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| Name: Yeong Birthdate: October 12 Zodiac: Libra, Tiger, Horus Ethnicity: Korean Interests: Writing, reading, occasionally watching anime/reading manga, listening to music, learning (when I'm not being lazy), homework (is a forced interest), attempting to draw, sleeping and playing RPGs. Future Profession: Don't know anymore, but I will have to get a job once I get a car. Personality (self-described): Shy, quiet, paranoid, insecure, moody, mood-swingy.
I have a button now! Thankees to Let-san for making it. ^^
Layout Made crappily by me, again. This layout here features Lawrence and Adrian from 'Boys Next Door' by Kaori Yuki and therefore that is who they are copyrighted to. It's a short story I liked, it can be read here. The background was a picture of a cityscape that I found here. This was inspired by listening to a variety of music but in particular, 'My Sacrifice' by Creed whose lyrics I partially used. The whole song is as follows:
Hello my friend we meet again
When you are with me
We've seen our share of ups and downs
When you are with me
I just want to say hello again I like the song and it seemed to fit, to me anyway, for the ending for that particular manga (no details so as to not have spoilers, should read if you want to know about it). Favorites Authors: Storm Constantine, Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman Book Series: Wraeththu and Dragonlance Mangaka(s): Yoko Matsushita, Kaori Yuki, Saki Hiwatari, You Higuri and Clamp. Anime/Manga: Yami no Matsuei, Please Save My Earth, Violinist of Hameln, Angel Sanctuary, Fruits Basket, X and Wish. Music: Anime/RPG, Classical, Rock, Alternative, Techno, some Jazz and whatever else I feel like listening to. RPGs: Suikoden and Final Fantasy series. Movie: Lord of the Rings Anime/Manga Characters: Kurosaki Hisoka (Yami no Matsuei), Katan, Rosiel (Angel Sanctuary), Yakushimaru Mikuro (Please Save My Earth), Kaine, Die (Kaine), Raiel (Violinist of Hameln), Naoe Nagi (Weiß Kreuz), Hisui, Kokuyou, Ryuki (Wish), Hatori (Fruits Basket) and Yue (Card Captor Sakura)... Video Game Characters: Luc, Gremio, McDohl (Suikoden), Cloud, Sephiroth (FF7) and Delita (FFT) Book Characters: Raistlin, Dalamar (Dragonlance) Calanthe, Panthera (Wraeththu), Remus Lupin, Sirius Black (Harry Potter), Daniel Cranton (Grigori) and Aragorn (Lord of the Rings) Pairings (previously, as I really like very few now): Tsuzuki/Hisoka (YnM), Raiel/Hamel (VoH), Kira/Alexiel (AS), Die/Kaine (Kaine), Kokuyou/Hisui (Wish), Gremio/Botchan (Suikoden), Luc/Sasarai (Suikoden II), Cal/Pell (Wraeththu), Touya/Yuki (CCS), Sirius/Remus (HP), Amiboshi/Suboshi (FY)... Food: Seafood, Pineapple
I am the keeper of Watari's sense of direction and Hisoka's blush. I am also the keeper of Ryuuichi's illustrations (these things.)
