maintance, a major playboy and arrogant when it comes to yourself. You play
major game and you're good at it too. Once a momma's boy, you're now living to
the extreme of anything and everything you can. You're a little kinky too having
some rather unique sex toys and you play with handcuffs often. In fact, you have
some on your wrist right now. You got a bit of a crush on your new partener and
made the moves on him with little sucess. You'll get him though *wink* You like
to do things for yourself and succeed. You're often trying to live up to
someones expectations and once you fail you feel bad, but you will find new ways
to improve. Eventually you'll get tired of living by someone elses terms and you
break free. From there on...what you do is all you. Which 36 Moons character are you? Click here to find out! |
... i yearned to live again Thursday, June 13, 2002 09:17 p.m. ...
..[[ so yesterday and so forth ]]..
okay, so i've been too into working on this blog that i had forgotten to actually BLOG.. :P
well that's okay cuz hey, nothing's really been happening anyway.. first off:
Which Archangel are you? by Xera
um yah, i kept getting that no matter how many times i changed my answers ><;; i guess that kinda goes with my other test.. where i got the inspiration for this blog layout:
'What kind of Wing are you?' by. Xera
and also here.. another thing about my insecurity and internal emotional distress ><;;
You have high standards for yourself, and try desperately to live up to them. But when you are unable to reach those goals, you fall into a deep depression. People see you as a brilliant person, yet inside, you are full of self-doubt and fear of failure. You need to set more reasonable goals.
Your song is: About to Crash
Which degree of inner turbulence are you?
This quiz was made by Dionae
yah... so.. all these tests say a lot about me being all depressed and wanting to be alone and having a big internal problem... i think in a way its true but at the same time its not :P i mean, i like being out with friends.. its one of the things i love most.. just going out and bugging out with ppl.. its what saves me.. i guess in a way, i'm kinda lonely romance-wise.. y'kno, i haven't been involved with anyone for a while so its kinda blah but yah, its not the end of the world *shrug* so yah.. also, i usually put on this act like i think i'm all great and perfect and sexy n shit but i'm actually really insecure... i think there's a lotta stuff people don't kno or whutever.. but i think tha's just me.. once again *shrug* :P SO ANYWAY, yah i went to the gym yesterday and i was working out with my dad... so i'm on some machine and i hear someone singing really loud (a girl) and i wasn't sure if it was a television or whutever cuz it sounded really good.. so then everyone looks around to find out where the singing is coming from.. and some girl with her friends with ponytails on top of their heads on the treadmills were upstairs and one of the girls was singing really loud... so like yah, i was like "wow, she's got a really nice voice".. didn't really think much of it.. but then she starts again and starts singing something else and then they start singing genie in a bottle and after that i was like "okay, now they're just doing it to get people's attention" iunno, i thought she had a great voice but u don't randomly start singing in the middle of a public gym and not stop for 10 minutes... that's just showing off.. so i got all grumbly at them :P stupie people.. then after the gym, me n my dad went to wegman's and we bought maraschino cherries, sushi and ben&jerry's icecream.. it was good times... then i went online and OH, i did the dumbest thing ever... i was looking at my AIM list and i noticed that i didn't see any yakuza online so i was like "that is SO weird... there are no yakuza online" so i was about to go blog about it but the ghost IMs me and i'm like O.o so i click on my yakuza section thing and then i see four yakuza online and i was like --;; i just didn't have that pary extended.. i felt really dumb ><;; SO, yah.. then we chatted n i read the next chapter of Fate and then we got to this part where akio and jo are in the hotel room in Bangkok and they're convo goes like this:
I still sat on my bed as Akio changed his clothes in the bathroom and then came out as he ran his fingers through his hair. He then said,
"You're not staying dressed like that are you?"
I looked down at my jeans and regular white shirt as I said,
"No. Of course not."
I had already showered earlier after I had breakfast so all I had to do was get dressed. I started going through my suitcase looking for my suit, my one gift I had received in the form of clothes as I found it, pulling it out slowly as I said,
"What time are we going?"
"In an hour Baby-chu pay attention." "I was but like...that gives me a lot of time to get ready."
"We'll kill some time."
"How?"
