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| Name: Yeong Birthdate: October 12 Ethnicity: Korean Interests: Writing, reading, occasionally watching anime/reading manga and playing RPGs. Future Profession: Don't know anymore, but I will have to get a job once I get a car. Personality (self-described): Shy, quiet, paranoid, insecure, moody, mood-swingy.
Layout Made crappily by me. Current layout features Hisoka from Yami no Matsuei by Yoko Matsushita. All images used were scanned by me from volumes of the manga and are copyrighted to said mangaka. Lyrics used are from the song Black-Eyed by Placebo and copyrighted to said band. Probably best viewed in Internet Explorer with at least 800x600 maximized and uses the Tahoma font type. Favorites Authors: Storm Constantine, Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman Book Series: Wraeththu and Dragonlance Mangaka(s): Yoko Matsushita, Kaori Yuki, Saki Hiwatari, You Higuri and Clamp. Anime/Manga: Yami no Matsuei, Please Save My Earth, Violinist of Hameln, Angel Sanctuary, Fruits Basket, X and Wish. Music: Anime/RPG, Classical, Rock, Alternative, Techno, some Jazz and whatever else I feel like listening to. RPGs: Suikoden and Final Fantasy series. Movie: Lord of the Rings Anime/Manga Characters: Kurosaki Hisoka (Yami no Matsuei), Katan, Rosiel (Angel Sanctuary), Yakushimaru Mikuro (Please Save My Earth), Kaine, Die (Kaine), Raiel (Violinist of Hameln), Naoe Nagi (Weiß Kreuz), Hisui, Kokuyou, Ryuki (Wish), Hatori (Fruits Basket) and Yue (Card Captor Sakura)... Video Game Characters: Luc, Gremio, McDohl (Suikoden), Cloud, Sephiroth (FF7) and Delita (FFT) Book Characters: Raistlin, Dalamar (Dragonlance) Calanthe, Panthera (Wraeththu), Remus Lupin, Sirius Black (Harry Potter), Daniel Cranton (Grigori) and Aragorn (Lord of the Rings) Pairings: Tsuzuki/Hisoka (YnM), Raiel/Hameln (VoH), Kira/Alexiel (AS), Die/Kaine (Kaine), Kokuyou/Hisui (Wish), Gremio/Botchan (Suikoden), Luc/Sasarai (Suikoden II), Cal/Pell (Wraeththu), Touya/Yuki (CCS), Sirius/Remus (HP), Amiboshi/Suboshi (FY)... Food: Seafood, Pineapple
I am the keeper of Watari's sense of direction and Hisoka's blush. I am also the keeper of Ryuuichi's illustrations (these things.)
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Anti Social *[ | ]* Luc Friends in low places // Rosiel Gremio and McDohl are meant for each other
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Monday, August 12, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
Tch. School starts in a week. In a way, I'm half-glad about this and half-not. Hmm... I'll be able to see (most of) my friends again (yay) and I have classes that I actually wanted to take this year (Computer Science and Web Mastering), but on the other hand I still haven't did my summer reading. *horrible slacker* Though I'm going to start that soon. Really. Yeah... I'm sleepy right now... but I'll go read... something. >.>;; Akarui was never one to trust @ 1:41 p.m. Sunday, August 11, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
Slight change in e-mail, for whatever reason. Other one's still there I just check this one more now. Was working on story some more. Just now took note on how it's kind of Soulforge-ish in terms of how the time frame goes. A bit. I think. It covers a span of about twelve years, in the current planning. It also has some weird time jumps. I think. It doesn't cover every single day because that would just be irritating. To read or write. I think. Not something I could do without going insane. Though in the main story time seems to pass very slowly, but it's more of a span of a few months, maybe a year if I time gap. No more than that. I wrote a little, got stuck and so I started typing profiles for my usage. Since I normally need to do that. My memory is bad. And for some reason in profiles, I decided to do 100 words or less per description. So far Aethan's is the only one to reach one hundred. Though I've only did his and Shivon's so far. *sweatdrops* I think this story is going to be the one with the most useless characters. Then again, this is the first one I'm writing so I can't really judge that very well. And even though the first chapter's about 1/3 or 1/4 the way done (about four-five pages. Then it needs me to go back and write its prologue, which I want to have for some reasons.), I don't think I'll let anyone read until I get the entire thing written. So, like, if I decide to re-do things completely it's more okay that way. At least in my opinion. ... ...*runs* Akarui was never one to trust @ 11:54 p.m. Sunday, August 11, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH. *chews in a frantic manner on her newly cut hair* ... ... Sorry. *ahem* That was just me panicking because I haven't started summer homework beyond three pages. Plus I've got a sudden burst of inspiration to write on my story. I wrote about three pages the other day, which is indeed an accomplishment for me even though it might not sound like much. I feel on edge at the moment. Meh. Akarui was never one to trust @ 7:36 p.m. Friday, August 09, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
