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| Name: Yeong Birthdate: October 12 Zodiac: Libra, Tiger, Horus Ethnicity: Korean Interests: Writing, reading, occasionally watching anime/reading manga, listening to music, learning (when I'm not being lazy), homework (is a forced interest), attempting to draw, sleeping and playing RPGs. Future Profession: Don't know anymore, but I will have to get a job once I get a car. Personality (self-described): Shy, quiet, paranoid, insecure, moody, mood-swingy.
I have a button now! Thankees to Let-san for making it. ^^
Layout Made crappily by me, again. This layout here features Lawrence and Adrian from 'Boys Next Door' by Kaori Yuki and therefore that is who they are copyrighted to. It's a short story I liked, it can be read here. The background was a picture of a cityscape that I found here. This was inspired by listening to a variety of music but in particular, 'My Sacrifice' by Creed whose lyrics I partially used. The whole song is as follows:
Hello my friend we meet again
When you are with me
We've seen our share of ups and downs
When you are with me
I just want to say hello again I like the song and it seemed to fit, to me anyway, for the ending for that particular manga (no details so as to not have spoilers, should read if you want to know about it). Favorites Authors: Storm Constantine, Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman Book Series: Wraeththu and Dragonlance Mangaka(s): Yoko Matsushita, Kaori Yuki, Saki Hiwatari, You Higuri and Clamp. Anime/Manga: Yami no Matsuei, Please Save My Earth, Violinist of Hameln, Angel Sanctuary, Fruits Basket, X and Wish. Music: Anime/RPG, Classical, Rock, Alternative, Techno, some Jazz and whatever else I feel like listening to. RPGs: Suikoden and Final Fantasy series. Movie: Lord of the Rings Anime/Manga Characters: Kurosaki Hisoka (Yami no Matsuei), Katan, Rosiel (Angel Sanctuary), Yakushimaru Mikuro (Please Save My Earth), Kaine, Die (Kaine), Raiel (Violinist of Hameln), Naoe Nagi (Weiß Kreuz), Hisui, Kokuyou, Ryuki (Wish), Hatori (Fruits Basket) and Yue (Card Captor Sakura)... Video Game Characters: Luc, Gremio, McDohl (Suikoden), Cloud, Sephiroth (FF7) and Delita (FFT) Book Characters: Raistlin, Dalamar (Dragonlance) Calanthe, Panthera (Wraeththu), Remus Lupin, Sirius Black (Harry Potter), Daniel Cranton (Grigori) and Aragorn (Lord of the Rings) Pairings (previously, as I really like very few now): Tsuzuki/Hisoka (YnM), Raiel/Hamel (VoH), Kira/Alexiel (AS), Die/Kaine (Kaine), Kokuyou/Hisui (Wish), Gremio/Botchan (Suikoden), Luc/Sasarai (Suikoden II), Cal/Pell (Wraeththu), Touya/Yuki (CCS), Sirius/Remus (HP), Amiboshi/Suboshi (FY)... Food: Seafood, Pineapple
I am the keeper of Watari's sense of direction and Hisoka's blush. I am also the keeper of Ryuuichi's illustrations (these things.)
