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| Name: Yeong Birthdate: October 12 Zodiac: Libra, Tiger, Horus Ethnicity: Korean Interests: Writing, reading, occasionally watching anime/reading manga, listening to music, learning (when I'm not being lazy), homework (is a forced interest), attempting to draw, sleeping and playing RPGs. Future Profession: Don't know anymore, but I will have to get a job once I get a car. Personality (self-described): Shy, quiet, paranoid, insecure, moody, mood-swingy.
Layout Made crappily by me, again. This layout here features Lawrence and Adrian from 'Boys Next Door' by Kaori Yuki and therefore that is who they are copyrighted to. It's a short story I liked, it can be read here. The background was a picture of a cityscape that I found here. This was inspired by listening to a variety of music but in particular, 'My Sacrifice' by Creed whose lyrics I partially used. The whole song is as follows:
Hello my friend we meet again
When you are with me
We've seen our share of ups and downs
When you are with me
I just want to say hello again I like the song and it seemed to fit, to me anyway, for the ending for that particular manga (no details so as to not have spoilers, should read if you want to know about it). Favorites Authors: Storm Constantine, Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman Book Series: Wraeththu and Dragonlance Mangaka(s): Yoko Matsushita, Kaori Yuki, Saki Hiwatari, You Higuri and Clamp. Anime/Manga: Yami no Matsuei, Please Save My Earth, Violinist of Hameln, Angel Sanctuary, Fruits Basket, X and Wish. Music: Anime/RPG, Classical, Rock, Alternative, Techno, some Jazz and whatever else I feel like listening to. RPGs: Suikoden and Final Fantasy series. Movie: Lord of the Rings Anime/Manga Characters: Kurosaki Hisoka (Yami no Matsuei), Katan, Rosiel (Angel Sanctuary), Yakushimaru Mikuro (Please Save My Earth), Kaine, Die (Kaine), Raiel (Violinist of Hameln), Naoe Nagi (Weiß Kreuz), Hisui, Kokuyou, Ryuki (Wish), Hatori (Fruits Basket) and Yue (Card Captor Sakura)... Video Game Characters: Luc, Gremio, McDohl (Suikoden), Cloud, Sephiroth (FF7) and Delita (FFT) Book Characters: Raistlin, Dalamar (Dragonlance) Calanthe, Panthera (Wraeththu), Remus Lupin, Sirius Black (Harry Potter), Daniel Cranton (Grigori) and Aragorn (Lord of the Rings) Pairings (previously, as I really like very few now): Tsuzuki/Hisoka (YnM), Raiel/Hamel (VoH), Kira/Alexiel (AS), Die/Kaine (Kaine), Kokuyou/Hisui (Wish), Gremio/Botchan (Suikoden), Luc/Sasarai (Suikoden II), Cal/Pell (Wraeththu), Touya/Yuki (CCS), Sirius/Remus (HP), Amiboshi/Suboshi (FY)... Food: Seafood, Pineapple
I am the keeper of Watari's sense of direction and Hisoka's blush. I am also the keeper of Ryuuichi's illustrations (these things.)
Links
Angel Sanctuary Mailing List
Anti Social *[ | ]* Luc Friends in low places // Rosiel Gremio and McDohl are meant for each other
*Addict :: Calanthe Sprite Adoptions! ^^;; (in no real order because I have no logic)
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Wednesday, October 9, 2002 Oooh.... Nice sitey. ^^ Also, since didn't say so yet, your blog layout is cool. Argh. My brain is mush at the moment. Have to go in early to make up an english test and must study for Psych. and Spanish. *grumbles* So waking even earlier to do that. In other random news, finally realized who the hair of this one guy I work with in Algebra reminded me of - Hikaru from HnG. Pretty good likeness, though his is shorter. Blah, the things I think of at times like these.... felt like forever @ 12:14 a.m. Sunday, October 6, 2002 When you don't believe in yourself... ...why should you believe that someone else does? felt like forever @ 10:39 p.m. Sunday, October 6, 2002
 What Planet Are You From? this quiz was made by The Autist Formerly Known As Tim felt like forever @ 09:39 p.m. Sunday, October 6, 2002
which kingdom hearts character are you? yeah, yeah. jackie made this. Umm... okay. felt like forever @ 06:06 p.m. Sunday, October 6, 2002 *hits self* Why did I procrastinate in homework until this point? D'agh... I'm a moron~.... whee. And I'm freezing, but that's another point entirely. >_> felt like forever @ 04:01 p.m. Saturday, October 5, 2002 Hmm...