It would seem that if I haven't had a proper amount of water earlier, I cannot fall asleep. So I'm sitting here drinking water and wary of getting more because my dad is asleep on the couch which is connected to the kitchen and the water thing blurbs whenever I get water. For one, I don't want to disturb said father and for another, I was supposed to try and sleep earlier in hopes of getting back on a 'regular' sleeping schedule for school. Apparently, that did not happen. The 3-5 nap couldn't have helped either though. For a while I was laying in bed, thinking, over my own writing. I've decided that part of what I don't like about my current original thing is, I try too hard on it. I make certain things more complicated than they should be and have in unnecessary things thus making it overly elaborate. I know elaboration is a good thing, but too much of it can get old quickly especially if it escalates into one whole great, big, grand, irritating, long-winded, piece of bleh. Which is what I tend to do with a lot of my fics and stories without meaning to. I worry so much about not putting in enough detail, I put in too much detail. I think that's something of how I am with my life and way of thinking that drained over - making trivial things more complicated, drawn out and difficult than they need to be. So is my view anyway. I think I'll try to work on that later, but I needed to type it down otherwise I might forget when I go to sleep. And now I shall do just that, sleep. My head is feeling decidedly too heavy and I'm kinda shivery cause the a/c is doing it's job exceptionally well at the moment. Plus my eyes are starting to protest my typing this with no glasses on by giving me a frightful headache. Akarui was never one to trust @ 4:44 a.m. Thursday, August 08, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
And so. I still need to begin my summer homework. I probably would have earlier but I managed to give myself a major headache (tarot carding...) and nearly suffocate in a dream. Other than that it was a nice nap. ^^;; I'm fine now though. I should stop reading my current book and get on to the one for school. Random Note: I like the 'Into the Labyrinth' cd (Dead Can Dance, of course). /Random Note. And... o_o; *tries to remain unaffected to the puppy eyes* Hmm... I really don't know what I could send you at the moment. ^^;; It's mostly all unfinished and most of the unfinished is because it lacks a beginning and middle. I could try to tell you about some thing of mine, I guess... but my explanation skills aren't that good. x_x; Akarui was never one to trust @ 11:34 p.m. Thursday, August 08, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
I haven't napped in a while. That sounds fun right about now. *goes fall asleep for a while since she just got home from visitng grandmother* Akarui was never one to trust @ 2:58 p.m. Wednesday, August 07, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
Finished half-watching Lord of the Rings tonight. Though kinda didn't entirely watch the last half cause I was sleepy and indulged in near napping for a little bit. *snickers* While in the process of contemplating a feasable history for Watari (was considering trying to come up with something to write) I decided to take a trip down fic-memory-lane and dug up my old stuff that's been collecting digital dust for years at least. I'm terribly amused by the sheer cheesiness of some of the stuff. There's my pre-yaoi thing which was basically just a very Mary Sue Pokemon fic. Then there's the post-yaoi beginning fics... all of which are basically really bad crossovers or very generic Gundam Wing things. And then the one I meant to be a mockery of Relena by casting bad roles in a 'play'. And a couple things that are book-versed and basically just 'let's make everyone happy and untactfully knock off the characters I hate even if they should play major roles'. Then was my random pairing stage where I tried to throw just about anyone with anyone. And then the profiles for my very first original story where everyone was gay and had no problems with it and angst was but a myth. ALL of these are unfinished and never saw the light of day anywhere. I shall use the fact that I was about 11-13 at the time of coming up with these as an excuse. *sweatdrops* I've come a long way in just a couple years, though I still don't like my writing. I am VERY amused by reading through