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Tuesday, March 18, 2003 05:51 p.m. Entry #9 Oh my...I'm out of breath. Today we had to run the mile, and it was horrible. I really need practice. And right after school I stopped by at Damien's house just to see him. When he answered the door, he looked like some kind of handyman trying to fix something, which he was. He told me that he was planning to kind of fix his house up here and there during his spring break. I volunteered to help, which was rash of me, but I'm still happy to do it. @@ I just hope I won't end up destroying his house or anything. Well, whether he says I can or not, I'm still going to visit once in a while ^^;. When I went home, I had to prevent Seiji from strangling Ken who was trying to throw Jomei out the window. vv; I think my life is a sitcom somehow.. -------------------} Monday, March 17, 2003 09:10 p.m. I hate hangovers =_= God I am so glad I didn't go to that cows party tonight, I really am still bombed from last night. I so could have done worse though. I haven't thrown up or anything, just a bad headache. Hung around with Nick, Tiana, and Braden. I feel sorry for Nick though, now he really got hammered. Braden and me had to carry him to Torren's car, and we could barely walk ourselves -_-" But I got home without dying, so that's a plus X3 Still feel like I'm being watched though. And now I wonder, is it better to know who's stalking you, or not? Why do these things happen to me anyway? I am not the stalking type. I mean, who'd want to stalk someone who could kick their ass half way to hell? There are so many frickin idiots out there, it's not even funny. Kyle's having a "soiree" tomorrow. I don't think I'll go, when he says "soiree" he means a little gathering of snobby people he wants to suck up to. I'd end up beating the crap out of half the people anyway. I need coffee, or water, and something for nausea...did I mention I hate hangovers? Urgh, later~ -------------------} Monday, March 17, 2003 08:12 p.m. Journal-san! Gabe called back this morning, and said he could come! Yay! Now we just have to prepare the room! When Ken heard, he smiled. One of those rare smiles that is pure. ^^ Hmm, that's good, usually he smiles evily. The weather is improving, even tho all this rain is coming. Rain is good! That means things will grow, and...my allergies will act up again. =P I always hope that every spring I can live it without sneezing. Today was normal, as usual. Then I watched a parade go by as I went home. Parades look like so much fun! =3 All the floats passed by and they were so bootiful...ah they were lots of fun, but I have to go now, bai! -------------------} Sunday, March 16, 2003 09:13 p.m. There counting on a guilty conscience to save you But I'm banking on the deep blue eyes and the face to They always said, always said, always said you were easy If I could have just one piece of that, I'd be Sold I never realized how boring spring break was, that or I just forgot. If there were more people here, it might be ok, but there's only a few, and none I know. I feel so stupid to, I've had practically all day to call back Ken, and I haven't yet, and now it's to late...But I sort of kept putting it off because I really don't know what to say. It was really nice of him to offer, and it'd be great staying there I'm sure, but what if I'm just a pain? I keep worrying that I'll get in the way or something, and I'm such a clutz to ><; But than again, what if I'm not? I worry a lot, but it's not pointless. Tomorrow morning, no more procrastinating, I'll call back and tell him...that I'd love to stay there. And if I am a pain or a clutz, I can always come back to the school. So yeah, that's what I'll do then. Night~ Gabe- -------------------} Sunday, March 16, 2003 08:59 p.m. I could kill right about now...that stupid brat Rory tried to lock me out of my own room. Going through my journal. Why the hell would anyone want to look at it? Everyone tries to get to it! Yeah, I did ask Gabe if he wanted to stay over for the vacation because Jomei urged me too. Jomei is very hospitable, so its just like him. Hasn't called back yet, prolly got scared away or something, geez. Today, I stopped by a church to see what was so great about it. Then I slowly stepped away. I just remembered I'm buddhist, but I'm not a big religion fan. So I went out to the gym. Worked out, went home and took a shower and took a nap and woke up and ate and walked out for a little bit and came back and is about to sleep. Exciting....this will get boring in a few days if nothing happens. -------------------} Saturday, March 15, 2003 09:37 p.m. Ever have the feeling your being watched? Damn it's creepy, but no one's around, I'm positive...almost. Anywho, whoo, no school, which means partay X3 I went to some chick named Danielle's party last night, it was ok, but I don't think she's hosted many. Was going to go to Brandon's tonight, but something happened and I heard his parents are gonna send him to his aunts now XD Idiot, you don't tell parent's about parties -_-" God, Tammy, this major bitch invited me to her party on Monday. I can't say no, I have a rep to maintain, but still, it's gonna suck, she's one of the most nasty chicks I've ever met >< Maybe I can coerce Gabe into going, but I highly doubt it. Last time I convinced him to come...man that was bad =_=;; I'll call Nick maybe, or Tiana, at least if someone I hang out with normally is there I won't have such a shitty time. Actually, maybe I just wont go. To hell with my rep, I'll say I was still plastered from Rahna's party, which I am going to tomorrow. Heh, that should be fun. Later~ -------------------} Saturday, March 15, 2003 07:40 p.m. Today was really slow today Journal-san. I sat around alot at work, it was so bleh. My co-workers came around and poked me time to time. They had nothing to do either. TT So I went on the company computer and I found out that my name means spread light. Hmm, I wonder