Links
Angel Sanctuary Mailing List
Anti Social *[ | ]* Luc Friends in low places // Rosiel Gremio and McDohl are meant for each other
*Addict :: Calanthe
Sprite Adoptions! ^^;; (in no real order because I have no logic)
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Saturday, May 1, 2004 Meh. I don't feel like going out today, but I figure my friends would drag me regardless. Joy. Ten days until the end of the world (a.k.a. the AP Chemistry exam). felt like forever @ 12:37 p.m. Monday, April 5, 2004 Starting to wish I had antidepressants. Or was delusional enough to not be lucid at all. Seriously, feeling like shit all the time is /not/ fun. And it's getting to the point where the energy it takes to control it is totally not worth the effort. God, I'll be glad when school is over. felt like forever @ 09:42 p.m. Wednesday, March 10, 2004 Leaving for Europe very soon for spring break. I'm so excited. XD If anyone wants post cards drop me an e-mail (and will probably send once I get back). felt like forever @ 09:47 p.m. Friday, March 5, 2004 Whee. This is what I get for sleeping from seven to one (night). Going out with friends later to Zio's (we're returning to the scene of the wedding cake fiasco!) and then to see Hidalgo and then over to Beta's for To Wong Foo and Velvet Goldmine, among other movies. It should be fun, but scary to see how long I actually stay awake/alert through all this. Europe in less than a week! Totally happy about that and freaking out at how much work I need to do before I leave. felt like forever @ 03:57 a.m. Wednesday, February 18, 2004 Woo! I managed to /finally/ break the 88 mark on my tests! I think he said I had a 91, but it's a whole grade level higher. So I'm happy; I think that's the first time I could say that about a Chemistry test. *cheers* I even managed to scrape by with an A in Pre Calculus which was rather suprising all things considered. Good Omens is highly entertaining. I need to read more of Neil Gaiman's and Terry Prachett's stuff. felt like forever @ 05:24 p.m. Friday, February 6, 2004 I haven't written in this much. I feel guilty about that. I do little updates to my livejournal, but this has been sorely neglected for a while now. And I've fallen out of contact with most of the people who read this. It makes me sad. I don't know.... I haven't wanted social contact with anyone for a while now. For the past couple months all I've felt like doing is crawling in a hole to write, read, and sleep. Nothing else. I don't want to go to school anymore. It's making me really, really tired. Every day seems like a chore and an eternity. There's no one I really look forward to seeing; I haven't been doing much work in class either. I always end up writing with my paper on top or reading (if it's PreCal since my teacher never says anything). I seem to have fallen out of contact with Geoff too. He has a girlfriend now, and the rest of my friends don't like him. I don't really get to speak to him much in class, and I don't like said girlfriend or most of of his friends. So it makes it difficult to speak to him; we're still good friends, at least I think so. Mostly 'cause of the fact I can still just randomly talk to him and it seems rather normal. What else to say. I don't feel like I'm learning anything. Feels like I'm a sponge for a little while then it all gets wrung out. There's a lot of stuff I need to do as preparation for scholarships and college, and I don't want to do any of it. But to end all this whining on a happy note, I have developed a very dirty mind. I'm quite proud of this fact. felt like forever @ 08:06 p.m. Friday, January 2, 2004 So, Happy New Year to every one! So far it seems to be starting out decently; I'm actually writing on my NaNoWriYe novel, amazingly enough. So far it seems to be Suikoden fanfic and a couple random snippets of my own. Soon I should write up a story for a writing contest, but I'm not sure when I will. Deadline is 01/10/04, so I need to get cracking. Should also do schoolwork, but meh. I've given up on pursuing any kind of science career because I /hate/ it. felt like forever @ 05:29 p.m. Sunday, December 21, 2003 Hmm. Merry (some winter holiday here) everybody. felt like forever @ 11:39 a.m. Friday, December 12, 2003 Finals are coming up. Am very terrified over Art History and Chemistry exams. Chemistry is supposed to take three hours, so we're doing it over a span of two class periods. I made a presentation in that class today and managed to /not/ hyperventilate. Was proud of myself on that account. Even though presentation was only to eight people (we're a small class). Doctor-teacher-guy said all our presentations were good. Was happy about that as well because he isn't one to dally about with praise. Let's see, what else? I've developed a really odd sleeping pattern. Slept at 19:00 and woke about an hour ago. Should do homework and such, but I feel braindead. Oh well, will work on it anyway. Cup noodles are good. And spicy. Grapes are good too, but not so spicy. This is a very pointless, very rambling post. *pets pitas* I'm sorry I don't post on you very much any more. I miss certain people. And I also wish many of the idiotic-types at school would go away. Wondering if I could convince them that they needed to be euthanized and get away with it in a court of law. Probably not.