this stuff though. Very. And then also was browsing through last-year's-yearbook-that-I-got-today and looking for pics of my friends. Jen Bob was in the most. Followed by The Great Zamzam and Sasqy, Geo, then finally Megs and me (we were only in one pic which was the standard for everyone). And randomly deciding to use abbreviated versions of the nicknames The Great Zamzam, Sasqy and I ('I Will Have No Part In Your Insane Name Games') came up with earlier at orientation. *sweatdrops* I don't think this is making much sense to anyone but me but I don't particularly care right now. :D I feel hyper on an overdose of green tea. And apologies to you since I'm really pitiful at keeping a conversation going well. I'm quiet by nature most of the time unless I have something important to say or have known a person fairly well for nearly a year. I also don't do discussion well when I try to think quickly. And I have an ineptitude for coming up with intelligent responses half the time. *smiles a bit* I'd still like to try to work on the e-mailing thing, okay? *hugs* Just a matter of if I'm able to come up with things to e-mail that make sense ^^;;. And I'll also keep in mind the offer of speaking to you about things like earlier. Though that managed to be worked out now, luckily. Now, to try to come up with feasible writing material or work on some other things. Whee... Akarui was never one to trust @ 11:58 p.m. Wednesday, August 07, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
Woohoo. Just got back from orientation. It actually didn't take that long, but I hung around for a couple hours talking to two of my friends that I haven't seen in a while. ^_^ It was fun. And I like my classes so far cause I know that I'll at least have friends I know in two of them. Other two people I wanted to see weren't there, so was bit disappointed by that, but it was still fun nevertheless. And my screwy school finally gave us our yearbooks. Yay! Ish huge, at least in my opinion, for a yearbook. But now at least I have one picture of each of my friends since I'm horrible with cameras and getting film developed. ^^; And about yesterday's thing, I'm sorry if I worried anyone. I was upset. I'm not so much now, but some things still need to be worked out, I think. Need to talk more. And I'm still willing to try to talk to you later. Akarui @ 3:58 p.m. Wednesday, August 07, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
Mwahahaha. Said site below gave me Shigure/Hatori. Which is a pairing I've actually considered writing. And I've found fanart of it. Woohoo. I'm kinda sleepy. So, yeah. No spiders have been spotted so far. Yaaaaaaaaaaaaay. So I was able to take shower w/o problem. Tomorrow/later today will go to school to orientation and get class schedule. I know I'll see one friend cause I'll be sharing a ride with her. I wonder if someone'll be there. I kinda hope so and I kinda hope not. *shrug* I'll see when I get there I guess. And I think next year at A-kon I'm going to want to cosplay. I'm considering Uriel from Angel Sanctuary. Since I could do the hair fairly easily if I let my grow a bit longer which I plan to do regardless. Not sure though. Actually on second thought I think I might try Zaphkiel. I have a while anyway so it doesn't matter. Akarui was never one to trust @ 1:17 a.m. Wednesday, August 07, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
Bought two new Dead Can Dance cds tonight, only listened to one so far. Also picked up Lord of the Rings DVD. It was hell getting over there (what should have been a fifteen minute or maybe twenty minute drive escalated into an hour or more drive), but not so bad getting back. I have my cds so I'm happy. (XD) So, anyway, I got bored and messed with this thing some more. It seems to have a penchant for giving me Kamui as seme, Fuuma as uke and guys slashed with themselves (I got Zechs/Zechs, Kakyou/Kakyou, Yuuto/Yuuto, Subaru/Subaru and Hiei/Hiei). Then it kinda started giving me stuff that wasn't too terribly strange (meaning: things I found interesting in a... good [?] way. I find it amusing all around anyhow. *snickers*) And this came up: Hisoka(YnM)/K(Gravi). ... Followed by: Kumagorou (Gravi)/Schuldig (WK) ...... I simply have no words. Akarui was never one to trust @ 12:17 a.m. Tuesday, August 06, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
I'm way too easily amused. Okay, been messing around with that. For a while. I think the one I've found most amusing so far is Momiji(FB)/Ryuuichi(Gravi) just for the sheer hyper-active factor there. ^^;;; Some of the other ones I was vaguely disturbed by (like Seishirou or Muraki as uke... or Fuuma/Fuuma). And some actually made sense. It's kept me occupied for a while. Yes, I am easily amused. Very easily. At times.