Links
Angel Sanctuary Mailing List
Anti Social *[ | ]* Luc Friends in low places // Rosiel Gremio and McDohl are meant for each other
*Addict :: Calanthe
Sprite Adoptions! ^^;; (in no real order because I have no logic)
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Monday, July 7, 2003 I leave in less than two weeks. *_*;; I'm so excited and scared and nervous and giddy. felt like forever @ 03:01 p.m. Friday, July 4, 2003 Like A Stone by Audioslave is a really nice song. Angsty and stuff, but I like it. Somewhat of an inspiration to a story I was planning, not sure if I'll write, but like it anyway. ~_~ I'm so sleepy and tired and stuff right now. Bah. *falls over* Zzz. I'm also being very bitchy and moody. Which makes me not at all pleasant to be around. This happens when I think too much. *wills her parents to go to bed so she can sneak into the kitchen and get food* felt like forever @ 10:37 p.m. Thursday, July 3, 2003 Randomness is fun when bored and unable to think of nothing better to write. *sings* Here I am again. Dunno, this song makes me kind of sad though. Overwhelmed in feelings. It's nice though, makes me think of all the people I haven't actually seen or spoken to in a while. Thousand miles away, from your ocean. And maybe can't really consider friends anymore, because of something I've stupidly done. Part of me is near. But still I think of them at times, because it's never easy to forget someone, is it. Thoughts of what we were invade. But I'm always afraid to try to re-establish anything, because if it ends, that's for the best right? Might as well not bring it back up. Miles that stand between can't seperate. Sometimes I wish I could though, but so much time has gone and things change, people change, I just don't know if it would be right. It feels weird, changing, but it happens all the time - it's just the instances that stand out seem to come so quickly. You're all I hoped you to become. But if I ever hear anything again... it just makes me happy to know things are going well in their lives. I'm pretty weird when it comes to people, since I generally dislike them, but the ones I know to good I always just wish for them to be happy, even if it doesn't always seem that way. Here we are again saying goodbye. I don't really know what I'm trying to say, or why I'm writing this, I just am. Oh well, weird feelings just sometimes possess one to write weird things. Still we'll fall asleep under the same sky. Some things seem like they happened an eternity ago. Others seem like they just happened yesterday. I feel old. And at the same time I feel like I don't know anything at all. It's all so strange. I miss rping, there's a few groups I've been looking into, but I'm leaving soon and then entering my junior year, so I don't know if I should actually join any of them. Bah, I feel out of it. felt like forever @ 05:56 p.m. Tuesday, July 1, 2003 I'm a little disappointed, wasn't able to go out tonight with friend. But we re-scheduled, so I'm happy. ^__^ He's one of those people that can make me feel so much better by just a three minute phone conversation. Actually, he's probably the only person that can do that. Has to be really bad if I don't feel better after even just speaking for the briefest of moments with him. I was going to write more, but I forget. England is drawing nearer and nearer. XD Very anxious and anticpating that event. There are a lot more people than I expected going though, I wonder if I'll meet any on the flight over. I'm upset, a pen busted in my bag and got ink all over the cover of one of my books. And the back cover of one got horribly mangled. ^^; I think that's all for now. Wow, my life is boring when I'm completely unproductive. felt like forever @ 06:07 p.m. Thursday, June 26, 2003 ... It... She... He... YOU IDIOT. *numbly closes book for now since her brain decided to click off after that even if she knew it was coming* felt like forever @ 04:21 a.m. Monday, June 23, 2003 So. Like many other people, I've managed to spoil myself for the latest Harry Potter book too. ... I simply have no words. I don't think it's entirely sunk in - don't think it will until after I've read the book and even then it might take a while. Right now the only sentiment I can think of is the one my friend expressed months ago when we were discussing what might happen which is this: "If she kills that character, I'm going to track her down wherever the hell she is and ask her what the fuck she thinks she's trying to get away with by killing off that character of all people." I think that's all. Watch me now wait to go out to pick up my copy and buy some music too. felt like forever @ 04:35 p.m. Sunday, June 22, 2003 Note to self: Never, EVER cook shrimp again unless they've been already prepared for cooking by someone else. De-veining those little fuckers is one of the more annoying things you've done in a while.
Just so you remember, felt like forever @ 05:37 p.m. Sunday, June 22, 2003
Which CLAMP series' random item are you? Quiz made by Let-kun Yay! ^^ ...Still gotta read that though. ._.
