I'm at Margots house. Sleeping over. Christina is here too. Yay. Anyway, it's late. So I sleep. Good night. Went shopping today, bought Sean his gift. Nothing big, but I like it. Haha. Ok. Goodnight, write more tomorrow.

Ja'ne!

pfft.

i feel worthless. why can't i help someone i care about? i don't deserve to be here on this fucking earth. i don't deserve anything. i don't deserve my friends, family, home, anything. i want to be a monk and help people.but i have a koi, so i can't.so maybe i'll just be a normal preson and help people. Jeanne d' Arc is my new idol. i love people.

blah....

I am sitting here listening to some good Dir en Grey and X-Japan. Yay. Gah, I love Dir en Grey. O.o Anyways, I'm bored, and I'm sitting here doing absolutely nothing. Well, I'm supposed to be studying, but we all know how procrastination is the best thing in the world. Haha.

Stupid stupid chick. I need to kick her ass. She really hurts people I care about, and that is not a good thing to do. I'm not afraid to kick her ass either, I'll do it next time I see her. I don't give a fuck. She frickin' is such a bitch. I may look like a weakling, but I'm not. I can do 10 pullups, the hard way, alot of pushups, situps...whatever. I'm pretty strong for my stature. I hate her so much. Yes yes, I HATE her. I can't stand her. Really. Whatever.

I'm done.

I'm bored.

Turn to Dir en Grey.

. . .

I'm getting pressured. I don't like pressure. Pressure and nagging ish bad. Suddenly Christy has snapped and demanded that I finish the events page. And I snapped back saying I finished it, and it'll be up. Both logged off fuming. But we were both wrong. I should have not procrastinated and she should have not had an attitude. So, I'm just gonna edit it and put it up today. She also made an annoying comment about Sai-kun. "I just don't want a Sai-kun shrine, okay?" Geez. I talked about him TWICE to her. Ooooh wow. I'm over my Sai-kun obsession, but apparently, she decided to stick in a remark. And that irritates me. Whatever.

Maybe if she hadn't nagged so much I would've gotten it done sooner, who knows how my mind works, it's a peice of junk. Gah, I have piano lessons today, and a 4 hour SAT class that I do NOT enjoy. Good grief, I had better go finish my homework. I have so much! Oh shitdig. Alright.

Ja'ne.

fresh page!

I made a fresh page, and put all the old entries into an archive, which is under the [ARCHIVES] section. Just thought you people would like to know...

Ja'ne.

Likes
-Anime
-Reading
-Writing
-Webdesigning
-Yaoi
-Koi
-Religon
-Hands
-Sketching
-Feet
-Photography
-Art
-Swimming
-J-rock

Dislikes
-Bad pop groups
-Mean people
-Sluts
-Betrayers
-Liars
-Cheaters
-Pimps
-Politics
-Black licorice
-Wasabi

Friend's Journals
-Leah
-Sengy
-Akiotena

Friend's Websites
-Animage
-Ben
-Hentai no tenshi

Favorite Anime
-Weiss Kreuz
-Fushigi Yuugi
-Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne
-Rurouni Kenshin
-Trigun

Anime Characters Similar to me
Weiss Kruez | Ran Fujimiya
Fushigi Yuugi | Chichiri
Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne | Marron

Favorite Bishonen
Weiss Kruez | Ran Fujimiya
Fushigi Yuugi | Chichiri
Rurouni Kenshin | Kenshin

Favorite Books
-Interview with the Vampire
-Jane Eyre
-The Last Vampire
-Harry Potter

Favorite Movies
-Gladiator
-Hannibal
-Rush Hour 2

Favorite Bands/Singers
-Dir En Grey
-X-Japan
-Rob Zombie
-Slipknot
-Malice Mizer

Best looking singers
-Toshiya
-Shinya