felt like forever @ 04:30 a.m. Friday, December 5, 2003 Ometto Samba! Stupid song that my Muse seems to have fallen in love with. Chemistry was fun today. I got to play with ammonia and isoprofen (sp?) alcohol! The room smelled horrible. And I'm doing so many horrible annotations to Benito Cereno. It's one mass orgy by now. Way too much fun doing that. felt like forever @ 11:32 p.m. Friday, November 28, 2003 Err, well, it seems I'm a day late to be wishing people a happy Thanksgiving. ^^; I didn't really do too much in way of celebration - I ate pie? And there's a kitty visiting, but he's leaving tomorrow. Kirith Kirin by Jim Grimsley is a fabulous book. Mad hearting toward Jessex and Kirith Kirin. I should really be studying, but I'm not. Suikoden III! I replayed that, this time through Chris's storyline. I should really do Geddoe; it's surprising I haven't since he's my favorite character (after Yuber). *dreamy sigh* Everything seems so indistinct right now. I haven't decided if that's in a good way or a bad way yet. I guess we'll see with time. felt like forever @ 01:26 a.m. Saturday, November 22, 2003 Wow. Time passes quickly when you're stressed out of your mind. Happy Thanksgiving people! I'm just glad it menas I don't have anything due for a week. felt like forever @ 10:45 p.m. Saturday, October 4, 2003 Happy, happy, joy, joy. ^__^ I only had one B! And I was really expecting it since, well, I barely passed the test in AP Chemistry. *sweatdrops* Need to keep grades up and/or do better this coming grading period! In other news, I love my friends. We went shopping yesterday and saw a movie. I'm sure we creeped a few people out. XD;;; And corrupted a few children at the ice cream place while establishing my mind was in the gutter. And there were many bad incense jokes. I'm sleepy. Zzz. felt like forever @ 09:51 p.m. Saturday, September 27, 2003 Whee. Grades come out this Thursday. *crosses fingers* And next week I have two half-days. Yay! I think I'm going shopping with some friends for Halloween necessities. :3 We're going to recreate the French Revolution and have boxes of severed fingers. My costume is going to be more Victorianesque, though, since that's what I have and I'd rather not have to buy other stuff. ^^; Am considering getting blue highlights in my hair. My mom reluctantly agreed to it, so I think I'll end up getting it done next weekend. Will probably ask a couple of my friends their opinion too, but I think I'll go through with it regardless. So... yes. I need to find my dvd remote so I can finally watch Serial Experiments Lain. A friend lent me the boxset; my life is forfeit should anything happen to it. XD;;; felt like forever @ 02:03 p.m. Sunday, September 21, 2003 Life is very good right now, if rather stressful with schoolwork. I'm happier than I've been in a long time and feeling better about being 'myself', no idea if that makes any sense. *g* Also for some reason quite often I've really been craving Chinese and Japanese food, but haven't really had any that I consider decent to what I want. Wah. felt like forever @ 11:12 p.m. Tuesday, September 9, 2003 Tired. Very, very tired. felt like forever @ 09:22 p.m. Thursday, September 4, 2003 Being sick makes me act really dumb and airheady and probably like I'm high or something. Bwhee! ...I think that's why I'm not allowed to go to school when sick. Even if when drowsy I do the same thing to a degree. Though not quite so badly. Glah? felt like forever @ 07:23 p.m. Monday, August 25, 2003 Whee. I love having a coffee shop at school. Even if caffiene seems to make me sleepy.