Tuesday, August 06, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
So, I was finally able to get my shower just now since the spider was nowhere to be seen. And I have even more gum. All is good in my world. I'm even awake. *normally lives in a perpetual sleepy haze* I've also re-acquainted myself with my dislike for socks. I shall avoid them the rest of the day. Sandals are nice. And now Aeth wants me to try and get on with writing his story. I think he just wants me to get on to the part where he's able to jump Phyn. *pokes at Aethan* He's strange that way. Not really. Actually he's strange in a lot of ways. I came up with his character and I don't even understand him. I would say that's unusual, but I don't think it is. *sweatdrops* My friend can write faster than I can edit... that's sad. For me. Oh well. Stuff to do before going out shopping later. Lalala. Akarui was never one to trust @ 2:57 p.m. Tuesday, August 06, 2002 Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman I hate spiders. Very much. Well, at least the big friggin' brown ones that decide they want to live underneath my bed. Or in my shower. And won't go down the drain. Feckin' things. Die. Akarui was never one to trust @ 4:17 a.m. Monday, August 05, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
Well... writing was... unsuccessful... and... unsuccessful some more. *sweatdrops* Oh well, I've been brain dead all day and part of yesterday. I did read some at least. And I ended looking at fanarts because I felt like it. Oh. On a good note, I did FINALLY get around to mailing my friend her present. She liked it and said I didn't need to get her one since I started to help her by editting her story. Oh well, I had it anyway and I would've gotten her one regardless. No, I don't know if I'm making sense. I did finish two of my previously half-finished wallpapers today, at least. Both are Angel Sanctuary, one of Michael and one of Adam Kadamon... and they look horrid. *sweatdrops* Or so says me. I kinda forgot what I had wanted to do with them so I just... kinda finished them. ^^;;; And I have determined that I am blind. No idea if that statement makes sense to anyone because it doesn't really make sense to me. I just determined that last night though. Oh. And I hate dreaming even more now. -_-; Though I shall choose to not elaborate on the whys since I despise talking about my dreams. Right. Almost exactly two weeks from today school is going to start back. Which sucks. Royally. Especially since I haven't even touched my summer homework. Feh, I need to find the sheet. I so don't feel like reading the bible. Though there is a good thing to it. I'll get to see certain people again. Maybe that'll make the dreams stop. Since in the last one I was searching for certain people. Actually it's just one person, but that's a moot point to me. I should try doing something useful now. Or not. Akarui was never one to trust @ 7:57 p.m. Sunday, August 04, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
Took a nap, read some, watched something or other on T.V. that I don't recall at all now. I feel better. ^^;; Been listening to the cd I got for... a while now... I like it. And I found some gum which made me happy because I haven't chewed gum in a while. So... yeah... I think I should try to write now... *goes* Akarui was never one to trust @ 9:42 p.m. Sunday, August 04, 2002
Reading: Dragon's Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
Don't feel very good and kind of braindead. Had strange dreams, were too realistic again. *flop* Actually, I think at some point they overlapped with reality since I woke up at one point around nine. And somehow I managed to wake up three different times in the hour of ten. Not making much sense is I. And I wish my mother would take a hint and leave me the hell alone when I feel bad. -_-; Hope that you feel all better again soon. And sorry if e-mail's any trouble for you, since you hate it, but that's what I feel comfortable with at the moment. x_x;; I'll probably not mail though until I'm feeling more coherent. And now I think I'll go nap since the sleeping pills I took last night don't seem to have entirely worn off. And hope I feel well enough later to finish editting cause I told my friend I'd hopefully be done by Sunday, which is today. Urk. Akarui was never one to trust @ 1:55 p.m. Sunday, August 04, 2002
Reading: Dragon Wing - Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman
Lyrics (which belong to Dead Can Dance) to the song I'm listening to because I'm singing it as I type part of this:
We sealed the face of reason My knee hurts and I'm feeling suicidal again. Plus mood-swingy. Oh what a wonderful way to start writing an entry. I have no idea what I wanted to do with this entry so feel free to stop reading here. ========= Ah well, I'm convinced that I suck at everything and that very few people would care if I went off and died. Or they wouldn't know. *shrug* Either or. I guess it's mostly because I value my life on a level that's less than dirt and automatically assume everyone else thinks in a similar way. Or that they should since I'm a pathetic loser. Though I don't entirely believe the latter is true, still pretty much ingratiated in my head so I don't bother to try and change it much. Which is why I'm happily shocked when I get complimented on anything. Lame, aren't I? I won't actually kill myself though and I know it. Various reasons why that no one'll know. I just cryptically think about it every so often because I'm at least slightly masochistic. I think on some level I want someone to hate me so I can use it as confirmation to what I'm (just recently) trying not to believe. Even so I normally try not to antagonize people. I don't even know if I'm making sense. I don't care either. I'm starting to feel like I'm closing up more again, I don't feel like talking much at all except to one or three people. I have too many neuroses. I actually had a good day today until about the time I got home. Woke up at the ungodly hour of eight (having went to bed at two. eheh. I'm grumpy about my sleep) which made me unpleasant for the first hour or so. Finished off my class time in driver's ed. (made fun of some movies with the people sitting next to me again). And then went to eat lunch at a Chinese restaurant which was all right. Then went to cd store where I picked up Dead Can Dance cd - 'A Passage in Time'. From there went on to the book/music/dvd store where... my dad bought me two more cds. Well, actually one was for himself but he gave it to me - Fire and Ice. It has a bunch of nice violin things on it including 'Zigunerweisen', which I like quite a bit for some reasons. The other cd is of Beethoven piano sonatas - 'Pathetique', 'Moonlight' and 'Appassionata'. (Note: I originally heard most of these songs in Violinist of Hameln and they're at least partially on the one soundtrack I own). After all the cd buying fun... we went to look for what will be my future car. They're going to pay for it so I'm not really protesting much as to what I'm getting. I'm thinking it's going to be an Echo which is what we looked at today. Not sure, my birthday's still for a couple of months anyway. We then went grocery shopping which was... err... grocery shopping. In the car mom was questioning me why the characters I like from HP best are Remus Lupin and Sirius Black. I explained, kinda. If dad hadn't been there I probably would've explained how I liked them as a couple out of boredom. Or not. I don't know, I had the Tsuzuki/Hisoka discussion with her though I doubt she remembers it. Also I was happy because the DL trailer thingy I was d/ling finished d/ling. It's cool, though I kind of disagree with how a few of the characters look. Still, like it. Then at some point I fell into my depressive/moody-ness. I read some stuff, I think. Or watched something on T.V.. No wait, I caught up on e-mail and then read fics. A FFX one even though I haven't played the game and parts of Atropos and skimmed over a few HP fics. Then finished a good portion of cleaning out my bookmarks. I think that's all I did in any case while chatting with someone... *sighs* I don't see how and why she keeps putting up with me... and at the moment I feel resentful towards that and I haven't the foggiest as to why. And now I'm either going to try and finish beta-ing a friend's HP fic or go dig up sleep pills in order to go to bed. I'm thinking the latter because I want to kill my knee. Akarui was never one to trust @ 2:15 a.m. Sunday, July 28, 2002 Reading: Stealing Sacred Fire - Storm Constantine My room is such a mess. z.z Scaaaary. And I shed. *looks at poor hairbrush* It's amazing that I still manage to have relatively thick hair. Cleaningcleaning. My poor dusty books... Akarui was never one to trust @ 6:07 p.m. Saturday, July 27, 2002
Reading: Stealing Sacred Fire - Storm Constantine
...I wanna punch Melandra, that bitch. *sweatdrops* Character that I now can't stand from the book I'm reading. -_-;; She bugs me beyond belief and I'm not entirely sure why. *shrug* Though that's not really a new thing. ^^;; So far I think I've read a couple hundred pages in said book, taking me a while to read it since I've mostly been reading it just at driver's ed. to make time go by quicker. I'm also annoyed with Shem. Ah well, back to reading. Akarui was never one to trust @ 9:28p.m. Saturday, July 27, 2002
Reading: Stealing Sacred Fire - Storm Constantine and some book about writing techniques (need all the help I can get... XD)
Woohoo. Awake at three as always, though I don't feel like writing much. :/ Meaning don't feel like writing on any of my stories. Bleh on me. Been downloading some music, song currently listening to is so pretty... at least in my opinion. Dead Can Dance, I think I saw them mentioned in the afterword (or whatever the thing by the author at the end is called) of a book I read. Though first heard the song cause I finished downloading a Fruits Basket music video.