"I'll help you get dressed."
My face felt warm at that moment but Akio took my suit, shirt and tie and then set them down on my bed.
XD i was like EEEEeeeeEeeeEEeee!!! ^__________________^ hehe n also before that akio n jo are in the steambath in nothing but towels and jo's like "damn, i wish i look like that when i'm 30" i was like XD and then when they're sitting in the dark jo thinks about when akio first kissed him.. i was like ^_________^;; lol i'm so bad.. *sigh* so anyway, yah.. hrm let's see if anything else interesting happened.. oh, i have webcame pics i took at trina's house... here yah go:
"ooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!"
"aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!"
us pretending that the book is all scandalous XD
us making fun of brandy's THe Boy Is Mine ^^;;
us making the ghost's infamous monster face
us thinking :P
us being ghetto-fab.. akio's gun point ^^
then austin dale n trina taking webcam pics on grad day:
the 2 dorks trying to be hardcore
and everyone.. together..
i think that's about it... oh yah, i dunno, this is random but i was thinking back to when me and toki were chatting and she was like "i bet akio would be a good fuck" and i was like "oh yesh, and do u know why?" and she's like "why?" and i go "cuz he finds pleasure in giving other pleasure XD" LOL.. that's good tymz.. arightee, i think that's it forrealz.. gonna do some isht. :P
... i yearned to live again Wednesday, June 12, 2002 08:28 p.m. ...
..[[ bweeeEEeEEEee, new bloggy ^^ ]]..
arightee, so yah so i finally got sick of blogspot.. it was kinda gay and i really had no idea how to change it around to make it all cool looking so i decided to stop using it :P
SO, yesh, we'll start with saturday... I GRADUATED!!! ^______________^ so i get up around 7:30 and i ask my mom where the collar of my gown was then she blows up on me and says that i'm so incredibly irresponsible and that if she did know where it was, she wouldn't tell me anyway.. i was like wtf.. so i got ready as quick as i could so i could just leave without saying anything to her but i got downstairs and she acted like nothing happened (as always).. so anyway, i leave and get there on time (for once) and i get into my gear after shoving my bag n stuff into tony's car.. then the ceremony begins... it wasn't too bad... lol ghost n my best friend faith cheered really loud for me n same with diane n ray n dale n austin.. i just kept laughing as i walked back to my seat... it was SO funny cuz when ms. cable announced my name, she said it SO slow she was like "christine......anne.......monica........enciso.......with honors" and they had to keep screaming throughout the whole thing :P LOL so yah, that was cool.. then we took a bajillion pictures after... it was great cuz all of 143 was there ^_^ it was good times.. then vanessa gave us all hawaiian leis (i think that's how its spelled O.o) lol we were like "yah, i got lei'd right after graduation" XD hrm.. so then we skipped off to marco polo but diane n ray couldn't go ><;; so we just chilled there and bugged out.. ghost was SO random.. it was crazy.. :P and her and austin kept on saying how they thought these old people were hot n how they'd hit on them n stuff ><;; so after that, trina went to the mall to take graduation pictures.. and i told her i'd meet her there later... so i drove ghost n faith back to my house n we hung out there for a lil while... then we went to the mall where i took pictures with trina that i'll be getting back July 3rd or something... then we walked around freehold mall.. trina got a bathing suit, faith got a shirt n a belt for like .. and i bought baby-sneakers to hang in my car ^^ it was good times.. i kept on getting hit on by black guys cuz i was wearing a white tube dress ><;; then we saw rae and he went to go to the bathroom... and trina said she knew she saw him and she said he was with a skinny chinese kid.. and me and ghost were like "allen".. lol no doubt it was allen... so then allen and ray hung out with us for a while.. then we went back home.. and ryce came over.. (well, kelvz, phil, n ice did) n phil lent me an anime (which i watched n i thought was really good btw) called A Chinese Ghost Story.. and then they left O.o i was like "huh?" and they said that they came down just to congratulate me and i was like "awwwWWWWwwwWWww *sniffle" i thought that was really sweet cuz hey, they traveled like 2 hours here and back just to congratulate me.. then we went to olive garden and ate mucho much.. we were all so delirious because we had eaten so much and we were really tired... my parents bought my an alcoholic drink... it was really good.. it had like amaretto n kahlua n irish baileys in it.. good tymz.. then i went home and chilled online with ghost.. n yah.. it was a pretty eventful day.. it was good tymz...
