Just stuffed full of surprises. No one ever knows what you're going to do next. The greatest mystery to you is, naturally, "how do they get the caramel in the Caramilk bars?"
You're Yuna. You're hardworking and honest, and also a little naive. You can easily be lied to, but in the end your friends will look out for you. Kind and loving you'd never hurt a fly. You'd be willing to do anything to help others, even if it means some personal sacrafices for you.
Which Final Fantasy X Character would YOU be? Take thetest.
Staceys Birthady party last night was very event filled. I made a jolly ole ass of my self (I was very rude to Craig about his girlfried I told him I didnt like her at all and that I really didnt agree with her ideas on shaving) But I really dont mind all that much. But I was rather chicken when she came to the door and I hid behind the couch. I suppose that I just didnt want to make a scene if Craig had said anything to Jessa and she desided to say something to me.
Friday, January 25 * 1:10am
Wow finals are over and my wrist skin is still almost flawlessly intact! I might even pull off something higher than an 80% and even more great news I shaved my legs for the first time in 3 months and for more than just the SKIRT I had on today. I get to go see the doctor tomorrow! Mainly to talk about all the great stuff like Vaginal pain and Birth control. But it is always nice to have shaven legs.
Now I dont wanna go! I really hate the doctor and my dad is going to just leave me there and not come back. Hes making me meet him somewhere and I dont wanna go alone!
Now that, that fit is over with. I really think I need to get help and im totally not kidding. Im falling apart at the seams. Normally im the strongest. Im ok with that. But Im falling apart. I cry at the smallest things. I almost cried watching Queer. I couldn't contain myself that means there is something wrong. I sat down today and for no real reason cried for 45 mins then fell asleep I dont sleep during the day...I have to drug my self to. I dont cry for no reason. Over the past 5 months this has progressivly gotten worse. I dont know what to do. Im at my end. There is nothing left.
All I do know is that I need:
~The summer
~Willow home (her mother is a total bitch Willow has left the provence but Im not allowed to know jack all because Im not family. I say thats a load of shit because Ive been better family to her than some have, shes told me everything. Im the one that been living with her shit on my shoulders for the past 5 years when her own mothers only found out about half of the stuff in the past two and a half months. This is so dumb. shes my best friend and I mean nothing? Ive WALKED half way across the city for her and Ive been there every thime she needed to cry. How many times have I cryed on her shoulders (twice) how often have I ever gone to her for something half a serious as she comes to me for. Never not once. I dont put that on her. SO IM NOBODY I DONT FUCKING THINK SO!!!)
~Walks
~Drugs (for any purpose).
~A good punching bag.
~A Drivers and a Car to get away from here.
~A new life compleatly
Piss off Im having a bad day!
Sunday, January 20 * 6:58 pm
Ok Im going to kill some one. I hate finals just because Im going to have to take math 30A over. How much does that suck! I could be in my room...I dont know...trying to study but no I im here doing this. Awaiting to Golden Globes (GO HEDWIG Moulin Rouge will win everything else) anyhoo. Give me a gun and Ill have fun just watch me blow you away! I meanit Apparently according to Machine's stolen test I have an anziety(sp?) Dissorder quite nice aint it?
Read my words
Why do I write in this I cant compare or spell for that matter.
The Imperfectionist:
Wednesday, February 13 * 5:35 pm
