yeah. so here i am...all set to pull a huge ass prank on my boyfriend for april fools' and then...i get deathly ill. xo; i still feel like shit and probably will for about the next two weeks or so. (thank you, cassandra. xD just kidding. i still loof j00.)
currently, courtney is having emotional problems. *huggle* ....god, if i could give ANYTHING in the world to be there to help you, babe, by god i'd do it. *sigh*
so....yeah. life sucks. first day i come back to school from california, i get deathly ill and almost end up throwing up in class again. it's kinda strange...since all my sinuses are plugged up, i have to sleep with my mouth open...so...naturally, i have this icky film forming on the roof of my mouth. xo; yum.
okay. enough complaining for one day...i'm out. look for a layout change within the next few hours...

aion savored bitterSWEET @ 12:53 p.m.

† entitled † california.
when? Saturday, March 29, 2003

FINALLY back from vacation, nyo. since i've been gone, my boyfriend's car window has been smashed in and his car is out of commission. i swear to you that i will find the fucker who did it and beat his/her face in.... \_/ not to mention my best friend #1 had three breakdowns while i was gone and another has gone MIA with her friend in ICU thanks to this wonderful WAR going on....

*smacks forehead* what a life.

but i did find out someone from met was at disneyland on the same exact day i was, which was UBER awesome. i hope she emails or something soon....

...update more later. having issues....no different from normal, right? XD

aion savored bitterSWEET @ 08:35 p.m.

† entitled † dread.
when? Friday, March 21, 2003

i really don't feel like getting off of my dead butt to go to work in half an hour, but oh well. i guess i can suffer, ne? after all, it's for a decent paycheck.
i just burned some CDs for our trip to Cali on Monday. it is a shame that i will be missing an entire week of school, seeing as i am going to be so incredibly behind in chemistry. T_T but at least i won't have to go without music. mwaha. when i return, i will most likely have written some entries for you and will archive when i get back...and when i get around to it, i'll change the layout. so yeah. it all depends....

well. i have some chores to do before i have to go to work, so....ciao.

aion savored bitterSWEET @ 02:31 p.m.

† entitled † moody.
when? Thursday, March 20, 2003

i'm incredibly moody tonight. could that perhaps be a side effect of my PMSing? yeah. also could be a side effect of being pissed off at my parents for taking me away from the computer when i was talking to my best friend and then she had to log off. -_- i could annhilate my parentals, i could sometimes.

....! oh yeah! i found out what summer got me. are you ready? she got me some spikes from hot topic in phoenix. a spiked bracelet and some barbed wire bracelets...! i was sooooo incredibly happy...

not to mention mick (boyfriend) thinks that i hate his guts. *le sigh* that boy needs to learn that i have all the faith in him in the world. he needs to stop worrying. there's so much in this life to relax about, to NOT worry about....i love the guy to DEATH, but even if i told him that, i doubt he'd believe me.

still waiting for courtney to get back online. god, i miss that girl. i hardly ever talk to her anymore thanks to my parentals and i...well...i miss her. more than anything.

well. i think that covers it for the moment.

aion savored bitterSWEET @ 08:13 p.m.

† entitled † blog.
when? Thursday, March 20, 2003

yup, folks, a new blog. how wonderful, ne? i have so much to do, so many people to see....but still, i guess i'll take some time out to actually (maybe) settle down with a blog and stop reeling around, fussing like a banshee.

today, i got the weirdest phone call. summer called me and actually told me that she was going to come over later to give me something. right. and she also said that she was in phoenix. so, naturally i'd assume that she'd been shopping. my question is...just what did she get me? xx; not to mention i'd scold her mightily because she is WAY too kind to me..

le sigh.

not to mention that my own boyfriend is becoming QUITE the nag. also that this codependency thing is ruining my self-image and making me feel...somewhat suffocated. i actually miss being single, even though i griped and moaned about being lonely for the longest time..

four days and counting until my trip to california. whee. i'm so excited..
signing off...

aion savored bitterSWEET @ 03:37 p.m.

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