felt like forever @ 04:10 p.m. Tuesday, June 17, 2003 I'm home! And I was baka for not writing here that I was going to be gone for two weeks. But I ran out of time and realized a day or two too late that I /didn't/ know the password to get here. Just like I had forgotten my friends addresses and had to do call/e-mail to get them all again. I like flying. Except for taking off. Clouds are pretty and fun! ^___^;;; And I know I've been neglecting this place. I feel bad about it too. I should make a new layout and update more often. I thought I would, but a lot of it seems to be going on the livejournal now as my friends tend to check that more often/have livejournals of their own. Waah, I'm sorry. ;_; I'll... write more later. Right now, I'm too tired to think. felt like forever @ 04:13 p.m. Sunday, June 1, 2003 My mind works slowly at times. Not to say I didn't already know that. ^^; I was at Akon this weekend, and on saturday I was standing around with people in the lobby. I looked around at cosplayers, and one happened to catch my eye. It was a person in a suit, with glasses and dark hair. I stared. And kept staring. And stared some more. For a really, really long time it was just this vague sense of recollection nagging in the back of my mind and I couldn't quite place who it was and even began running over mentally all the series and characters I knew. Then the person pulled out sunglasses and bells just went off - Seishirou. Which was sad that it took that long to recognize because he's one of my favorite X characters. ~_~ And then when I looked again, noticed the Seishirou had a Subaru there too. So of course I went and got their picture. I had a lot of fun this weekend. ^^ And now to go pack again. Wah~. I hate packing, but I love traveling. @_@; Need to make some phone calls too. felt like forever @ 09:59 p.m. Monday, May 26, 2003 Gee, I don't update this that much anymore, do I? Ah well, it's the time of finals and school project junk so what's to be expected? Though for the first few weeks of summer, I'm going to be even more scarce as first is Akon then right after that Canada. Fun stuff. I can't think of much to mention of my little life. Read a few books, played a few games (name .hack//Infection and Shadow of Destiny, both of which are highly entertaining), attempted to write, made a webpage which I might actually put up somewhere amongst other stuff not worth mentioning. I think I'm going to miss school when it gets out, even though I will be happy to be rid of certain classes and certain teachers. Mostly because it means I'll see my friends less and also because it means I'll not be learning as much. I like learning, it's fun. Need to write some more. After all, how am I ever going to be a decent writer if I don't practice? I'm a bit miffed/proud right now though; I edited and re-typed a friends paper for her and she got a higher grade than me. If I hadn't done so, I know she would've got taken off a bit for mechanics. So I'm happy. felt like forever @ 04:46 p.m. Friday, May 9, 2003 I will say this much: I will kill to see The Phantom of the Opera or Les Miserables at The West End. *dreamy sigh* Now to get the application on its way. felt like forever @ 06:07 p.m. Sunday, May 4, 2003 Got my hair cut. ^__^; I like the result, it's layered now. Took nearly an hour to have done, which was kinda odd. Then again, I have a /lot/ of hair. But I usually only get my hair cut once a year, so it's okay, but I'll probably have to do it more often now when it starts to grow back. Nearly finished reading Ender's Game, which I'm still liking a lot. At the present time I like Ender, Bean, and to a degree Peter. Latter just because he reminds me of one of my friends, minus the killing small animals bit. felt like forever @ 09:40 p.m. Friday, May 2, 2003 Got through Canto XIX of Inferno today. Am in the eighth circle of hell. Using church pamphlet a friend of mine gave me as a bookmark because the irony amuses me. felt like forever @ 05:02 p.m. Thursday, May 1, 2003 I love my friends, they're great. Akon is coming up again. I'm looking forward to it a little bit less this year since my neenee can't come, but I get to visit her shortly after, so yay! Justin's going to hopefully go with me and that's always a plus. He's one of the coolest guys I know at the moment. Still need to throw a few parts together for my female-Tsuzuki costume, even if that's, like, the easiest costume in the world. XD;; I need shoes and underskirt thingy. And to get my hair cut, which'll probably happen this weekend. Off to reading, woohoo! Read Anthem last night, almost done with Fahrenheit 451 today. felt like forever @ 05:29 p.m. Monday, April 21, 2003 ~_~ GRR. KILL. STAB. MAIM. *ahem* Just needed to say that. *puts away violent impluses* I'm just bugged by this girl who seems to have this thing about flirting with one of my friends when he already has a girlfriend and she does this in front of her boyfriend. Tch. I don't like the guy she's going out with, but damn. He could do better. So... yeah. I'm making a webpage for my Web Mastering class. :D It's going to be over one of my original characters. It's going to suck! *sweatdrop* But it should be fun to make anyway. I have /no/ clue what I want to do for it though. *opens stuff and starts looking for art/color scheme and to think over layout*
felt like forever @ 06:56 p.m. Monday, April 14, 2003 Fuck. I can't be tired enough to be stumbling and falling down stairs. I feel fine. But why do I keep shaking and walking drunkenly. Dammit. felt like forever @ 04:59 p.m. Tuesday, April 8, 2003
 What Is Your X Japan Ballad? I've been writing again. Not too much, but it's nice since it seemed to have fallen into a period of stagnation. I'm also attempting to renew my learning of hiragana, just because. I really ought to learn French though.
