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Monday, April 9 * 10:37 pm

Ahhh what happened today??? I swear I kinda just drifted through the whole thing at least 6 things that should have worried me or at least fased me just blew by. Only one thing really got to me all day and I dont understand why.

Well what happened was yesterday I was talking to Evan and and he was super mad about Danielle and so yet again I was in the center of the "problem" and He was going on about how he couldnt get a hold of her so he asked me to tell her to call and we talked about it some more and how he was going to dump her and stuff. So I'm still really mad at her so I desided to do something not the least bit mean by my standards but mean by hers. She was walking down the hall so I kinda just said "oh ya danielle your supposed to call your ex boyfriend" She was kinda just like "oh ya what are you talking about?" Me "Your EX boyfriend he told me to tell you to call." Her "and which Ex would that be?" Me "You know...Evan." I thought it was really quite funny even if she did look super hurt but she earned it. but the the weirdest thing happened. I actually felt kinda guilty! actually so guilty I almost ralphed but that didnt last long. then on the way home ont he bus Amanda, Dionne, and me were talking about her and well we were being loud and I didnt see her sitting like 3 seats behind us that made me feel so good it was great!

Only 3 More days tell like 10 days off! I cant wait! Tomorrow is what my school likes to call formal day and well I would like to call it "lets give the SRC another reason to look what they think is better than every one else day" and their having "The redmens choise awards" wow! Amanda was nominated for best actress! where the hell do they get off with that! holy shit ok maybe best wanna be porn star! I think im just bitter because for once I wanted to be nominated "BEST DIRECTOR" the bossy that was I wanted and I didnt so well I think Ill skip out of the pep rally early because well its goona blow a big load of shit and I dont wanna be in its way.

Im so giddy I dont know why Its that first kiss feeling or you when your ... im not gonna go there but it feels that good or an even better one that kiss when you feel the sparks and it makes your skin crawl and your tummy feel warm oh and most of all it gets your hard beating so fast and your in purfect rithum(sp?) with the other person its so great I love this feeling!

saterday, April 7 * 11:46pm

Last night I Babysat. I didnt want to but I needed the money Bad. So I sat around and did nothing for a night around 1:30am or so I kinda fell asleep and woke up when the parents of my two sitties came home at 3am. I really wanted to walk home to get some fresh air but well that didnt happen they refuse to let me walk the whole 6 houses home they have to drive me...

Now today was a great day to start I woke up got to putter untell like 12:30 when I went to Tae Kwon Do. Why you ask? Because today I tested for my Blue stripe. It went so much better than I had hoped I remembered everything but I did get kinda stuck on my patterns but thats ok because Sean didnt make a big deal about it. and I lil ol Annora broke a board right in half it was so great. Sean was just like ok when you get up there just breath find your place to hit and kick and right before you kick give one loud gieup(sp? I hate korean its to hard to spell) and just drive right throught the board and thats what I did. I stood there and looked at the board measured my distance and just let it go it was great accept for the sliver I got in my foot It kinda hurt a little. so today was good because of that.

But today sucked because evan ditched me for Adam and Adams girlfriend so I was stuck home alone on the one night my parents told me I could go out and do what ever as long as I was home by the time they wanted me home. So with evan not being around I stared to think about who might be home and fun to be with. I crossed Amanda, Alexis, and Willow off my list first. the I crossed off all people I know in montgomery then all the people I hate from school and all the people I pretend to like at school and that left me witht he whole last resort(no offence) Curtis. So I call and his moms like hes not home yet! all annoyed and im like oh ok well get him to call Annora and he never called so I feel BLAH...BLAH...BLAH...

What the hell should I do now that its 11:45 and im not tired!

Thursday, April 5 * 5:41pm

Wow...thats about all I have to say...no its not. Well Lets start at yesterday...

Well I was having a good time dodaling along with my gettin ready and then I saw the clock so I started rushing. I got my shower done, got chow and got dressed in everything but my socks in a total of about 40mins. which for me it takes 30 to shower on a good day so I was doing great. I slip on my sandals quick with no socks and run little butt down to the corner where I see no one at my bus stop. So im thinkin the bus is gone and I'll have to catch the awful 15. So me being the moron that I am, I run to the other stop to see if I can catch my bus before it leaves my pathetic little semi-suburban hell. And just as I turned the corner towards the other stop my bus starts to pull away so I jump into the middle of the road hoping that it will either hit me so I dont have to go to school or it will stop so I dont have to wait 15mins with no socks on. It stoped.(This was the most interesting thing to happen all day.)
Today on the other hand well I got about 50 comments on my hair rangeing any where from "gawd what the hell happend to you" to "oh its one of those days" nothing else happend.

I didnt know what to write about to day so I asked Curtis/Machine/Michael/Lime (whatever he may be called) what I should talk about. I figured why not ask him he the only one who reads this any way. And he said to talk about the "curlied one/BH" well not like that thats my way of say her name...Well shes back talked me lots I know that and I have no real problem with it but I destest being told what im feeling by a person whos not in my pants(no joke indended)right at that moment. And she had told a bunch of her friends That I was envious(sp?) or something of a friend ship she has/had and then she told them that I was like crazy about a guy who I feel like im friends with...? hmm could she see something I dont? I dont think so. So any way she apparently just told this guy(lets call him Jeremy) im supposed to be jelous(sp?)(I really must learn to spell) of or something or other. That she thinks Curtis has a "drug problem" because hes been acting funny/diffrent, And she told Jeremy that Curtis promised her that he would stop taking Drugs or something and he says he never did and I find this all quite funny and disterbing at the same time. I thing because well. If people are that quick to judge on a big thing like that how quick are they to judge on the small things I guess i find it kinda scary...Must got to tae kwon do. I'll write more when I get back...


Its 10:30 and im back and well class was good...and when I got home I ate yummy honey garlic chicken wings, they were so good ahhh blissful chicken, how could any one not want to eat it or meat for that matter. Any way Jeremy is talking to me and is acting all nice or whatever. I dont know hes all like friendly to every one then he talks behind your back and I dont know, he confuses me lots. I dont undeer stand his motives and why he does what he does.

Whats up with people telling other people and acting like they know you really good? like I dont think I know any one at my school really well I know what people are like but I dont really know any one. If i know any one at my school its got to be Laura Amanda and Alexis. But I am getting to know people better not really well but just better like Curtis and Nicole(im not sure why her...). Oh my gawd! the past like month and a half has been like the first little while in along time that I havent really had a "crush" on someone. Ya but there are still the few people that still make my heart race just to stand next to them...who shall remain nameliss just for my own protection... lol.

Moms been sick the new meds are making her stomach really up set and shes been just really ill she had a head ach and shes just feeling really bad. I dont like it one bit. not at all shes stolen my garbage can as her puke bucket! im so upset I think I might have to steal hers now!

Well I have nothing else to write about tonight so night...