so yah, on sunday, i was supposed to go to this filipino festival with ryce but i ended up sleeping till 4PM O.o then i went to mass which was evil... n today's monday.. SO, let's see, what did i do today? aright, well i woke up around 12.. that's pretty eary.. so i watched harry potter and i ate pizza bagels then i worked on this blog (even tho i'm not even half done).. then i went to the gym.. i got there and i was like "eh" cuz i didn't see gym guy (tho he usually goes on mondays) so i work on my tris first and i see this guy that works there.. he has this oddly shaped facial hair that reminds me of a backstreet boy but never-the-less, he's hot... he looks at me a lot.. i'd tap it.. cutie.. yesh.. nice abs n his arms *drool*.. SO, yesh.. he stares at me as i work on my tris.. then i go to the back and work on abs.. so nothing special happens at first... then this mexican (or spanish?) kid comes in and he sees this indian girl (who dresses all hooch tho she definitely shouldn't cuz her stomach is the size of guam and she has no definition at all) and he sit down next to her to do crunches and like a big stuck up bitch she goes "i'm not interested" and he's like "oh really?" cuz, hey, what are u supposed to say to that? he didn't say ONE WORD to her and she snaps at him like she's all better than him.. i was like O.o i was sitting right next to them and i was thinking "god, what a bitch" i mean, yah if he said something to me, i'd prolly be like "oh hi" just cuz even tho i'm not interested, i wouldn't mind becoming acquainted or whutever but she goes off on him like he tried to molest her.. i was ready to slap her... so i finish up with my abs and i go to work my bis.. n i get there and the kid with the weird facial hair is there and y'kno when someone looks at u but they're trying to act like they don't see u.. its like that awkward waiting for someone to do something.. so i go to get these weights next to him and he shuffles aside all awkwardly.. n he keep working out for a little n i notice him looking at me sometimes... n i look to my right n i see gym guy and some other filipino guy lifting.. so just did my curls n stuff n gym guy would pass in front me a couple of times getting weights n stuff.. god, he's still hot. :P then this black guy who was sitting on a bench near me turns and he's like "its really not all that bad" (and he's kinda chubby n unattractive *WHY i am so damn superficial*) and i'm like "huh?" and he's like "you're all looking all sad... its really not that bad" and i just smile at him cuz i didn't know what to say tho i kno he was throwing a line at me --;; but anyway, so i continue on my machines n stuff... nothing really important happens.. as i was walking out, gym guy n his filipino friend are at the counter talking to the kid with the weird facial hair so i'm walking past them and the kid with the facial hair looks at me so gym guy and the other guy look at me.. but i just walk out... i thought that was perfect.. the only three bodies i'm interested in the gym all stop talking and look at me.. it was good tymz ^___________^ but i jux left leaving them wanting more XD i'm so arrogant --;; oh well.. :P so then i call up govan and she's at marco polo with a buncha people.. n she tells me that they're gonna think of something to do n call me back... so i pick up some wendy's n i head back home n i text govan and tel her that they could chill at my house... so i get home and i tell my mom people are coming over (she doesn't really care) and so as i'm fixing up my wendy's they get here.. so i eat n we talk forever about everyone and dissing everyone and bitching about everything.. it was SO funny tho.. i laughed SO hard that my chest hurt.. i was dying.. so anyway, yah.. LOL they left around 1AM.. it was crazy.. i think my parents couldn't sleep cuz they were so loud n we kept on laughing like really loud.. its fun times, man.. *sigh* i luv it.. so yah, here i am blogging for the first time on this blog bWEEEEeeeEEeEeeee ^_____________^ that's it.. oh! n i read Fate and i was like XD cuz Jo reminisces on how akio kisses him XD n also cuz i'm wearing hot clothes during the boxing match bweeeee hehe.. arightee. that's it, i swear! ^^;;
... i yearned to live again Tuesday, June 11, 2002 01:54 a.m. ...