Tired, got back from shopping about an hour ago. Superficial and shallow as it may seem, actually made me feel better. I blew at least a hundred dollars, I'm wincing from that. Irresponsibility of a teenager, I suppose. I actually spent twice that, but mom bought the boots and one of my books (the boots were at least eighty by themselves, but I'm expecting them to last the whole year or more). Anyhow, bought Wish volume out of curiosity though I already own the original manga, The Matrix soundtrack, Card Captor Sakura DVD, six packs of Yugioh cards (they were cheaper than I expected and it's a birthday presnt for Geo, friend of mine, and I'm going to feel like an idiot if that's not what he wanted) and Harry Potter: Chamber of Secrets calander (birthday present for mom though her b-day isn't till December). I'm bored and I can't think of anything more meaningful to blog about. I've felt braindead and trapped within lethargy since Friday thereabouts. Plans for my birthday seem to be underway and going fairly well, just got to get in renewing of learner's permit somewhere in between sleepover with friends and dinner with parents and grandparents. I really should start saving up money for a plane ticket since mom okayed me going to visit friend this summer. Ought to save up because I kind of cringe at taking money out of my savings. Gotta get a job, but as it is the best thing to do is wait until after this trip to do so. Don't think whoever hires me part time would appreciate letting me off for a week (actually more than likely would need it to be two as friend is coming to visit me here for a week), plus I can't legally drive alone until the end of January. So... it's probably just better to wait, work as much as possible over summer and see how it'll go about having a job during school year. This's one of my fears, graduating from high school and not having enough money to get where I want to. And I'm currently re-wishing that I had the dedication/self-descipline to play an instrument and keep up with it well. Bah. I'm too tired right now.
Um... right. felt like forever @ 10:41 p.m. Saturday, October 5, 2002 *smirk* Oh how reflective of my mood.
felt like forever @ 03:13 p.m. Friday, October 4, 2002 ... I do believe I slept most of the day away. ... Headache's suck.
felt like forever @ 09:24 p.m. Thursday, October 3, 2002 What my day from the point of getting home consisted of:
Tomorrow's a half-day at least as is Friday so that opens up free time at least. Still don't get why they have to do half days just so teachers can have conferences with parents, but I'm not really complaining. Guess grades really were /that/ bad this six weeks. And in the kitchen nearly tripped because my sock stuck to something that was on the floor that seemed rather... sticky. I'm trying to /not/ think about what it was. Also, I wonder how strange it is to get a headache from ice cream about three hours after you've eaten it. I'm guessing not as strange as getting a headache three hours before. Then again, I think it only antagonized the headache a bit. It's been there since History and through Algebra, then returned after nap till I showered and then returned with that. ... And typing stuff without glasses on is only making it worse so I go sleep now. Or at least attempt to. felt like forever @ 12:22 a.m. Tuesday, October 1, 2002 Hrm... I make some of the worst fundamental mistakes when I write or type quickly. Though, guess that's since I go by the theory of 'Write first, think second'. However, don't wanna change that as it seems to work the best. *points to notebook in which stories she just writes are and is now going on forty-two pages* That's part of the proof. *then points to pile of unfinished stuff she normally for which thinks an overt amount while writing that number maybe in the beginning of double digits* Ah well. *shrugs* Whatever works. ^^;; I have homework now! *wanders off mumbling about english paragraphs and history tests* felt like forever @ 07:34 p.m. Monday, September 30, 2002 My C.D. player needs help, I try to go back to a track, it takes me forward then back two when I press the button again. felt like forever @ 06:07 p.m. Monday, September 30, 2002