felt like forever @ 11:50 p.m. Wednesday, April 2, 2003 Must... save... money. Gah. I need to get to Canada the beginning of the summer, Cambridge end of summer, then Italy next spring. *looks at limited funds* ...and still hopefully have /something/ left for freshman year of college. Or backpacking. But backpacking's up in the air now since I know for a fact one of the group's not going. Maybe I'll just try to get settled in that summer at wherever I'm going to be living when I attend college. Or work. But first... have to get applications for Cambridge and Italy. *hopes to have enough and to get accepted* felt like forever @ 09:25 p.m. Wednesday, March 26, 2003 So.... Yeah. Life has been... existing. Only thing I can think of that's been of note is that I went to a concert... not last Saturday, but the one before that. Mm... Lifehouse and SR-71. It was absolutely great. I don't like how I look in most of the pictures my friend's mom too, but that's to be expected. I had orange and bluse hair. I should've gotten her to take a picture of my tattoo too, but I forgot and now it's gone. Other than that, I did pretty much nothing. Cleaned my room, if that counts for anything, and let my brain rot a lot. Talked to couple of people on the phone. Began planning my anti-wedding with a friend. ...*pokes writing* Time to drag it out of stagnation and try to get /something/ of story written. felt like forever @ 01:32 p.m. Tuesday, March 18, 2003 *shtabs her internet connection and computer* Stabilize damn you! felt like forever @ 06:00 p.m. Friday, March 7, 2003 It... is... done! *falls over* Take that, research paper~! *turned it in today* *slumps* And... I think getting that done has left me feeling like crap. Well, it's either that or being female. One or the other. Or my mouth. Since I think I somehow cut my lip and burned my tongue without realizing it until I try to eat. o_x;; I think I just want to sleep for a few days.... felt like forever @ 08:14 p.m. Sunday, March 2, 2003 Been on a mental trip. Dunno why. Be back (hopefully) in a few days. - Yeong felt like forever @ 11:52 p.m. Thursday, February 27, 2003 x_X;;; I feel dumb. I was panicking earlier cause I didn't think I was gonna get to be competition on time. ... Turns out the thing was on the OTHER 27th. x_x;;; So I freaked over nothing. I wish my teacher/sponsor person had been more precise, since couple weeks ago she was /quite/ insistent that I keep the 27th open, so I assumed it would be the upcoming one. Nope. Then she wasn't at school today so I wasn't able to ask her. My fingers and toes are extremely cold and I can't seem to warm them up. ...Wah. felt like forever @ 11:07 p.m. Wednesday, February 26, 2003 Just cause I'm bored and I can.... Offering of Why I should stick to writing and be kept faaaaaaaar away from art, ^^;; I apologize if any Seishirou fans feel insulted by this travesty I call a drawing attempt. It's the first I've drawn of more than just part of a person... in a long time. I really ought to practice more. *sweatdrops* Or not. And I already know the one finger, eye, ear, cigarette and tie are all screwy. ^^;;; I don't like shading either, so I only did it partially. That's as done as it's going to get though... so nyeh. I think it took me about an hour... though probably more. ^^: ...o_x; Akaruis shouldn't be allowed outside to play in the ice. They stay too long and nearly get frostbite. *pokes now purple-hued fingertips* I can still feel, so I'm assuming that's a good thing. felt like forever @ 09:07 p.m.
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