how that applies to me. Speaking of names, that doctor person visited me from work today and asked if I could go to a small resturant with him to just talk after my shift was over. Yay for me, so I went when I just finished. We went together, and there was this petite little resturant, it wasn't even a resturant, it was a cafe!! X3 Before sitting down, the doctor guy said that we weren't properly introduced, which was true, or I did know his name I just forgot =. ^^ I introduced myself, and he did too, his name is Mori Seitaro. So now I can refer to him as Seitaro not doctor guy. XD It was so nice outside so it was very enjoyable. It was really windy, so Seitaro's hat flew off! XD Mr. Wind was cruel today, we both went chasing after it everywhere. It was fun tho. Toshiro has a little cold, it isn't bad, nothing a nap and medicine will cure. Ken is fine, and Seiji is complaining about final exams. He doesn't like making up tests, too much hassle he says. Wah, I hope Gabe can stay, it'll be more fun! -------------------} Friday, March 14, 2003 10:17 p.m. It's spring break for the students, but it's also spring break for the teachers =3 It'll be nice not having any paper work and stuff, plus the weather's gotten much nicer. Toshiro left today, kinda wish he didn't have to though. But what can you do? I need to do some major repairs here, the sink's leaking, and it has been for a while, I just never noticed. But now it's rusting, and that is bad. Then I was looking around, and noticed how dull the paint was. I think I shall do some home improvements over the holiday, this place sure could use it ^^; And it'll give me something to do, I may complain about work, but it keeps me occupied. You know, I could even take out some of the carpeting, replace it, sand the cupboards. Wow, there is a lot to do, and I will get started...tomorrow. D- -------------------} Friday, March 14, 2003 09:47 p.m. Entry #8 I went back home today from Damien's house. ^^ I guess it will be a while before I try that again, I have a bit of a cold. Gabe called Ken and told him about his vacation and how he was considering staying at his school, but he didn't want to. So after he hangs up, Jomei overheard everthing and suggested to Ken that maybe Gabe would rather stay with us for the vacation. We do have some extra rooms, so Ken called back and told Gabe. Gabe said he would think about it, but he sounded a little skeptical from the phone. Hmm. Today was ok, but I missed some school and that's not good. >< I was so nervous that I had missed school, that walking to school I walked into the school door. It was pretty hard, and people were staring, some laughed. It was silly but it was very embarrassing. I tend to run into walls alot. I think I'm going to lay down for a bit. .toshiro. -------------------} Thursday, March 13, 2003 09:54 p.m. What you need and everything you'll feel Is just a question of the deal In the eye of storm you'll see a lonely dove The experience of survival holds the key To the gravity of love One more day, just one, then no more school, and no more training! For something nice, instead of class, we watched the movie Gladiator and completely gorged on junk food. It was a good movie, and had a great story, but it was pretty gory to >_O Still better than class though. So I asked the RA about what happens during break, and he said I can stay here if I want. Lot's of people do go home, he said, but a few stay here. Unfortunately, I heard Andreyka is staying for break to. Interesting name huh? He's a well known bully, they say it's because he never had parents, but I kinda doubt it. Anyway, I'll be sure to stay away from him, I've met him once and I didn't like him much, which is saying something. You know I haven't talked to Ken in...well, a really long time it seems. I wonder what he's doing. I keep looking at the phone, maybe I should call him...but not now, it's...wow, it's late o_o; I'll call him tomorrow then, just say "hi" and see what's been going on I guess. Night~ Gabe- -------------------} Thursday, March 13, 2003 09:35 p.m. Today seemed meh. Damien called to say Toshiro was at his place. Hmm I didn't even know he was gone, alls I know was that he locked himself in his room. Jesus, I didn't even know he had a window. I learned something today. Later in the afternoon I broke Seiji's favorite CD because I was really mad and angry because things weren't going well, especially with the fight. Seiji walked in and saw me holding the CD. Unfortunatly, I was still angry and I told him that I didn't care that I broke his CD and it sucked anyway. He had this annoyed calmness. Then he went out for a moment and brought back rope. I was nervous so I asked what he was going to use that for. He didn't say anything, he just pushed a pressure point to knock me out. SOOOOO, then I find myself hanging on the outside of our balcony tied up with the rope Seiji was holding. Then I overhear Jomei asking how long I would be hanging there. Seiji said until I get to buy that CD again. Seiji knows me too well, he covered my mouth with tape. Luckily, he bought his stupid new CD and let me go. Or, took a pair of scissors and cut me loose from the balcony. That wasn't such a bad fall, my head has only been throbbing for 6 damn hours. ken -------------------} Wednesday, March 12, 2003 06:54 p.m. Whoo, it feels like there's a party in my head...and everybodies trashed =_= But that's what painkillers are for. Went to school, it was dull, had PE, that wasn't bad, went home, and Jomei stopped by. I guess he looked up my address in the phone book, and its a good thing I have a seperate line or my name wouldn't have been listed. He brought food X3 He didn't stay long though, just came by, dropped of the food, then left, basicly. He said he was glad I was back from, wherever I was...yeah, I didn't think anyone'd notice, but then Gabe probably called everyone he knows -_-; Anyway, it was really nice of him, and seeing as how I couldn't cook