i finally got the notes up and working for sure this time. damn server. *whack*

today is oscars, and my day to play dress up with cassandra. ^.^ whehehe. i'm SO gonna enjoy myself dressing her up and putting makeup on her so that she doesn't look so dreadfully plain... (no offense, dear. you know i love you.) xD

but alongside oscars, it's the first day of finals. yes, that dreaded day of the year. today's finals consist of history, geometry, and drama--all my easy ones. the ones tomorrow are BOUND to be a chore and a half, however. this is gonna suck butt...

anyway, it's just about time for me to be heading off to school, so i shall give you my adieus and be ready for finals. ciao, i guess.

((please don't forget to note. let me know you were at least here, ne?))

† entitled † price to play.
when? Tuesday, May 27, 2003

i've had the same section of this song stuck in my head since i woke up this morning--"price to play" by staind. god, i want that cd so bad.

horoscope this morning warns of tremendous success regarding something i've been putting my efforts into. well, if it concerns school...there's really no effort placed in that direction, lemme tell ya.

finals begin tomorrow. *le sigh* tomorrow's finals will consist of...history, geometry, and drama. which reminds me, seeing as i have to get becca ("spazzy") her copy of the script today. damn. i shoulda typed that up last night while i had the damn chance. ah well.

enough angsting for the moment--i've got a bus to catch and a man to "put the moves on". :) ciao.

† entitled † english. bad.
when? Monday, May 26, 2003

i just spent about the last two hours polishing up my english homework. damn, that's a lot to put off to the last minute. i wonder how manny does it all the time, i do...

well, since you've graduated, i guess i've really got nowhere close to turn to whenever i'm just...down and out. oh well. i'll resign myself to hanging out with a group of freshmen to make myself feel better. :) muaha. so i'm obsessed. sue me.

went to work tonight...worked with summer. yay yay yay. she's helping her girlfriend move here, so i'm all happy-like. yay.

wow. have a feeling this is gonna contain a lot of "yay".

kept thinking about him all night tonight. fun stuff...i guess. i'd better head to bed...before i hurt myself or type something stupid.

ciao.

† entitled † *insert longing sigh here*.
when? Monday, May 26, 2003

yep. yesterday was fucking awesome. let me elaborate.

i went to the "old man"s retirement party, right? yeah. so i went...and sat alone for most of the time. then travis happened to join me. naturally, i was freaking out...seeing as i have the hugest, ever-growing thing for him and..yeah. so we sat together for awhile..and enjoyed the really LONG ceremony. no problem. i was ecstatic enough just having him next to me.

afterward, he ate and we talked. no big deal. things were getting a bit crowded, so i wandered off for the moment. again...no big deal. he left with his mom..and seeing as i had no other real reason to stay, i did too. but by then, my brother and his little friends had already left, so i was stuck walking home. great. i started walking..and after awhile, travis and his mom pulled over and asked if i needed a ride. i declined at first, seeing as i didn't want to trouble them..but..oh, what the hell. i got in...and they took me home.

i have suddenly come to the conclusion that i like travis' mom. she totally cracked up when she saw our house. it's green and yellow due to my father's raving obsession with the Green Bay Packers. so, yeah. she's fun...and i wonder if she knows something i don't..if you know what i mean.

blah. another incoherent, pointless entry. i feel horrid and unsatisfied. oh well.

((P.S....addded new note me feature. go ahead and leave me a note or something if you stopped by...))

† entitled † brooding.
when? Sunday, May 25, 2003

wow. i feel..elated, somewhat. and kinda hopeful.
you see, today is my drama teacher's retirement party. yeah...it's his last year, and i still have another year of high school. damn. so who's taking over? his wife! hah!
i only hope travis is going to be there. it'd be neat if he was...but then again, that'd only be if mrs. siler ventured to invite the beginners as well, which i doubt...but it'd be awful big of her...
i found out last night that travis is indeed suicidal, and i kinda freaked, seeing as he and i are getting WAY too alike for comfort, you know? so...yeah. i feel...lightheaded and ditzy, so incredibly different from normal...so..
i'll refrain from writing anymore until i feel somewhat right in the head...

† entitled † no rain.
when? Saturday, May 24, 2003

what a life. and what a crazy week it's been. let me summarize briefly.

monday: nothing much, really.
tuesday: i first started hanging out w/ travis. sweet. also, the first morning that i managed to stuff the grasshoppers in the girls bathroom. fun.
wednesday: no grasshoppers this morning, but i spent all morning wandering around campus with him. this is where i started to really understand him.
thursday: again, another morning to talk to him. he arrived a little late because he had to take the bus, but we talked.
friday: the monumental difference day. he had incredible concerns regarding his ex-girlfriend (who he still has feelings for, no doubt..shit) and an idiot friend of my brother's going out. when he found out that they DID hook up, he started freaking out and bashing his head into stuff. i did what i could to settle him down... then i later talked to mick about him. i told him of my plan to help travis overcome his anger and emotional troubles, but..he insisted that he had tried nearly four times before and gained little to no headway. maybe...i can do more than that. i hope. (oh yeah. and another shipment of grasshoppers was stuffed into the bathroom by us. wheeee.)

so...yeah. in short, it's been a crazy damn week...but isn't the week before finals always allowed a certain amount of craziness?

yes, i know that this blog is an eyesore, but i fear i won't really have time to do a more suitable layout until next week sometime. i just haven't had the time to clean my room, so...yeah.

i'm off to angst some more, i guess. ciao.

† entitled † new.
when? Thursday, May 22, 2003

yeah. just a quickie update just to let you know that this simple layout will be here until i have the time to make a new one, ne. in the meantime, check out my older ones. they're quite spectacular, even if they load slower than shit.