So, two outta two tests agree... whee. Yeah, that was pointless. I finally got around to watching episode eleven of Fruits Basket. (*sweatdrop* I'm sooo behind in watching the anime, read more of the manga at present.) On a similar yet different note, I started writing a furuba fic yesterday that I doubt I'll finish. Somehow it's Hatori/Ayame-ish. The -ish is because nothing happens between them and the plan is for nothing to happen between them. IF I actually completed writing it I want it to be short and just hinted kinda and then not even much. Don't know why, that's just how I'd want it to be. And the weird sounds outside of the walls of my room continue for another night. This time tapping. Just a random noticing of mine: on the RPG mailing lists I'm on, the only e-mails I delete are the ones I send. Aaaaaaall the rest are just kind of sitting there. I delete ones of mine that are sent to me on sight. I have no idea if any of what I'm typing now makes sense so I'll stop. Sleep would be nice about now. Noooo idea what I'm going to do tomorrow though, think if I can I wanna get to a music store. For now, I try to go to sleep. Nightnight. Akarui was never one to trust @ 3:18 a.m. Friday, July 26, 2002
Reading: Stealing Sacred Fire - Storm Constantine
Blaaaaaah. x_x; Got home later tonight cause stopped off at a bookstore and got distracted looking at stuff. ^^;; Also made a slight change to layout, thankies to Let-san for the tip ^^. And since I don't feel like typing more here, time to check e-mail.... lala... Oh wait, one thing.
 What Marauder are you? Created by  legomyelfboy with help from goleafsgoAkarui was never one to trust @ 10:14 p.m. Wednesday, July 24, 2002
Reading: Stealing Sacred Fire - Storm Constantine
Wah... I should sleep. Actually, should've slept a while ago. Need to be awake well before noon later. Going to visit grandmother then practicing driving more. x_x; Driver's ed. is fairly boring. Watched some crappy movies today and (girl sitting next to me and I) made fun of how in them all that seemed to be getting hit were ugly cars. *sweatdrops* I'm feeling uninspired in terms of doing stuff. I think later I'll start going through mangas and artbooks so I'll have things to practice making wallpapers with. It's cold in my room. *eyes coat* Nah... don't want to put it on right now. I've been reconsidering one of my fic ideas... it's too contrived and strange even for me. x_X; Don't care to type out what it is though. My sleeping schedule is too strange. It's going to suck royally when school starts back up. ^^;;; Either sleep through half the day or be wired on caffiene for a while... coffee'll be my friend again. I also can't seem to find a pencil I like. *stares at Eva poster* ...I have just about no where that I can hang this. *glances at walls and mirrors and doors already covered* ...no where... My nail's are short, it's a strange feeling. I really should go sleep. I can't focus on anything at all. Sleepsleep. Akarui was never one to trust @ 3:04 a.m. Tuesday, July 23, 2002
There's a spider living on my bathroom wall now and I keep staring at it. *sweatdrops* It's small and I just thought it was a blob until it moved about a quarter of an inch. I hate spiders though for some reason don't feel like killing this one. Woke up forty-five minutes ago. If I drank coffee, I'd need it right now since I'm not clearly woken up. Akarui was never one to trust @ 12:47 p.m. Tuesday, July 23, 2002
Reading: Stealing Sacred Fire - Storm Constantine
*twitch* Okay, been reading spoilers for Suikoden III since I don't plan to buy the game for a couple years. If most of them are true, I will be ready to hurt something. *twitch*
Water. Yay. And aside from that I feel emotionally dead at the moment. I'm also idly thinking over the fact that I haven't truly laughed or smiled in a long while. Weird. I should sleep since I'm tired. But I don't know if I will. Writing is slooow. On the way to driver's ed. today, stopped off at a bookstore since there was some time to kill. Mom bought me a sketchbook and a book (it's about druids and celtic myth). Also picked up birthday present for a friend (I snagged it from the shelf on sight since I really didn't expect it to be this easy to find). Need to go back there when have more time to look around. Want to browse some writing books and find a good one. Though now I'm slightly irritated at mother since she left me at driver's ed., went to buy groceries and then picked me up fifteen minutes late w/o giving word (class was two hours long as a note). And she told me she was just going to pick up 'a few things'. The whole back of the vehicle had bags. I thought she had