to save my life, and you need food to live, I'm even more grateful. He left so quick I didn't get a chance to thank him, so I will next time I see him. Jomei's a good cook, and my stomach is ruling over my brain right now, so back to the food. Later~ -------------------} Wednesday, March 12, 2003 05:52 p.m. Today's been busy to-day, Journal-san! It was my day off and I cooked some things for Mike because he must be tired going to...where ever he went. ^~^ I spent most of the day cooking and keeping everyone from the kitchen. They keep trying to take some, especially Seiji. XP There would be none for Mike if I didn't kick them out, right? After I was finally done, I left a pie at home, I put every thing in a basket and walked out. But then I came back and remembered I don't know where he lives. I looked up every mikal in the phone book. There are alot, let me tell you do that. I had to walk to alot of places until I finally found his house. It HAD to be his house because it was the last one. I knocked and Sugoi! It was him! I gave him the basket and I told him I hoped that he would enjoy it and that I was happy he came back, even if it was a short time. I didn't want to make him feel I was being pushy so I made my stay short. I don't think I gave Mike to say anything because all he managed to say was "Bye" as I walked out the door. Well I hope he did like it! Hey what's that burnin-omg! its the bread! Bai journal-san! -------------------} Tuesday, March 11, 2003 09:30 p.m. It was cold yesterday and today it was raining, still is, what fun. But I had a great surprise earlier. I was sitting at my desk when who shows up almost drenched? My luv Toshiro, that's who =3 I was so happy to see him it took me a minute to realize he was out in the rain, then I practically dragged him inside ^^; I gave him a towel and some dry clothes, then once he had dried off I held him till he had warmed up. He seemed a bit nervous though, he kept looking around, but he wouldn't tell me why. He stopped after a bit and we cuddled and talked, it was just so...right. After a bit,(though it only seemed like a few minutes), he looked at the clock and said it would probably be good if he started home. I couldn't let him go out in the rain again, and at night! So...I said no. I know I probably shouldn't have, but he might have caught a cold or gotten hurt, so I steered him to the bedroom and simply told him he was staying the night. I think he wanted to protest, but I said I'd call back to his house to tell them where he was, I didn't give him a chance to argue. And would you believe he's already asleep? Hmm, he looks so peaceful when he sleeps...yes I know I'm odd, watching him while he sleeps, but I can't help it ^^; I love him and I don't want to be away from him. Look's like I'll be taking the couch tonight, but I don't care, as long as I know he's safe and comfy, I'm happy. And I still have a few papers to look over, which I had better do now or I'll never get them done ^^" D- -------------------} Tuesday, March 11, 2003 08:03 p.m. Entry #7 Today, it rained. Its still raining. And Rory is outside my door, waiting for me to come out since I locked the door. She's really scary, at least she scares me. I want to see Damien! No contact with him in three days is not pleasant. I'm so tired of this, I see too much of Rory, I want to go to him. So I've decided to go out through my window and walk to his place. X_X It sounds so simple, its raining outside and it looks far from my window. Well, I can always dress warmly and use my bedsheets to come out. So why not? I think I will. Here I go, dressed warmly and about to crawl out. Luck to me! .toshiro. -------------------} Monday, March 10, 2003 09:11 p.m. Every sorry lie I can't live that down, no So you'll wait and see I'm caught between the seam and me You'll break me if you can You'll break me, break me if you can Where to start? Oh yes, school is evil. It's freezing out there and they still make us run around. "It'll get you warm" they tell us...sure. Mike got home some time last night, he called earlier this evening. I asked him where he was, he said he didn't know, only that he had been gone for 3 days. I seriously couldn't respond to that, so I asked if he was ok, he said fine. I didn't know what to say so I kept firing questions, like if he went to school today and stuff. He answered, and from that it seems like he had a perfectly normal day. So yeah, that's good then. And there's only one more week till spring break...I wonder what'll happen. Like, do we stay here, or do we have to go somewhere else? I should ask about that. Night~ -Gabe -------------------} Monday, March 10, 2003 08:33 p.m. I spend the whole day sleeping to make up for lost sleep. Unfortunatly, that gets back at you, so you can't go to sleep at night. So I went out. Scary people come out at night. These guys were mooching money of people. Not wanting to confront them, I went on the other side. There was a bar nearby so I went to get a drink. It was really foggy and smokey in there, I'm surprised the sprinkler system didn't go off. I asked for a drink, and sipped it as I watched the guys play pool and what not. I like to play pool once in a while, so I joined. Heh, soon I had everything but the damned clothes on their back. One of the guys accused me of cheating, and I denied, psh I play fair. He kept bugging me until I stopped playing. Jerk, then he pulled me by the collar and told me that he wasn't done. I tried to walk away and then he got mad and punched me, right in the gut. Hell, that got me mad, so naturally I fought. Don't know how it ended up, but I found myself in bed, very very sore. I feel kind of numb now. I have a black eye and scratches every where. The bastards, they tried to keep me down. Well, I know there's a moral here somewhere, just can't figure it out now. -------------------} Sunday, March 9, 2003 09:00 p.m. Home again, home again...Been gone, how many days? I went out on the...6th, saw