felt like forever @ 07:59 p.m. Friday, August 22, 2003 Who's insane? I'm insane! I swear, with the classes I'm taking and thinking I'll do okay I have to be. My schedule:
A Days:
B Days: Okay, for the uninformed, the "AP" part is supposed to mean "advanced placement" and in spring you take the AP tests to earn college credit for those classes, assuming you get a 3 or higher. I haven't ever had AP classes before and do I ease into them? No, I dive suicidally in and have half of my classes be them. History is my only regular one, and I'd take advanced in that too if I didn't hate history oh so much. Originally I wasn't in AP Chem, but it was that or Art I.... And AP Chem is going to be easier for me than Art I. I don't like science, but the class seems okay for the one day I've had it so far. x_x;; I'm behind because I transferred in. I'm /so/ going to be wanting to strangle myself come finals and shoot myself come the AP tests. x_x;;;; Why did I ever think I was smart? WHY? I love my classes though, even if I am going to make a dumbass out of myself with a lot of them. felt like forever @ 07:06 p.m. Sunday, August 17, 2003 *sings* 'If I tell you I'm strong, will you play along? If I tell you I'm strong, will you play along? If I tell you I'm strong, will you play along? Or will you see that I'm as insecure as anybody else?' Really like this song. Blue Man Group featuring Dave Matthews, "Sing Along". School starts tomorrow! *bounce* I get to see all my kooky friends from there again! :D It's great. England pictures! XD here. Not all, those are forthcoming though. Now to read some more so I'll be able to do homework tomorrow night... since I'm lazy like that and WILL procrastinate for as long as possible. felt like forever @ 07:59 p.m. Saturday, August 9, 2003 I am back; I had an utterly fabulous time. I have yet to get used to the time difference again. ._.; I wish I were still there. Lots to tell, but I'm not sure what I should tell. Whee! felt like forever @ 08:30 a.m. Wednesday, July 16, 2003 I'm going to be leaving for the airport soon. Three weeks in England. <3 But I'm going to miss everyone. T_T felt like forever @ 02:16 p.m. Tuesday, July 15, 2003 I have another happy memory. This one probably one of my favorites. It's just wonderful. I feel completely... right. I love my friends, all the ones I've ever had, even if we aren't in contact anymore. And I love feeling loved. felt like forever @ 02:50 a.m. Sunday, July 13, 2003 I have so much stuff built up over the past few years it's funny. felt like forever @ 01:07 a.m. Saturday, July 12, 2003 Hate the weather. Making me so lethargic. Rawr at you heat. Rawr. Haven't spoken to many people on AIM in ages, but am too much of a mental blob to get online to say anything coherent. I made a new sn, because I'm dumb like that and don't have the old one since reformatting of the computer. Now it's: kyoki1012 . I should change that on the side thingy there. Yep. Also my livejournal is here. I just write in whichever one of these I remember to write in. Usually lj now for randomness since it's easier and stuff. Bwah. Blub. felt like forever @ 04:40 p.m. Thursday, July 10, 2003 Whee! *sigh* I'm drowsy, but don't want to sleep, and my plans for today got cancelled and switched to Monday, which I guess is okay, but at the same time not. But at least I'll have a pleasant memory to leave on. But, just, wah. felt like forever @ 01:19 p.m. Wednesday, July 9, 2003 Hmm. So I finished a Sirius/Remus-type wallpaper. It's spoilerish if you read into it. If anyone actually wants to see it, drop me an e-mail at akarui86@yahoo.com or leave a tag message with your e-mail. I'm not posting it up here or uploading it anywhere specifically because I used a fanart and feel kinda guilty about that. It's not all that great, but I needed SOMETHING for them and, well, that's what happened. Also, say what size you want (800x600, 1024x768, or what. The original is in 1280x1024 as that's what I run on, so if you want a smaller version I'll see what I can do.). And again, spoilerish. I just don't want any people mad at me for that. I think that's it, I might work with it a little more tomorrow. felt like forever @ 04:24 a.m. Tuesday, July 8, 2003 ^___^ I'm so happy right now and I don't really know why. Just one of those random bouts of giddy I guess.
felt like forever @ 10:11 p.m. Tuesday, July 8, 2003 I'm... making a Sirius/Remus wallpaper. ;_; I blame it on the angst getting to me. I don't really think the wallpaper's that angsty, but still. felt like forever @ 01:57 p.m.
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