Sooo... I've never seen that but oh well as I went ahead and took the thing anyway. I have an A in Algebra II, woohoo. Really, that's good as the class average is about a C. Saturday, went shopping and used what little money I had to buy a new C.D., Mer de Noms by A Perfect Circle and the X DVD out of curiosity. I also ‘bought’ a manga but it doesn’t really count as it was paid for with these gift certificate type things. I've gotta learn how to sleep earlier again. Whee.... Though writing is affluent at the moment, about thirty-two hand written pages in the past four days I've bothered to pick up a pen and write at school. Two new original things, so unfortunately not either of the things I meant to write on. Then again, I think I'm going to merge this one thing in with another that I have yet to write because it can work that way, though it totally throws out the character profiles I came up with. Not that I care that much. One of the things is based upon a concept presented in Thin Air by Storm Constantine and the other is my very rough attempt at something that is a fusion of fantasy and kinda sci-fi. The first focuses more on what's on the cover of the books which says 'Why dream of escape, when you can escape into your dreams...?' And I, being myself, am finding the whole thing to be rather interesting so I'm coming up with my own thing. It also allows for me to create my ideal of the characterization of a complete and utter unmitigated bastard. An unremorseful, unangsty, guy who has no tragic past or justification for his actions beyond a simple wanting to. Screws with peoples lives and they don‘t even know it until the devastation is irreparable and then he‘s gone before two and two can be put together. Made all the more fun as he is the seemingly stereotypical new/nice guy and shows no real indication toward insanity beyond not caring. Mostly the second is about the apocalypse and draws off of some stuff from From the Ashes of Angels, X and other things that I‘m not aware of. No new ideas under the sun, as some people say. It sorta involves the incarnation of angels and demons and such, though I took creative liberty with coming up with a hierarchy for them. Also has something similar to 'kekkai's but they're all over the world and have been slowly getting destroyed over centuries but it's getting worse as the end is supposed to be approaching. I don’t know how I’m going to handle the factions, but I figure it’ll work itself out. I’m not too sure where I’m going to end up going with this, just that it will be done sometime and is meant to take place in the year 2016. Yeah, not that much into the future, I know, but I feel as though I don’t want to go much further beyond that as I’m uncreative as to coming up with what technological innovations people might make in the lengths of centuries. Unfortunately, if I do decided to integrate my current thing with this, it’ll mean that it won’t be as ‘short’ as was originally intended but it also means I got rid of one of the longer things I wanted to write. Oh well, can’t be helped I guess as I’ve the feeling now I’m going to do that. *flops* Then again, the end of the world’s always fun. And more than likely both of these are just being written because I feel the compulsion to write them both down even if I don’t plan on letting many others read them as I see them as rather generic ideas and not sure how and where I’m going to go with them at the moment. Plot’s rather unstable and everything’s just evolving as I write it. Oh well, they‘re bad ideas anyway that my brain decided to come up with since I like them in a roundabout sort of way. Forcing myself to do homework now, even though I’ll probably end up writing or falling asleep. felt like forever @ 05:36 p.m. Friday, September 27, 2002 Fuaaaaaaaaaaah... I'm tired. Though I had loads of fun tonight. Went with some friends to the movies, saw the Four Feathers. It was good, despite the fact that we kept joking to each other and giggling at times where we probably shouldn't have been. We made lots of fun of the square and the number of times people in the movie cried. That was one of the main points, just how we are together. Then, on the way home, started discussing symbolism and foreshadowing we saw in the movie and were scared because we were applying english to real life. And now, we're seriously considering writing a collab. essay over it together that is not-so-seriously titled 'The time Heath Ledger stole my hair (dot dot dot)'. With the explanation at the end that the title had nothing to do with the actual paper, of course. I need sleep, desperately. Thankfully, it's Saturday tomorrow. Not so thankfully, both of my parents are going to be home. felt like forever @ 11:08 p.m. Thursday, September 26, 2002 In other, more random and strange, news, now that I'm thinking about it, the productivity at school with a friend and I brought about this: Make someone cry, poke 'im in the eye. It's meant to be a short, one line, poem that is to be taken literally and should be able to move anyone to tears. Except for people with glass eyes or something. And that is why I don't write poetry. I have an Algebra II test in approximately twelve hours and should be waking up in five. Ehehehe... I'm gonna die. x_X;; felt like forever @ 02:04 a.m. Wednesday, September 25, 2002 I think I blacked out at some point last night, woke up once briefly and couldn't move though I think I told myself to and am now afraid to fall asleep. Nope, that can't be good. felt like forever @ 04:52 p.m. Tuesday, September 24, 2002 Whee... archiving. felt like forever @ 10:59 p.m.
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