Ken, glared, he probably thinks I blinked first...yeah right...It's the 9th today, so basicly 3 days, what fun. No sleep, no food, agh, not good. Should call Gabe, he called here but...need sleep first. Can't even think straight, brain feels like its made of swiss cheese, so many holes...but, I don't want to remember, that's the thing...hope I never do. Need sleep now, can't read writing anymore... -------------------} Sunday, March 9, 2003 07:33 p.m. Wah! Journal-san, guess who came over! My half-siblings! ^0^ Raine and Rory, they're sorta twins. I didn't know they came, it was a surprise visit. I caught Rory in Toshiro's room. =X Poor Toshiro. Anyways, they told me that they came because it was a shame that I was turning 20 in 3 months and some and I still didn't have a girlfriend. Or a boyfriend. ^^;; Raine and Rory are open minded, they don't care about that kind of stuff. So they were going to stick around for a few days or more and try and hook me up. Whatever that means, I'm not a fish. They followed me around today to look for a candidate. And then guys started following Rory, so I think we made alot of noise. I don't think they found anyone today, but I hope they don't do this all the time, because I have a job to do. When I got home the phone was ringing. I answered and it was Gabe. He asked if Mike was over here, but he wasn't. Then he told me that Mike hasn't been home for about a day. After some more talkings, I hung up. I wonder where he is. -------------------} Saturday, March 8, 2003 08:39 p.m. It's the weekend finally, which usually means time off. And that means I had been planning on going to see my luv, but that didn't happen...There was some problem with a few students, and someone's been kicked out. I've never known that to happen before, I didn't even know it could happen. So I was prompted to go read the rules and regs of the school, and I found them to be very interesting. So many things I didn't know. Well, not so many, but a few things. I can't help but think that if this place wasn't my...home, I wouldn't be bothered with these kind of things. Just part of the job I guess, but I'm going to ask Rachel about it anyway. And I'm going to call Toshiro tomorrow. I hope he's not busy, I really want to see him. Once or twice a week...just not enough you know? D- -------------------} Saturday, March 8, 2003 04:51 p.m. Entry #6 O_O Jomei's half brother and sister came today. I didn't know that, until I went in my room and got locked in by Jomei's half sister, Rory. She likes me too much...--; She chased me around my room, and unfortunatly nobody was home, so my banging on the door was in vain. Raine was somewhere else, or he must enjoy hearing me yell and bang at the door. After about 10 minutes, thank god, Jomei came in and heard my bangings. TT Rory is too scary. I hid behind Jomei, while Raine and Rory told him why they were there. I wasn't listening, I was too busy trying to get out of there. Then Rory pounced on me and tied me to the couch. Fortunatly, Ken came in with the groceries. He kind of stared then said, "Toshiro already has a lover." Rory yelled, "What? What girl has taken the heart of my husband to be?!" 0_0; Marriage? Ken smirked and told her it was a guy. Apparently she didn't care, she said that man or woman who was affectionate to Toshiro was her rival. Then she stuck her tongue at Ken and then Raine announced that they were going to stay at a hotel and try to do something with Jomei, I don't really remember. Rory then hugged, or rather strangled me saying how great it was that she was going to stay and try to win my heart. I wish she knew that my heart was already won. Seiji was staying late at school so he doesn't know. They left about an hour ago. TT Woe is me. .toshiro. -------------------} Friday, March 7, 2003 08:47 p.m. I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take When people run in circles, its a very, very... Mad world... Hmm, people say I have an odd taste in music, but I'd say its more unique. I called Mike earlier to see how he was holding up. His parents told me he was out, which is great because he's been avoiding the outdoors, but...he's been out since last night they said. I asked his mom if she knew where he was, but she didn't know, and I didn't really expect her to. I can't help but be worried, he's never once done something like this...Maybe he decided to go somewhere, like to a friends across town or something. Then again, Spring Break is soon, maybe he went to Mexico? Heh, I'm not sure where he is, but I know he won't be gone long. Ergh, I have homework, which doesn't really make sense, but I had better get it done anyway. Night~ -Gabe -------------------} Friday, March 7, 2003 10:50 p.m. Jomei's alot better. I think he was used to being sick, so he wouldn't get out of bed. I had to literally shovel him out from all those blankets. Yeah, yesterday I went to the doctor's with Jomei, and he's a pervert. I should know a fellow pervert when I see one. Maybe I'm just overreacting. I don't trust easily like Jomei. Ran into Mike yesterday. We just stopped, glared and pretend not to see each other. Ha, he blinked first. Anyways, now that Jomei is better, I can now get some proper sleep. Good for me, I was starting to get bags... ken -------------------} Thursday, March 6, 2003 06:06 p.m. You know what? I'm frickin sick of all this shit. I'm going out while I still have the time. I've been avoiding everything that involves going outside for days now, and I'm going to go insane. Those cows can bite me for all I care. I do have a bad feeling about this, going out and all, but like I said, I just don't care anymore. Besides, if I drive somewhere, they can't follow me, at least I hope not. Hell, I'm outta' here. Later~ -------------------} Thursday, March 6, 2003 08:20 p.m. Ah its so boring Journal-san. I just had a headache, that's all! Everyone is making a fuss, so I decided to take advantage of it. Today Ken got annoyed that I was