fallen asleep in the grocery store (wouldn't really be surprising since she can sleep just about anywhere) or was in an accident or something. Ah well, I'll get over it. On another random note, I haven't touched tarot cards in a few days. I think I'm afraid of getting the same results three times in a row. -_-; So far it's just standing at two. And there're strange sounds around my room at times in the night. Sometimes there's a weird scratching noise from the kitchen and other times there's a sound of shuffling outside against the walls of where I'm currently sitting. Then other times bird's sing at three in the morning. And every so often if I listen closely it sounds like someone's tapping. Yeah... I'm rambling randomly, a sign I need sleep. Akarui was never one to trust @ 3:27 a.m. Monday, July 22, 2002
Reading: Stealing Sacred Fire - Storm Constantine
Woo. Woke up before noon today (was up at eleven). ^^; Though I didn't sleep until four. Uh... yes, that was rather pointless. I attempted to write some more on the Aethan backstory for my nameless story. Didn't actually write much, but planned out a bit. -_-; It's going to be so much longer than what I wanted, or so I expect. ^^; Oh well, guess that's... a good thing? Also for something that was (almost) non-existent in the original planning of this, Aethan and Phyn are developing quite a... good (?)... relationship. Ahahaha. Of course it won't last and I doubt this makes much sense to anyone else (except one person) that's not me. *sweatdrops* I also came up with two character, but I don't have the slightest idea why and what for. Actually, they're just names so I may exchange those for two of the other names I have for lesser developed characters. Or use 'em for something else. Or actually bother to give them a profile and stuff (it'll give me something to do in driver's ed...). On a different note, I went driving again yesterday. Every time I saw vehichle a couple hundred yards off (or whenever it came into my notice) I'd yell 'CAAARRR!'. ^^; I was really really nervous still, but I did better than the other day, I think. And I still haven't hit anything. Yay! ^^; Then after that went swimming for about forty minutes... waaaaaaater... Fun. ^^ Also from just that short time I've tanned o_o;;. I've also decided that I'm becoming Fruits Basket obsessed. Wah. I only have about twelve eps of the anime and have read the current scanlations, though I spent a bunch of free time on Saturday/Sunday looking at and reading stuff. I like Hatori best, I think, though there's not anyone I particularly dislike (surprising for me). ^^; Hmm... I need to get to a bookstore. I usually go to the Barnes and Noble that's about twenty minutes from here (sadly, that's the closest to the best of my knowledge; parents drive me) even though half the time they don't have what I'm looking for. Or I forget what I'm looking for. One of the two. La... driver's ed in a few hours and I still have stuff I want to do. Akarui was never one to trust @ 2:07 p.m. Friday, July 12, 2002
La... first entry of new blog. The other one'll still be, uh, there until I try and do something about it... Here's to hoping that certain people don't find this one like they did the old one. >_>;; Did new layout too while was at it. It sucks. Will probably work on it a bit more at some undefined date that's hopefully in the immediate future. Was originally a crappy wallpaper but decided to modify it a bit and... well, there we are. Go me. Practiced driving earlier with dad. @_@;;; I was more nervous than he was. Actually think I did fairly okay, didn't hit a thing and no other car honked at me, though I was starting to make myself dizzy. ^^;; Managed to get up to 40 mph which is a new record for me (since I normally drive at about ten). ^^; Tired and though it's earlier than normal I think I'll try to go sleep soon and hope to wake up before noon tomorrow... err... today. Will probably go driving again later today. Stopped being lazy and hooked Playstation back up. ^^; Considering re-starting Hoshigami since it's been forever since I've touched it... then again, it took me forever to get to where I got to. o_o;; I stink at tactic type games, but I like them anyway... And whatever that's made itself my writing muse is being more fickle than normal lately. Whenever I'm struck with the complusion to write, it's normally when I have no idea whatsoever and just want to fall asleep. Then when I do start contemplating ideas, it just shuts down so I don't wanna write anymore. Irritating. *flop* x_X;;; Anyhow, sleep or at least an attempt for now. Geez it's early.
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