sick and still had all that energy to call for help, that me and Ken went to the doctor's to see what was really wrong with me. So we went to the nearest clinic. While I was waiting, there were all these nice children I played with. Ah, they were so sweet! I even got a balloon from one of them! Anyways, it was our turn to see the doctor, and it was so weird and universal that the doctor I was going to see was the same guy who needed help with the party for his boss and who I chatted with so nicely! The doctor guy must have been surprised too, because he had this "nice surprise" look on his face. Yay! So I went in, and Ken followed, but he got blocked by the doctor guy, so they glared at each other for a while, and Ken pushed his way in. The check-up went nicely, it tickled alot. The doctor guy said that I actually had a little fever, and that I should drink lots of fluids. After it was done, the doctor guy invited us to tea since it was his break. Ken would've gone home, for some reason he only likes to drink tea at home, but I made him stay. We had a fun time, except Ken, who kept looking suspiciously at the guy. Then...I think we went home. Oh wait, I think Ken had to take a detour, and then we went home. And I had soup! Made by Seiji, the bad clothes washer. We like to poke fun at Seiji for burning clothes in the washer, even though we lost some clothes...I think its time to nap now, baibai! -------------------} Wednesday, March 5, 2003 08:34 p.m. I fear I am doomed and yet today was still pretty good. Jordan finally got assigned, and like I feared he was put in my area. He's to full of himself, it's quite funny. One of the students, Max I think, was climbing the wall. Jordan got all huffed up and said he wasn't doing it right, so he went to demonstrate. He wasn't even half way up when he decided to be a big shot and reach for a handhold he couldn't manage. Well, he slipped, and fell, right on his butt. There is no way, I mean no way, to recover from something like that. God it was funny, but I didn't laugh out loud, respect and what not. I was talking to Rachel a.k.a my boss, earlier, and I learned a few things. This place was founded around the 1700's, stuff like that. She said if I wanted to find out some more I should check the library. Maybe I will, if I have bit of spare time, I mean, I have been meaning to look up the rules and regs of this place anyway. Hmm, well, stuff to think about. D- -------------------} Wednesday, March 5, 2003 08:06 p.m. Entry #5 Jomei's sick still. He's really taking advantage of it too. Ken this and Seiji that, and toshiro please inbetween. Yesterday was hilarious! I feel sorry for Ken for losing his shirt, but it was so funny when Seiji came and sarcastically told Ken, "Its not sexy to vacuum without your shirt." Ken said, also sarcastically, "The vacuum seems to have some sex appeal because it took my shirt." Seiji said, "So what are you doing now? Playing tug-of-war with it?" Ken...well, he stalked outside. He was so mad he forgot he wasn't wearing a shirt, so he came back to get one. I swear, I had to go out and laugh my head off, it was so funny. Or, it seemed funny to me. Oo Today Ken had to stay with Jomei, since Seiji and I have school, him teaching and me being the pupil. Poor Ken was exhausted by Jomei. He tires us when he's sick and not sick. Ah, I hear Jomei.... .toshiro. -------------------} Tuesday, March 4, 2003 09:16 p.m. Oh wow, today was...interesting. I was about to go down the cable line when someone yelled at me. I stumbled off the platform and almost did a face plant into the sand, luckily I managed to hold on with one hand @_@ I still don't know who did it either, no one said anything when I got to the bottom. Oh well, no one got hurt, so it was ok I guess. Then I went over to see Mike. I've never seen him so jumpy in my life, and I've known him for most of it. I wanted to get his mind off what was bugging him, so I asked if he'd give me a few driving lessons. Normally he loves to show off and teach people stuff, wether they know or not, but...he just handed me his keys and said go for it o_o I just don't know. Saw Ken to =3 Poor guy seemed so tired though, I guess its been an interesting day for a lot of people. Boy I'm tired, think I'll go to bed... Night~ Gabe- -------------------} Tuesday, March 4, 2003 07:53 p.m. That son of a bitch!!!! Why the hell did we leave him?! Jesus Christ, now he's sick with the bug that's been gonig around. He swore he was better but I forced him to stay. He's been trying to get out of bed. Tricky one, he is. I think he's sleeping now...good. Since Jomei's been sick, we've had to fend for ourselves. I now know that: Toshiro should never ever ever cook unless you have some death wish I will never touch another vacuum cleaner again, it ripped off my shirt Lastly, NEVER EVER let Seiji NEAR a washer and dryer. I have no idea how you could burn clothes in a washer...I think he used gasoline or something I was so exhausted from the damage done, I called up Gabe. >3 So what if I like to snuggle with my - hell he's at it again!! Geez now I have to drag him back to bed... ken -------------------} Monday, March 3, 2003 08:03 p.m. School sucks. Boring as hell and its not like I'm learning anything new. Screw it, I'll be out soon enough. I swear those bit...wait, I have to limit my swearing she says. Those witches are planning something. I mean something big to, not yelling, taking pictures or jumping. To say the least, I am worried. Stupid to worry? No, not with them. I was all stressed out, so as soon as I got home I grabbed my keys and went for a drive. It's bloody great being able to drive. And the best part? Sarah and Paige can't follow me. Well, they probably could, but it would be a lot harder and they wouldn't be able to do anything to me. Damn it all, either I'm hearing things or someone's outside...Give you one guess who, or should I say whom? -_-** I'm going to go hide now. Later~ -------------------} Monday, March 3, 2003 07:58 p.m. Ah, Journal-san, I have a hurtful headache. And everyone is away. Ken went to buy some spider poison to kill the spiders. He hates spiders. Seiji had to rush to the school for some forgotten papers, and Toshiro was asked by the neighbor to look at his computer because it started acting up. I'm glad they can trust me with the house, but it still hurts so much Journal-san...so alone...I don't think I can write anym -------------------} Sunday, March 2, 2003 09:18 p.m. I wish there were more weekends. It seems that those are the only days I actually get to be with Toshiro. But I got to see him yesterday, that was bliss =3 It's great to be able to just sit and hold him. He makes me happy, melts away the tension from the week. Hmm, yeah, I ramble sometimes ^^; Didn't do much today, ran around a bit doing random chores, got some paper work done. Tomorrow it'll be back to the fun stuff though. I'm glad all the equipments been cleaned of mud, that would have made things a bit more difficult. Well, that's about it for my day, maybe something'll happen tomorrow? D- -------------------} Sunday, March 2, 2003 09:02 p.m. Entry #4 I'm so happy I got to see my lover yesterday...he's so sweet and warm...and his eyes...! I better stop, I could go on forever about Damien ^^;. Jomei is hogging the bathroom so we really can't get in. Not that I mind, I have my journal, which I am writing in now. Oh dear, I hope Jomei doesn't leave the water on... Today was ok, again. I went to the library to read in peace (not that I don't like my home ^^;) and found this book about computers. When I came home, Ken seemed amazed. He told me it looked like I had brought the whole library in one book. Ken is so funny sometimes, the book its only 1,000 pages. I have to admit, it was hard carrying it home. I thought it was just me, but Jomei got his foot hurt trying to pick it up, which is why he's in the bathroom; we keep our medicines in the bathroom. ^^ I shouldn't bring such hazardous books next time. .toshiro. -------------------} Saturday, March 1, 2003 06:57 p.m. I know sometimes, it's lonely while you're sleeping Well it's lonely for me to It's alright, just know that when I'm sleeping I'm dreaming of you You wouldn't not believe how happy I am. I haven't felt like this in...actually I've never felt like this ^^; I saw Ken today, and I though I was happy then. I still can't believe it, you know what he told me? He told me he loves me...I thought I was dreaming for a minute to. But I'm not dreaming, and I'm unbelievably happy. I love him to. I can't really think right now, but I had better get down off cloud 9 soon or I'm going to hit the ceiling ^^; -Gabe -------------------} Saturday, March 1, 2003 03:04 p.m. Weekend. The 2 syllable word that people love to hear after work. Not me. I'm bored out of my wits, I need to do something. Any- Argh, that Jomei...he knocked me right off my chair to write in my journal...in pen too. Dammit, I'm going to cross it out. And Toshiro is just sitting there, reading calmly. How the hell are they related?!?! I see no connection!! God dammit, I'm so upset, I can't write anymore. I'm going to take a bath. ken -------------------} Friday, February 28, 2003 07:35 p.m. Hah, back at school, only took one day off to. Not bad considering I felt like crawling under a rock the other day. I swear though, even when I'm not at school, those psychotic girls are following me, like yesterday, lying on the couch, I heard movement outside >>...Freaking me out those two. Jomei stopped by by after school. That was, well, surprising. I came out the front doors and he was there, impossible to miss to, with his blue hair and all. He was seemed happy, as usual. Seriously, his cheerfulness is contagious. I wouldn't be surprised if smiling became one of my regular facial expressions -_- I have to remember to ask to, next time I see him, if that hair color is natural. I have a feeling it is, but I can't be sure, I mean, it's dark blue, that is not a common thing. Eh, 'bout it, later~ -------------------} Friday, February 28, 2003 09:26 p.m. Journal-san! You cannot believe what happened today! I was so busy today, people kept asking for me to come and help them with their party or something important. Some people call me for no reason. Odd. Then the last person who needed help was the same guy who asked me if I looked this way all the time!! He was really nice, and he needed help because he was holding a party for his boss's birthday. So, I did my job and helped. He kept smiling at me, which was weird. Again! I chatted alot with him because it gets awful boring when your waiting for something to bake for an hour. I told him that I was going to open my own coffee shop next year. He seemed interested, so I went on. ^_^ Its so nice to meet nice people. Since everything was done, and I was planning to go meet Mike at his school after it was done, I couldn't stay behind. When I went home, *finally* I took a nap. ^_^; Like always. I wonder what's going to happen tomorrow? Bai! -------------------} Friday, February 27, 2003 09:27 p.m. Two words: Mud fight. I can't even begin to describe what happened, but I can say no one got hurt, thankfully, and none of the equipment was seriously damaged, but man those kids made a huge mess ^_^;; I mean, who decides to go out at eight o'clock at night in the rain and start throwing mud? Ah well, it all got worked out, and the culprit was caught. Toshiro and I talked about when we should go on our vacation, and he thought May might be better. I have to agree with him on that too, April is nice, but you can get a lot of spring storms. Plus if we go in May, it gives me more time to book the flights, and it leaves less room for hassle, you know how airlines can be sometimes ^_^'' -------------------} Thursday, February 27, 2003 07:41 p.m. Entry #3 >> Jomei is jumping around the house, about to..jump on Ken. ^^; We shouldn't have given him chocolate before and after dinner. Today was nice, as usual. Seiji doesn't understand why I still go to school, seeing as I don't have to go to school, and I know everything anyway. -_-; Its some kind of stereotype. I don't know everything, and this year I'm taking Home ec! ^^; I could never cook like Jomei, but at least I'm trying! And then there's P.E, not the best at it. I like to play though. I think Seiji's telling me this because I'm a perfect student in his class. @_@ Not that I'm trying to make him look bad or anything. I talked about the vacation to europe with Damien on the phone. I'm so excited! Going to Italy will be so exciting~! Especially with Damien~ I was thinking around May we could go. Perhaps I'm too superstitous; April Showers bring May flowers? -------------------} Wednesday, February 26, 2003 08:00 p.m. I'm not asking for much Just get outta my way I'm in the eye of the storm Beautiful blue day Eh, it's been raining just about non-stop for two days now...no ones allowed outside cuz of all the mud. It's pretty boring. Someone started complaining that he had cabin fever and that he was going insane o_o No one payed much attention though, and he calmed down, sort of. Ken called ^_^ I'm glad he did, there's nothing to do here, and I haven't talked to him or seen him for a while...Huh, someones outside, and they're yelling, loudly...I'm gonna go see what's up. Bai~ -Gabe -------------------} Wednesday, February 26, 2003 07:37 p.m. Ah, felt buggy today. Today wasn't that bad, first thing in the morning I went for a jog. I like girls, but I wish they would stop following me when I go out. Its annoying. Being as I teach martial arts, and it doesn't start until the summer, I have nothing to do. Maybe I should get sick or something. It got so dull, I looked up in the phone book and started calling random people. One guy swore to find me and rip me apart and I told him to bite me. He said he was going to do that do. Heh, the weenie. Got bored again, so I just plain called Gabe. He's nice to hang around. Real sweet guy. Well, I have nothing else to say, my day was soo exciting I'm trembling with joy I can't even write what I'm going to say. Whee. ken -------------------} Wednesday, February 26, 2003 06:57 p.m. Ugh, I feel like hell. I woke up this morning aching all over, and then I had this huge coughing fit. I think I caught some nasty chest cold that's going around =_= I took some painkillers and shit this morning, but it didn't help. Then at lunch, yes school, like hell I'm gonna let a cold stop me, I took a T3, and that didn't even kick in for two bloody hours. I slept for half an hour in Socials, not like it mattered, the teacher was telling us about when he went to boarding school -_-;; I'm just gonna go pass out on the couch now... -------------------} Wednesday, February 26, 2003 06:34 p.m. Journal-san! You cannot believe it! I'm almost to my goal of having my own little coffee shop! Its been a life long goal of mine to own a coffee shop. ^^ I've been working under some guy I don't know, cooking and stuff. Wah, I'm so excited, then I can cook my favorite little cakes and cookies...I'm ALMOST there mind you, I expect it will take about another year. Yes, I know TT. Oh well, I can still keep working. Today was nice, as usual! =3 Some guy came up to me at work and asked me if I always looked like this. I looked at myself and I said of course I did. Then he smiled and went away. Weird Oo. Bai bai! -------------------} Tuesday, February 25, 2003 09:03 p.m. Wow, I got quite a surprise today. This guy, Jordan, has been a teachers assistant here for quite a while. Well today he got bumped up to supervisor...I wonder how it happened, he's not bad, but...he's kind of incompetent. I just hope he doesn't get assigned to my area, don't think I could handle it. It was great to see Toshiro the other day, just seeing him smile made me feel better. I keep thinking about April and May, and which month we'll go on our vacation...maybe both? Go in the middle of April to the middle of May or something...Hmm, it'll be nice, I know it. Getting to see Italy, France, and Spain with him...=3 I can't wait. D- -------------------} Tuesday, February 25, 2003 08:58 p.m. Entry #2 Erg...sorry had to stretch a bit. Napping is a bad habit in this house. Today was, ah, interesting. Seiji came back from his trip downtown. Jomei was happy, like always, Ken...I don't really know. Ken likes to argue, and he doesn't like that Jomei and I are "yes" men. I think its better to write what happened. Seiji: I'm back. Jomei: Yay! Seiji! Did you have a good time?!? Me: *just smiling* Ken: Seiji, glad your back, but you just parked in the wrong place. I think you should go take it somewhere else. Seiji: *yawn* Sorry 'bout that, but dead tired, so I'm going to take a nap. Ken: Your going to get in trouble... Seiji: They're not going to do anything soon... Ken: Now. Seiji: *pauses and smirks* I don't feel like it. Ken: WHAT!?!... ^^ yes I know. How can I live like this? They're all really nice inside, I know. I'm glad Damien came to visit, I miss him a lot. I wonder if it were possible that we could live together...mmm, probabilities say no. Oh well, just a thought......and..can you keep a secret? Aha, silly me, this is my journal. I think I love Damien more everyday. ^_^ I'm so silly. .toshiro. -------------------} Monday, February 24, 2003 07:32 p.m. The eye moves through The mirror of appearances And discovers the other, So different yet identical A strange reflection of Myself Yeah, its a nice poem. I like poetry and music, so to make this journal more...mine, I'm gonna put in a bit of poetry or a few lyrics when I write. Its surprising how songs can help describe how you feel, therapeutic almost. That reminds me, I ran into a sliding glass door today 9_9 It was weird, the door was so wide, and it was really clean to, so it didn't look like there was anything in front of me. I wasn't paying attention, and bang! I was down...It's really quite funny now that I think about it =D Not much else happened. Bai~ -Gabe -------------------} Monday, February 24, 2003 09:18 p.m. Today was a bummer. Nothing went right. People kept opening doors in my face. My sketch of myself went wrong; I look like a freakin zombie. I was thinking about asking Toshiro why he never seems to have any action in bed, but my I'm-going-to-get-hurt-bad senses went off. >< Shit, this day was wonderful... ken -------------------} Monday, February 24, 2003 04:51 p.m. Oooh, look who's back, burn on me >>...Not like I have much of a choice anyway. Hmm let's see...Ah, Sarah jumped me then Paige tried to pants me. I swear, if they weren't girls I'd so smash them for it -_-* And Gabe walked into a door, that was interesting. It was sliding glass though, so it wasn't as easy to notice I guess. Heh, he had such a nasty headache, probably still does. He took some ibuprofen so it should be fine, but still, he should watch where he's going e_e Meh, not much else I guess. Later~ -------------------} Monday, February 24, 2003 07:39 p.m. Hewo, Journal-san! It is me, your friend Jomei! ^_^ Today was fun! The winter storm didn't let me go to work so I had to stay home with Toshiro-kun and Ke'kun. It was fun, but a person can't do that for long, ya know? Anyways, I went to work, which was a lot of fun because girls come in all the time to talk with me. They help pass the time, so nice~! Lets see....what else happened...oh yes! I had to work extra hard today because some people were having a party. =D We should have a Karaoke Party someday, its going to be lots of fun, what with everyone there. ^^ That's about it Journal-san so later! -------------------} Sunday, February 23, 2003 07:56 p.m. I have a journal...And I don't know what to do with it. Write of course, but about what? I'm not the most interesting person ^^;; Well, work was ok, a bit hard since it was raining out. Hn, I miss Toshiro... I stopped by for a bit, but I had to run, errands and stuff. I just want to sit and relax, talk with him, I miss doing that. Ah, and now I have to run again. D- -------------------} Sunday, February 23, 2003 07:47 p.m. Entry #1 How nice, a journal of mine to write in~! This is nice, I wonder why I didn't think of this, lucky rehni mentioned it to me. My other book is for notes. Well, journal of mine, today was the same as always. Ken rigged Jomei's door so that Jomei would get drenched. It hasn't happened yet....wait, now it did. Ah, Jomei is so good natured, laughing at himself. Its funny to watch Ken feel guilty and help Jomei dry off....I miss Damiennn~~I miss his visits, so nice.. =3 I hope he visits soon, I'm terribly lonely. .toshiro. -------------------} Saturday, February 22, 2003 10:05 p.m. ~Gabriel~ Eid gave me a journal, I've never had one before. I've thought about it, but never had the time. Maybe I can find some now that I actually have one. She said it's good for getting stuff out, especially when you can't say it out loud, or just random thoughts. I have lots of random thoughts, so maybe I can get them a bit more organized now. I wonder what to write though...Hmm, I'll leave it till later, its getting late and I can't think at the moment. Night~ -------------------} Saturday, February 22, 2003 10:00 p.m. Just one time, I wish I could strangle that brat. I wish I could burn her mallet too...WHY THE HELL DO YOU TORTURE ME LIKE THIS!? Anyways, I have a journal. More like shoved in my face and forced to write in. So here we go. THE Journal. Mind's a blank, try later. ken -------------------} Saturday, February 22, 2003 05:52 p.m. Journal of: Mikal Collins Wow, a journal...I've never been the type who writes in journals, kinda dumb, and it makes me feel like one of those preppy kids who write in a journal or diary. Then someone reads it and decides to be a bastard and tell other people stuff. Then rumors start and that one kid who decided to confide to a book gets completely screwed over...Screw this, I am not writing in a journal... -------------------} Saturday, February 22, 2003 02:20 p.m. =D Sugoi! She did it! ^-^ I'm sho happy now, now I have a journal to write all my little things in. Now I'm going to write my name on it! I'm a bit tired now so I'm going to take a nap. Baibai Journal san! -------------------} |
A day in the life Read about 6 guys made up by me (rehni) and eid. PG 13? *note: Fictional characters! Alias: eid Hair: Brown, long, curly 9_9 Eyes: Green Hieght: 5'0 feet, 150 cm Weight: A lady never reveals her weight XD Like: Anime, manga, bishonen X3~ Dislikes: School, bullies, preps, brussel sprouts XP Alias: Rehni Hair: Straight dark brown =P I want red hair Eyes: Coffee brown, no cream Height: 5' and some more Weight: @_@; Likes: Food, manga, computer, sleeping Dislikes: Bugs, headaches, stuffy noses, humidity ~*eid's boi's*~ Gabe: 15 years old,07/23/87 Hair: Blond, long Eyes: Cerulean/turquoise Blue Height: 5'7 feet, 168 cm Weight: 133 lbs Likes: Basicly everything Dislikes: Bullies, narrow minded people Mike: 16 years old, 01/19/87 Hair: Copper/auburn Eyes: Forest green Height: 5'10 feet, 175 cm Weight: 145 lbs Likes: Sports, food Dislikes: Bullies, snobs, preps, Sarah and Paige XD Plus much more! >>;; Damien: 19 years, 12/13/84 Hair: Auburn Eyes: Deep green Height: 6'0 feet, 180 cm Weight: 157 lbs Likes: Toshiro, outdoors, nature. Dislikes: Nothing really XD ~*rehni's guys*~ Jomei: 19 yrs. 6/11/84 Hair: dark bloo ^^ Eyes: Gray Height: 5'8 Weight: 150 lbs Likes: Food, cooking, napping Dislikes: hurting people Toshiro: 17 yrs. 8/23/86 Hair: Light brown Eyes: Purple! Height: 5'0 Weight: 135 lbs Likes: computers, books, Damien Dislikes: Violence, negligence Ken: 19 yrs. 10/18/84 Hair: Dark dark dark dark dark dark dark brown Eyes: Light brown. They seem to glow. Height: 5'9 Weight: 160 Likes: art, his motorcycle, fighting, Dislikes: people who hurt the people he cares about, squash, spiders, rehni, annoying people a.k.a rehni 9_9
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